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I found myself enveloped in the quiet aftermath of a storm, one that had been brewing within the confines of our stone and wood sanctuary. My eyes, heavy with the weight of unresolved turmoil, traced the shifting dance of moonlight across the room, seeking solace in its calm, indifferent beauty. The bitter taste of Tamlin’s rage still lingered in the air—a tempest of emotions that had rendered the once tranquil household into a scene of chaos. His command had been clear, a directive that severed the last threads of my denial, leaving a hollow echo in its wake.
Dinner was a ritual I forsook, the thought of confronting the remnants of destruction too daunting a task. My sanctuary, the canvas and paints, lay untouched, their presence a stark reminder of a peace now fractured. The silence of the house weighed heavily upon me, a spectral reminder of the fury that had stormed through its halls.
In the shadow of Rhysand’s revelations, I found myself wrestling with the specter of a threat far beyond my comprehension. Amarantha’s name, a whispered curse that bound the fates of the mighty High Lords, left a chill that clawed at the edges of my courage. The notion of being a pawn in a game played by deities made my resolve falter, ensnaring my thoughts in a web of fear and uncertainty.
Yet, it was Tamlin’s unexpected arrival, shrouded in the soft glow of moonlight, that shattered the precarious calm I had constructed around my heart. His presence, a balm to the chaos of my mind, bore the weight of an unspoken despair. The admission of his powerlessness, a harsh revelation that laid bare the depth of our predicament, ignited a storm of emotions within me. The prospect of leaving, of abandoning the fragile refuge we had built, tore at me with a voracity that threatened to consume all reason.
His hands, once a source of unwavering strength, now trembled with the magnitude of his decision. The realization that my safety necessitated separation carved a void within me, a desolation that mirrored the bleakness of the world beyond our sanctuary. His plea for my departure, a sacrifice clothed in the guise of protection, left me grappling with the reality of our entwined fates.
In the stillness that followed his proclamation, a tempest of desire and longing raged, a maelstrom that sought to defy the cruel dictates of destiny. Our embrace, a testament to the indomitable will of the heart, became a sanctuary from the maelstrom of fears that enveloped us. Each kiss, a pledge of defiance against the shadows that sought to tear us asunder.
The dawn brought with it a reluctant acceptance, a resignation to the inevitability of our parting. Yet, even as I acquiesced to the dictates of a cruel fate, the promise of a return, of a reunion beyond the tempest, provided a beacon of hope amidst the encroaching darkness.
In the aftermath of a tumultuous trial in Baileyville, where the verdict of ‘NOT GUILTY’ stirs the town, life begins to return to normalcy. The main characters, Kathleen, Beth, Izzy, and Verna, navigate their post-trial lives with a mix of relief and contemplation. Verna, escorted back to her cabin by her friends, retreats back into her shell, signaling a return to her solitary life. Meanwhile, Margery O’Hare and Sven Gustavsson cherish their newfound peace, yet face decisions about their future, contemplating a move to Northern California for a fresh start but ultimately deciding to stay in Baileyville amidst their supportive community.
Alice, on the other hand, grapples with her feelings of isolation and imminent departure from Kentucky, a place she has grown to care for deeply. As Margery and her baby, Virginia, set off towards a new chapter, Alice’s emotions crystallize around her own unresolved future and the stark realization that her time in Kentucky—and with the people she has come to love—is ending. Her complex feelings are mirrored by Fred, and as they share a poignant evening together, the painful reality of Alice’s departure looms large.
However, an unexpected discovery about the legalities of her marriage offers Alice a lifeline and a possibility to stay. In a twist of fate, it’s revealed that her marriage to Bennett could potentially be annulled since it was never consummated, freeing her from the binds that would force her to leave Kentucky. This revelation ignites a spark of hope and propels Alice towards a new future, possibly in Baileyville itself, alongside Fred.
The chapter intertwines themes of community, love, and the search for belonging against the backdrop of a small town in the aftermath of a public trial. As each character navigates their own path forward, the bonds of friendship, love, and a sense of home are tested and ultimately reaffirmed in surprising ways.
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CHAPTER
27
I panted, sprawled on top of Rhys in the snow while he laughed hoarsely.
