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    25
    Everything everyone says about becoming a parent was true for me. My boys
    gave my life meaning. I was shocked by how much pure and instant love I felt for
    those tiny creatures.
    And yet, becoming a mother while under so much pressure at home and out
    in the world was also much, much harder than I expected it would be.
    Cut o from my friends, I started to get weird. I know you’re supposed to
    focus only on being a mother at those times, but it was hard for me to sit down
    and play with them each day, to put being a mother rst. I felt so confused. All I
    had known my whole life was being exposed on every level. I didn’t know where
    to go or what to do. Was I supposed to go home to Louisiana, get a house with a
    wall around it, and hide?
    What I can see now but couldn’t see then is that every part of normal life had
    been stripped from me—going out in public without becoming a headline,
    making normal mistakes as a new mother of two babies, feeling like I could trust
    the people around me. I had no freedom and yet also no security. At the same
    time I was also suering, I now know, from severe postpartum depression. I’ll
    admit it, I felt that I couldn’t live if things didn’t get better.
    All these other people were doing their thing, but I was being watched from
    every corner. Justin and Kevin were able to have all the sex and smoke all the
    weed in the world and no one said one word to them. I came home from a night
    at the clubs and my own mother tore into me. It made me scared to do anything.
    My family made me feel paralyzed.
    I gravitated toward anyone who would step in and act as a buer between me
    and them, especially people who would take me out partying and get me
    temporarily distracted from all the surveillance I was under. Not all of these
    people were great in the long run, but at the time I was desperate for anyone who
    seemed to want to help me in any way and who seemed like they had the ability
    to keep my parents at bay.
    As part of his bid for full custody, Kevin tried to convince everyone that I was
    completely out of control. He started to say I shouldn’t have my kids anymore—
    at all.
    When he said that, I remember thinking in my head, Surely, this is a joke. This
    is just for the tabloids. When you read about married celebrities ghting, you
    never really know what’s real. I always assume that a lot of what you hear are
    stories being fed to the papers as part of some ploy to get the upper hand in a
    custody battle. So I kept waiting for him to bring the boys back to me after he
    took them. He not only wouldn’t bring them back to me, he wouldn’t let me see
    them for weeks on end.
    In January 2007, my aunt Sandra died after a long and brutal struggle with
    ovarian cancer. She was like my second mother. By Aunt Sandra’s grave at the
    funeral, I cried harder than I ever had.
    Working felt unthinkable to me. A popular director called me during that
    time about a project he was working on. “I have a role for you to play,” he said.
    “It’s a really dark role.”
    I said no because I thought it wouldn’t be emotionally healthy for me. But I
    wonder if just knowing about the part, subconsciously I went there in my head
    —imagined what it would be like to be her.
    On the inside, I’d felt a cloud of darkness for a long time. On the outside,
    though, I’d tried to keep looking the way people wanted me to, keep acting the
    way they wanted me to—sweet and pretty all the time. But the veneer had been
    so worn away by this point that there was nothing left. I was a raw nerve.
    In February, after not getting to see the boys for weeks and weeks, completely
    beside myself with grief, I went to plead to see them. Kevin wouldn’t let me in. I

