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    5
    I was quiet and small, but when I sang I came alive, and I had taken enough
    gymnastics classes to be able to move well. When I was ve, I entered a local
    dance competition. My talent was a dance routine done wearing a top hat and
    twirling a cane. I won. Then my mother started taking me around to contests all
    over the region. In old photos and videos, I’m wearing the most ridiculous
    things. In my third-grade musical, I wore a baggy purple T-shirt with a huge
    purple bow on top of my head that made me look like a Christmas present. It
    was absolutely horrible.
    I worked my way through the talent circuit, winning a regional contest in
    Baton Rouge. Before too long, my parents set their sights on bigger
    opportunities than what we could accomplish picking up prizes in school
    gymnasiums. When they saw an advertisement in the newspaper for an open call
    for The All New Mickey Mouse Club, they suggested we go. We drove eight
    hours to Atlanta. There were more than two thousand kids there. I had to stand
    out—especially once we learned, after we arrived, that they were only looking for
    kids over the age of ten.
    When the casting director, a man named Matt Casella, asked me how old I
    was, I opened my mouth to say “Eight,” then remembered the age-ten cuto and
    said: “Nine!” He looked at me skeptically.
    For my audition, I sang “Sweet Georgia Brown” while doing a dance routine,
    adding in some gymnastics ips.
    They narrowed the group of thousands from across the country down to a
    handful of kids, including a beautiful girl from California a few years older than
    me named Keri Russell.
    A girl from Pennsylvania named Christina Aguilera and I were told we hadn’t
    made the cut but that we were talented. Matt said we could probably get on the
    show once we were a little older and more experienced. He told my mom that he
    thought we should go to New York City to work. He recommended we look up
    an agent he liked who helped young performers get started in the theater.
    We didn’t go right away. Instead, for about six months, I stayed in Louisiana,
    and I went to work, waiting tables at Lexie’s seafood restaurant, Granny’s
    Seafood and Deli, to help out.
    The restaurant had a terrible, shy smell. Still, the food was amazing—
    unbelievably good. And it became the new hangout for all the kids. The deli’s
    back room was where my brother and all his friends would get drunk in high
    school. Meanwhile, out on the oor, at age nine, I was cleaning shellsh and
    serving plates of food while doing my prissy dancing in my cute little outts.
    My mom sent footage of me to the agent Matt had recommended, Nancy
    Carson. In the video, I was singing “Shine On, Harvest Moon.” It worked: she
    asked us to come to New York and meet with her.
    After I sang for Nancy in her oce twenty stories up in a building in
    Midtown Manhattan, we got back on the Amtrak and headed home. I had been
    ocially signed by a talent agency.
    Not long after we got back to Louisiana, my little sister, Jamie Lynn, was born.
    Laura Lynne and I spent hours playing with her in the playhouse like she was
    another one of our dolls.
    A few days after she came home with the baby, I was getting ready for a dance
    competition when my mother started acting strangely. She was hand-sewing a
    rip in my costume, but while working the needle and thread she just up and
    threw the costume away. She didn’t seem to know what she was doing. The
    costume was a piece of shit, frankly, but I needed it to compete.
    “Mama! Why did you throw my costume away?” I said.
    Then all of a sudden there was blood. Blood everywhere.

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    CHAPTER 5
    Patricia woke up the next morning with the entire side of her face
    swollen and hot. She stood in front of her bathroom mirror and
    looked at the enormous white bandage that covered the left side of
    her head, wrapped beneath her chin, and around her forehead.
    Sadness flooded her chest. She’d had a left earlobe all her life, and
    suddenly it was gone. She felt like a friend had died.
    But then that familiar fishhook wormed its way into her brain and
    got her moving:
    “You have to make sure the children are all right,” it said. “You
    can’t let them feel frightened.”
    So she brushed her hair over the bandage as best she could, went
    downstairs to the den, and made Toaster Strudel. And when Blue
    came down, followed by Korey, and they sat on their stools on the
    other side of the counter, she smiled as best she could, even though
    her face felt tight, and asked, “Do you want to see it?”
    “Can I?” Korey asked.
    She found the beginning of the gauze at the back of her head,
    untaped it, and began the long process of unwrapping it around her
    forehead, beneath her chin, over her skull, until she got down to the
    final cotton pad and gingerly began to pull it away. “Do you want to
    look, too?” she asked Blue.
