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    Chap­ter 31 of the pro­vid­ed text unfolds with the pro­tag­o­nist, Feyre, at a ball that’s vibrant with danc­ing and social­iz­ing among the aris­toc­ra­cy, all while she’s inter­nal­ly tor­ment­ed by her recent real­iza­tions about Tam­lin’s per­il and her own inac­tions towards it. Despite the live­ly atmos­phere, Feyre is con­sumed by guilt for not hav­ing tried hard­er to deci­pher the clues she had about the blight affect­ing Pry­thi­an or Amarantha’s inten­tions and for not declar­ing her love to Tam­lin when she had the chance. The nar­ra­tive then tran­si­tions to the after­math of the ball—the qui­et and pen­sive mood at lunch the next day, where a casu­al con­ver­sa­tion about pur­chas­ing land leads to a chill­ing rev­e­la­tion link­ing to Feyre’s past actions in Pry­thi­an and the mor­tal dan­gers they may have unwit­ting­ly invit­ed upon them­selves.

    As Feyre’s real­iza­tion dawns that the tragedy that befell the Bed­dors might be a direct con­se­quence of her deal­ings with Rhysand, it pro­pels her into action, fuel­ing her deter­mi­na­tion to return to Pry­thi­an not just for Tam­lin’s sake but to pre­vent any fur­ther harm that her actions might have caused. Nesta’s per­cep­tive­ness, as she helps Feyre pre­pare for her jour­ney, sig­ni­fies her under­stand­ing and accep­tance of Feyre’s respon­si­bil­i­ty and des­tiny beyond their famil­ial bonds, high­light­ing a piv­otal moment of growth and acknowl­edg­ment of each other’s roles in the world.

    The nar­ra­tive reach­es a poignant peak as Feyre, armed and resolved, bids an unspo­ken farewell to her fam­i­ly, car­ry­ing with her their hope, sor­row, and the bur­den of unchart­ed ter­ri­to­ries both phys­i­cal­ly and emo­tion­al­ly that she must tra­verse. The jour­ney back to Pry­thi­an is fraught with uncer­tain­ty and the pal­pa­ble fear of the unknown, rep­re­sent­ing a crit­i­cal turn­ing point in Feyre’s life where she ful­ly assumes the man­tle of her own agency, dri­ven by love, guilt, and a deep-seat­ed desire to rec­ti­fy her mis­takes.

    As Feyre pre­pares to breach the invis­i­ble bar­ri­er back into a land fraught with mys­tery, dan­ger, and the impend­ing threat of war, the chap­ter cul­mi­nates in her deter­mined stride into the unknown. This deci­sion embod­ies the essence of Feyre’s character—her resilience, her will­ing­ness to con­front her fears, and her relent­less pur­suit of redemp­tion and love, set­ting the stage for the tri­als and tribu­la­tions that lie ahead in her quest to save Tam­lin and poten­tial­ly, Pry­thi­an itself.

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    THIRTY-ONE
    As part of my new dai­ly reg­i­men of tor­ture, Nina has made it her goal to
    make shop­ping as chal­leng­ing for me as she pos­si­bly can.
    She has writ­ten out a list of items we need from the gro­cery store. But
    they are all very spe­cif­ic. She doesn’t want milk. She wants organ­ic milk
    from Queens­land Farm. And if they don’t have the exact item she wants, I
    have to text her to let her know and send her pic­tures of oth­er pos­si­ble
    replace­ments. And she takes her sweet time tex­ting me back, but I have to
    stand there in the god­damn milk aisle wait­ing.
    Right now, I’m in the bread aisle. I send Nina a text:
    They are out of Nan­tuck­et sour­dough bread. Here are some pos­si­ble
    replace­ments.
    I send her pho­tographs of every sin­gle kind of sour­dough bread they
    have in stock. And now I have to wait while she looks at them. After sev­er­al
    min­utes, I receive a text back from her:
    Do they have any brioche?
    Now I have to send her pic­tures of every brioche bread they have. I
    swear, I’m going to blow my brains out before I fin­ish this shop­ping trip.