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    CHAPTER 25
    “So what did he say?” Carter asked.
    He stopped slapping undershirts and dress socks into his suitcase
    on the end of their bed.
    “Major said Blue has Saturday school for the next two months,”
    Patricia said. “And he has to do twelve hours of volunteering at an
    animal shelter before the end of the year.”
    “That’s almost an hour a week between now and then,” Carter said.
    “On top of Saturday school. Who’s going to take him to all that?”
    His suitcase slipped off the end of the bed and clattered to the
    floor. Cursing, Carter started to bend down, but Patricia got there
    first, squatting awkwardly, knees popping. He was always frantic
    before he left on one of his trips, and she needed him calm if he was
    going to help with Blue. She picked up the suitcase and put it back on
    the bed.
    “Slick and I are going to carpool the boys,” Patricia said, refolding
    his spilled undershirts.
    Carter shook his head.
    “I don’t want Blue around that Paley boy,” he said. “To be honest, I
    don’t want you around Slick. She’s a loudmouth.”
    “That’s just not practical,” Patricia said. “Neither of us has time to
    drive them back and forth separately every Saturday.”
    “You’re both housewives,” he said. “What else do you do all day?”
    She felt her veins tighten, but didn’t say anything. She could find
    the time if it was that important to him. She felt her veins relax.
    What bothered her more were his comments about Slick.
    She pressed the last refolded undershirt on top of the pile in
    Carter’s suitcase.
    “We need to talk to Blue,” she said.
    Carter let out a soul-deep sigh.
    “Let’s get this over with,” he said.
    She knocked on Blue’s door. Carter stood behind her. No answer.
    Patricia whisked her knuckles against it again, listening for any
    sound that could be a “yeah” or an “uh-huh” or even the rare “what?”
    and then Carter reached past her and rapped on the door sharply,
    twisting the handle, pushing it open while still knocking.
    “Blue?” he said, stepping past Patricia. “Your mother and I need to
    talk to you.”
    Blue jerked his head up from his desk like he’d been caught in the
    middle of something. When he’d gone to camp last summer they’d
    gotten him a blond wood Scandinavian bedroom unit that wrapped
    around the walls, with cabinets built into the window seat, a desk
    built into the bookshelves, and a bed built in beside the desk. Blue
    had decorated it with horror movie ads cut out from the newspaper:
    Make Them Die Slowly, I Eat Your Skin, I Drink Your Blood. The
    ceiling fan made the ads pulse and flutter like pinned butterflies.
    Books lay in piles on the floor, most of them about Nazis, but also
    something called The Anarchist’s Cookbook on top of one stack, and
    her copy of The Stranger Beside Me, which she’d been looking for.
    On his bed lay a library copy of Nazi Human Experiments and
    Their Outcomes and on the window seat were the mutilated remains
    of his Star Wars action figures. She remembered buying those for
    him years ago and their adventures through the house and in the car
    had played in the background of her life for years. Now, he’d taken
    his Boy Scout knife and whittled their faces into pink, multifaceted
    lumps. He’d melted their hands with the hot glue gun. He’d scorched
    their bodies with matches.
    And it was her fault. He’d found her convulsing on the kitchen
    floor. He’d dialed 911. He’d live with that memory for the rest of his
    life. She told herself he was too old for action figures anyway. This
    was just how teenage boys played.
    “What do you want?” Blue asked, and his voice honked a little at
    the end.
    Patricia realized his voice was changing, and her heart gave a small
    pinch.
    “Well,” Carter said, looking around for a place to sit. He hadn’t
    been in Blue’s room recently enough to know that was impossible.
    He perched on the edge of the bed. “Can you tell me what happened
    at school today?”
    Blue huffed, throwing himself backward in his desk chair.
    “God,” he said. “It wasn’t a big deal.”
    “Blue,” Patricia said. “That is not true. You abused an animal.”
    “Let him speak for himself,” Carter said.
    “Oh, my God,” Blue said, rolling his eyes. “Is that what you’re
    going to say? I’m an animal abuser. Lock me up! Look out, Ragtag.”
    This last was directed at the dog, who was sleeping on a pile of
    magazines beneath his bed.
    “Let’s all calm down,” Carter said. “Blue, what do you think
    happened?”
    “It was just a dumb joke,” Blue said. “Tiger took some spray paint
    and said it would be funny to put it on Rufus and then he wouldn’t
    stop.”
    “That is not what you told us in Major’s office,” Patricia said.
    “Patty,” Carter warned, not taking his eyes off Blue.
    She realized that she was pushing and stopped, hoping it wasn’t
    too late. She had pushed before and it wound up with Blue having a
    meltdown on a flight to Philadelphia, with Korey throwing the dish
    rack and breaking a whole set of plates, with Carter massaging the
    bridge of his nose, with her taking those pills. She pushed and things
    always got worse. But it was already too late.
    “Why are you always taking everyone’s side except mine?” Blue
    said, throwing himself forward in his chair.
    “Everyone needs to calm down—” Carter began.
    “Rufus is a dog,” Blue said. “People die every day. People abort
    little babies. Six million people died in the Holocaust. No one cares.
    It’s just a dumb dog. They’ll wash it off.”
    “Everyone needs to take a breath,” Carter said, palms out in the
    calming gesture to Blue. “Next week you and I are going to sit down
    and I’m going to give you a test called a Conners Scale. It’s just to
    determine if paying attention is harder for you than it is for other
    people.”
    “So what?” Blue asked.
    “If it is,” Carter explained, “then we give you something called
    Ritalin. I’m sure a lot of your friends take it. It doesn’t change
    anything about you, it’s just like eyeglasses for your brain.”
    “I don’t want eyeglasses for my brain!” Blue screamed. “I’m not
    taking a test!”
    Ragtag lifted his head. Patricia wanted to stop this. Carter hadn’t
    talked about this with her before. This was the kind of decision they
    needed to make together.
    “That’s why you’re the child and I’m the adult,” Carter said. “I
    know what you need better than you do.”
    “No, you don’t!” Blue screamed again.
