You are being provided with a book chapter by chapter. I will request you to read the book for me after each chapter. After reading the chapter, 1. shorten the chapter to no less than 300 words and no more than 400 words. 2. Do not change the name, address, or any important nouns in the chapter. 3. Do not translate the original language. 4. Keep the same style as the original chapter, keep it consistent throughout the chapter. Your reply must comply with all four requirements, or it’s invalid.
I will provide the chapter now.
20
JUNE
“We should go to the lake this weekend.”
I’m sitting at the kitchen counter, paging through another bridal magazine when Eddie speaks, his
tone casual as he pours himself a cup of coffee.
It’s been a week since Detective Laurent showed up and while neither of us have mentioned her
visit, it’s still been there between us, a third presence in the room all the time.
And now Eddie wants to go to the lake? The same place where Blanche and his wife died? Oh
wait, were murdered?
“Like, the house there?” I ask inanely, and he smirks slightly.
“That was the idea, yeah. Might be nice to get out of town for a little bit, you know? And you’ve
never seen the house.”
I’m temporarily stunned into silence. Finally, I say, “Are you sure that’s a smart idea?”
Eddie fixes me with his eyes. He’s still smiling, his posture loose and relaxed, and it’s somehow
worse than if he were angry. “Why wouldn’t it be?”
It feels like a dare. It is a dare. He wants me to say it out loud, to ask about the police
investigation. Does he wonder if I read into Detective Laurent’s visit, if I suspect him at all? Because,
if I’m being honest with myself, I don’t know what to think anymore. But I also think that in a twisted
way, going to the lake could give me some clarity.
“Okay,” I say. “We’ll go to the lake.”
We leave on Friday afternoon, Eddie wrapping up work early. The drive to Smith Lake is about an
hour from the house in Mountain Brook, and it’s pretty, taking us away from the suburbs and into the
more rural parts of Alabama, hills rolling gently, the sky a blazing blue.
We stop in a town called Jasper to eat lunch, Eddie as at ease in a little barbecue joint with
plastic tables and a roll of paper towels for napkins as he is at the fancy French place back in the
village.
Watching him with his sloppy sandwich, managing to get not one drop of sauce on his pristine
white shirt, I laugh, shaking my head.
“You fit in anywhere,” I tell him, and he looks up, eyebrows raised.
“Is that a compliment?” he asks, and I’d meant it as one, definitely. But not for the first time, I
wonder about Eddie’s past. He rarely talks about it, like he just sprang into the world, fully formed
when he met Bea.
“No, if I wanted to compliment you, I’d tell you how hot you look with barbecue sauce on the
corner of your mouth.”
He smiles and winks. “You think I’m hot, huh?”
Shrugging, I poke at the lemon in my sweet tea with my straw. “Most days you’re just passable,
but right now, yes.”
That makes him laugh, and he tosses a balled-up napkin at me. “This is why I love you, Jane,” he
says. “You won’t let my head get too big.” Even though it’s dumb as hell, I almost want to tell him my
real name then. Just to hear him say it.
Instead, I finish up my lunch, and we head back to the car, the drive short now.
We make our way down winding roads, dim under the canopy of leaves, the lake sparkling in the
distance. There are lots of houses, but the farther we drive, the more spread out they become until
finally, there’s just the woods, the lake, and as Eddie rounds a corner, the house.
It’s not as grand as the one in Thornfield Estates, and it was clearly built to look like a rustic lake
house, the kind of place where you bring kids fishing, but it’s still sprawling, and I feel the coziness
of lunch start to ebb away.
It’s so quiet here. So isolated.
And it’s the last place Bea was ever alive.
As Eddie gets our bags from the trunk, I think he might be feeling something similar because he’s
quiet except to call out, “The code for the door is the same one at the house.”
6–12-85. Bea’s birthday.
I enter it into the keypad on the front door, and step inside.
More similarities to Eddie’s house—our house. It’s clearly been expensively decorated, but it’s
designed to look lived-in, too. There’s darker wood here, darker furniture, the whole place a lot more
masculine, a lot less … Bea.
As I stand beside the heavy front door, my surprise must register on my face because as Eddie
steps past me with our stuff, he asks, “What?”