    She’s delib­er­ate­ly tor­ment­ing me. But to be fair, I did sleep with her
    hus­band.
    As I’m snap­ping pho­tographs of the bread, I notice a heavy­set man with
    gray hair watch­ing me from the oth­er end of the aisle. He’s not even being
    sub­tle about it. I shoot him a look, and he backs off, thank God. I can’t deal
    with a stalk­er on top of every­thing else.
    As I wait for Nina to con­tem­plate the bread a lit­tle fur­ther, I let my mind
    wan­der. As usu­al, it wan­ders to Andrew Win­ches­ter. After Nina’s rev­e­la­tion
    that I had been in prison, Andrew nev­er found me to “talk,” like he said he
    would. He has been effec­tive­ly scared off. I can’t blame him.
    I like Andrew. No, I don’t just like him. I’m in love with him. I think
    about him all the time, and it’s painful to share a home with him and not be
    able to act on my feel­ings for him. More­over, he deserves bet­ter than Nina.
    I could make him hap­py. I could even give him a baby like he wants. And
    let’s face it, any­thing is bet­ter than her.
    But even though he knows we have a con­nec­tion, noth­ing will ever
    hap­pen. He knows I went to prison. He doesn’t want an ex-con­vict. And
    he’s going to keep on being mis­er­able with that witch, prob­a­bly for the rest
    of his life.
    My phone buzzes again.
    Any French bread?
    It takes anoth­er ten min­utes, but I man­age to find a loaf of bread that
    meets Nina’s expec­ta­tions. As I roll my shop­ping cart to the check­out, I
    notice that heavy­set guy again. He def­i­nite­ly is star­ing at me. And more
    unset­tling­ly, he doesn’t have a shop­ping cart. So what exact­ly is he doing?
    I check out as quick­ly as I pos­si­bly can. I load the paper bags filled with
    gro­ceries back into my shop­ping cart, so I can push it out into the park­ing
    lot to my Nis­san. It’s only as I’m get­ting close to the exit that a hand clos­es
    around my shoul­der. I lift my head and that heavy­set man is stand­ing over
    me.
    “Excuse me!” I try to jerk away, but he holds tight to my arm. My right
    hand balls into a fist. At least a bunch of peo­ple are watch­ing us, so I have
    wit­ness­es. “What do you think you’re doing?”
    He points to a small ID badge hang­ing from the col­lar of his blue dress
    shirt, which I hadn’t noticed before. “I’m super­mar­ket secu­ri­ty. Can you
    come with me, Miss?”
    I’m going to be sick. It’s bad enough I spent almost nine­ty min­utes in
    this place, shop­ping for a hand­ful of items, but now I’m being arrest­ed? For
    what?
    “What’s wrong?” I gulp.
    We have attract­ed a crowd. I notice a cou­ple of women from the school
    pick-up, who I’m sure will glee­ful­ly report back to Nina that they saw her
    house­keep­er being appre­hend­ed by super­mar­ket secu­ri­ty.
    “Please come with me,” the guy says again.
    I push my cart with us because I’m scared to leave it behind. There are
    over two hun­dred dol­lars’ worth of gro­ceries in there, and I’m sure Nina
    would make me pay for all of them if they were lost or stolen. I fol­low the
    man into a small office with a scratched-up wood­en desk and two plas­tic
    chairs set up in front of it. The man ges­tures for me to sit down, so I set­tle
    down in one of the chairs, which creaks threat­en­ing­ly under my weight.
    “This has got to be a mis­take…” I look at the man’s ID badge. His name
    is Paul Dorsey. “What’s this about, Mr. Dorsey?”
    He frowns at me as his jowls hang down. “A cus­tomer alert­ed me that
    you were steal­ing items from the super­mar­ket.”
    I let out a gasp. “I would nev­er do that!”
    “Maybe not.” He sticks his thumb into the loop of his belt. “But I have
    to inves­ti­gate. Can I see your receipt, please, Miss…?”
    “Cal­loway.” I dig around in my purse until I come up with the crum­pled
    strip of paper. “Here.”
    “Just a warn­ing,” he says. “We pros­e­cute all shoplifters.”
