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    If These Wings Could Fly

    by McCauley, Kyrie
    If These Wings Could Fly by Kyrie McCauley is a lyrical young adult novel that explores the complexities of family violence through the story of seventeen-year-old Leighton. As she starts her senior year, Leighton struggles to protect her two younger sisters while coping with her father’s ongoing abusive behavior. The narrative incorporates elements of magical realism, using the presence of thousands of crows to underscore themes of trauma, resilience, and hope.

    In Chap­ter Sev­en­ty-Five, the nar­ra­tive unfolds with a tense and urgent scene where the char­ac­ters are abrupt­ly set down on the oppo­site side of the road from a burn­ing house. Camp­bell imme­di­ate­ly dash­es toward the fire, prompt­ing a des­per­ate reac­tion from Mom, who tries to stop her but fails. The nar­ra­tor reveals a com­plex emo­tion­al con­flict, admit­ting a harsh will­ing­ness to let Camp­bell burn, con­trast­ing sharply with Campbell’s unyield­ing deter­mi­na­tion to save some­one trapped inside. This moment high­lights the intense per­son­al dynam­ics and the grav­i­ty of the sit­u­a­tion as the fire rages on.

    The nar­ra­tor fol­lows Camp­bell into the smoke-filled house, dis­cov­er­ing an uncon­scious per­son lying on the floor. Camp­bell strug­gles to pull the heavy fig­ure toward the exit, all while chok­ing on the thick smoke. Despite the dan­ger, Camp­bell refus­es to leave, dri­ven by a pow­er­ful sense of duty and com­pas­sion. The nar­ra­tor, over­whelmed by the suf­fo­cat­ing envi­ron­ment, urges Camp­bell to aban­don the res­cue, but ulti­mate­ly joins in pulling the uncon­scious indi­vid­ual out, demon­strat­ing the shared resolve among the char­ac­ters amid the life-threat­en­ing cri­sis.

    Upon reach­ing safe­ty, the group—now includ­ing Mom and Juniper—works togeth­er to drag the res­cued per­son across the street, away from the col­laps­ing struc­ture. The ten­sion esca­lates as the house begins to shud­der and col­lapse behind them. The vivid descrip­tion of the house fold­ing in on itself under­scores the destruc­tive pow­er of the fire and the nar­row escape from dis­as­ter. This moment solid­i­fies the chapter’s themes of sur­vival, sac­ri­fice, and the frag­ile bound­ary between life and death.

    The chap­ter con­cludes with the house’s col­lapse, a dra­mat­ic and final event that sym­bol­izes the end of a per­ilous ordeal. The intense emo­tions, phys­i­cal dan­ger, and quick deci­sions made by the char­ac­ters empha­size their resilience and inter­con­nect­ed­ness. Through this har­row­ing episode, the nar­ra­tive explores themes of guilt, courage, and redemp­tion, leav­ing read­ers with a pro­found sense of the stakes involved and the strength required to con­front such dire cir­cum­stances.

    FAQs

    • 1. What sequence of events leads to the house collapsing in Chapter Seventy-Five?

      Answer:
      The chapter describes a tense and dramatic sequence where Campbell runs toward the burning house, and Mom tries to stop her but fails. Campbell attempts to rescue an unconscious person inside the house. The narrator joins Campbell, and together they pull the unconscious individual toward the door amidst thick smoke and flickering flames. After managing to roll the person out into the yard with the help of Mom and Juniper, they hear a crunching sound indicating structural failure. The house shudders twice and then collapses. This sequence highlights the urgency and danger of the rescue amid the fire that ultimately destroys the house.

      2. How does the narrator’s internal conflict about the fire contribute to the emotional tone of the chapter?

      Answer:
      The narrator expresses a complex internal conflict, wishing they had started the fire so they could bear the guilt instead of Campbell. This reveals deep feelings of resentment or detachment toward Campbell and a struggle with empathy. The narrator admits that they think they would have let Campbell burn, contrasting with Campbell’s selfless actions to save the unconscious person. This internal conflict intensifies the emotional tone by adding layers of guilt, regret, and tension, making the rescue not only a physical struggle but an emotional one as well.

