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    The Woman in Me by Britney Spears is an intimate, candid memoir that offers an unfiltered look at the pop icon’s life, career, and struggles. With raw honesty, Spears shares her experiences in the spotlight, her battles with fame, and the challenges of reclaiming her freedom. This deeply personal account is a must-read for fans who want to understand the woman behind the headlines and the power of resilience.

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    11
    There was hardly any time to rehearse. I only had a week to get ready. I was
    performing at the 2001 Super Bowl halftime show alongside Aerosmith, Mary J.
    Blige, Nelly, and NSYNC. Justin and the rest of his band had special gloves that
    shot fountains of sparks! I sang “Walk This Way” wearing a sexy version of a
    football uniform, with shiny silver pants, a crop shirt, and an athletic sock on
    one of my arms. I was brought to Steven Tyler’s trailer to meet him right before
    the show, and his energy was incredible: he was such an idol to me. When we
    nished, the stadium lit up with reworks.
    The halftime show was just one of the seemingly endless good things
    happening for me. I landed the “most powerful woman” spot on the Forbes list
    of most powerful celebrities—the following year I’d be number one overall. I
    learned that tabloids were making so much money o photos of me, I was
    almost single-handedly keeping some magazines in business. And I was starting
    to get amazing oers.
    At the 2001 MTV Video Music Awards that September, the plan was for me
    to sing “I’m a Slave 4 U,” and we decided I would use a snake as a prop. It’s
    become an iconic moment in VMAs history, but it was even more terrifying
    than it appeared.
    The rst time I saw the snake was when they brought it to a little back room
    of the Metropolitan Opera House in Manhattan, where we would be doing the
    show. The girl who handed it over was even smaller than me—she looked so
    young, and she was very tiny, with blond hair. I couldn’t believe they didn’t have
    some big guy in charge—I remember thinking, You’re letting us two little
    munchkins handle this huge snake…?
    But there we were, and there was no going back: she lifted up the snake and
    put it over my head and around me. To be honest, I was a little scared—that
    snake was a huge animal, yellow and white, crinkly, gross-looking. It was okay
    because the girl who gave it to me was right there, plus a snake handler and a
    bunch of other people.
    Everything changed, though, when I actually had to do the song onstage with
    the snake. Onstage I’m in performance mode: I’m in a costume, and there’s
    nobody else there but me. Once again the little munchkin came to me and
    handed me that huge snake, and all I knew was to look down, because I felt if I
    looked up and caught its eye, it would kill me.
    In my head I was saying, Just perform, just use your legs and perform. But
    what nobody knows is that as I was singing, the snake brought its head right
    around to my face, right up to me, and started hissing at me. You didn’t see that
    shot on the TV, but in real life? I was thinking, Are you fucking serious right now?
    The fucking goddamn snake’s tongue is flicking out at me. Right. Now. Finally, I
    got to the part where I handed it back, thank God.
    The next night at Madison Square Garden in New York City, just days before
    September 11, I performed a duet of “The Way You Make Me Feel” with
    Michael Jackson to celebrate the thirtieth anniversary of his solo career. In my
    heels, I prowled all over that stage. The audience went crazy. At one point it felt
    like the whole crowd of twenty thousand was singing along with us.
    Pepsi hired me to do commercials for them. In “The Joy of Pepsi,” I started
    out as a delivery driver and then wound up in a huge dance number. In “Now
    and Then,” I got to wear cute outts from various eras. For the eighties section, I
    got made up as Robert Palmer for a version of “Simply Irresistible.” I was in hair
    and makeup for four hours, and they still didn’t quite manage to make me
    convincing as a man. But in the fties part, I loved dancing at the drive-in. I had
    Betty Boop hair. Working in all those dierent genres, I was amazed at how
    intelligently done those commercials were.
    The rst movie I did was Crossroads, written by Shonda Rhimes and directed by
    Tamra Davis. We had lmed it in March 2001, around the same time I was
    recording the album Britney. In the lm, I was playing a “good girl” named Lucy
    Wagner. The experience wasn’t easy for me. My problem wasn’t with anyone
    involved in the production but with what acting did to my mind. I think I
    started Method acting—only I didn’t know how to break out of my character. I
    really became this other person. Some people do Method acting, but they’re
    usually aware of the fact that they’re doing it. But I didn’t have any separation at
    all.
    This is embarrassing to say, but it’s like a cloud or something came over me
    and I just became this girl named Lucy. When the camera came on, I was her,
    and then I couldn’t tell the dierence between when the camera was on and
    when it wasn’t. I know that seems stupid, but it’s the truth. I took it that
    seriously. I took it seriously to the point where Justin said, “Why are you walking
    like that? Who are you?”
    All I can say is it’s a good thing Lucy was a sweet girl writing poems about
    how she was “not a girl, not yet a woman,” and not a serial killer.
    I ended up walking dierently, carrying myself dierently, talking dierently.
    I was someone else for months while I lmed Crossroads. Still to this day, I bet
    the girls I shot that movie with think, She’s a little… quirky. If they thought that,
    they were right.
    I was a baby, just like the character. I should’ve played myself on camera. But
    I was so eager to do a good job that I kept trying to go deep with this character. I
    had been me my whole life, and I wanted to try something dierent! I should
    have said to myself, It’s a teen road movie. It’s not that deep. Honestly, just have a
    good time.
    After the movie wrapped, one of my girlfriends from a club in LA came to
    visit me. We went to CVS. I swear to God, I walked into the store, and as I talked
    to her while we shopped, I nally came back to myself. When I came outside
    again I was cured of the spell that movie had cast. It was so strange. My little
    spirit showed back up in my body. That trip to buy makeup with a friend was
    like waving some magic wand.
    Then I was pissed.
    I thought, Oh my God, what have I been doing the past few months? Who was
    I?