“Don’t,” I snarled into his face, “ever,” I pushed his rock-hard shoulders,
talons curving at my fingertips, “use me as bait again.”
He stopped laughing.
I pushed harder, those nails digging in through his leather. “You said I
could be a weapon—teach me to become one. Don’t use me like a pawn.
And if being one is part of my work for you, then I’m done. Done.”
Despite the snow, his body was warm beneath me, and I wasn’t sure I’d
realized just how much bigger he was until our bodies were flush—too
close. Much, much too close.
Rhys cocked his head, loosening a chunk of snow clinging to his hair.
“Fair enough.”
I shoved off him, snow crunching as I backed away. My talons were
gone.
He hoisted himself up onto his elbows. “Do it again. Show me how you
did it.”
“No.” The candle he’d brought now lay in pieces, half-buried under the
snow. “I want to go back to the chateau.” I was cold, and tired, and he’d …
His face turned grave. “I’m sorry.”
I wondered how often he said those two words. I didn’t care.
I waited while he uncoiled to his feet, brushing the snow off him, and
held out a hand.
It wasn’t just an offer.
You forgot, he’d said. I had.
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I ’M GOING OUT ON A date with Mick Riva.”
“Like hell you are.”
When Celia was angry, her chest and her cheeks flushed. This time,
they’d grown red faster than I’d ever seen.
We were in the outdoor kitchen of her weekend home in Palm
Springs. She was grilling us burgers for dinner.
Ever since the article came out, I’d refused to be seen with her in
Los Angeles. The rags didn’t yet know about her place in Palm
Springs. So we would spend weekends there together and our weeks
in L.A. apart.
Celia went along with the plan like a put-upon spouse, agreeing to
whatever I wanted because it was easier than fighting with me. But
now, with the suggestion of going on a date, I’d gone too far.
I knew I’d gone too far. That was the point, sort of.
“You need to listen to me,” I said.
“You need to listen to me.” She slammed the lid of the grill shut and
gestured to me with a pair of silver tongs. “I’ll go along with any of
your little tricks that you want. But I’m not getting on board with either
of us dating.”
“We don’t have a choice.”
“We have plenty of choices.”
“Not if you want to keep your job. Not if you want to keep this
house. Not if you want to keep any of our friends. Not to mention that
the police could come after us.”
“You are being paranoid.”
“I’m not, Celia. And that’s what’s scary. But I’m telling you, they
know.”
“One article in one tiny paper thinks they know. That’s not the same
thing.”
“You’re right. This is still early enough that we can stop it.”
“Or it will go away on its own.”
“Celia, you have two movies coming out next year, and my movie is
all anyone is talking about around town.”
“Exactly. Like Harry always says, that means we can do whatever
we want.”
“No, that means we have a lot to lose.”
Celia, angry, picked up my pack of cigarettes and lit one. “So that’s
what you want to do? You want to spend every second of our lives
trying to hide what we really do? Who we really are?”
“It’s what everyone in town is doing every day.”
“Well, I don’t want to.”
“Well, then you shouldn’t have become famous.”
Celia stared at me as she puffed away at her cigarette. The pink of
her lipstick stained the filter. “You’re a pessimist, Evelyn. To your very
core.”
“What would you like to do, Celia? Maybe I should call over to Sub
Rosa myself? Call the FBI directly? I can give them a quote. ‘Yep, Celia
St. James and I are deviants!’ ”
“We aren’t deviants.”
“I know that, Celia. And you know that. But no one else knows that.”
“But maybe they would. If they tried.”
“They aren’t going to try. Do you get that? No one wants to
understand people like us.”
“But they should.”
“There are lots of things we all should do, sweetheart. But it doesn’t
work that way.”
“I hate this conversation. You’re making me feel awful.”
“I know, and I’m sorry. But the fact that it’s awful doesn’t mean it’s
not true. If you want to keep your job, you cannot allow people to
believe that you and I are more than friends.”
“And if I don’t want to keep my job?”
“You do want to.”
“No, you want to. And you’re pinning it on me.”
“Of course I want to.”
“I’d give it all up, you know. All of it. The money and the jobs and
the fame. I’d give it all up just to be with you, just to be normal with
you.”
