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    Ghostroots

    by Aguda, ‘Pemi
    “Ghostroots” by ‘Pemi Aguda is a debut short story collection set in Lagos, Nigeria, blending the mundane with the supernatural. The twelve stories explore themes of inheritance, maternal lineage, and haunting legacies, often focusing on women grappling with familial and societal burdens. Aguda’s prose weaves unsettling yet deeply human narratives, where everyday life intersects with spectral presences. Notable stories include “Breastmilk,” which delves into generational trauma. The collection has been praised for its elegant voice and was a finalist for the National Book Award for Fiction, marking Aguda as a significant new voice in contemporary literature.

    Felic­i­ty, the pro­tag­o­nist of *Bird­woman*, is intro­duced as a woman whose life has been marked by unhap­pi­ness from birth. Con­ceived out of wed­lock, she grew up in a reli­gious house­hold where her par­ents’ guilt man­i­fest­ed in strict piety and finan­cial depri­va­tion. Her child­hood was fur­ther marred by abuse from an old­er cousin, and even after escap­ing her fam­i­ly at nine­teen by steal­ing mon­ey, her dis­con­tent per­sist­ed. Despite build­ing a suc­cess­ful tai­lor­ing busi­ness through shrewdness—poaching skilled tai­lors from her for­mer employer—Felicity remains emo­tion­al­ly unful­filled, her life defined by a lin­ger­ing sense of being an unwant­ed bur­den.

    Now forty-five, Felic­i­ty is described as phys­i­cal­ly impos­ing yet per­pet­u­al­ly grim, her demeanor reflect­ing her inner tur­moil. Her unmar­ried sta­tus becomes a sub­ject of spec­u­la­tion among her employ­ees, who assume a man might bring her hap­pi­ness, though Felic­i­ty her­self seems indif­fer­ent to rela­tion­ships. On her birth­day, a day she keeps secret, she indulges in small, pri­vate rebellions—like wear­ing a reveal­ing dress or eat­ing ice cream alone—highlighting her iso­la­tion and unre­solved long­ing for trans­for­ma­tion. These acts under­score her qui­et des­per­a­tion, as she remains trapped in a life that feels heavy and unchange­able.

    While run­ning an errand in Agege Mar­ket, Felic­i­ty encoun­ters a crowd gath­ered around a self-pro­claimed magi­cian named Ayao. Ini­tial­ly dis­mis­sive, she is drawn back by the promise of mag­ic, a fleet­ing spark of curios­i­ty break­ing through her cyn­i­cism. Ayao, a shab­bi­ly dressed but charis­mat­ic fig­ure, per­forms card tricks before announc­ing his grand finale: a vol­un­teer will fly. The crowd recoils, but Felic­i­ty, sens­ing a per­for­ma­tive ruse, steps for­ward. Her deci­sion sur­pris­es onlook­ers, hint­ing at a latent yearn­ing for escape—or per­haps a will­ing­ness to dis­rupt the monot­o­ny of her exis­tence.

    The chap­ter ends with Felic­i­ty vol­un­teer­ing, a moment charged with qui­et sig­nif­i­cance. Her action sug­gests a rare open­ness to the improb­a­ble, a depar­ture from her usu­al guard­ed­ness. Whether Ayao’s mag­ic is real or a con remains unclear, but Felicity’s par­tic­i­pa­tion sym­bol­izes a fleet­ing hope—or a final act of defi­ance against a life that has offered her lit­tle joy. The scene leaves read­ers ques­tion­ing whether this encounter might cat­alyze a change in her oth­er­wise unyield­ing unhap­pi­ness.

    FAQs

    • 1. How does the chapter characterize Felicity’s upbringing and its lasting impact on her personality?

      Answer:
      Felicity’s upbringing was marked by emotional neglect and religious guilt. Conceived out of wedlock, her parents viewed her as a mistake and imposed strict religious penance, including financial sacrifices that deprived her of basic needs. She endured physical abuse from her cousin in their cramped living space. These experiences shaped her into a perpetually unhappy adult—distrustful, unsmiling, and emotionally closed off. Despite achieving professional success as a tailor and business owner, she remains unable to find joy, illustrating how childhood trauma can have enduring psychological effects (pages 117-118).