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    CHAPTER 11
    After they put Blue and Korey to bed, Patricia told Carter everything.
    “I’m not saying it was your imagination,” he said when she’d
    finished. “But you’re always keyed up after your meetings. Those are
    morbid books y’all read.”
    “I want an alarm system,” she told him.
    “How would that have helped?” he asked. “Listen, I promise for
    the next little while I’ll make sure I’m home before dark.”
    “I want an alarm system,” she repeated.
    “Before we go to all that trouble and expense, let’s see how you feel
    after the next few weeks.”
    She stood up from the end of the bed.
    “I’m going to check on Miss Mary,” she told him, and left the room.
    She checked the deadbolts on the front, back, and sun porch doors,
    leaving the lights on behind her, then went to Miss Mary’s room. The
    room was lit by the orange glow of Miss Mary’s night-light. She
    moved softly in case Miss Mary was asleep, then saw the night-light
    reflecting off her open eyes.
    “Miss Mary?” Patricia asked. Miss Mary’s eyes cut sideways at her.
    “Are you awake?”
    The sheet moved and Miss Mary’s claw struggled out, then ran out
    of energy and flopped down on her chest without getting where it
    was going.
    “I’m.” Miss Mary wetted her lips. “I’m.”
    Patricia stepped to the bed railing. She knew what Miss Mary
    meant.
    “It’s all right,” she said.
    The two women stayed like that for a long quiet moment, listening
    to the hot wind press on the windows behind the drawn curtains.
    “Who’s Hoyt Pickens?” Patricia asked, not expecting a reply.
    “He killed my daddy,” Miss Mary said.
    That took the air out of Patricia’s lungs. She’d never heard that
    name before. Besides which, Miss Mary usually forgot about the
    people who floated to the surface of her mind seconds after she’d
    spoken their names. Patricia had never heard her link the person and
    their importance together.
    “Why do you say that?” she asked softly.
    “I have a picture of Hoyt Pickens,” Miss Mary rasped. “In his ice
    cream suit.”
    Her ragged voice made Patricia’s scarred ear itch. The wind tried
    to open the hidden windows, rattled the glass, looked for a way in.
    Miss Mary’s hand found some more energy and slithered across the
    blankets toward Patricia, who reached down and took the smooth,
    cold hand in her own.
    “How did he know your father?” she asked.
    “Before supper, the men and my daddy used to sit on the back
    porch passing a jar,” Miss Mary said. “Us children had our supper
    early and played in the front yard, then we saw a man in a suit the
    color of vanilla ice cream come up the road. He turned into our yard
    and the men hid their jar because drinking was against the law. This
    man walked up to my daddy and said his name was Hoyt Pickens and
    he asked if my daddy knew where he could get himself some rabbit
    spit. That’s what they called my daddy’s corn whiskey, because it
    could make a rabbit spit in a bulldog’s eye. He said he’d been on the
    Cincinnati train and his throat was dusty and it’d be worth two bits
    to him to wet it. Mr. Lukens brought out the jar and Hoyt Pickens
    tasted it. He said he’d been from Chicago to Miami and that was the
    best corn liquor he ever had.”
    Patricia didn’t breathe. It had been years since Miss Mary had put
    this many sentences together.
    “That night Mama and Daddy argued. Hoyt Pickens wanted to buy
    some of Daddy’s rabbit spit and sell it in Columbia, but Mama said
    no. It was ten-cent cotton and forty-cent meat back then. Reverend
    Buck told us the boll weevil had come because there were too many
    public swimming pools. The government taxed everything from
    cigarettes to bow legs, but Daddy’s rabbit spit made sure we always
    had molasses on our cornbread.
    “Mama told him the snake that stuck out its head usually got it
    chopped off, but Daddy was tired of scratching a living so he ignored
    Mama and sold twelve jars of rabbit spit to Hoyt Pickens and Hoyt
    went to Columbia and sold those right quick and came back for