“You have no idea what you’re saying, Celia. I’m sorry, but you
don’t.”
“What’s really going on here is that you’re not willing to give it up
for me.”
“No, what’s going on here is that you’re a dilettante who thinks if
this acting thing doesn’t work out, you can go back to Savannah and
live off your parents.”
“Who are you to talk to me about money? You’ve got bags of it.”
“Yeah, I do. Because I worked my ass off and was married to an
asshole who knocked me around. And I did that so I could be famous.
So I could live the life we’re living. And if you think I’m not going to
protect that, you’ve lost your mind.”
“At least you’re admitting this is about you.”
I shook my head and pinched the bridge of my nose. “Celia, listen
to me. Do you love that Oscar? The very thing you keep on your
nightstand and touch before you go to sleep?”
“Don’t—”
“People are saying, given how early you won it, you’re the kind of
actress who could win multiple times. I want that for you. Don’t you
want that?”
“Of course I do.”
“And you’re gonna let them take that away just because you met
me?”
“Well, no, but—”
“Listen to me, Celia. I love you. And I can’t let you throw away
everything you have built—and all your incredible talent—by taking a
stand when no one will stand with us.”
“But if we don’t try . . .”
“No one is going to back us, Celia. I know how it feels to be shut out
of this town. I’m just finally making my way back in. I know you’re
probably picturing some world where we go up against Goliath and
win. But that’s not gonna happen. We’d tell the truth about our lives,
and they’d bury us. We could end up in prison or in a mental hospital.
Do you get that? We could be committed. It’s not that far-fetched. It
happens. Certainly, you can count on the fact that no one would return
our calls. Not even Harry.”
“Of course Harry would. Harry’s . . . one of us.”
“Which is precisely why he could never be caught talking to us
again. Don’t you get it? The danger is even higher for him. There are
actually men out there who would want to kill him if they knew. That’s
the world we live in. Anyone who touched us would be examined.
Harry wouldn’t be able to withstand it. I could never put him in that
position. To lose everything he’s worked for? To quite literally risk his
life? No. No, we’d be alone. Two pariahs.”
“But we’d have each other. And that’s enough for me.”
She was crying now, the tears streaking down her face and carrying
her mascara with them. I put my arms around her and wiped her
cheek with my thumb. “I love you so much, sweetheart. So, so much.
And it’s in part because of things like that. You’re an idealist and a
romantic, and you have a beautiful soul. And I wish the world was
ready to be the way you see it. I wish that the rest of the people on
earth with us were capable of living up to your expectations. But they
aren’t. The world is ugly, and no one wants to give anyone the benefit
of the doubt about anything. When we lose our work and our
reputations, when we lose our friends and, eventually, what money we
have, we will be destitute. I’ve lived that life before. And I cannot let it
happen to you. I will do whatever I can to prevent you from living that
way. Do you hear me? I love you too much to let you live only for me.”
She heaved into my body, her tears growing inside her. For a
moment, I thought she might flood the backyard.
“I love you,” she said.
“I love you, too,” I whispered into her ear. “I love you more than
anything else in the entire world.”
“It’s not wrong,” Celia said. “It shouldn’t be wrong, to love you. How
can it be wrong?”
“It’s not wrong, sweetheart. It’s not,” I said. “They’re wrong.”
She nodded into my shoulder and held me tighter. I rubbed her
back. I smelled her hair.
“It’s just that there’s not much we can do about it,” I said.
When she calmed down, she pulled away from me and opened the
grill again. She did not look at me as she flipped the burgers. “So what
is your plan?” she said.
“I’m going to get Mick Riva to elope with me.”
Her eyes, which already looked sore from crying, started to bloom
again. She wiped a tear away, keeping her eyes on the grill. “What
does that mean for us?” she said.
I stood behind her and put my arms around her. “It doesn’t mean
what you think it means. I’m going to see if I can get him to elope with
me, and then I’m going to have it annulled.”
“And you think that means they’ll stop watching you?”
“No, I know it means they will only watch me more. But they will be
looking for other things. They will call me a tart or a fool. They will say
I have terrible taste in men. They will say I’m a bad wife, I am too
impulsive. But if they want to do any of that, they’ll have to stop saying
I’m with you. It won’t fit their story anymore.”
