Chapter XXV — Crome yellow
byChapter XXV begins with Henry Wimbush announcing the return of a longstanding tradition—the Crome charity fair, to be held on Bank Holiday. He describes its steady evolution over the past two decades with a mix of civic pride and personal reluctance. Though he finds little joy in the bustle of the event, he maintains it for the benefit of the local hospital, whose financial gains have become an annual expectation. The guests at the table, representing an eclectic mix of temperaments and talents, are swiftly assigned their roles. Anne takes the tea tent, fitting for her calm and competent nature. Mary, full of energy and cheer, will oversee the children’s sports. Mr. Scogan, as eccentric as ever, volunteers to be a fortune teller, promising to don a mystic disguise. Gombauld, quick with a brush, agrees to be the lightning artist. Denis, hesitant and unsure, is left with the task of composing an ode, though he insists poetry is not his strength.
The roles given to each guest mirror their personalities, but Denis’s assignment stings more than it flatters. His self-doubt rises as he contemplates the challenge, imagining himself lost in empty metaphors rather than inspired verse. The idea of writing something meaningful for an occasion so rooted in local cheer and superficial gaiety feels hollow. Jenny, unbothered by such internal dilemmas, chimes in with a cheerful memory of her drum-playing days, and quickly earns her place as the musical pulse of the fair. Her enthusiasm brings a lightness to the moment, one that contrasts Denis’s quiet dread. Even as the group laughs and discusses costumes and stalls, a subtle undercurrent of tension flows beneath their banter. For some, the fair is a pleasant diversion. For others, it becomes a mirror—reflecting their anxieties, ambitions, or lack thereof.
The conversation veers, as it often does, toward the philosophical. Mr. Scogan, always ready to frame the mundane within larger meaning, begins a monologue on holidays. He declares that holidays fail not because they are poorly planned, but because true escape is impossible. We bring ourselves—our habits, disappointments, and inner walls—wherever we go. He recounts how he once sought renewal in a monastery, hoping silence and simplicity might cleanse him. Later, he turned to aesthetic immersion, surrounding himself with beauty, believing it might change him. In both attempts, he found only temporary distraction. Within days, boredom seeped in, and he realized he had not changed. Only the scenery had.
His speech, rich with irony, points to a broader truth about human desire: we often seek transformation through external shifts while avoiding the internal work real change demands. Holidays become small, hopeful rebellions against monotony, but they rarely live up to the fantasy. People return to their old routines unchanged, if not slightly more tired. Scogan’s conclusion is delivered not with bitterness, but with dry amusement. He claims contentment in his limitations, having accepted the quiet ordinariness of his life. Denis, listening closely, senses the truth in Scogan’s words but struggles to feel consoled by them. Unlike Scogan, he still hopes that a well-chosen experience, or the right poetic line, might unlock something within him. The fair, while frivolous to others, feels like an opportunity for expression—a chance to connect with something more meaningful.
This mixture of festivity and inward reflection captures the tone of the chapter. Beneath the colorful plans for games and costumes lies a deeper commentary on how people negotiate identity, purpose, and expectation. Everyone prepares to play a role—some literal, others emotional—and the fair becomes more than an event; it becomes a stage. Denis’s struggle with writing the ode is more than writer’s block. It’s a metaphor for the tension between public obligation and private uncertainty. Can one write about celebration while feeling fundamentally disconnected from it? The task forces him to confront not just his creative limits but his emotional ones.
The chapter closes with an air of anticipation. Laughter still fills the dining room, and plans are being finalized, yet Denis remains quietly apart. The others seem anchored in their roles, confident or at least content. He, however, is adrift in doubt. The ode looms, not just as a duty, but as a test—one he isn’t sure he can pass. And as the fair approaches, so too does the question that shadows Denis throughout: can he ever move from observation to participation? In a world of color and noise, his challenge is not to write about joy, but to believe in it.