      2. Analyze Felicity’s annual birthday rituals. What do they reveal about her inner conflicts?

      Answer:
      Felicity’s solitary birthday traditions—wearing a revealing red dress while critically examining her body, or eating ice cream alone in her empty shop—reflect her deep-seated dissatisfaction and longing for transformation. The red dress scene shows her desire to escape her physical form (“imagining she was nothing but bones”), while the ice cream episode symbolizes emotional numbness. These rituals underscore her isolation, self-criticism, and unfulfilled yearning for lightness/freedom, contrasting sharply with her grounded, heavy reality (pages 119-120).

      3. Why does Felicity volunteer for the magician’s “flying” demonstration, and how does this moment challenge her usual behavior?

      Answer:
      Felicity volunteers despite her skepticism because the word “magician” triggers an unexplained visceral reaction (“a flapping in her chest”). This uncharacteristic decision—breaking her pattern of distrust and disengagement—suggests a subconscious hope for transformation, especially significant on her birthday. By stepping forward when others retreat, she momentarily defies her cynical persona, revealing latent curiosity about escaping her unhappy existence. The act parallels her earlier fantasies of weightlessness in the mirror (pages 120-121).

      4. How does the author use contrasts to develop Felicity’s character and environment? Provide specific examples.

      Answer:
      The chapter employs stark contrasts to highlight Felicity’s alienation: her professional success vs. personal emptiness; the vibrant market’s energy vs. her detached demeanor (“girls selling aso-oke look right through her”); her imposing physical presence vs. the small, frail magician. Even her birthday rituals juxtapose indulgence (ice cream, red dress) with austerity (solitude, self-criticism). These contrasts emphasize her inability to connect with joy despite being surrounded by life’s sensory richness (pages 118-121).

      5. What symbolic significance might flight hold for Felicity, given the chapter’s themes?

      Answer:
      Flight symbolizes Felicity’s repressed desire for liberation from her emotional and physical burdens. Her mirror fantasy of being “nothing but bones” with a floating dress prefigures this longing. As someone weighed down by trauma, societal expectations (“unmarried status” critiques), and self-loathing, the magician’s offer to “fly” represents a radical escape from her grounded unhappiness. The imagery also contrasts with her literal heaviness—”big feet,” “round shoulders”—and the “dead weight” of ice cream in her stomach (pages 119-121).

    Quotes

    • 1. “Felicity was born unhappy. She was conceived when her parents were young and unmarried. They wedded immediately after the pregnancy was confirmed, then proceeded to use religion to punish themselves for as long as Felicity lived with them.”

      This opening line establishes Felicity’s lifelong struggle with unhappiness rooted in her parents’ guilt and religious self-flagellation. It introduces the central theme of inherited suffering that shapes her character.

      2. “She peered into the mirror, her mind hacking away at her person—too grounded, too heavy—imagining she was nothing but bones and that the red dress fluttered in the air.”

      This vivid description captures Felicity’s deep dissatisfaction with herself and her yearning for transformation. The imagery foreshadows her later encounter with the magician who offers flight.

      3. “Amongst the immobile sewing machines and headless mannequins, she sat in the silence of her shop and ate her banana-flavored ice cream, spoonful after spoonful, until the white of the plastic bottom stared back at her, the cold morsels settling in her belly like dead weight, pinning her down.”

      This powerful metaphor illustrates Felicity’s emotional stagnation and the weight of her loneliness. The contrast between her successful business and personal emptiness is striking.

      4. “Ayao turns in slow circles to take in his captive audience. ‘To fly,’ he says.”

      This pivotal moment introduces the magical possibility that challenges Felicity’s grounded existence. The simple phrase “To fly” represents the escape she’s always desired but never dared to pursue.

      5. “So, she steps forward.”

      This decisive action marks a rare moment of spontaneity for Felicity, representing her subconscious desire to break free from her unhappy existence. The brevity of the sentence underscores its significance as a turning point.

    Quotes

    1. “Felicity was born unhappy. She was conceived when her parents were young and unmarried. They wedded immediately after the pregnancy was confirmed, then proceeded to use religion to punish themselves for as long as Felicity lived with them.”

    This opening line establishes Felicity’s lifelong struggle with unhappiness rooted in her parents’ guilt and religious self-flagellation. It introduces the central theme of inherited suffering that shapes her character.