“I get it,” she said, grabbing a plate and taking the burgers off the
grill.
“OK, good,” I said.
“You’ll do whatever you have to do. But this is the last I want to hear
about it. And I want it to be over and done with as soon as possible.”
“OK.”
“And when it’s over, I want us to move in together.”
“Celia, we can’t do that.”
“You said this would be so effective that no one would ever mention
us.”
The thing is, I wanted us to move in together, too. I wanted it very
much. “OK,” I said. “When it’s over, we’ll talk about moving in
together.”
“OK,” she said. “Then we have a deal.”
I put my hand out to shake hers, but she waved it away. She didn’t
want to shake on something that sad, that vulgar.
“And if it doesn’t work with Mick Riva?” she asked.
“It’s gonna work.”
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27
It felt like I was living on the edge of a cli�.
Sometime after I shaved my head, I went to Bryan’s apartment in Los
Angeles. He had two girlfriends from his past in Mississippi with him—my
mom was there, too. It was like my mom wouldn’t even look at me because I was
ugly now. It just proved that the world only cares about your physical
appearance, even if you are su�ering and at your lowest point.
That winter, I’d been told it would help me get custody back if I went to
rehab. And so, even though I felt I had more of a rage and grief problem than a
substance abuse problem, I went. When I arrived, my father was there. He sat
across from me—there were three picnic tables between us. He said, “You are a
disgrace.”
I look back now and I think, Why didn’t I call Big Rob to help me? I was so
ashamed and embarrassed already, but here was my dad telling me I was a
disgrace. It was the de�nition of beating a dead horse. He was treating me like a
dog, an ugly dog. I had nobody. I was so alone. I guess one positive of rehab was
that I started the healing process. I was determined to make the best of a dark
situation.
When I got out, I was able to get temporary �fty-�fty custody through a
great attorney who helped me. But the battle kept raging with Kevin and it was
eating me alive.
Blackout, the thing I’m most proud of in my whole career, came out right
around Halloween in 2007. I was supposed to perform “Gimme More” at the
VMAs to help promote it. I didn’t want to, but my team was pressuring me to
get out there and show the world I was �ne.
The only problem with this plan: I was not �ne.
Backstage at the VMAs that night, nothing was going right. There was a
problem with my costume and with my hair extensions. I hadn’t slept the night
before. I was dizzy. It was less than a year since I’d had my second baby in two
years but everyone was acting like my not having six-pack abs was o�ensive. I
couldn’t believe I was going to have to go out onstage feeling the way I felt.
I ran into Justin backstage. It had been a while since I’d seen him. Everything
was going great in his world. He was at the top of his game in every way, and he
had a lot of swagger. I was having a panic attack. I hadn’t rehearsed enough. I
hated the way I looked. I knew it was going to be bad.
I went out there and did the best I could at that moment in time, which—
yes, granted—was far from my best at other times. I could see myself on video
throughout the auditorium while I performed; it was like looking at myself in a
fun-house mirror.
I’m not going to defend that performance or say it was good, but I will say
that as performers we all have bad nights. They don’t usually have consequences
so extreme.
You also don’t usually have one of the worst days of your life in the same
exact place and time that your ex has one of his best.
Justin glided down the runway into his performance. He was �irting with
girls in the audience, including one who turned around and arched her back,
shaking her breasts as he sang to her. Then he was sharing the stage with Nelly
Furtado and Timbaland—so fun, so free, so light.
Later that night, the comedian Sarah Silverman came out onstage to roast me.
She said that at the age of twenty-�ve I’d done everything worthwhile in my life
I’d ever do. She called my two babies “the most adorable mistakes you’ll ever
see.” I didn’t hear that until later, though. At the time I was backstage sobbing
hysterically.
In the days and weeks that followed, the newspapers made fun of my body
and my performance. Dr. Phil called it a train wreck.
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CHAPTER 27
Patricia didn’t know her palms could sweat so much, but they left wet
marks all over her steering wheel as she drove up Rifle Range Road
toward Six Mile. She had sent Mrs. Greene Christmas cards, and the
phone worked both ways, and maybe Mrs. Greene hadn’t wanted to
see her, and maybe she was just respecting her personal space. She
hadn’t done anything wrong. Sometimes you just didn’t talk to
someone for a while. She wiped her palms on her slacks, one at a
time, trying to get them dry.