    He nodded, and she lifted the square bandage and felt cool air
    wash over her sweaty, tender tissue.
    Korey sucked in her breath.
    “Gnarly,” she said. “Did it hurt?”
    “It didn’t feel nice,” Patricia said.
    Korey came around the counter and stood so close her hair
    brushed Patricia’s shoulder. Patricia inhaled her Herbal Essences
    shampoo and realized that it had been a long time since they’d been
    this close. They used to squeeze in together on the La-Z-Boy and
    watch movies on the sun porch together, but Korey was almost as tall
    as Patricia now.
    “I can see teeth marks, Blue, look,” Korey said, and her little
    brother dragged over a kitchen stool and stood on it, balanced with
    one hand on his sister’s shoulder, both of them inspecting their
    mother’s ear.
    “Another person knows what you taste like now,” Blue said.
    Patricia hadn’t thought about it that way before, but she found the
    idea disturbing. After Korey ran to get her ride to school, and Blue’s
    car pool honked, Patricia followed him to the door.
    “Blue,” she said. “You know Granny Mary wouldn’t do something
    like this.”
    By the way he stopped and looked at her, Patricia realized it was
    exactly what he’d been thinking.
    “Why?” he asked.
    “Because this woman has a disease that’s affected her mind,”
    Patricia said.
    “Like Granny Mary,” Blue said, and Patricia realized that was how
    she’d described Miss Mary’s senility to him when she’d moved in.
    “It’s a different disease,” she said. “But I want you to know that I
    would not let Granny Mary stay with us if it weren’t safe for you and
    your sister. I would never do anything that put the two of you in
    danger.”
    Blue turned this over in his head, and then his car pool honked
    again and he ran out the door. Patricia hoped she’d reached him. It
    was so important that the children have good memories of at least
    one of their grandparents.
    “Patty,” Carter called from the top of the stairs, a paisley tie in one
    hand, a red striped tie in the other. “Which do I wear? This one says
    I’m fun and think outside the box, but the red says power.”
    “What’s the occasion?” Patricia asked.
    “I’m taking Haley to lunch.”
    “Paisley,” she said. “Why are you taking Dr. Haley to lunch?”
    He started putting on the red tie as he came down the stairs.
    “I’m throwing my hat in the ring,” Carter said, wrapping his tie
    around his neck and looping the knot into existence. “I’m tired of
    waiting in line.”
    He stood in front of the hall mirror.
    “I thought you said you didn’t want to be chief of psychiatry,”
    Patricia said.
    He tightened his tie in the mirror.
    “We need to make more money,” he said.
    “You wanted to spend time with Blue this summer,” Patricia said
    as Carter turned around.
    “I’ll have to figure out a way to do both,” Carter said. “I’ll need to
    be at all the morning consults, I’ll have to spend more time on
    rounds, I’ll need to start bringing in more grants—this job belongs to
    me, Patricia. I only want what’s mine.”
    “Well,” she said. “If it’s what you want…”
    “It’ll only be for a few months,” he said, then stopped and cocked
    his head at her left ear. “You took off your bandage?”
    “Just to show Korey and Blue,” she said.
    “I don’t think it looks so bad,” he said, and examined her ear, his
    thumb on her chin, cocking her head to the side. “Leave the bandage
    off. It’s going to heal fine.”
    He kissed her good-bye, and it felt like a real kiss.
    Well, she thought, if that’s the effect trying to become chief of
    psychiatry has on him, I’m all for it.
    Patricia looked at herself in the hall mirror. The black stitches
    looked like insect legs against her soft skin, but they made her feel
    less conspicuous than the bandage. She decided to leave it off.
    Ragtag clicked into the front hall and stood by the door, wanting to
    go out. For a moment Patricia thought about putting him on a leash,
    then remembered that Ann Savage was in the hospital.
    “Go on, boy,” she said, opening the door. “Go tear up that mean
    old lady’s trash.”
    Ragtag charged off down the driveway and Patricia locked the door
    behind him. She’d never done that before, but she’d never been
    attacked by a neighbor in her own yard before either.
    She walked down the three brick steps to the garage room, where
    she unlatched the side of the hospital bed.
    “Did you sleep well, Miss Mary?” she asked.
    “An owl bit me,” Miss Mary said.
    “Oh, dear,” Patricia said, pulling Miss Mary into a sitting position
    and swinging her legs out of bed.