    twelve more. He sold those, too, and soon Daddy had a second still
    and was gone from the house from sundown to sunup and sleeping
    all day.
    “Hoyt Pickens sat regular at our table every Sunday and some
    Wednesdays and Fridays, too. He told Daddy all the things he should
    want. He told Daddy he could get more money if he laid up his rabbit
    spit in barrels until it turned brown. That meant Daddy had to lay
    out considerable and he wouldn’t see his money back for six months
    until Hoyt took it to Columbia and got paid. But the first time Hoyt
    laid that thick stack of bills on the table we all got excited.”
    Something sharp tickled Patricia’s palm. Miss Mary was scratching
    her nails against Patricia’s skin, back and forth, back and forth, like
    insects creeping across the inside of her hand.
    “Soon everything became about the rabbit spit. Once the sheriff
    saw what Daddy was doing he touched him for a taste of that money.
    Daddy needed other men to work the stills and he paid them in scrip
    while they waited for the rabbit spit to turn brown. Banks closed
    faster than you could remember their names so everyone held on to
    their money, but Daddy bought a set of encyclopedias, and a mangle
    for the wash, and the men all smoked store-bought cigars when they
    sat out back.”
    Patricia remembered Kershaw. They’d driven the hundred and
    fifty miles upstate many times to visit Carter’s cousins, and Miss
    Mary when she lived alone. They hadn’t been in a long while, but
    Patricia remembered a dry land populated by dry people, covered in
    dust, with filling stations at every crossroads selling evaporated milk
    and generic cigarettes. She remembered fallow fields and abandoned
    farms. She understood the appeal of something fresh, and clean, and
    green to people who lived in a small, hot place like that.
    “Around then the Beckham boy went missing,” Miss Mary said.
    Her throat rasped now. “He was a pale little redheaded thing, six
    years old, who’d follow anyone anywhere. When he didn’t come
    home for supper we all went looking. We expected to find him curled
    up under a pecan tree, but no. Some people said the government
    inoculation men took him away, others said there was a colored gal
    in the woods who churned white children into a stew she sold as a
    love spell for a nickel a taste. Some folks said he fell in the river and
    got carried away, but it didn’t matter what they said—he was gone.
    “The next little boy to vanish was Avery Dubose. He was a tin
    bucket toter and Hoyt told everyone he must have fell in one of the
    machines at the mill and the boss lied about it. That stirred up bad
    feelings between the mill and the farmers, and with so much rabbit
    spit around tempers ran hot. Men started showing up at church with
    their arms in slings and bruises on their faces. Mr. Beckham shot
    himself.
    “But we had presents under the tree that Christmas and Daddy
    convinced Mama sweet times were here. In January her belly got
    tight and round. I was their only baby who’d lived out of three, but
    now another baby had taken root.
    “They’d never have found Charlie Beckham if that combine
    salesman hadn’t stopped his horses at the Moores’ old place and seen
    the water from their pump flow thick with maggots. They had to let
    that little boy’s body sit in the icehouse for three days to let all the
    water drain before he’d fit in his coffin. Even then, they had to build
    it extra wide.”
    White spit formed gummy balls in the corners of Miss Mary’s
    mouth, but Patricia didn’t move. She worried that if she did anything
    to break the spell this thread might snap, and Miss Mary might never
    speak like this again.
    “That spring, nobody could afford to plant nothing,” Miss Mary
    went on. “Nobody had nothing in the ground so Daddy and Hoyt had
    to spend big to bring corn all the way from Rock Hill, and they had
    all their money tied up in the rabbit spit barrels. The banks didn’t
    care about no scrip and they started taking everyone’s tools, and
    their horses, and mules, and no one could do nothing. Everyone