Mrs. Greene probably wasn’t even home because it was the middle
of the afternoon. She was probably at work. If her car isn’t in the
driveway, I’ll just turn around and go home, she told herself, and
felt a huge wave of relief at the decision.
Rifle Range Road had changed. The trees along the side of the road
had been cut back and the shoulders were bare. A shining new black
asphalt turnoff led past a green-and-white plywood sign bearing a
picture of a nouveau plantation house and Gracious Cay—coming
1999—Paley Realty. Beyond it, the raw, yellow skeletons of Gracious
Cay rose up from behind the few remaining trees.
Patricia turned onto the state road and began winding her way
back to Six Mile. Houses sat empty; a few were missing doors, and
most had For Sale signs in the front yard. No children played
outside.
She found Grill Flame Road and rolled down it slowly until she
emerged into Six Mile. Not much of it survived. A chain-link fence
hugged the back of Mt. Zion A.M.E., and beyond it lay a massive dirt
plain full of bright yellow earthmoving equipment and construction
debris. The basketball courts had been plowed up, the surrounding
forest thinned to an occasional tree, and all the trailers over by where
Wanda Taylor had lived were gone. Only seven houses remained on
this side of the church.
Mrs. Greene’s Toyota was in the drive.
Patricia parked and opened her car door and immediately her ears
were assaulted by the high-pitched scream of table saws from
Gracious Cay, the rumbling of trucks, the earsplitting clatter of bricks
and bulldozers. The construction chaos staggered her for a moment
and left her unable to think. Then she gathered herself and rang Mrs.
Greene’s front bell.
Nothing happened, and she realized Mrs. Greene probably
couldn’t hear her over the din, so she rapped on the window. No one
was home. Maybe her car had broken down and she’d gotten a ride to
work. Relief flooded Patricia and she turned and walked back to her
Volvo.
The construction was so loud that she didn’t hear it the first time,
but she heard it the second: “Mrs. Campbell.”
She turned and saw Mrs. Greene standing in the door to her house,
hair in a wrap, wearing an oversized pink T‑shirt and a pair of
dungarees. Patricia’s stomach hollowed out and filled with foam.
“I thought—” Patricia began, then realized her words were lost
under the construction noise. She walked over to Mrs. Greene. As she
got closer she saw that she had a gray tinge to her skin, her eyes were
crusted with sleep, and she had dandruff in the roots of her hair. “I
thought nobody was home,” she shouted over the construction noise.
“I was taking a nap,” Mrs. Greene shouted back.
“That’s so nice,” Patricia shouted.
“I clean in the morning and I do overnight stocking at Walmart in
the evening,” Mrs. Greene shouted. “Then I go right back to work in
the morning.”
“Pardon?” Patricia said.
Mrs. Greene looked around, then looked into her house, then back
at Patricia, and nodded sharply. “Come on,” she said.
She closed the door behind them, which cut the construction noise
by half, but Patricia still heard the high, excited whine of a saw
ripping through wood. The house looked the same except the
Christmas lights were dark. It felt empty and smelled like sleep.
“How’re the children?” Mrs. Greene asked.
“They’re teenagers,” Patricia said. “You know how they are. How
are yours?”
“Jesse and Aaron are still living with my sister up in Irmo,” Mrs.
Greene said.
“Oh,” Patricia said. “Do you get to see them enough?”
“I’m their mother,” Mrs. Greene said. “Irmo is a two-hour drive.
There is no enough.”
Patricia winced at a massive crashing bang from outside.
“Have you thought about moving?” she asked.
“Most people already have,” Mrs. Greene said. “But I’m not leaving
my church.”
From outside came the beep-beep-beep of a truck backing up.
“Are you taking on any more houses?” Patricia asked. “I could use
some help cleaning if you’re free.”
“I work for a service now,” Mrs. Greene said.
“That must be nice,” Patricia said.
Mrs. Greene shrugged.
“They’re big houses,” she said. “And the money’s good, but it used
to be you’d talk to people all day long. The service doesn’t like you to
speak to the owners. If you have a question they give you a portable
phone and you call the manager and he calls the owners for you. But
they pay on time and take out the taxes.”