      3. What role do the other characters (Mom and Juniper) play during the rescue scene, and what does this suggest about their relationships?

      Answer:
      Mom initially tries to stop Campbell from running into the burning house but later actively helps pull the unconscious person to safety alongside Juniper and the narrator. This shift from resistance to cooperation suggests a complex family dynamic where fear and protection coexist with urgency and solidarity during crisis. Mom’s initial attempt to restrain Campbell indicates concern for her safety, while her later involvement in the rescue shows a willingness to act decisively when the situation demands it. Juniper’s presence as a helper further emphasizes a collective effort among the characters.

      4. Analyze the symbolism of the house collapsing after the rescue. What might this represent in the context of the chapter?

      Answer:
      The collapse of the house immediately after the rescue symbolizes the destruction of a physical and possibly emotional foundation. Houses often represent safety, stability, and home, so its destruction may mirror the breakdown of relationships, trust, or past security for the characters. The timing—just after saving the unconscious person—could signify a turning point or loss that forces the characters to confront new realities. The imagery of the house folding in on itself might also reflect internal turmoil or the consequences of past actions (such as the fire’s origin), underscoring themes of loss and transformation.

      5. If you were in the narrator’s position, how might you have reacted differently during the rescue, and what factors could influence such a decision?

      Answer:
      If placed in the narrator’s position, reactions might vary depending on personal values, emotional ties, and risk tolerance. The narrator admits to feelings of detachment and even a wish to let Campbell burn, indicating complex emotions. However, one might feel compelled to act more decisively to save a life despite personal conflicts, motivated by empathy or moral responsibility. Factors influencing the decision could include the strength of relationships, fear of loss, sense of duty, and physical capability to assist. The narrator’s struggle highlights how individual perspectives shape responses to emergencies, and reflecting on this can deepen understanding of human behavior in crises.

    Quotes

    • 1. “Mom screams, reaching, her fingers barely catching at Campbell’s shirt, but it’s not enough. Campbell pulls free. And I realize she’s going after him, in the burning house. She’s going to save him from the fire she set, and I wish more than anything that I’d started that fire so the guilt would be mine, because I think I’d let him burn. I know I would.”

      This quote captures a pivotal emotional moment revealing complex feelings of guilt, protection, and sacrifice. It highlights the narrator’s inner conflict contrasted with Campbell’s determined compassion, setting the tone for the chapter’s tension and themes of responsibility and redemption.

      2. “The crows don’t guard the door anymore, and when I get inside, I see why—he’s unconscious on the floor. Campbell is straining to pull his heavy weight toward the door.”

      This passage marks a key turning point where danger becomes immediate and tangible. The imagery of the absent crows symbolizes a shift in threat, and Campbell’s physical effort underscores the urgency and desperation of the rescue.

      3. “My lungs are on fire, choking on the black smoke filling the room.”

      This succinct, visceral description conveys the physical peril and claustrophobic intensity of the scene. It immerses the reader in the protagonist’s struggle, emphasizing the life-threatening stakes and the sensory experience of the fire.

      4. “We hear a crunching sound. At first, I think I feel it underneath me, like the whole world is about to split open, but it’s really the house, folding in upon itself. It holds for a heartbeat. Two. Shudders. And then it collapses.”

      This powerful closing image encapsulates the destruction and finality of the event. The metaphor of the world splitting open elevates the moment beyond physical collapse to emotional and symbolic ruin, providing a dramatic conclusion to the chapter’s crisis.

    Quotes

    1. “Mom screams, reaching, her fingers barely catching at Campbell’s shirt, but it’s not enough. Campbell pulls free. And I realize she’s going after him, in the burning house. She’s going to save him from the fire she set, and I wish more than anything that I’d started that fire so the guilt would be mine, because I think I’d let him burn. I know I would.”

    This quote captures a pivotal emotional moment revealing complex feelings of guilt, protection, and sacrifice. It highlights the narrator’s inner conflict contrasted with Campbell’s determined compassion, setting the tone for the chapter’s tension and themes of responsibility and redemption.