    Patricia began the long, slow process of getting Miss Mary into her
    housecoat and then into her easy chair, finally getting her a glass of
    orange juice with Metamucil stirred into it just as Mrs. Greene
    arrived to make her breakfast.
    Like most elementary schoolteachers, Miss Mary had drunk from
    the fountain of eternal late middle age; Patricia never remembered
    her as young, exactly, but she remembered when she had been strong
    enough to live on her own about a hundred and fifty miles upstate
    near Kershaw. She remembered the half-acre vegetable garden Miss
    Mary worked behind her house. She remembered the stories of Miss
    Mary working in the bomb factory during the war and how the
    chemicals turned her hair red, and how people came to tell her their
    dreams and she would tell them lucky numbers to play.
    Miss Mary could predict the weather by reading coffee grounds,
    and the local cotton farmers found her so accurate they always
    bought her a cup of coffee when she came by Husker Early’s store to
    pick up her mail. She refused to let anyone eat from the peach tree in
    her backyard no matter how good the fruit looked because she said it
    had been planted in sadness and the fruit tasted bitter. Patricia had
    tried one once and it tasted soft and sweet to her, but Carter got mad
    when she told him about it, so she’d never done it again.
    Miss Mary had been able to draw a map of the United States from
    memory, known the entire periodic table by heart, taught school in a
    one-room schoolhouse, brewed healing teas, and sold what she called
    fitness powders her entire life. Dime by dime, dollar by dollar, she’d
    put her sons through college, then put Carter through medical
    school. Now she wore diapers and couldn’t follow a story about
    gardening in the Post and Courier.
    Patricia’s pulse throbbed in her bandaged ear, sending her upstairs
    for Tylenol. She had just swallowed three when the phone rang,
    exactly on time: 9:02 a.m. No one would dream of calling the house
    before nine, but you also didn’t want to appear too anxious.
    “Patricia?” Grace said. “Grace Cavanaugh. How are you feeling?”
    For some reason, Grace always introduced herself at the beginning
    of each phone call.
    “Sad,” Patricia said. “She bit off my earlobe and swallowed it.”
    “Of course,” Grace said. “Sadness is one of the stages of grief.”
    “She swallowed my earring, too,” Patricia said. “The new ones I
    had on last night.
    “That is a pity,” Grace said.
    “It turns out Carter got them for free from a patient,” Patricia said.
    “He didn’t even buy them.”
    “Then you didn’t want them anyway,” Grace said. “I spoke with
    Ben this morning. He said Ann Savage has been admitted to MUSC
    and is in intensive care. I’ll call if I find out anything further.”
    The phone rang all morning. The incident hadn’t appeared in the
    morning paper, but it didn’t matter. CNN, NPR, CBS—no
    newsgathering organization could compete with the women of the
    Old Village.
    “There’s already a run on alarms,” Kitty said. “Horse said the
    people he called about getting one told him it would be three weeks
    before they could even make it out here to look at the house. I don’t
    know how I’m going to survive for three weeks. Horse says we’re safe
    with his guns, but trust me, I’ve been dove hunting with that man.
    He can barely hit the sky.”
    Slick called next.
    “I’ve been praying for you all morning,” she said.
    “Thank you, Slick,” Patricia said.
    “I heard that Mrs. Savage’s nephew moved down here from
    someplace up north,” Slick said. She didn’t need to be more specific
    than that. Everyone knew that any place up north was roughly the
    same: lawless, relatively savage, and while they might have nice
    museums and the Statue of Liberty, people cared so little for each
    other they’d let you die in the street. “Leland told me some real estate
    agents stopped by and tried to get him to put her house on the
    market, but he won’t sell. None of them saw Mrs. Savage when they
    were there. He told them she couldn’t get out of bed, she was so
    poorly. How’s your ear?”
    “She swallowed part of it,” Patricia said.
    “I’m so sorry,” Slick said. “Those really were nice earrings.”
    Grace called again later that afternoon with breaking news.
    “Patricia,” she said. “Grace Cavanaugh. I just heard from Ben: Mrs.
    Savage passed an hour ago.”
    Patricia suddenly felt gray. The den looked dark and dingy. The
    yellow linoleum seemed worn, and she saw every grubby hand mark
    on the wall around the light switch.
    “How?” she asked.
    “It wasn’t rabies, if that’s what you’re worried about,” Grace said.