    I sit in a plas­tic chair, my cheeks burn­ing, while the secu­ri­ty guard
    painstak­ing­ly looks through all my pur­chas­es and match­es them up with
    what’s in the cart. My stom­ach churns as I con­sid­er the hor­ri­ble pos­si­bil­i­ty
    that maybe the clerk didn’t ring some­thing up prop­er­ly, and he’ll think I
    stole it. And then what? They pros­e­cute all shoplifters. That means that
    they’ll call the police. And that would be a vio­la­tion of my parole for sure.
    It hits me that this would work out pret­ty well for Nina. She would get
    rid of me with­out hav­ing to be the mean per­son who fired me. She would
    also get some pret­ty sweet revenge on me for hav­ing slept with her
    hus­band. Of course, it’s a lit­tle harsh to be sent to jail for adul­tery, but I get
    the feel­ing Nina may look at it dif­fer­ent­ly.
    But that can’t hap­pen. I didn’t steal any­thing from the gro­cery store.
    He’s not going to find any­thing in that cart that isn’t on my receipt.

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    CHAPTER
    31
    “Don’t dance so much on your toes,” Cass­ian said to me four days lat­er, as
    we spent the unusu­al­ly warm after­noon in the spar­ring ring. “Feet plant­ed,
    dag­gers up. Eyes on mine. If you were on a bat­tle­field, you would have
    been dead with that maneu­ver.”
    Amren snort­ed, pick­ing at her nails while she lounged in a chaise. “She
    heard you the first ten times you said it, Cass­ian.”
    “Keep talk­ing, Amren, and I’ll drag you into the ring and see how much
    prac­tice you’ve actu­al­ly been doing.”
    Amren just con­tin­ued clean­ing her nails—with a tiny bone, I real­ized.
    “Touch me, Cass­ian, and I’ll remove your favorite part. Small as it might
    be.”
    He let out a low chuck­le. Stand­ing between them in the spar­ring ring atop
    the House of Wind, a dag­ger in each hand, sweat slid­ing down my body, I
    won­dered if I should find a way to slip out. Per­haps winnow—though I
    hadn’t been able to do it again since that morn­ing in the mor­tal realm,
    despite my qui­et efforts in the pri­va­cy of my own bed­room.
    Four days of this—training with him, work­ing with Rhys after­ward on
    try­ing to sum­mon flame or dark­ness. Unsur­pris­ing­ly, I made more progress
    with the for­mer.
    Word had not yet arrived from the Sum­mer Court. Or from the Spring
    Court, regard­ing my let­ter. I hadn’t decid­ed if that was a good thing. Azriel
    con­tin­ued his attempt to infil­trate the human queens’ courts, his net­work of
    spies now seek­ing a foothold to get inside. That he hadn’t man­aged to do so
    yet had made him qui­eter than usual—colder.
    Amren’s sil­ver eyes flicked up from her nails. “Good. You can play with
    her.”
    “Play with who?” said Mor, step­ping from the stair­well shad­ows.
    Cassian’s nos­trils flared. “Where’d you go the oth­er night?” he asked
    Mor with­out so much as a nod of greet­ing. “I didn’t see you leave Rita’s.”
    Their usu­al dance hall for drink­ing and rev­el­ry.
    They’d dragged me out two nights ago—and I’d spent most of the time
    sit­ting in their booth, nurs­ing my wine, talk­ing over the music with Azriel,
    who had arrived con­tent to brood, but reluc­tant­ly joined me in observ­ing
    Rhys hold­ing court at the bar. Females and males watched Rhysand
    through­out the hall—and the shad­owsinger and I made a game of bet­ting on
    who, exact­ly, would work up the nerve to invite the High Lord home.
    Unsur­pris­ing­ly, Az won every round. But at least he was smil­ing by the
    end of the night—to Mor’s delight when she’d stum­bled back to our table to
    chug anoth­er drink before pranc­ing onto the dance floor again.
    Rhys didn’t accept any offers that came his way, no mat­ter how beau­ti­ful
    they were, no mat­ter how they smiled and laughed. And his refusals were
    polite—firm, but polite.