    “I think we should all take a few minutes,” Carter said. “We can
    talk again after supper.”
    He guided Patricia out of the room by one elbow. She looked back
    at Blue, hunched over his desk, shoulders shaking, and she wanted to
    go to him so badly she felt it in her blood, but Carter steered her into
    the hall and closed the door behind them.
    “He’s never—” Carter began.
    “Why’s he screaming?” Korey asked, practically leaping out at
    them from her bedroom door. “What’d he do?”
    “This has nothing to do with you,” Carter said.
    “I just thought you’d want the opinion of someone who actually
    sees him sometimes,” Korey said.
    “When we want your opinion we’ll ask for it,” Carter said.
    “Fine!” Korey snapped, slamming her bedroom door. It smacked
    sharply into its frame. From behind it came a muffled, “Whatever.”
    Korey had been so easy for so many years, going to step aerobics
    after school, staying out on Wednesday nights to watch Beverly Hills,
    90210 with the same group of girls from her soccer team, going to
    Princeton soccer camp in the summer. But this fall she’d started
    spending more and more time in her room with the door closed.
    She’d stopped going out and seeing her friends. Her moods ranged
    from virtually comatose to explosive rage, and Patricia didn’t know
    what set her off.
    Carter told her he saw it all the time in his practice: it was her
    junior year, the SATs were coming, she had to apply for colleges,
    Patricia shouldn’t worry, Patricia didn’t understand, Patricia should
    read some articles about college stress he’d give her if she felt
    concerned.
    Behind Korey’s door, the music got louder.
    “I need to finish cleaning the kitchen,” Patricia said.
    “I’m not going to take the blame for the way he’s acting,” Carter
    said, following Patricia down the stairs. “He has zero self-control.
    You’re supposed to be teaching him how to handle his emotions.”
    He followed Patricia into the den. Her hands ached to hold a
    vacuum cleaner, to have its roar blot out everyone’s voices, to make it
    all go away. She didn’t want to think about Blue acting out because
    she knew it was her fault. His behavior had changed from the minute
    he found her on the kitchen floor. Carter followed her into the
    kitchen. She could hear Korey’s music coming through the ceiling, all
    muffled harmonicas and guitars.
    “He’s never acted like this before,” Carter said.
    “Maybe you’re just not around him enough,” Patricia said.
    “If you knew things were this bad, why didn’t you say something
    before?” he asked.
    Patricia didn’t have an answer. She stood in the middle of the
    kitchen and looked around. She’d been measuring it for the remodel
    when school called for her to come see Major about Blue and Tiger
    spray-painting that dog, and there was so much in the cabinets they
    needed to throw out: the row of cookbooks she never used, the ice
    cream maker still in its box. The air popper they couldn’t find the
    plug for. She undid the rubber bands on the dog food cabinet handles
    and looked inside. There was a shoebox of gas station road maps in
    one corner. Did they really need all these?
    “You can’t go around with your head in the sand, Patty,” Carter
    said.
    She’d have to go through the junk drawer. She pulled it open.
    What were all these bits and pieces for? She wanted to dump them
    all in the trash, but what if one of them was an important part of
    something expensive?
    “Are you even listening to me?” Carter asked. “What are you
    doing?”
    “I’m cleaning out the kitchen cabinets,” Patricia said.
    “This is not the time,” Carter said. “We need to figure out what’s
    going on with our son.”
    “I’m leaving,” Blue said.
    They turned. Blue stood in the doorway to the den with his
    backpack on. It wasn’t his school backpack but the other one with the
    broken strap that he kept in his closet.
    “It’s after dark,” Carter said. “You’re not going anywhere.”
    “How’re you going to stop me?” Blue asked.
    “We’re having supper in an hour,” Patricia said.
    “I can handle this, Patty,” Carter said. “Blue, go upstairs until your
    mother calls you for supper.”
    “Are you going to padlock my bedroom door?” Blue asked.
    “Because if not, I’m leaving. I don’t want to be in this house anymore.
    You just want to give me a bunch of pills and make me a zombie.”
    Carter sighed and stepped forward to better explain things. “No
    one’s making you a zombie,” he said. “We’re—”
    “You can’t stop me from doing anything,” Blue snarled.
    “If you step out that door I’ll call the police and report you as a
    runaway,” Carter said. “They’ll bring you home in handcuffs and
    you’ll have a criminal record. Is that what you want?”
    Blue glowered at them.
    “You suck!” Blue screamed, and stormed out of the den.
    They heard him run up the stairs and slam his bedroom door.
    Korey turned her music up louder.
    “I did not realize things had gotten this bad,” Carter said. “I’m
    going to change my flight and come back a day early. Obviously, this
    has to be dealt with.”
    He continued talking as Patricia began organizing the old
    cookbooks. He was explaining the Ritalin options to her—time
    release, dosages, coatings—when Blue came back into the den
    holding his hands behind his back.
    “If I leave the house you’re calling the police?” he asked.
    “I don’t want to do that, Blue,” Carter said. “But you’ll be leaving
    me with no choice.”
    “Good luck calling the police without any phone cords,” Blue said.
    He pulled his hands out and for a moment Patricia thought he held
    spaghetti noodles, and then she realized he was holding the cords to
    their telephones. Before the sight had fully registered, he ran out of
    the den and she and Carter trotted after him, getting to the front hall
    just as the door slammed. By the time they were on the porch, Blue
    had vanished into the twilight murk.
    “I’ll get the flashlight,” Patricia said, turning to go back inside.
    “No,” Carter said. “He’ll come home the minute he’s cold and
    hungry.”
    “What if he gets to Coleman Boulevard and someone offers him a
    ride?” Patricia asked.
    “Patty,” Carter said. “I admire your imagination, but that’s not
    going to happen. Blue is going to wander around the Old Village and
    sneak back home in an hour. He didn’t even take a jacket.”
    “But—” she began.
    “I do this for a living, remember?” he said. “I’m going to run to
    Kmart and pick up some new phone cords. He’ll be back before I
    am.”

