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    Adventure Fiction

    I Cheerfully Refuse

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    I Cheerfully Refuse by Geoffrey W. Berman is a witty and insightful memoir that blends humor with sharp social commentary. The book follows Berman’s experiences as he navigates the challenges of modern life, refusing to conform to societal expectations while embracing individuality and free thought. Through personal anecdotes and thoughtful reflections, Berman explores themes of resistance, authenticity, and the importance of staying true to oneself in an often conformist world.

    In the chap­ter titled “the Green­stone Fair,” we find the pro­tag­o­nist wak­ing up alone in his house by the lake, a place known for its tur­bu­lent nature—although on this day, it’s sur­pris­ing­ly calm. He reflects on the lake’s sen­tience, recall­ing past events includ­ing omi­nous clouds and ship­wrecks, while enjoy­ing the serene envi­ron­ment. After a brief inter­ac­tion with his house­mate Kel­lan, the pro­tag­o­nist pre­pares break­fast, acknowl­edg­ing Kel­lan’s reserved nature and his unique appearance—the fear­ful look in his eyes and his unusu­al hand.

    Kel­lan, who has recent­ly made a sig­nif­i­cant book deliv­ery to Lark (the pro­tag­o­nist’s com­pan­ion), is depict­ed as ner­vous yet odd­ly famil­iar. They engage in con­ver­sa­tion while shar­ing break­fast, where Kel­lan hints at his uncer­tain plans— “farm” and “Ontario.” Their exchange reveals Kel­lan’s back­sto­ry, includ­ing a recent acqui­si­tion of an old Ford Ranchero in need of repairs.

    The two decide to vis­it Green­stone to seek auto parts. As they dri­ve, Kel­lan shares anec­dotes about his eccen­tric fam­i­ly, reveal­ing a kid-broth­er-like dynam­ic between him and the pro­tag­o­nist, who feels a pro­tec­tive instinct toward Kel­lan. Through­out the ride, Kel­lan dis­cuss­es his aspi­ra­tions in micro­bi­ol­o­gy, par­tic­u­lar­ly want­i­ng to work in a more pres­ti­gious field relat­ed to astro­nauts, only to face dis­ap­point­ment when reveal­ing it’s a metaphor for the pow­er­ful elite.

    Upon reach­ing Green­stone, the pro­tag­o­nist describes the vibrant mar­ket atmos­phere filled with col­or and activ­i­ty, con­trast­ing Kel­lan’s grow­ing anx­i­ety. They nav­i­gate through var­i­ous stalls, and as Kel­lan scours for parts, he inad­ver­tent­ly wit­ness­es a con­fronta­tion involv­ing a brutish offi­cer known as Apeknuck­le. This encounter esca­lates quick­ly when Grabo, a ven­dor, resists the offi­cer’s bul­ly­ing, show­cas­ing her strength and spark­ing a chaot­ic scene.

    Despite the com­mo­tion, Kel­lan finds joy in a small com­pass he pur­chas­es, intend­ing to gift it to the pro­tag­o­nist. How­ev­er, his mood dims as they return home, hint­ing at his trou­bled past. Kel­lan reveals a bur­den of expec­ta­tions and con­tracts, sug­gest­ing he feels trapped and dis­con­tent­ed with his sit­u­a­tion. After a humor­ous mishap involv­ing heavy auto­mo­tive parts tucked away in his coat, Kel­lan requests the pro­tag­o­nist’s help to install the ball joints.

    As the pro­tag­o­nist reflects on the day’s events and pre­pares for a music gig, he strug­gles with the com­plex feel­ings of attach­ment to Kel­lan, wor­ried about the direc­tion their rela­tion­ship may take, espe­cial­ly in light of Kel­lan’s cir­cum­stances. The chap­ter clos­es with a ten­der moment between the pro­tag­o­nist and Lark, empha­siz­ing Kel­lan’s artis­tic tal­ents that cap­ture their essence in his sketch­es, sig­ni­fy­ing the bud­ding con­nec­tion among them all.

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