    Had he been with any­one since Ama­ran­tha? Did he want anoth­er per­son
    in his bed after Ama­ran­tha? Even the wine hadn’t giv­en me the nerve to ask
    Azriel about it.
    Mor, it seemed, went to Rita’s more than any­one else—practically lived
    there, actu­al­ly. She shrugged at Cassian’s demand and anoth­er chaise like
    Amren’s appeared. “I just went … out,” she said, plop­ping down.
    “With whom?” Cass­ian pushed.
    “Last I was aware,” Mor said, lean­ing back in the chair, “I didn’t take
    orders from you, Cass­ian. Or report to you. So where I was, and who I was
    with, is none of your damn con­cern.”
    “You didn’t tell Azriel, either.”
    I paused, weigh­ing those words, Cassian’s stiff shoul­ders. Yes, there was
    some ten­sion between him and Mor that result­ed in that bick­er­ing, but …
    per­haps … per­haps Cass­ian accept­ed the role of buffer not to keep them
    apart, but to keep the shad­owsinger from hurt. From being old news, as I’d
    called him.
    Cass­ian final­ly remem­bered I’d been stand­ing in front of him, not­ed the
    look of under­stand­ing on my face, and gave me a warn­ing one in return.
    Fair enough.
    I shrugged and took a moment to set down the dag­gers and catch my
    breath. For a heart­beat, I wished Nes­ta were there, if only to see them go
    head to head. We hadn’t heard from my sisters—or the mor­tal queens. I
    won­dered when we’d send anoth­er let­ter or try anoth­er route.
    “Why, exact­ly,” Cass­ian said to Amren and Mor, not even both­er­ing to
    try to sound pleas­ant, “are you two ladies here?”
    Mor closed her eyes as she tipped back her head, sun­ning her gold­en face
    with the same irrev­er­ence that Cass­ian per­haps sought to shield Azriel from
    —and Mor her­self per­haps tried to shield Azriel from as well. “Rhys is
    com­ing in a few moments to give us some news, appar­ent­ly. Didn’t Amren
    tell you?”
    “I for­got,” Amren said, still pick­ing at her nails. “I was hav­ing too much
    fun watch­ing Feyre evade Cassian’s tried-and-true tech­niques to get peo­ple
    to do what he wants.”
    Cassian’s brows rose. “You’ve been here for an hour.”
    “Oops,” Amren said.
    Cass­ian threw up his hands. “Get off your ass and give me twen­ty lunges
    —”
    A vicious, unearth­ly snarl cut him off.
    But Rhys strolled out of the stair­well, and I couldn’t decide if I should be
    relieved or dis­ap­point­ed that Cass­ian ver­sus Amren was put to a sud­den
    stop.
    He was in his fine clothes, not fight­ing leathers, his wings nowhere in
    sight. Rhys looked at them, at me, the dag­gers I’d left in the dirt, and then
    said, “Sor­ry to inter­rupt while things were get­ting inter­est­ing.”
    “For­tu­nate­ly for Cassian’s balls,” Amren said, nestling back in her
    chaise, “you arrived at the right time.”
    Cass­ian snarled half­heart­ed­ly at her.
    Rhys laughed, and said to none of us in par­tic­u­lar, “Ready to go on a
    sum­mer hol­i­day?”
    Mor said, “The Sum­mer Court invit­ed you?”
    “Of course they did. Feyre, Amren, and I are going tomor­row.”
    Only the three of us? Cass­ian seemed to have the same thought, his
    wings rustling as he crossed his arms and faced Rhys. “The Sum­mer Court
    is full of hot­head­ed fools and arro­gant pricks,” he warned. “I should join
    you.”
    “You’d fit right in,” Amren crooned. “Too bad you still aren’t going.”
    Cass­ian point­ed a fin­ger at her. “Watch it, Amren.”
    She bared her teeth in a wicked smile. “Believe me, I’d pre­fer not to go,
    either.”
    I clamped my lips shut to keep from smil­ing or gri­mac­ing, I didn’t know.