Patricia took a deep breath.
“Do you mind if I sit?” she asked.
Something flashed across Mrs. Greene’s face—disgust, Patricia
thought—but she gestured to the sofa, unable to escape the burden of
hospitality. Patricia sat and Mrs. Greene lowered herself into her
easy chair. Its arms were more worn than the last time Patricia had
seen it.
“I wanted to come see you earlier,” Patricia said. “But things kept
coming up.”
“Mm-hmm,” Mrs. Greene said.
“Do you think about Miss Mary much?” Patricia asked. She saw
Mrs. Greene rearrange her hands. Their backs were covered with
small, shiny scars. “I’ll always be grateful you were with her that
night.”
“Mrs. Campbell, what do you want?” Mrs. Greene asked. “I’m
tired.”
“I’m sorry,” Patricia said, and decided she would leave. She put her
hands on the edge of the sofa to push herself up. “I’m sorry to have
bothered you, especially when you’re resting before work. And I’m
sorry I haven’t been out to see you earlier, only things have been so
busy. I’m sorry. I just wanted to say hello. And I saw Miss Mary.”
A distant clatter of boards falling to the ground crashed through
the window panes. Neither of them moved.
“Mrs. Campbell…,” Mrs. Green began.
“She told me you had a photograph,” Patricia said. “She said it was
from a long time ago and you had it. So I came. She said it was about
the children. I wouldn’t have bothered you if it was about anything
else. But it’s the children.”
Mrs. Greene glared. Patricia felt like a fool.
“I wish,” Mrs. Greene said, “that you would get back in your car
and drive home.”
“Pardon?” Patricia asked.
“I said,” Mrs. Greene repeated, “that I wish you would go home. I
don’t want you here. You abandoned me and my children because
your husband told you to.”
“That’s…,” Patricia didn’t know how to respond to the unfairness
of the accusation. “That’s dramatic.”
“I haven’t lived with my babies in three years,” Mrs. Greene said.
“Jesse comes home from football games hurt, and his mother isn’t
there to take care of him. Aaron has a trumpet performance and I’m
not there to see it. No one cares about us out here except when they
need us to clean up their mess.”
“You don’t understand,” Patricia said. “They were our husbands.
Those were our families. I would have lost everything. I didn’t have a
choice.”
“You had more choice than me,” Mrs. Greene said.
“I wound up in the hospital.”
“That’s your own fault.”
Patricia choked, somewhere between a laugh and a sob, then
pressed her palm over her mouth. She had risked all her certainty, all
her comfort, everything they’d carefully rebuilt over the last three
years to come out here and all she had found was someone who
hated her.
“I’m sorry I came,” she said, standing, blind with tears, grabbing
her purse, and then not knowing which way to go because Mrs.
Greene’s legs blocked her passage to the front door. “I only came
because Miss Mary stood behind my dining room door and told me
to come, and I realize now how foolish that sounds, and I’m sorry.
Please, I know you hate me but please don’t tell anyone I was here. I
couldn’t bear for anyone to know I came out here and said these
things. I don’t know what I was thinking.”
Mrs. Greene stood up, turned her back on Patricia, and left the
room. Patricia couldn’t believe Mrs. Greene hated her so much she
wouldn’t even walk her to the door, but of course she did. Patricia
and the book club had abandoned her. She stumbled to the door,
knocking one hip into Mrs. Greene’s chair, and then she heard the
voice behind her.
“I didn’t steal it,” Mrs. Greene said.
Patricia turned and saw Mrs. Greene holding out a glossy square of
white paper.
“It was on my coffee table one day,” Mrs. Greene said. “Maybe I
brought it back here after Miss Mary passed and forgot I had it, but
when I picked it up my hair stood on end. I could feel eyes staring
into me from behind. I turned around and for a moment I saw the
poor old lady standing behind that door there.”
Their eyes met in the gloomy living room air, and the construction
noises got very far away, and Patricia felt like she had taken off a pair
of sunglasses after wearing them for a very long time. She took the
photograph. It was old and cheaply printed, curling up around the
edges. Two men stood in the center. One looked like a male version
of Miss Mary but younger. He wore overalls and had his hands
buried in his pockets. He wore a hat. Next to him stood James
Harris.
