Cover of I Cheerfully Refuse
    Adventure Fiction

    I Cheerfully Refuse

    by testsuphomeAdmin
    I Cheerfully Refuse by Geoffrey W. Berman is a witty and insightful memoir that blends humor with sharp social commentary. The book follows Berman’s experiences as he navigates the challenges of modern life, refusing to conform to societal expectations while embracing individuality and free thought. Through personal anecdotes and thoughtful reflections, Berman explores themes of resistance, authenticity, and the importance of staying true to oneself in an often conformist world.

    Skele­tons Climb­ing Stairs in the Rain, the scene in the Sham­bles is one of suf­fo­cat­ing heav­i­ness. The air, thick with the smell of hot tar and the con­stant, monot­o­nous hum of bilge pumps, fills the space with a sense of per­pet­u­al dis­com­fort. Rainy, immersed in this grim set­ting, feels the weight of loom­ing dread, espe­cial­ly as he is sum­moned to car­ry out his duties. As he moves through the dark­ened cor­ri­dors of the ship, the silence is bro­ken only by the dis­tant nois­es from below, remind­ing him of the impend­ing cri­sis. Mar­cel, who oper­ates the incin­er­a­tor, approach­es Rainy with unset­tling news that only deep­ens his anx­i­ety. He informs Rainy that the chil­dren, includ­ing Sol, are now part of a new pro­gram involv­ing “tri­als” for com­pli­ance ther­a­peu­tics, a pro­ce­dure that Rainy knows all too well is dan­ger­ous. This news trig­gers a deep sense of dread in Rainy, espe­cial­ly when he recalls Kellan’s escape from a sim­i­lar sit­u­a­tion. The ten­sion height­ens, as the tri­als are said to be legal as long as a child’s guardian gives con­sent.

    Rainy’s thoughts imme­di­ate­ly turn to Sol’s guardian, Griff, and he begins to sus­pect that the agree­ment may have been made hasti­ly or with­out full aware­ness of the program’s true nature. He soon learns that the tri­als are tar­get­ing minors who are con­sid­ered non­com­pli­ant, with a rat­ing sys­tem based on their behav­ior, mak­ing Sol’s fate even more uncer­tain. The fact that the pro­gram specif­i­cal­ly tar­gets chil­dren who are per­ceived as prob­lem­at­ic only inten­si­fies Rainy’s anx­i­ety. As Rainy con­tem­plates the grav­i­ty of the sit­u­a­tion, his mind races with pos­si­bil­i­ties of how he might inter­vene. His only hope now lies in speak­ing with Wer­ryck, the only one he believes might have the author­i­ty to pre­vent this from hap­pen­ing. How­ev­er, Marcel’s skep­ti­cism about Werryck’s will­ing­ness to help adds to Rainy’s feel­ings of help­less­ness. He won­ders if Wer­ryck will be will­ing to risk any­thing for Sol’s sake or if, like oth­ers, he will choose to stay dis­tant from the issue.

    In an attempt to change the course of events, Rainy approach­es Wer­ryck, hop­ing to appeal to his past affec­tions for Sol. Their con­ver­sa­tion is fraught with ten­sion as Rainy pleads with Wer­ryck to take action. Unfor­tu­nate­ly, Wer­ryck dis­miss­es Rainy’s con­cerns with indif­fer­ence, claim­ing that the med­ical deci­sions sur­round­ing the tri­als are beyond his influ­ence. He makes it clear that these mat­ters belong to anoth­er realm, one that is detached from his own respon­si­bil­i­ties. The cold­ness in Werryck’s response shocks Rainy, who tries des­per­ate­ly to remind him of Sol’s progress, hop­ing that Wer­ryck might have some emo­tion­al con­nec­tion to her. How­ev­er, the more Rainy speaks, the more it becomes appar­ent that Werryck’s sto­ic demeanor is impen­e­tra­ble. Rainy’s frus­tra­tion builds as he real­izes that his words seem to have lit­tle impact, and Werryck’s unwill­ing­ness to help leaves him feel­ing defeat­ed.

    As Rainy walks away from the tense con­ver­sa­tion, the weight of the sit­u­a­tion con­tin­ues to press down on him. Wer­ryck excit­ed­ly tells him about the cap­ture of twelve new­com­ers, found stum­bling from an aban­doned cab­in. These new­com­ers, frail and bro­ken, plead to return to the ship. As the new­com­ers are brought in, Rainy is imme­di­ate­ly struck by the sight of their shat­tered spir­its. Their appearance—gaunt, hol­low, and ghostly—leaves a deep impres­sion on him, and among them, he rec­og­nizes Kel­lan, whose once vibrant pres­ence is now reduced to a shad­ow of its for­mer self. The sight of Kel­lan, now frail and vul­ner­a­ble, cuts through Rainy’s heart, as it’s a reminder of the cru­el­ty of their envi­ron­ment.

    Wer­ryck, as always, remains detached, eval­u­at­ing the sit­u­a­tion through a cold, clin­i­cal lens. He speaks of the resources that have been spent on the new­com­ers’ recov­ery, his tone devoid of empa­thy. Wer­ryck implies that Kel­lan will face con­se­quences for his actions, a remark that only deep­ens the sense of despair with­in Rainy. Despite the suf­fer­ing and trau­ma these new­com­ers have endured, Wer­ryck remains focused on the logis­tics and the cost of their recov­ery, high­light­ing a dis­turb­ing lack of com­pas­sion. As the chap­ter comes to a close, Rainy finds him­self shivering—not just from the cold, but from the weight of his emo­tion­al tur­moil. The sit­u­a­tion feels increas­ing­ly hope­less as he con­tem­plates the suf­fer­ing of the new­com­ers, par­tic­u­lar­ly Kel­lan. The chap­ter leaves Rainy pon­der­ing the fragili­ty of life aboard the ship, won­der­ing how much more he can endure as the oppres­sive atmos­phere con­tin­ues to tight­en around him. The sense of despair grows, leav­ing Rainy to ques­tion the human­i­ty of those around him as they face the crush­ing weight of their cir­cum­stances.

    0 Comments

    Heads up! Your comment will be invisible to other guests and subscribers (except for replies), including you after a grace period.
    Note