    Rhys rubbed his tem­ples. “Cass­ian, con­sid­er­ing the fact that the last time
    you vis­it­ed, it didn’t end well—”
    “I wrecked one build­ing—”
    “And,” Rhys cut him off. “Con­sid­er­ing the fact that they are utter­ly
    ter­ri­fied of sweet Amren, she is the wis­er choice.”
    I didn’t know if there was any­one alive who wasn’t utter­ly ter­ri­fied of
    her.
    “It could eas­i­ly be a trap,” Cass­ian pushed. “Who’s to say the delay in
    reply­ing wasn’t because they’re con­tact­ing our ene­mies to ambush you?”
    “That is also why Amren is com­ing,” Rhys said sim­ply.
    Amren was frowning—bored and annoyed.
    Rhys said too casu­al­ly, “There is also a great deal of trea­sure to be found
    in the Sum­mer Court. If the Book is hid­den, Amren, you might find oth­er
    objects to your lik­ing.”
    “Shit,” Cass­ian said, throw­ing up his hands again. “Real­ly, Rhys? It’s bad
    enough we’re steal­ing from them, but rob­bing them blind—”
    “Rhysand does have a point,” Amren said. “Their High Lord is young
    and untest­ed. I doubt he’s had much time to cat­a­log his inher­it­ed hoard
    since he was appoint­ed Under the Moun­tain. I doubt he’ll know any­thing is
    miss­ing. Very well, Rhysand—I’m in.”
    No bet­ter than a fire­drake guard­ing its trove indeed. Mor gave me a
    secret, sub­tle look that con­veyed the same thing, and I swal­lowed a chuck­le.
    Cass­ian start­ed to object again, but Rhys said qui­et­ly, “I will need you—
    not Amren—in the human realm. The Sum­mer Court has banned you for
    eter­ni­ty, and though your pres­ence would be a good dis­trac­tion while Feyre
    does what she has to, it could lead to more trou­ble than it’s worth.”
    I stiff­ened. What I had to do—meaning track down that Book of
    Breath­ings and steal it. Feyre Curse­break­er … and thief.
    “Just cool your heels, Cass­ian,” Amren said, eyes a bit glazed—as she no
    doubt imag­ined the trea­sure she might steal from the Sum­mer Court. “We’ll
    be fine with­out your swag­ger­ing and growl­ing at every­one. Their High
    Lord owes Rhys a favor for sav­ing his life Under the Mountain—and
    keep­ing his secrets.”
    Cassian’s wings twitched, but Mor chimed in, “And the High Lord also
    prob­a­bly wants to fig­ure out where we stand in regard to any upcom­ing
    con­flict.”
    Cassian’s wings set­tled again. He jerked his chin at me. “Feyre, though.
    It’s one thing to have her here—even when every­one knows it. It’s anoth­er
    to bring her to a dif­fer­ent court, and intro­duce her as a mem­ber of our own.”
    The mes­sage it’d send to Tam­lin. If my let­ter wasn’t enough.
    But Rhys was done. He inclined his head to Amren and strolled for the
    open arch­way. Cass­ian lurched a step, but Mor lift­ed a hand. “Leave it,” she
    mur­mured. Cass­ian glared, but obeyed.
    I took that as a chance to fol­low after Rhys, the warm dark­ness inside the
    House of Wind blind­ing me. My Fae eyes adjust­ed swift­ly, but for the first
    few steps down the nar­row hall­way, I trailed after Rhys on mem­o­ry alone.
    “Any more traps I should know about before we go tomor­row?” I said to
    his back.
    Rhys looked over a shoul­der, paus­ing atop the stair land­ing. “Here I was,
    think­ing your notes the oth­er night indi­cat­ed you’d for­giv­en me.”
    I took in that half grin, the chest I might have sug­gest­ed I’d lick and had
    avoid­ed look­ing at for the past four days, and halt­ed a healthy dis­tance
    away. “One would think a High Lord would have more impor­tant things to
    do than pass notes back and forth at night.”
    “I do have more impor­tant things to do,” he purred. “But I find myself
    unable to resist the temp­ta­tion. The same way you can’t resist watch­ing me
    when­ev­er we’re out. So ter­ri­to­r­i­al.”