    He wasn’t. After supper, Patricia kept clearing out the kitchen
    cabinets, watching the numbers on the microwave clock crawl from
    6:45, to 7:30, to a minute after eight.
    “Carter,” she said. “I really think we need to do something.”
    “Discipline takes discipline,” he said.
    She pulled the garbage cans around to the front porch and
    dropped the air popper and the old ice cream maker into them, and
    unhooked everything from the saltwater fish tank and put it in the
    laundry room sink to dry. Finally, the microwave clock read 10:00.
    I won’t say anything until 10:15, Patricia promised herself,
    stuffing old cookbooks into plastic Harris Teeter bags.
    “Carter,” she said, at 10:11. “I’m going to get in the car and drive
    around.”
    He sighed, and put down the paper.
    “Patty—” he began, and the phone rang.
    Carter got there before Patricia.
    “Yes?” he said, and she saw his shoulders relax. “Thank God. Of
    course…uh-huh, uh-huh…if you don’t mind…of course…”
    He showed no sign of hanging up, or even telling her what was
    happening, so Patricia ran to the living room and picked up the
    extension.
    “Korey, get off the phone,” Carter said.
    “It’s me,” Patricia said. “Hello?”
    “Hello, Patricia,” a smooth, low voice said.
    “James,” she said.
    “I don’t want you to worry,” James Harris told them. “Blue’s with
    me. He came by a couple of hours ago and we’ve been talking. I told
    him he could chill here but he had to tell his mom and dad where he
    was. I know you guys must be tearing your hair out.”
    “That’s…very kind of you,” Patricia said. “I’ll be right there.”
    “I’m not sure that’s a good idea,” James Harris said. “I don’t want
    to meddle in your home life, but he’s asked to spend the night. I have
    a guest bedroom.”
    James Harris and Carter had drinks at the back bar of the Yacht
    Club once a week. They went dove hunting with Horse. They’d taken
    Blue and Korey night shrimping at Seewee Farms. He’d even had
    supper with them five or six times when Carter was out of town, and
    every time she saw him, Patricia didn’t think about what she’d seen.
    She made herself remote, and cool, but pleasant. The children
    adored him, and he had given Blue a computer game called
    Command something for Christmas, and Carter talked to him about
    his career, and he had opinions about music that Korey actually
    tolerated, so Patricia tried. But she still didn’t want Blue in James
    Harris’s house alone overnight.
    “We don’t want to impose,” Patricia said, her voice high and hard
    in her chest.
    “Maybe it’s for the best,” Carter said. “We could use the time to let
    the air clear.”
    “It’s no worry,” James Harris said. “I’m happy to have the
    company. Hold on a minute.”
    There was a pause, a thump in her ear, and then Patricia heard her
    son breathing.
    “Blue?” she asked. “Are you all right?”
    “Mom,” Blue said. She heard him swallow hard. “I’m sorry.”
    Tears spiked Patricia’s eyes. She wanted him in her arms. Now.
    “We’re just glad you’re okay,” she said.
    “I’m sorry I yelled at you and I’m sorry for what I did to Rufus,”
    Blue said, swallowing, breathing hard. “And, Dad, if you want me to
    take the test, James says I should.”