    2. “She peered into the mirror, her mind hacking away at her person—too grounded, too heavy—imagining she was nothing but bones and that the red dress fluttered in the air.”

    This vivid description captures Felicity’s deep dissatisfaction with herself and her yearning for transformation. The imagery foreshadows her later encounter with the magician who offers flight.

    3. “Amongst the immobile sewing machines and headless mannequins, she sat in the silence of her shop and ate her banana-flavored ice cream, spoonful after spoonful, until the white of the plastic bottom stared back at her, the cold morsels settling in her belly like dead weight, pinning her down.”

    This powerful metaphor illustrates Felicity’s emotional stagnation and the weight of her loneliness. The contrast between her successful business and personal emptiness is striking.

    4. “Ayao turns in slow circles to take in his captive audience. ‘To fly,’ he says.”

    This pivotal moment introduces the magical possibility that challenges Felicity’s grounded existence. The simple phrase “To fly” represents the escape she’s always desired but never dared to pursue.

    5. “So, she steps forward.”

    This decisive action marks a rare moment of spontaneity for Felicity, representing her subconscious desire to break free from her unhappy existence. The brevity of the sentence underscores its significance as a turning point.

    FAQs

    1. How does the chapter characterize Felicity’s upbringing and its lasting impact on her personality?

    Answer:
    Felicity’s upbringing was marked by emotional neglect and religious guilt. Conceived out of wedlock, her parents viewed her as a mistake and imposed strict religious penance, including financial sacrifices that deprived her of basic needs. She endured physical abuse from her cousin in their cramped living space. These experiences shaped her into a perpetually unhappy adult—distrustful, unsmiling, and emotionally closed off. Despite achieving professional success as a tailor and business owner, she remains unable to find joy, illustrating how childhood trauma can have enduring psychological effects (pages 117-118).

    2. Analyze Felicity’s annual birthday rituals. What do they reveal about her inner conflicts?

    Answer:
    Felicity’s solitary birthday traditions—wearing a revealing red dress while critically examining her body, or eating ice cream alone in her empty shop—reflect her deep-seated dissatisfaction and longing for transformation. The red dress scene shows her desire to escape her physical form (“imagining she was nothing but bones”), while the ice cream episode symbolizes emotional numbness. These rituals underscore her isolation, self-criticism, and unfulfilled yearning for lightness/freedom, contrasting sharply with her grounded, heavy reality (pages 119-120).

    3. Why does Felicity volunteer for the magician’s “flying” demonstration, and how does this moment challenge her usual behavior?

    Answer:
    Felicity volunteers despite her skepticism because the word “magician” triggers an unexplained visceral reaction (“a flapping in her chest”). This uncharacteristic decision—breaking her pattern of distrust and disengagement—suggests a subconscious hope for transformation, especially significant on her birthday. By stepping forward when others retreat, she momentarily defies her cynical persona, revealing latent curiosity about escaping her unhappy existence. The act parallels her earlier fantasies of weightlessness in the mirror (pages 120-121).

    4. How does the author use contrasts to develop Felicity’s character and environment? Provide specific examples.

    Answer:
    The chapter employs stark contrasts to highlight Felicity’s alienation: her professional success vs. personal emptiness; the vibrant market’s energy vs. her detached demeanor (“girls selling aso-oke look right through her”); her imposing physical presence vs. the small, frail magician. Even her birthday rituals juxtapose indulgence (ice cream, red dress) with austerity (solitude, self-criticism). These contrasts emphasize her inability to connect with joy despite being surrounded by life’s sensory richness (pages 118-121).

    5. What symbolic significance might flight hold for Felicity, given the chapter’s themes?

    Answer:
    Flight symbolizes Felicity’s repressed desire for liberation from her emotional and physical burdens. Her mirror fantasy of being “nothing but bones” with a floating dress prefigures this longing. As someone weighed down by trauma, societal expectations (“unmarried status” critiques), and self-loathing, the magician’s offer to “fly” represents a radical escape from her grounded unhappiness. The imagery also contrasts with her literal heaviness—”big feet,” “round shoulders”—and the “dead weight” of ice cream in her stomach (pages 119-121).

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