“It’s just…”
This house looks so much more like him. Even though Bea died here, her ghost doesn’t feel nearly
as present.
“This is a very man-cavey place,” I finally say, and one corner of his mouth kicks up as he tosses
his leather bag onto a couch done in green-and-blue tartan.
“This place was Bea’s wedding present to me,” he says. “So, she let me decorate.” Another
smile, wry this time. “Which means I said yes to everything she picked out.”
So, Bea’s stamp is still here—it’s just her version of what she thought Eddie would like. Should
like.
I move into the living room, seeing it through Bea’s eyes, imagining how she saw Eddie. Even
though this is on a lake, not the ocean, there’s a whole coastal theme happening. Paintings of
schooners, decorations made with heavy rope, even an old Chelsea Clock on the wall.
“I worked on sailboats when I was younger, up north. Charter boats in Bar Harbor, that kind of
thing,” he says, nodding at the seascape over the fireplace. “I guess Bea wanted to remind me of it.”
“Because you liked it or because you hated it?”
The question is out before I realize what a stupid thing it is to ask, how much it reveals.
His head jerks back slightly, like the question was an actual physical blow, and he narrows his
eyes. “What does that mean?” he asks, and I feel my face go hot as I shrug, nudging the edge of an area
rug with my toe.
“You’ve just never mentioned that to me before, so I thought … maybe you were trying to forget
it? Your past. Maybe this reminder of it might not have actually been a nice thing to do.”
“You think Bea was that kind of bitch?” he asks, and god, I have royally fucked this up.
“Of course not,” I say, but to my surprise, he just laughs, shaking his head.
“I can’t blame you for it. I imagine you saw some real cunty stuff when you worked in the
neighborhood.”
It’s a relief, both that he doesn’t think my question was that weird, and also that he gets me. I may
not always be honest with Eddie, but he still sees these parts of me sometimes, and I like it.
It makes me think that even though I’ve been playing a certain role, he might have picked me—the
real me—anyway.
“It was still a dumb thing to say,” I tell him now, sliding closer to him. Over his shoulder is a
glass door leading out to a screened-in porch; beyond that is a sloping green lawn, a narrow pier, and
the dark water of the lake. This time of the afternoon, the sun sends little sparks of gold dancing
across its surface.
It’s hard to believe that this pretty, sparkly water took Bea’s life. And Blanche’s. And it’s even
harder to believe Eddie would want to be anywhere near it again. How can we sit out there tonight
and drink wine and not think about it?
But Eddie just gives my ass a pat, propelling me slightly in the direction of the hallway off the
living room. “Go ahead and get settled, and I’ll unpack the groceries.”
The master bedroom is nowhere near as big as the one back at Thornfield, but it’s pretty and, like
the rest of the house, cozy and comfortable. There’s a quilt on the bed in swirling shades of blue, and
a big armchair near the window with a good view of the lake.
I settle into the chair now, watching the water.
After twenty minutes, I still haven’t seen a single person out there.
No boats, no Jet Skis, no swimmers. The only sound is the lapping of the water against the dock
and the wind in the trees.
When I come out of the bedroom, Eddie is pouring us both a glass of wine.
“It’s really quiet out here,” I say, and he nods, looking out the back door toward the water.
“That’s why we picked it.”
And then he releases a long deep breath and says, “It made me crazy. After Bea.”
I look up, startled. I hadn’t expected him to voluntarily mention her after my fuckup earlier.
“The quiet,” he goes on. “Thinking about that night and how quiet it would’ve been, how dark.”
He keeps his eyes trained on the water. “It’s deep out there, you know. The deepest lake in
Alabama.”
I hadn’t known that, and I don’t say anything. I’m not even sure if he’s talking to me, to be honest.
It’s almost like he’s talking to himself, staring out at the lake.
“They flooded a forest to make it,” he goes on. “So there are trees under the water. Tall ones,
sixty feet high in some places. A whole fucking forest under the water. That’s why they thought they
never found her. They thought she was somewhere in the trees.”
The image seeps into my mind. Bea, her skin white, her body tangled in the branches of an
underwater forest, and it’s so awful I actually shake my head a little. I’d wondered why it had been so
hard to find the bodies, and now that I knew, I wish I didn’t.
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