It wasn’t someone who looked like James Harris, or an ancestor,
or a relative. Even though the haircut was slicked with Brylcreem and
had a razor-edge part, it was James Harris. He wore a white three-
piece suit and a wide tie.
“Turn it over,” Mrs. Greene said.
Patricia flipped the photograph with shaking fingers. On the back
someone had written in fountain pen, 162 Wisteria Lane, Summer,
1928.
“Sixty years,” Patricia said.
James Harris looked exactly the same.
“I didn’t know why Miss Mary gave me this photo,” Mrs. Greene
said. “I don’t know why she didn’t give it to you direct. But she
wanted you to come here, and that must mean something. If she still
cares about you, then maybe I can put up with you, too.”
Patricia felt scared. Miss Mary had come to both of them. James
Harris didn’t age. Neither of these things could possibly be true, but
they were and that terrified her. Vampires didn’t age, either. She
shook her head. She couldn’t start thinking that way again. That kind
of thinking could ruin everything. She wanted to live in the same
world as Kitty, and Slick, and Carter, and Sadie Funche, not over
here on her own with Mrs. Greene. She looked at the photo again.
She couldn’t stop looking at it.
“What do we do now?” she asked.
Mrs. Greene went to her bookshelf and took a green folder off the
top. It had been used and reused and had different headings written
on it and scratched out. She laid it open on the coffee table and she
and Patricia sat back down.
“I want my babies to come home,” Mrs. Greene said, showing
Patricia what was inside. “But you see what he does.”
Patricia paged through the folder, clipping after clipping, and she
got cold.
“It’s all him?” she asked.
“Who else?” Mrs. Greene said. “My service cleans his house twice a
month. One of his regular girls is gone. I volunteered to fill in this
week.”
Patricia’s heart slowed to a crawl.
“Why?” she asked.
“Mrs. Cavanaugh gave me a box of those murder books y’all read.
She said she didn’t want them in her house anymore. Whatever Mr.
Harris is, he’s not natural, but I think he’s got something in common
with those evil men from your books. They always take a souvenir.
They like to hold on to a little something when they hurt someone. I
only met the man a few times but I could tell he was real full of
himself. I bet he keeps something from each of them in his house so
he can pull them out and feel like a bigshot all over again.”
“What if we’re wrong?” Patricia said. “I thought I saw him doing
something to Destiny Taylor years ago, but it was dark. What if I was
wrong? What if her mother did have a boyfriend and lied about it?
We both think we saw Miss Mary, we both believe this is a picture of
James Harris, but what if it’s just someone who looks like him?”
Mrs. Greene pulled the picture over to her with two fingers and
looked at it again.
“A no-good man will tell you he’s going to change,” she said. “He’ll
tell you whatever you want to hear, but you’re the fool if you don’t
believe what you see. That’s him in this picture. That was Miss Mary
who whispered to us. Everybody may be telling me different, but I
know what I know.”
“What if he doesn’t keep trophies?” Patricia asked, trying to slow
things down.
“Then there’s nothing there to find,” Mrs. Greene said.
“You’ll get arrested,” Patricia said.
“It’d go faster with two of us,” Mrs. Greene said.
“It’s against the law,” Patricia said.
“You turned your back on me once before,” Mrs. Greene said, and
her eyes blazed. Patricia wanted to look anywhere else but she
couldn’t move. “You turned your back on me and now he’s come for
your children. You’re out of time. It’s too late to find excuses.”
“I’m sorry,” Patricia said.
“I don’t want your sorry,” Mrs. Greene said. “I want to know if
you’ll come in his house and help me look.”
Patricia couldn’t say yes. She had never broken a law in her life. It
went against everything in her body. It went against everything she’d
lived for forty years. If she got caught she would never be able to look
Carter in the eye again, she’d lose Blue, and she’d lose Korey. How
could she raise the children and tell them to obey the law if she
didn’t?
“When?” she asked.
“This coming weekend he’s going to Tampa,” Mrs. Greene said. “I
need to know if you’re serious or not.”
“I’m sorry,” Patricia said.
