Part IX — Buttered Side Down
byPart IX begins on the familiar corner of South Clark Street, where the noise of the city hums and Tony’s newsstand remains unchanged. His hands, thick with calluses, flip through papers from around the world. The sun catches the headlines of foreign tongues, and still, locals come—drawn less by the news and more by the memories these papers carry. One woman, sharp-heeled and steady-eyed, steps forward. Her voice is smooth but colored by a distant ache when she asks for the Kewaskum Courier. It’s a name that doesn’t match her appearance, and yet, Tony nods. He always knows.
Next in line is a man in a threadbare coat, shoulders slightly stooped, eyes scanning the stack for something he might not find. “The London Times?” he asks, voice low, careful. As Tony reaches for the paper, the man smiles faintly—half in hope, half in apology. The city never quite dulled his accent, nor his craving for home. He clutches the pages as if they still smell of rain and stone. Their eyes meet briefly, the woman and the man, not as strangers but as echoes of the same longing.
Words are exchanged, gently at first. “Kewaskum?” he asks. She lifts her brow but nods, laughing slightly. “Not where you’d expect,” she says. He answers, “Nor is London, anymore.” Their stories unravel slowly, drawn not by effort but by shared recognition. She went back recently—found the bakery had closed, the corner store had been painted over, and the boy who once called her name now had three children and no memory of her. She left town feeling more like a ghost than a visitor.
He understands before she finishes. His own trip back had been like reading a book he once loved and no longer recognized. The cobblestones were the same, but he wasn’t. His laughter was too loud, his expectations too forward. Even his words felt borrowed, no longer quite fitting the life he’d left behind. They both learned something during their return—not that home had changed, but that they had. And that difference weighed more than either expected.
As they continue talking, there’s a softness that settles between them, born from the comfort of being understood without explanation. They talk about the sounds of their old towns—how quiet wasn’t silence, just space filled by familiarity. They miss not the place, but the sense of belonging. It isn’t sadness, not exactly. More like the knowledge that some places must be remembered instead of revisited. Because the past only lives whole inside memory, and the present has its own rhythm.
They finish their conversation with an understanding that requires no closure. The woman folds her newspaper under her arm; the man tucks his into his coat. Their smiles are brief but real. No numbers are exchanged, no promises made, only a nod and a look that says, “You helped.” Then they part, heading in opposite directions, their burdens slightly lighter, their stories freshly threaded into the city’s fabric.
Tony, as always, watches without watching. He has seen countless moments just like this. His stand, more than just a business, holds the role of quiet witness. People come looking for headlines, but they leave carrying pieces of themselves they forgot they needed. That is the real service he provides—not information, but reconnection. A reminder that no one is ever truly alone in their longing.
The story leaves us with a gentle truth. That the concept of home is fluid, shaped less by geography than by the people and memories we hold. Sometimes it is found in the quiet familiarity of a newspaper’s font. Sometimes, it’s discovered in a passing conversation with someone who understands. Tony’s stand may never make the news, but for those who stop there, it becomes the quiet place where they remember who they are.
In a city built on movement and noise, his presence is a still point. Tony doesn’t ask for stories, yet they arrive unbidden. Not because he demands them, but because he listens—really listens. And in that stillness, there’s something healing. Something lasting. Something like home.