    “She had some kind of blood poisoning. She was suffering from
    malnutrition, she was dehydrated, and she was covered with infected
    cuts and sores. Ben said the doctors were surprised she lasted this
    long. He even said”—and here Grace lowered her voice—“that she
    had track marks on her inner thigh. She’d probably been injecting
    something for the pain. I’m sure the family doesn’t want anyone to
    know about that.”
    “I feel just miserable about this,” Patricia said.
    “Is this about those earrings again?” Grace asked. “Even if you got
    back the one she swallowed, could you ever really bring yourself to
    wear them? Knowing where they’d been?”
    “I feel like I should take something by,” Patricia said.
    “Take something by to the nephew?” Grace asked, and her voice
    climbed the register so that nephew was a high, clear note of
    disbelief.
    “His aunt passed,” Patricia said. “I should do something.”
    “Why?” Grace asked.
    “Should I take him flowers, or something to eat?” Patricia asked.
    There was a long pause on Grace’s end, and then she spoke firmly.
    “I am not sure what the appropriate gesture is to make toward the
    family of the woman who bit off your ear, but if you felt absolutely
    compelled, I certainly wouldn’t take food.”
    Maryellen called on Saturday and that was what decided things for
    Patricia.
    “I thought you should know,” she said over the phone, “we did the
    cremation for Ann Savage yesterday.” After her youngest daughter
    had entered first grade, Maryellen had gotten a job as the
    bookkeeper at Stuhr’s Funeral Homes. She knew the details of every
    death in Mt. Pleasant.
    “Do you know anything about a memorial service or donations?”
    Patricia asked. “I want to send something.”
    “The nephew did a direct cremation,” Maryellen said. “No flowers,
    no memorial service, no notice in the paper. I don’t even think he’s
    putting her in an urn, unless he got one from someplace else. He’ll
    probably just toss her ashes in a hole for all the care he showed.”
    It ate at Patricia, and not merely because she suspected that not
    putting Ragtag on a leash had somehow caused Ann Savage’s death.
    One day, she would be the same age as Ann Savage and Miss Mary.
    Would Korey and Blue act like Carter’s brothers and ship her around
    like an unwanted fruitcake? Would they argue over who got stuck
    with her? If Carter died, would they sell the house, her books, her
    furniture, and split up the proceeds between themselves and she’d
    have nothing left of her own?
    Every time she looked up and saw Miss Mary standing in a
    doorway, dressed to go out, purse over one arm, staring at her

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    5
    “You’re late on your half of the rent.”
    I look up from my spot on the couch. I’ve only been home for ten minutes and had hoped I might
    miss John this afternoon. He’s an office assistant at a local church, plus he works with the Youth
    Music Ministry, whatever that actually means—I’ve never been a big churchgoer—and his hours are
    never as set as I’d like. This is hardly the first time I’ve come home to find him standing in the
    kitchen, his hip propped against the counter, one of my yogurts in his hand.
    He always eats my food, no matter how many times I put my name on it, or where I try to hide it in
    our admittedly tiny kitchen. It’s like nothing in this apartment belongs to me since it was John’s place
    first, and he’s letting me live here. He opens my bedroom door without knocking, he uses my
    shampoo, he eats my food, he “borrows” my laptop. He’s skinny and short, a wisp of a guy, really, but
    sometimes it feels like he sucks up all the space in our shared 700 square feet.
    Another reason I want to get out.
    Living with John was only ever supposed to be a temporary thing. It was risky, going back to
    someone who knew my past, but I’d figured it would just be a place to land for a month, maybe six
    weeks, while I figured out what to do next.
    But that was six months ago, and I’m still here.
    Lifting my feet off the coffee table, I stand, digging into my pocket for the wad of twenties I
    shoved in there after my visit to the pawnshop this afternoon.
    I don’t always get rid of the stuff I take. The money has never been the point, after all. It’s the
    having I’ve always enjoyed, plus knowing they’ll never notice anything is missing. It makes me feel
    like I’ve won something.
    But dog-walking isn’t bringing in enough to cover everything yet, so today, I’d plucked Mrs.
    Reed’s lone diamond earring from the pile of treasures on my dresser, and while I didn’t get nearly
    what it was worth, it’s enough to cover my half of this shitty concrete box.
