If These Wings Could Fly
Chapter Fifty
by McCauley, KyrieThe chapter centers on a high school art show where the protagonist, Leighton, reluctantly participates by standing beside her submitted drawing, “Portrait of an Old Crow.” Despite her low self-esteem about her artistic skills, her classmate Liam encourages her, seeing potential in her work. The event becomes a moment of vulnerability as Leighton endures the discomfort of public scrutiny. The small-town setting amplifies her feelings of exposure and embarrassment, highlighting the emotional weight of adolescent self-consciousness and the pressure to perform in a social setting.
Leighton’s discomfort intensifies when she notices Liam’s own displayed artwork, a comic book-style piece titled “These Broken Wings: An Origin Story.” The drawings depict a progression from a young girl with a crow to a young woman with wings, surrounded by feathers and appearing devastated, a figure Leighton recognizes as resembling herself. This revelation stirs complex emotions as she confronts the unintended personal symbolism in Liam’s art, feeling both hurt and exposed by the portrayal, especially since it was shared publicly without her prior knowledge.
The tension culminates in a private conversation between Leighton and Liam, where he apologizes and explains the artwork was a class assignment inspired by his thoughts of her, not meant to hurt. He admits to prioritizing his grade over her feelings, which deepens Leighton’s sense of being objectified rather than truly understood. Their dialogue reveals the challenges of navigating friendship, artistic expression, and personal boundaries, emphasizing Leighton’s assertion that she is not broken or a project to be fixed, but a person deserving respect and honesty.
In a moment of reconciliation, Liam shares the full comic, showing the heroine’s transformation into a powerful, fearless figure rather than a broken one. This act shifts Leighton’s perspective, allowing her to see the intention behind the art and to appreciate Liam’s creativity and care. Their interaction ends on a hopeful note, suggesting the possibility of healing and deeper connection through communication and empathy. The chapter poignantly explores themes of identity, vulnerability, and the complexities of adolescent relationships.
FAQs
1. How does Leighton initially feel about attending the art show, and what does this reveal about her character and self-perception?
Answer:
Leighton views attending the art show as a form of high school humiliation, indicating her discomfort with public scrutiny and vulnerability. She stands by her drawing, “Portrait of an Old Crow,” which she considers her best work but still regards with low confidence. This ambivalence shows her self-critical nature and insecurity about her artistic abilities. Her comparison of having “potential” to an “ugly old house that needs a ton of work” reveals her tendency toward self-deprecation and a lack of self-esteem. Overall, her feelings highlight her struggle with self-acceptance and fear of judgment.2. Analyze the significance of Liam’s artwork titled “THESE BROKEN WINGS: AN ORIGIN STORY” and its impact on Leighton.
Answer:
Liam’s artwork is highly symbolic and emotionally charged, depicting a girl who transforms from a vulnerable, crying figure surrounded by black feathers into a fearless, winged superhero. The title and imagery suggest themes of pain, resilience, and transformation. For Leighton, the middle figure in the drawing strongly resembles her, which initially causes hurt and embarrassment because it exposes her vulnerabilities publicly without her consent. However, the full comic reveals a narrative of empowerment rather than brokenness. This layered portrayal challenges Leighton’s initial interpretation and encourages her to see herself not as “broken” but as someone capable of strength and growth, reflecting the complexity of identity and perception.3. What does the interaction between Leighton and Liam after the art show reveal about communication and conflict resolution in their relationship?
Answer:
Their interaction reveals that communication is crucial but also complicated by emotions and misunderstandings. Liam’s failure to warn Leighton about the artwork’s personal nature causes hurt, highlighting a lack of transparency. However, his sincere apology and willingness to share the full comic show his desire to make amends. Leighton’s struggle to articulate her feelings and reach a resolution reflects her inexperience with conflict resolution. The conversation demonstrates the importance of honesty, empathy, and openness in resolving conflicts, as well as the need to consider others’ feelings before making decisions that affect them.4. How might Liam’s approach to his art and his relationship with Leighton reflect broader themes of identity and self-expression in the chapter?
Answer:
Liam’s art serves as a medium for exploring identity, both his and Leighton’s, by portraying personal struggles and transformations. His depiction of Leighton as a superhero in an origin story suggests a desire to understand and honor her complexity beyond surface appearances. This reflects broader themes of self-expression as a way to process emotions and communicate unspoken feelings. Additionally, Liam’s hesitation to remove the piece from his portfolio due to academic pressure highlights the tension between personal authenticity and external expectations. Together, these elements underscore the chapter’s exploration of how individuals navigate self-identity, vulnerability, and the desire for acceptance.5. If you were in Leighton’s position, how might you approach the situation differently to balance your feelings of hurt with the opportunity for understanding Liam’s perspective?
Answer:
If I were Leighton, I might try to address my feelings more directly and sooner by asking Liam to explain his intentions before jumping to conclusions. Expressing my discomfort calmly could open a dialogue that prevents misunderstanding. I would also consider the context of the artwork as a class project, recognizing that Liam may have struggled with balancing honesty and academic goals. Seeking to understand the full story behind the drawings earlier might help me see the empowering message Liam intended. This approach would help maintain trust while protecting my emotional boundaries, fostering a healthier communication dynamic and reducing prolonged anger or resentment.
Quotes
1. “I am not a broken thing you have to fix. I’m not your four-point-oh. Or your application to Harvard. I’m not a hobby or a project or a school assignment.”
This quote captures the core emotional confrontation in the chapter, where Leighton asserts her sense of self beyond being seen as a project or a symbol of achievement. It highlights themes of identity and respect within personal relationships.