    waited for those barrels.
    “The third little boy to go missing was Reverend Buck’s baby and
    the men got together on our back porch and I heard them speculate
    through my window about one person or another, and the jar kept
    getting passed, and then Hoyt Pickens said he’d seen Leon Simms
    around the Moore farm one night, and I wanted to laugh because
    only a stranger would say that. Leon was a colored fellow and
    something had happened to his head in the war. He sat in the sun
    outside Mr. Early’s store, and if you gave him candy he’d play
    something for you on the spoons and sing. His mother took care of
    him and he got a government check. Sometimes he helped people
    carry packages and they always paid him in candy.
    “But Hoyt Pickens said Leon liked to wander at night and had been
    creeping in places he shouldn’t. He said this is what happens when
    people come down from up north and spread ideas in places that
    weren’t ready for them. He said that Leon Simms sat outside Mr.
    Early’s store and licked his lips over children and took them to secret
    places where he slaked his unnatural appetite.
    “The more Hoyt Pickens talked, the more the men thought he
    sounded right. I must have nodded off because when I opened my
    eyes it was full dark and the backyard was empty. I heard the train
    pass, and a hoot owl carrying on out in the woods, and I was slipping
    back to sleep when the land lit up.
    “A crowd of men came in following a wagon and they had lanterns
    and flashlights. They were quiet but I heard one hard voice talking
    loud, giving orders, and it was my daddy. Next to him stood Hoyt
    Pickens and his ice cream suit glowed in the dark. They pulled
    something off the back of the cart, a big burlap bag we used for
    picking cotton, and they lifted one end and something flowed out wet
    and black onto the dirt. It was Leon, all tied with rope.
    “The men got shovels, and they dug a deep hole underneath the
    peach tree and dragged Leon to it and he must not have been dead
    because I heard him call my daddy ‘boss’ and say, ‘Please, boss, I’ll
    play you something, boss,’ and they threw him down in that hole and
    piled dirt on top of him until his begging got muffled, and after a
    while you couldn’t hear it anymore, but I still could.
    “When I woke up early there was mist on the ground and I went
    out back to see if maybe I’d had a bad dream. But I could see the
    fresh-dug dirt and then I heard a noise and saw my daddy sitting real
    quiet in the corner of the porch and he had a jar of rabbit spit
    between his legs. His eyes were swollen red and when he saw me he
    gave me a grin that came straight out of Hell.”
    Patricia realized that was why Miss Mary let the peaches rot. The
    memory of the fruit’s sweet juice running down her chin, its meat
    filling her stomach, now tasted sour with Leon Simms’s blood.
    “Hoyt Pickens left before the rabbit spit turned brown,” Miss Mary
    croaked. “Daddy took the wagon to Columbia but he couldn’t find
    who’d been buying from Hoyt. All our money was in those barrels
    but no one in Kershaw could buy the rabbit spit at the price Daddy
    needed and he drank up most of it himself over the next few years.
    Mama lost my brother child and Daddy sold his stills for eating
    money. He never worked another day, just sat out back, drinking that
    brown rabbit spit alone because no one would come by our place
    knowing what we had buried there. When he finally hanged himself
    in the barn it was a mercy. When hard times came a few years later
    some people say it was Leon Simms that poisoned the land, but I’ll
    always know it was Hoyt.”
    In the long silence, water overflowed Miss Mary’s twitching eyelids
    and ran down her face. She licked her lips, and Patricia saw that a
    white film coated her tongue. Her skin looked thin as paper, her
    hands felt cold as ice. Her breathing sounded like tearing cloth.
    Slowly, Patricia watched her bloodshot eyes lose their focus, and she
    realized telling the story had set Miss Mary adrift. Patricia started to

