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    Adventure Fiction

    I Cheerfully Refuse

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    I Cheerfully Refuse by Geoffrey W. Berman is a witty and insightful memoir that blends humor with sharp social commentary. The book follows Berman’s experiences as he navigates the challenges of modern life, refusing to conform to societal expectations while embracing individuality and free thought. Through personal anecdotes and thoughtful reflections, Berman explores themes of resistance, authenticity, and the importance of staying true to oneself in an often conformist world.

    In this chap­ter, the nar­ra­tor and Sol find them­selves anchored on a canal, where they appre­ci­ate the tran­quil sur­round­ings, includ­ing orchards and fields. Sol, ini­tial­ly ener­getic and larg­er than life, appears to shrink into her­self under a blan­ket while sleep­ing, prompt­ing the nar­ra­tor to reflect on her vul­ner­a­bil­i­ty and the dire cir­cum­stances they face. As the night pass­es, he wish­es for his bass gui­tar to calm her with music but strug­gles to recall a com­fort­ing melody.

    With dawn, the scene bright­ens as chil­dren fly a kite near­by. Sol express­es con­cern, mis­tak­ing the kite for some­thing sin­is­ter, which she refers to as a “death angel.” She recounts a trou­bling belief impart­ed by some­one named Richard, sug­gest­ing that there are celes­tial beings watch­ing over them, eager to mon­i­tor their thoughts about author­i­ty. This moment high­lights Sol’s whim­si­cal yet dark world­view.

    Their morn­ing shifts focus to pan­cakes, which Sol sug­gests, and they enjoy a meal under the sun, leav­ing behind the notions of death angels. Sol devel­ops a fas­ci­na­tion with the kite, want­i­ng to fly it her­self. Dur­ing this time, the nar­ra­tor rem­i­nisces about his own kite-fly­ing expe­ri­ences, por­tray­ing it as a joy­ful pur­suit akin to catch­ing a fish in the sky.

    Their peace­ful morn­ing is dis­rupt­ed by a group of local boys, who ini­tial­ly appear inno­cent but soon cause chaos by shoot­ing at the nar­ra­tor with air rifles and rutaba­gas, leav­ing him amused and exas­per­at­ed. When Sol appears with a spear, the boys retreat, intim­i­dat­ed by her pres­ence.

    As they nav­i­gate through the canal, they observe stark con­trasts between the live­ly main­land and the dete­ri­o­rat­ing island, where despair per­me­ates amidst neglect­ed homes and land­scapes. The chap­ter also explores the grow­ing ten­sion between islanders and main­lan­ders, high­light­ing the bit­ter­ness of envy and resent­ment that has tak­en root among the island’s inhab­i­tants.

    Seek­ing sup­plies and fuel, they vis­it a run­down gas sta­tion where they encounter Dou­glas, a pecu­liar and chat­ty man who pro­vides insight into the local dynam­ics and invites them to par­take in a month­ly com­mu­nal vig­il against per­ceived local evils. Despite the unset­tling atmos­phere, they man­age to gath­er their gro­ceries and nec­es­sary items.

    Ulti­mate­ly, they leave with some sup­plies, but not with­out notic­ing the absence of a sup­posed bull­dog from earlier—a detail that rais­es ques­tions about Sol’s mys­te­ri­ous acqui­si­tion of cash to sup­port their pro­vi­sions, set­ting the stage for deep­er explo­rations of her char­ac­ter in the nar­ra­tive to come.

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