Mrs. Greene’s face screwed itself shut.
“I need to get my sleep,” she said, starting to stand up.
“No, wait, I’ll go,” Patricia said.
“I don’t have time for you to play,” Mrs. Greene said.
“I’ll go,” Patricia said.
Mrs. Greene walked her to the front door. At the door, Patricia
stopped.
At the beginning of the chapter, the protagonist consults Eddie on which dress to wear to a country club cocktail party, hesitating between a simple cream dress, a black number, and a unique plum dress designed by Bea from Southern Manors. Despite the significance behind the latter, Eddie opts for the cream dress, leaving the protagonist feeling underdressed. Arriving at the Country Club of Birmingham, they are engulfed in its opulent ambiance, surrounded by the elite, sharply contrasting with the protagonist’s background. The air of superiority and wealth is palpable, with attendees boasting expensive attire and jewelry that could rival the GDP of small countries.
The protagonist feels out of place amidst the revelry, noting the focused indulgence in drinks over food. When Eddie goes to get drinks, leaving her alone, she is greeted by Emily, who introduces her to the group with a mix of warmth and superficiality. Despite the apparent acceptance into this circle, the protagonist cannot shake off feelings of alienation and longing for her former life.
Conversations with the group reveal layers of social dynamics, hinting at underlying tensions and secrets among the high society. A casual remark about Eddie’s increased drinking hints at personal concerns paralleling the superficial banter about fashion and jewelry. The chapter deepens when Caroline brings up the scandal involving Tripp Ingraham, accused of a heinous crime, introducing a darker subplot that appears to touch closely on the protagonist’s life. This mention unsettles the protagonist, reflecting her fear of how the actions of influential individuals like Tripp could disrupt her current standing.
A photographer’s presence at the event hints at the superficiality and surveillance within this elite community, capturing the moments of pretense rather than genuine interaction. As the chapter closes, the protagonist uses a religious remark to deflect an uncomfortable conversation about Tripp, showing her adaptability in navigating the social complexities of this affluent society. This moment signals her superficial integration into a world that remains largely alien and possibly hostile to her true self.
Chapter 27 of “The Tenant of Wildfell Hall” by Anne Brontë titled “A Misdemeanour” unfolds with the narrator, Helen, expressing her intent to document the disconcerting events among the social circle at Wildfell Hall, particularly focusing on an incident of infidelity and moral lapse. It was the evening of October 4th, during a casual gathering, that Helen observed an intimate and inappropriate moment between her husband, Arthur, and Lady Annabella Lowborough, marked by an exchange of whispers, a held hand, and a kiss, hidden yet glaring in its betrayal. Witnessing this act, Helen experiences a tumult of emotions ranging from shock to indignation, amplified by Arthur’s drunken obliviousness to the gravity of his actions.
Profoundly disturbed, Helen confronts Arthur, highlighting the breach of trust and the dishonor to their vows. Arthur’s reaction is a mix of jest, denial, and weak justifications, punctuated by his assurance of it being a harmless folly fueled by inebriation. Helen, however, stands firm, underscoring the disrespect and potential ruin such behavior seeds, not just within their relationship but also in their social circle, pointing out the pain it would cause were the situations reversed. Their exchange deepens into a discourse on fidelity, love, and the sacredness of marriage vows, with Helen forcing Arthur to confront the disparity between his actions and the allegiance promised at the altar.
The chapter intricately navigates through the consequences of Arthur’s indiscretion, detailing Helen’s internal struggle between her affections for her husband and her moral compass, increasingly distressed by Arthur’s drinking and flippant disregard for marital fidelity. Despite the gravity of Arthur’s trespass, the chapter closes on a note of reluctant forgiveness from Helen, propelled by a mix of love, hope for reformation, and perhaps, an acknowledgment of the complex web of emotions and duties that bind her. Meanwhile, the social dynamics within Wildfell Hall are further strained, with Lady Lowborough’s apparent disdain and Lord Lowborough’s obliviousness adding layers to the already convoluted emotional landscape. Helen’s narrative not only critiques the social mores of her time but also delves deeply into the personal turmoil wrought by betrayal, weaving a tale of morality, love, and redemption amidst societal expectations and personal grievances.
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