    I shove it into John’s free hand, pretending I don’t notice the way his fingers try to slide against
    mine, searching for even a few seconds of extra contact. I’m another thing in this apartment that John
    would consume if he could, but we both pretend we don’t know that.
    “How’s the whole dog-walking thing going?” John asks as I cross back over to our sad couch.
    He’s got a bit of yogurt stuck to the corner of his mouth, but I don’t bother pointing it out. It’ll
    probably stay there all day, too, forming a crust that’ll creep out some girl down at the Student Baptist
    Center where John volunteers a few nights a week.
    I already feel solidarity with her, this unknown girl, my sister in Vague Disgust for John Rivers.
    Maybe that’s what makes me smile as I sit back down, yanking the ancient afghan blanket out from
    under me. “Great, actually. Have a few new clients now, so it keeps me pretty busy.”
    John’s spoon scrapes against the plastic tub of yogurt—my yogurt—and he watches me, his dark
    hair hanging limply over one eye.
    “Clients,” he snorts. “Makes you sound like a hooker.”
    Only John could try to shame a girl for something as wholesome as dog-walking, but I brush it off.
    If things keep going as well as they’re going, soon I won’t have to live here with him anymore. Soon I
    can get my own place with my own stuff and my own fucking yogurt that I’ll actually get to eat.
    “Maybe I am a hooker,” I reply, picking up the remote off the coffee table. “Maybe that’s what I’m
    actually doing, and I’m just telling you I walk dogs.”
    I twist on the couch to look at him.
    He’s still standing by the fridge, but his head is ducked even lower now, his eyes wary as he
    watches me.
    It makes me want to go even further, so I do.
    “That could be blowjob money in your pocket now, John. What would the Baptists think about
    that?”
    John flinches from my words, his hand going to his pocket, either to touch the money or to try to
    hide the boner he probably popped at hearing me say blowjob.
    Eddie wouldn’t cringe at a joke like that, I suddenly think.
    Eddie would laugh. His eyes would do that thing where they seem brighter, bluer, all because
    you’ve surprised him.
    Like he did when you noticed the books.
    “You ought to come to church with me,” he says. “You could come this afternoon.”
    “You work in the office,” I say, “not the actual church. Not sure what good it would do me
    watching you file old newsletters.”
    I’m not normally this openly rude to him, aware that he could kick me out since this place is
    technically all his, but I can’t seem to help myself. It’s something about that day in Eddie’s kitchen.
    I’ve known enough new beginnings to recognize when something is clicking into place, and I think—
    know—that my time in this shitty box with this shitty human is ticking down.
    “You’re a bitch, Jane,” John mutters sullenly, but he throws away the empty yogurt and gathers his
    things, slinking out the door without another word.
    Once he’s gone, I hunt through the cabinets for any food he hasn’t taken. Luckily, I still have two
    things of Easy Mac left, and I heat them both up, dumping them into one bowl before hunkering down
    with my laptop and pulling up my search on Bea Rochester.
    I don’t spend much time on the articles about her death. I’ve heard the gossip, and honestly, it
    seems pretty basic to me—two ladies got too drunk at their fancy beach house, got on their fancy boat,
    and then succumbed to a very fancy death. Sad, but not exactly a tragedy.
    No, what I want to know about is Bea Rochester’s life. What it was that made a man like Eddie
    want her. Who she was, what their relationship might have looked like.
    The first thing I pull up is her company’s website.
    Southern Manors.
    “Nothing says Fortune 500 company like a bad pun,” I mutter, stabbing another bite of macaroni
    with my fork.
    There’s a letter on the first page of the site, and my eyes immediately scan down to see if Eddie
    wrote it.
    He didn’t. There’s another name there, Susan, apparently Bea’s second-in-command. It’s full of
    the usual stuff you’d expect when the founder of a company dies suddenly. How sad they are, what a
    loss, how the company will continue on, burnishing her legacy, etc., etc.
    I wonder what kind of a legacy it is, really, selling overpriced cutesy shit.
    Clicking from page to page, I take in expensive Mason jars, five-hundred-dollar sweaters with
    HEY, Y’ALL! stitched discreetly in the left corner, silver salad tongs whose handles are shaped like
    bees.
    There’s so much gingham it’s like Dorothy Gale exploded on this website, but I can’t stop
    looking, can’t keep from clicking one item, then another.
    The monogrammed dog leashes.
    The hammered-tin watering cans.