    2. “The crows don’t guard the door anymore, and when I get inside, I see why—he’s unconscious on the floor. Campbell is straining to pull his heavy weight toward the door.”

    This passage marks a key turning point where danger becomes immediate and tangible. The imagery of the absent crows symbolizes a shift in threat, and Campbell’s physical effort underscores the urgency and desperation of the rescue.

    3. “My lungs are on fire, choking on the black smoke filling the room.”

    This succinct, visceral description conveys the physical peril and claustrophobic intensity of the scene. It immerses the reader in the protagonist’s struggle, emphasizing the life-threatening stakes and the sensory experience of the fire.

    4. “We hear a crunching sound. At first, I think I feel it underneath me, like the whole world is about to split open, but it’s really the house, folding in upon itself. It holds for a heartbeat. Two. Shudders. And then it collapses.”

    This powerful closing image encapsulates the destruction and finality of the event. The metaphor of the world splitting open elevates the moment beyond physical collapse to emotional and symbolic ruin, providing a dramatic conclusion to the chapter’s crisis.

    FAQs

    1. What sequence of events leads to the house collapsing in Chapter Seventy-Five?

    Answer:
    The chapter describes a tense and dramatic sequence where Campbell runs toward the burning house, and Mom tries to stop her but fails. Campbell attempts to rescue an unconscious person inside the house. The narrator joins Campbell, and together they pull the unconscious individual toward the door amidst thick smoke and flickering flames. After managing to roll the person out into the yard with the help of Mom and Juniper, they hear a crunching sound indicating structural failure. The house shudders twice and then collapses. This sequence highlights the urgency and danger of the rescue amid the fire that ultimately destroys the house.

    2. How does the narrator’s internal conflict about the fire contribute to the emotional tone of the chapter?

    Answer:
    The narrator expresses a complex internal conflict, wishing they had started the fire so they could bear the guilt instead of Campbell. This reveals deep feelings of resentment or detachment toward Campbell and a struggle with empathy. The narrator admits that they think they would have let Campbell burn, contrasting with Campbell’s selfless actions to save the unconscious person. This internal conflict intensifies the emotional tone by adding layers of guilt, regret, and tension, making the rescue not only a physical struggle but an emotional one as well.

    3. What role do the other characters (Mom and Juniper) play during the rescue scene, and what does this suggest about their relationships?

    Answer:
    Mom initially tries to stop Campbell from running into the burning house but later actively helps pull the unconscious person to safety alongside Juniper and the narrator. This shift from resistance to cooperation suggests a complex family dynamic where fear and protection coexist with urgency and solidarity during crisis. Mom’s initial attempt to restrain Campbell indicates concern for her safety, while her later involvement in the rescue shows a willingness to act decisively when the situation demands it. Juniper’s presence as a helper further emphasizes a collective effort among the characters.

    4. Analyze the symbolism of the house collapsing after the rescue. What might this represent in the context of the chapter?

    Answer:
    The collapse of the house immediately after the rescue symbolizes the destruction of a physical and possibly emotional foundation. Houses often represent safety, stability, and home, so its destruction may mirror the breakdown of relationships, trust, or past security for the characters. The timing—just after saving the unconscious person—could signify a turning point or loss that forces the characters to confront new realities. The imagery of the house folding in on itself might also reflect internal turmoil or the consequences of past actions (such as the fire’s origin), underscoring themes of loss and transformation.

    5. If you were in the narrator’s position, how might you have reacted differently during the rescue, and what factors could influence such a decision?

    Answer:
    If placed in the narrator’s position, reactions might vary depending on personal values, emotional ties, and risk tolerance. The narrator admits to feelings of detachment and even a wish to let Campbell burn, indicating complex emotions. However, one might feel compelled to act more decisively to save a life despite personal conflicts, motivated by empathy or moral responsibility. Factors influencing the decision could include the strength of relationships, fear of loss, sense of duty, and physical capability to assist. The narrator’s struggle highlights how individual perspectives shape responses to emergencies, and reflecting on this can deepen understanding of human behavior in crises.

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