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    25
    When I used to walk dogs in the neighborhood, I sometimes thought about where people like
    Campbell, Emily, and Caroline went during the day, when they pulled out of Thornfield Estates in
    their oversized SUVs.
    Not far, apparently. Today, we’re at Roasted, for a meeting of the Neighborhood Beautification
    Committee. Campbell and Emily are both wearing athleisure, but I’ve dressed a little nicer, pairing a
    gray pencil skirt with a pink blouse and matching heels. I’m still not quite as tan or as glossy of hair
    as they both are, but I can see myself reflected in Emily’s giant sunglasses, and I know I look a lot
    more like both of them than I did just a few months ago.
    Making a mental note to ask Emily where she gets her hair done, I reach down into my bag—
    another new purchase, this massive leather purse that could probably hold Adele—and pull out the
    binder I’ve carefully labeled TENBC in a pretty, swirly font.
    “Look at yooooouuuuu,” Emily says, reaching out to playfully shove at my arm. “So organized!”
    I smile, not mentioning that I was up until 1 A.M. working on this and that it took a stupid amount of
    concealer to cover the circles under my eyes.
    Or that while I sat on the floor of the living room, cutting pictures out of magazines and sliding
    them into the binder’s plastic folders, I’d heard those thumps from upstairs again, the weird sounds
    Eddie had said not to worry about.
    Just a couple, and faint enough that I hadn’t jumped or shrieked this time, but I’d still made a
    mental note to call an exterminator.
    Now, though, I’m all smiles as I lay the binder out on the table, my ring flashing in the sunlight.
    Campbell leans forward to look more closely at the ring, just like I’d hoped she would.
    “When’s the wedding?” she asks, and Emily perks up a little, too.
    Gossip as currency, yet again.
    I look down at the binder, flipping through its pages. “Honestly, we’re not sure. It was going to be
    fairly soon—something small, you know? Casual, at home…”
    “I’m sure all of this with Tripp has made planning a wedding hard,” Emily says, sympathetic, and
    I look up.
    “We’re mostly trying not to think about it,” I say, which is true.
    Both women hum in agreement, and then Campbell sighs, turning my binder to face her. She flips
    through the pictures, but I can tell she’s not really looking at them.
    “I found a couple of ideas from Southern Living,” I say. “For the flower beds in the front of the
    neighborhood? On that fourth page—”
    “Did you know the police found out Tripp was at the lake?”
    Emily says it in almost a whisper, and I jerk my head up, surprised. That’s new.
    But I’m not as shocked as Campbell, apparently. She sits up so abruptly that she kicks the table,
    rattling the wrought iron.
    “Are you fucking kidding me?” Campbell whips off her sunglasses, her blue eyes wide. “He was
    down there? Seriously?”
    Emily nods, and I slide my binder back across the table to me. “That’s what the police said. I
    think someone saw him? Or there are receipts? Like, the actual kind, not the Kardashian kind.”
    I laugh a little at that—who knew Emily had jokes?—but Campbell is still looking at both of us,
    her sunglasses dangling from her fingers.
    “So … he really did it. He killed them.”
    “Of course, he did,” I say, more sharply than I mean to, and they both turn to look at me.
    Fuck.
    Clearing my throat, I flip through the binder some more. “I just mean … the police are doing their
    jobs. They wouldn’t have charged him if they weren’t confident he did it.”
    Emily nods, but Campbell still looks unsure, chewing her lower lip, her leg jiggling. “It’s just so
    weird,” she says. “Tripp could be an asshole when he drank, don’t get me wrong, but he wasn’t …
    violent. And he loved Blanche.”
    I’d thought so, too, but now, I wonder if him falling to pieces after she died, him wandering the
    house and drinking all day wasn’t grief, but guilt.
    And Emily pipes up, “They were having some issues though, Cam. You know that.”
    They both glance at me, quickly, then at each other, and I know what this is about.
    “Tripp told me,” I tell them, “that there were rumors about Eddie and Blanche.”
    Another shared glance, and I think they might try to bullshit me, but then Emily shrugs and says, “I
    mean. They were spending a lot of time together. And Bea was never around.”
    “Never,” Campbell says, shaking her head. “That company was her whole life. Especially in
    those last few months. We barely ever saw her.”
    “That’s true,” Emily adds. “When we first moved into the neighborhood, Bea definitely spent
    more time with us.” She smiles, tapping my binder. “She did stuff like this. But last spring, she was
    missing meetings, passing on parties…”
    “But do you think…” I let the question dangle, and I see them look at each other again.
    “No,” Emily finally says. “But Bea and Blanche were kind of weird right before all of it
    happened.”
    Campbell sucks in a breath, sitting back in her chair, her gaze again darting to Emily.
    “What?” Emily asks her, sipping her coffee. “It’s true, and they’re both dead. It’s not like it can
    hurt anyone now to acknowledge it. Besides,” she adds, waving a hand, rings throwing off showers of
    sparks, “it wasn’t anything juicy. I think it had to do with Bea’s mom or something. Back before Eddie
    was even in the picture.”
    I can see where that kind of gossip isn’t interesting to them, but damn, do I wish I knew more
    about it. Hearing that Bea and Blanche had some kind of tension isn’t new—Tripp had said the same
    thing—but why, exactly? I know there is something in that friendship that I am missing, and I can’t
    shake the thought that figuring it out is key to understanding Eddie. I try another angle. “Did Bea have
    a temper?”