2. “‘These broken wings: an origin story’… She looks alone. She looks devastated. She looks like me.”
Here, the protagonist recognizes herself in Liam’s artwork, a moment that triggers vulnerability and misunderstanding. This quote is significant as it sets up the conflict and emotional tension around perception and representation.
3. “In Liam’s drawings, this girl transforms until she is more feather than girl… ‘She’s a superhero. This is her origin story.’”
This quote reveals the deeper meaning behind the artwork, moving from a portrayal of brokenness to one of empowerment and transformation. It marks a turning point in the chapter where understanding and empathy begin to bridge the gap between the characters.
4. “I could have refused to see the rest of the drawings… but I’ve seen how that kind of relentless anger builds on itself.”
This reflection shows Leighton’s decision to move beyond anger toward reconciliation and understanding. It encapsulates the chapter’s theme of emotional growth and the complexity of human relationships.
Quotes
1. “I am not a broken thing you have to fix. I’m not your four-point-oh. Or your application to Harvard. I’m not a hobby or a project or a school assignment.”
This quote captures the core emotional confrontation in the chapter, where Leighton asserts her sense of self beyond being seen as a project or a symbol of achievement. It highlights themes of identity and respect within personal relationships.
2. “‘These broken wings: an origin story’… She looks alone. She looks devastated. She looks like me.”
Here, the protagonist recognizes herself in Liam’s artwork, a moment that triggers vulnerability and misunderstanding. This quote is significant as it sets up the conflict and emotional tension around perception and representation.
3. “In Liam’s drawings, this girl transforms until she is more feather than girl… ‘She’s a superhero. This is her origin story.’”
This quote reveals the deeper meaning behind the artwork, moving from a portrayal of brokenness to one of empowerment and transformation. It marks a turning point in the chapter where understanding and empathy begin to bridge the gap between the characters.
4. “I could have refused to see the rest of the drawings… but I’ve seen how that kind of relentless anger builds on itself.”
This reflection shows Leighton’s decision to move beyond anger toward reconciliation and understanding. It encapsulates the chapter’s theme of emotional growth and the complexity of human relationships.
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FAQs
1. How does Leighton initially feel about attending the art show, and what does this reveal about her character and self-perception?
Answer:
Leighton views attending the art show as a form of high school humiliation, indicating her discomfort with public scrutiny and vulnerability. She stands by her drawing, “Portrait of an Old Crow,” which she considers her best work but still regards with low confidence. This ambivalence shows her self-critical nature and insecurity about her artistic abilities. Her comparison of having “potential” to an “ugly old house that needs a ton of work” reveals her tendency toward self-deprecation and a lack of self-esteem. Overall, her feelings highlight her struggle with self-acceptance and fear of judgment.
2. Analyze the significance of Liam’s artwork titled “THESE BROKEN WINGS: AN ORIGIN STORY” and its impact on Leighton.
Answer:
Liam’s artwork is highly symbolic and emotionally charged, depicting a girl who transforms from a vulnerable, crying figure surrounded by black feathers into a fearless, winged superhero. The title and imagery suggest themes of pain, resilience, and transformation. For Leighton, the middle figure in the drawing strongly resembles her, which initially causes hurt and embarrassment because it exposes her vulnerabilities publicly without her consent. However, the full comic reveals a narrative of empowerment rather than brokenness. This layered portrayal challenges Leighton’s initial interpretation and encourages her to see herself not as “broken” but as someone capable of strength and growth, reflecting the complexity of identity and perception.
3. What does the interaction between Leighton and Liam after the art show reveal about communication and conflict resolution in their relationship?
Answer:
Their interaction reveals that communication is crucial but also complicated by emotions and misunderstandings. Liam’s failure to warn Leighton about the artwork’s personal nature causes hurt, highlighting a lack of transparency. However, his sincere apology and willingness to share the full comic show his desire to make amends. Leighton’s struggle to articulate her feelings and reach a resolution reflects her inexperience with conflict resolution. The conversation demonstrates the importance of honesty, empathy, and openness in resolving conflicts, as well as the need to consider others’ feelings before making decisions that affect them.
4. How might Liam’s approach to his art and his relationship with Leighton reflect broader themes of identity and self-expression in the chapter?
Answer:
Liam’s art serves as a medium for exploring identity, both his and Leighton’s, by portraying personal struggles and transformations. His depiction of Leighton as a superhero in an origin story suggests a desire to understand and honor her complexity beyond surface appearances. This reflects broader themes of self-expression as a way to process emotions and communicate unspoken feelings. Additionally, Liam’s hesitation to remove the piece from his portfolio due to academic pressure highlights the tension between personal authenticity and external expectations. Together, these elements underscore the chapter’s exploration of how individuals navigate self-identity, vulnerability, and the desire for acceptance.
5. If you were in Leighton’s position, how might you approach the situation differently to balance your feelings of hurt with the opportunity for understanding Liam’s perspective?
Answer:
If I were Leighton, I might try to address my feelings more directly and sooner by asking Liam to explain his intentions before jumping to conclusions. Expressing my discomfort calmly could open a dialogue that prevents misunderstanding. I would also consider the context of the artwork as a class project, recognizing that Liam may have struggled with balancing honesty and academic goals. Seeking to understand the full story behind the drawings earlier might help me see the empowering message Liam intended. This approach would help maintain trust while protecting my emotional boundaries, fostering a healthier communication dynamic and reducing prolonged anger or resentment.
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