The Garment was Occupied
by testsuphomeAdminThe Garment was Occupied, the protagonist wrestles with a crucial decision that looms over him after a long night of deep reflection. He is torn between sailing southwest to Duluth, where there are familiar faces and the possibility of assistance, especially from Lark, who has connections due to her time spent at the local library. Despite this, he is conflicted by the risks of bringing others into his troubles, fearing that their involvement could expose them to danger because of the problems he’s already tangled in. The calm, bright morning sky provides a sense of clarity and hope, stirring his optimism for what lies ahead. As he watches the early rays of the sun reflecting off the water, the possibility of reaching the Slates and reuniting with Lark becomes a distant yet powerful dream. He begins to think back to their shared moments, the sense of safety and happiness they once experienced, and he feels a renewed sense of purpose guiding him forward.
As he continues his journey, the protagonist is guided by years of experience, making decisions instinctively, trusting the path set before him. To his surprise, the voyage proceeds more smoothly than expected, with the waters calm and the journey becoming almost meditative. He feels a deep sense of gratitude for his boat, Flower, which has faithfully carried him through turbulent waters, providing a sense of stability in a world that feels uncertain. The surrounding scenery, with its quiet beauty, brings up memories of Lark, reminding him of the shared times they spent together on the water. The serenity of the lake contrasts sharply with the emotional turbulence within him, and the protagonist’s thoughts often return to Lark. At times, he even believes he can see her face reflected in the waves, only to have the image vanish as soon as he tries to focus on it, leaving him longing for her presence.
Later, as night falls, the protagonist anchors near Thunder Bay, trying to distract himself from his growing hunger by reflecting on past struggles and the odd rituals of those around him. He plays his bass guitar softly, the music offering a brief reprieve from the dark thoughts weighing on him. But this moment of solace is interrupted by an unsettling noise—knocks against the hull of his boat. Initially thinking it might be the familiar sounds of seagulls, he is shocked to discover a floating corpse drifting nearby. The sight of the body is both disturbing and poignant, a stark reminder of mortality in the vast, unforgiving expanse of the Great Lakes. It forces him to confront the reality of death in his journey, a theme that has crept into his life ever since he left behind the safety of his past.
The lifeless figure floating by triggers a blend of emotions in the protagonist. His past encounters with death stir unease, yet there is also a sense of strange curiosity. As he reacts, he doesn’t allow the fear to take over; instead, he pushes the body away, refusing to let it disrupt his course. The moment represents a symbolic act of distancing himself from the past, a decision to move forward rather than linger on what has already been lost. However, despite his rational efforts to continue, the corpse’s presence lingers in his mind, haunting him and preventing him from finding rest. As the storm subsides and dawn breaks, a sense of resolve begins to fill the void left by the unsettling encounter. The protagonist prepares to move on, leaving the body behind as he focuses on what lies ahead—still uncertain but determined, knowing that the road to his future may not be smooth, but it is one he must travel.
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