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    A Promised Land (Barack Obama)

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    A Promised Land by Barack Obama is a memoir reflecting on his political journey, presidency, and vision for America.

    On the eighth of April, Helen and her husband, Arthur, travel to London, leaving Helen feeling apprehensive about the separation their lifestyle in the city imposes on their relationship. Arthur immerses them both in a whirlwind of societal engagements, showcasing Helen to his connections, requiring her to abandon her personal tastes for a more ostentatious appearance to match his expectations. Despite finding some pride in being valued by Arthur, Helen struggles with the social demands, fearing she might embarrass herself or fail to meet Arthur’s high expectations.

    By early May, Arthur unexpectedly decides it’s time for Helen to return to their country home in Grassdale, citing concerns for her health and their future child’s welfare as reasons for her departure, despite her protests and desire to stay with him. Arthur’s insistence on Helen’s immediate return, while he remains in London for vague business reasons, leaves her distressed and pondering the true nature of his engagements in the city.

    Throughout Helen’s lonely stay at Grassdale, she battles with her longing for Arthur’s return, feeling abandoned and neglected, her only solace being the unwavering correspondence she maintains with him despite his sporadic and unsatisfactory replies. This period of separation reveals the depth of Helen’s love and dedication to Arthur, even as she faces the stark reality of their strained relationship and Arthur’s neglectful behavior.

    Helen’s narrative also touches upon the life of her friend, Milicent Hargrave, who finds herself reluctantly engaged to Mr. Hattersley, a suitor approved by her family for financial reasons rather than love or compatibility. Helen empathizes with Milicent’s predicament, recognizing her own powerlessness in influencing her friend’s decision to proceed with a marriage driven by familial pressure rather than personal happiness.

    Upon Arthur’s return, he appears physically diminished and emotionally distant, having evidently indulged in the excesses of London life. Helen, ever the devoted wife, endeavors to revive his spirits and health with loving care, finding solace in his fleeting moments of affection, despite knowing the superficial nature of his commitment to their relationship. This dynamic sets a tone of enduring hope and resilience in Helen, as she navigates the complexities of her marriage to Arthur, whose affections and attentions remain inconsistent and largely self-serving.

    As autumn approaches, Arthur makes plans to host friends for the shooting season, suggesting a temporary distraction from their issues but also potentially introducing further strife with the inclusion of individuals Helen finds disagreeable. Amidst this, Helen grapples with her desires for a more meaningful and reciprocal partnership, reflecting on the societal and personal challenges of maintaining her dignity and love in a marriage marked by indifference and exploitation.

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