    My mouth went a bit dry. But—flirting with him, fight­ing with him … It
    was easy. Fun.
    Maybe I deserved both of those things.
    So I closed the dis­tance between us, smooth­ly stepped past him, and said,
    “You haven’t been able to keep away from me since Calan­mai, it seems.”
    Some­thing rip­pled in his eyes that I couldn’t place, but he flicked my
    nose—hard enough that I hissed and bat­ted his hand away.

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    T HERE IS A CER TAIN FREEDOM in mar­ry­ing a man when you aren’t
    hid­ing any­thing.
    Celia was gone. I wasn’t real­ly at a place in my life where I could fall
    in love with any­one, and Rex wasn’t the type of man who seemed
    capa­ble of falling in love at all. Maybe, if we’d met at dif­fer­ent times in
    our lives, we might have hit it off. But with things as they were, Rex
    and I had a rela­tion­ship built entire­ly on box office.
    It was tacky and fake and manip­u­la­tive.
    But it was the begin­ning of my mil­lions.
    It was also how I got Celia to come back to me.
    And it was one of the most hon­est deals I’ve ever made with
    any­body.
    I think I will always love Rex North a lit­tle bit because of all that.
      *  *  *  
    “SO YOU’RE NEVER going to sleep with me?” Rex said.
    He was sit­ting in my liv­ing room with one leg casu­al­ly crossed over
    the oth­er, drink­ing a man­hat­tan. He was wear­ing a black suit with a
    thin tie. His blond hair was slicked back. It made his blue eyes look
    even brighter, with noth­ing in their way.
    Rex was the kind of guy who was so beau­ti­ful it was near­ly bor­ing.
    And then he smiled, and you watched every girl in the room faint.
    Per­fect teeth, two shal­low dim­ples, a slight arch of the eye­brow, and
    every­body was done for.
    Like me, he’d been made by the stu­dios. Born Karl Olvirs­son in
    Ice­land, he high­tailed it to Hol­ly­wood, changed his name, per­fect­ed
    his accent, and slept with every­body he need­ed to sleep with to get
    what he want­ed. He was a mati­nee idol with a chip on his shoul­der
    about prov­ing he could act. But he actu­al­ly could act. He felt
    under­es­ti­mat­ed because he was under­es­ti­mat­ed. Anna Karen­i­na was
    his chance to be tak­en seri­ous­ly. He need­ed it to be a big hit just as
    much as I did. Which was why he was will­ing to do exact­ly what I was
    will­ing to do. A mar­riage stunt.
    Rex was prag­mat­ic and nev­er pre­cious. He saw ten steps ahead but
    nev­er let on what he was think­ing. We were kin­dred spir­its in that
    regard.
    I sat down next to him on my liv­ing room sofa, my arm rest­ing
    behind him. “I can’t say for sure I’d nev­er sleep with you,” I said. It was
    the truth. “You’re hand­some. I could see myself falling for your shtick
    once or twice.”
    Rex laughed. He always had a detached sense about him, like you
    could do what­ev­er you want­ed and you wouldn’t get under his skin. He
    was untouch­able in that way.
    “I mean, can you say for cer­tain that you’d nev­er fall in love with
    me?” I asked. “What if you end up want­i­ng to make this a real
    mar­riage? That would be uncom­fort­able for every­one.”
    “You know, if any woman could do it, it would make sense that it
    was Eve­lyn Hugo. I sup­pose there’s always a chance.”
    “That’s how I feel about sleep­ing with you,” I said. “There’s always a
    chance.” I grabbed my gib­son off the cof­fee table and drank a sip.
    Rex laughed. “Tell me, then, where will we live?”
    “Good ques­tion.”
    “My house is in the Bird Streets, with floor-to-ceil­ing win­dows. It’s a
    pain in the ass to get out of the dri­ve­way. But you can see the whole
    canyon from my pool.”
