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    Buttered Side Down

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    Part IX begins on the famil­iar cor­ner of South Clark Street, where the noise of the city hums and Tony’s news­stand remains unchanged. His hands, thick with cal­lus­es, flip through papers from around the world. The sun catch­es the head­lines of for­eign tongues, and still, locals come—drawn less by the news and more by the mem­o­ries these papers car­ry. One woman, sharp-heeled and steady-eyed, steps for­ward. Her voice is smooth but col­ored by a dis­tant ache when she asks for the Kewaskum Couri­er. It’s a name that doesn’t match her appear­ance, and yet, Tony nods. He always knows.

    Next in line is a man in a thread­bare coat, shoul­ders slight­ly stooped, eyes scan­ning the stack for some­thing he might not find. “The Lon­don Times?” he asks, voice low, care­ful. As Tony reach­es for the paper, the man smiles faintly—half in hope, half in apol­o­gy. The city nev­er quite dulled his accent, nor his crav­ing for home. He clutch­es the pages as if they still smell of rain and stone. Their eyes meet briefly, the woman and the man, not as strangers but as echoes of the same long­ing.

    Words are exchanged, gen­tly at first. “Kewaskum?” he asks. She lifts her brow but nods, laugh­ing slight­ly. “Not where you’d expect,” she says. He answers, “Nor is Lon­don, any­more.” Their sto­ries unrav­el slow­ly, drawn not by effort but by shared recog­ni­tion. She went back recently—found the bak­ery had closed, the cor­ner store had been paint­ed over, and the boy who once called her name now had three chil­dren and no mem­o­ry of her. She left town feel­ing more like a ghost than a vis­i­tor.

    He under­stands before she fin­ish­es. His own trip back had been like read­ing a book he once loved and no longer rec­og­nized. The cob­ble­stones were the same, but he wasn’t. His laugh­ter was too loud, his expec­ta­tions too for­ward. Even his words felt bor­rowed, no longer quite fit­ting the life he’d left behind. They both learned some­thing dur­ing their return—not that home had changed, but that they had. And that dif­fer­ence weighed more than either expect­ed.

    As they con­tin­ue talk­ing, there’s a soft­ness that set­tles between them, born from the com­fort of being under­stood with­out expla­na­tion. They talk about the sounds of their old towns—how qui­et wasn’t silence, just space filled by famil­iar­i­ty. They miss not the place, but the sense of belong­ing. It isn’t sad­ness, not exact­ly. More like the knowl­edge that some places must be remem­bered instead of revis­it­ed. Because the past only lives whole inside mem­o­ry, and the present has its own rhythm.

    They fin­ish their con­ver­sa­tion with an under­stand­ing that requires no clo­sure. The woman folds her news­pa­per under her arm; the man tucks his into his coat. Their smiles are brief but real. No num­bers are exchanged, no promis­es made, only a nod and a look that says, “You helped.” Then they part, head­ing in oppo­site direc­tions, their bur­dens slight­ly lighter, their sto­ries fresh­ly thread­ed into the city’s fab­ric.

    Tony, as always, watch­es with­out watch­ing. He has seen count­less moments just like this. His stand, more than just a busi­ness, holds the role of qui­et wit­ness. Peo­ple come look­ing for head­lines, but they leave car­ry­ing pieces of them­selves they for­got they need­ed. That is the real ser­vice he provides—not infor­ma­tion, but recon­nec­tion. A reminder that no one is ever tru­ly alone in their long­ing.

    The sto­ry leaves us with a gen­tle truth. That the con­cept of home is flu­id, shaped less by geog­ra­phy than by the peo­ple and mem­o­ries we hold. Some­times it is found in the qui­et famil­iar­i­ty of a newspaper’s font. Some­times, it’s dis­cov­ered in a pass­ing con­ver­sa­tion with some­one who under­stands. Tony’s stand may nev­er make the news, but for those who stop there, it becomes the qui­et place where they remem­ber who they are.

    In a city built on move­ment and noise, his pres­ence is a still point. Tony doesn’t ask for sto­ries, yet they arrive unbid­den. Not because he demands them, but because he listens—really lis­tens. And in that still­ness, there’s some­thing heal­ing. Some­thing last­ing. Some­thing like home.

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