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    After meticulous planning, I orchestrate my first “accidental” encounter with Emily Clark and Campbell Reed from Thornfield Estates. The aim is to introduce myself not as the dog-walker but as Eddie’s girlfriend, subtly shifting their perception of me from an outsider to an integral part of their circle. Walking Adele, Eddie and my shared dog, gives me the perfect opportunity. Upon spotting me, their reactions are reserved, obscured by large sunglasses, but the surprise is evident when they learn of my relationship with Eddie.

    Our conversation swiftly moves from the streets to Emily’s house, where the dynamic begins to change. As a guest, I navigate their curiosity and skepticism with careful charm, aiming to win them over without appearing boastful. The scenario unfolds with Emily and Campbell’s cautious interrogation about my sudden closeness with Eddie, which I manage with a balance of modesty and assertiveness. This tactful engagement earns me an acceptance hinted at by Emily’s enthusiasm and a reluctant congrats from Campbell, signaling a tentative welcome into their fold.

    Despite this, my interaction with them at Emily’s kitchen counter reveals the complex social undercurrents of Thornfield Estates. Their shared history, marked by the absence of Bea and Blanche, hints at a depth of relationships and tensions I’ve yet to fully grasp. The juice drinking and the casual talk mask an intricate web of friendships, rivalries, and secrets that I’m only just beginning to perceive. My newfound acceptance by Emily and Campbell is a step into their world, yet as we discuss the past, I’m reminded of the intricate social layers that distinguish insiders from newcomers, challenging my sense of belonging in this community.

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    In Chapter 11 of “The Beasts of Tarzan,” after burying the loyal Kincaid’s cook, Tarzan relentlessly continues his pursuit of Rokoff, now certain that his wife, Jane, is once again in the Russian’s clutches. The jungle presents Tarzan with numerous challenges, including confusing trails and a severe storm that wipes away any tracks left by Rokoff’s party. For a week, heavy rains and winds hinder Tarzan’s progress, making him feel lost in the jungle for the first time. He worries for Jane and their son, imagining the horrors they might be enduring at the hands of Rokoff.

    Determined to locate Rokoff, Tarzan decides to head northeast, hoping to encounter natives who could provide information. He soon finds a village, but the inhabitants flee, fearing him due to Rokoff’s warnings of a “white devil” and his demonic pack. Tarzan captures a young warrior who, under duress, reveals that Rokoff had indeed passed through, turning the locals against Tarzan with tales of terror. The village chief, M’ganwazam, sees an opportunity to claim the reward for Tarzan’s death and shifts from hostility to hospitality, hoping to trap Tarzan.

    Tarzan’s instincts alert him to danger, and he narrowly avoids an assassination attempt in his hut, realizing too late M’ganwazam’s duplicity. An old woman, Tambudza, whom Tarzan had previously shown kindness, warns him of the plot on his life, explaining that M’ganwazam is eager to collect a reward by killing him. She reveals that Rokoff hasn’t traveled far and offers to lead Tarzan to him. Unseen by them, the chief’s son, Buulaoo, overhears their conversation, likely planning to use the information against Tambudza.

    This chapter, rich with pursuit and intrigue, highlights Tarzan’s struggle against both human treachery and the merciless jungle, further complicating his quest to rescue his family. The introduction of local politics and betrayal adds depth to the narrative, showcasing Tarzan’s reliance on both his primal instincts and the unexpected kindness of strangers.

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