    A giant glass bowl in the shape of an apple someone has just taken a bite out of.
    It’s all expensive but useless crap, the kind of stuff lining the gift tables at every high-society
    wedding in Birmingham, and I finally click away from the orgy of pricey/cutesy, going back to the
    main page to look at Bea Rochester’s picture again.
    She’s standing in front of a dining room table made of warm, worn-looking wood. Even though I
    haven’t been in the dining room at the Rochester mansion, I know immediately that this is theirs, that
    if I looked a little deeper into the house, I would find this room. It has the same vibe as the living
    room—nothing matches exactly, but it somehow goes together, from the floral velvet seat covers on
    the eight chairs to the orange-and-teal centerpiece that pops against the eggplant-colored drapes.
    Bea pops, too, her dark hair swinging just above her shoulders in a glossy long bob. She has her
    arms crossed, her head slightly tilted to one side as she smiles at the camera, her lipstick the prettiest
    shade of red I think I’ve ever seen.
    She’s wearing a navy sweater, a thin gold belt around her waist, and a navy-and-white gingham
    pencil skirt that manages to be cute and sexy at the same time, and I almost immediately hate her.
    And also want to know everything about her.
    More googling, the Easy Mac congealing in its bowl on John’s scratched and water-ringed coffee
    table, my fingers moving quickly, my eyes and my mind filling up with Bea Rochester.
    There’s not as much as I’d want, though. She wasn’t famous, really. It’s the company people seem
    to care about, the stuff they can buy, while Bea seemed to keep herself out of the spotlight.
    There’s only one interview I can find—with Southern Living, of course, big surprise. In the
    accompanying photo, Bea sits at another dining room table—seriously, did this woman exist in any
    other rooms of a house?—wearing yellow this time, a crystal bowl of lemons on her elbow, an
    enamel coffee cup printed with daisies casually held in one hand.
    The profile is a total puff piece. Bea grew up in Alabama, one of her ancestors was a senator in
    the 1800s, and they’d had a gorgeous home in some place called Calera that had burned down a few
    years ago. Her mother had sadly passed away not long after Bea started Southern Manors, and she
    “did everything in memory of her.”
    My eyes keep scanning past the details I already know—the Randolph-Macon degree, the move
    back to Birmingham, the growth of her business—until I finally snag on Eddie’s name.
    Three years ago, Bea Mason met Edward Rochester on vacation in Hawaii. “I was definitely

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    come. He explained the sail and his intentions fully to Mugambi, who was delighted with the prospect of being able to return to his own country.The canoe was drawn well up on the beach above the high water mark,and as Tarzan had had considerable experience in the building of small craft among the cannibals of the mainland, he felt no doubt but that he could fashion a seaworthy dugout with which to make the short journey to the coast.The following few days were occupied in preparing for their departure.
    The first consideration was the procuring of weapons that might be relied upon in an encounter with the beasts of the jungle through which they must pass on their way to the coast. For this purpose Tarzan selected four spears of medium size, preferring them to the full-sized weapons of the warriors of Mugambi. The shorter weapons were lighter and more effective for use in the hand of a man swinging by a rope through the trees
    of the forest. His next care was to secure arrows and a bow that would send them straight and true enough to carry a message of death to a savage foe. With these primitive weapons and a knowledge of the jungle that was born of years of experience in it, Tarzan felt that he might be more than a match for anything that he would be apt to meet upon the mainland.As Mugambi, who was again clothed in the apparel of his own country that constituted his entire wardrobe when he had set forth upon his ill-
    starred journey, was unarmed and without means of procuring weapons,Tarzan presented him with the spear and bow and arrows which the apeman had brought with him from the mainland. Mugambi was much pleased with the gift, since he knew that it not only might mean much to him in the way of protection, but that it added not a little to his prestige
    among the members of his own savage tribe–even though it had beenreduced to a membership of one by the carnivorous tastes of Sheeta, the panther.
    At last all was ready. The craft, such as it was, lay upon the beach with her prow toward the water, and her sail hanging in lazy folds from the crude mast. Tarzan sought to detain her upon the soft sands, while with paddles Akut and he propelled her beyond the breaking surf. But even
    The Beasts of Tarzan 45 before Akut and Tarzan had entered it, Mugambi had leaped to his place,having grasped the opportunity to make the return journey to his beloved
    Ugambi and the wife and children who mourned him there as dead.

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