Chapter XXVIII ‑Crome yellow
byChapter XXVIII opens in the fading light of day, where the village fair begins its spirited descent into evening’s festivities. Bright acetylene lamps flicker to life, throwing sharp, shifting shadows across the open space where dancers gather in joyful chaos. Bodies move in rhythm, feet echoing on the hard ground, laughter rising above the crackling music. Denis watches from the edge, present yet apart, caught between the pull of the scene and the weight of his thoughts. Around him swirl the familiar—Priscilla’s grace, Mary’s energy, Mr. Scogan’s awkward movements, and Jenny’s confident command of the drums. It should be enough to lift any onlooker into the moment, but Denis feels the gap between observation and participation widening. He sees the beauty of it all yet feels no part of it. In that distance, his isolation takes on a sharper edge, made more poignant by the liveliness he cannot fully enter.
From this quiet detachment, Denis is drawn away by the sudden appearance of Henry Wimbush. With characteristic eccentricity, Henry invites him to look at ancient drainpipes—relics of the estate’s past glory that seem more thrilling to him than the dancers’ vitality. Their conversation shifts quickly from objects to ideas, and Henry’s true passion reveals itself not in the artifacts, but in the comfort of history. He admits a preference for books over people, for the dead over the living. There is no mess in literature, he explains, only insight. Modern company, with its unpredictability and noise, exhausts him. In his mind, human connection has lost its charm, replaced by the calm logic of the past. Denis listens, intrigued, though unsure whether this is wisdom or withdrawal dressed in poetic detachment. Henry’s view, at once melancholic and logical, casts a cold shadow on the warm celebration still underway.
Wimbush continues, imagining a future shaped by efficiency, where machines relieve men of interaction, and solitude becomes not punishment, but reward. He dreams aloud of a world where quiet replaces chatter and movement becomes optional. In this imagined society, everyone lives alone but with perfect convenience—no need to dance, to talk, or to engage unless by choice. The vision feels simultaneously peaceful and sterile. Wimbush doesn’t seem sad about it. Instead, he’s comforted by the idea of freedom from the chaos of company. Denis considers it all, weighing his own longing for connection against the appeal of such neatly contained isolation. It’s not rejection of joy, Henry insists, but an embrace of depth over noise, pattern over spontaneity. His nostalgia for past eras is rooted less in romance and more in control. The past, once recorded, never surprises you.
As they wander back toward the dance, the music grows louder, more hurried, the crowd swaying as if caught in a dream. Wimbush’s voice softens. He acknowledges, with a kind of wistful amusement, that what’s happening now—the noise, the color, the spinning joy—will someday exist only as memory. And when it does, it will feel beautiful, possibly more beautiful than it does in this moment. Literature, he suggests, has always improved the past, giving shape to its pleasures in ways that reality cannot sustain. The dance before them, so full of life, already starts to seem unreal, as if fading into story. Denis, drawn back into the scene but still weighed down by thought, feels that contradiction deeply. He cannot lose himself in the dance because he is too aware of its meaning, too alert to its impermanence.
What unfolds in this chapter is a contrast between celebration and contemplation, a tension between participation and detachment. Denis stands at the crossroads, unsure which path to take. He sees in Wimbush a kind of safety—intellectual, controlled, and neat—but he also senses a cost. Joy, messy as it is, lives in risk. To engage with people, to dance, to speak, is to open oneself to failure, awkwardness, even rejection. Yet to avoid it entirely is to miss the very thing one yearns for: connection. The fair’s noise continues, but for Denis, it has taken on a ghostlike quality. What was vibrant now seems delicate, temporary. This moment, once missed, cannot be remade. And so, the dance continues, not just in the square, but in Denis’s thoughts, spinning between desire and hesitation, between watching and living.