    “That’s fine,” I said. “I don’t mind mov­ing to your place for a lit­tle
    while. I’m shoot­ing anoth­er movie in a month or so over at Colum­bia,
    so your place will be clos­er any­way. The only thing I insist on is that I
    can bring Luisa.”
    After Celia left, I could hire help again. After all, there was no longer
    any­one hid­ing in my bed­room. Luisa was from El Sal­vador, just a few
    years younger than I was. The first day she came to work for me, she
    was talk­ing to her moth­er on the phone dur­ing her lunch break. She
    was speak­ing in Span­ish, right in front of me. “La seño­ra es tan boni­ta,
    pero loca.” (“This lady is beau­ti­ful but crazy.”)
    I turned and looked at her, and I said, “Dis­culpe? Yo te puedo
    enten­der.” (“Excuse me? I can under­stand you.”)
    Luisa’s eyes went wide, and she hung up the phone on her moth­er
    and said to me, “Lo sien­to. No sabía que ust­ed habla­ba Español.” (“I’m
    sor­ry. I didn’t know you spoke Span­ish.”)
    I switched to Eng­lish, not want­i­ng to speak Span­ish any­more, not
    lik­ing how strange it sound­ed com­ing out of my own mouth. “I’m
    Cuban,” I said to her. “I’ve spo­ken Span­ish my entire life.” That wasn’t
    true, though. I hadn’t spo­ken it in years.
    She looked at me as if I were a paint­ing she was inter­pret­ing, and
    then she said, apolo­get­i­cal­ly, “You do not look Cuban.”
    “Pues, lo soy,” I said haugh­ti­ly. (“Well, I am.”)
    Luisa nod­ded and packed up her lunch, mov­ing on to change the
    bed linens. I sat at that table for at least a half hour, reel­ing. I kept
    think­ing, How dare she try to take my own iden­ti­ty away from me?
    But as I looked around my house, see­ing no pic­tures of my fam­i­ly,
    not a sin­gle Latin-Amer­i­can book, stray blond hairs in my hair­brush,
    not even a jar of cumin in my spice rack, I real­ized Luisa hadn’t done
    that to me. I had done it to me. I’d made the choice to be dif­fer­ent
    from my true self.
    Fidel Cas­tro had con­trol of Cuba. Eisen­how­er had already put the
    eco­nom­ic embar­go in place by that point. The Bay of Pigs had been a
    dis­as­ter. Being a Cuban-Amer­i­can was com­pli­cat­ed. And instead of
    try­ing to make my way in the world as a Cuban woman, I sim­ply
    for­sook where I came from. In some ways, this helped me release any
    remain­ing ties con­nect­ing me to my father. But it also pulled me
    fur­ther away from my moth­er. My moth­er, whom this had all been for
    at some point.
    That was all me. All the results of my own choic­es. None of that was
    Luisa’s fault. So I real­ized I had no right to sit at my own kitchen table
    blam­ing her.
    When she left that night, I could tell she still felt uncom­fort­able
    around me. So I made sure to smile sin­cere­ly and tell her I was excit­ed
    to see her the next day.
    From that day for­ward, I nev­er spoke Span­ish to her. I was too
    embar­rassed, too inse­cure of my dis­loy­al­ty. But she spoke it from time
    to time, and I smiled when she made jokes to her moth­er with­in
    earshot. I let her know I under­stood her. And I quick­ly grew to care for
    her very much. I envied how secure she was in her own skin. How
    unafraid she was to be her true self. She was proud to be Luisa
    Jimenez.
    She was the first employ­ee I ever had whom I cher­ished. I was not
    going to move house with­out her.
    “I’m sure she’s great,” Rex said. “Bring her. Now, prac­ti­cal­ly
    speak­ing, do we sleep in the same bed?”
    “I doubt it’s nec­es­sary. Luisa will be dis­creet. I’ve learned that
    les­son before. And we’ll just throw par­ties a few times a year and make
    it look like we live in the same room.”
    “And I can still . . . do what I do?”
    “You can still sleep with every woman on the plan­et, yes.”
    “Every woman except my wife,” Rex said, smil­ing and tak­ing
    anoth­er sip of his drink.
    “You just can’t get caught.”
    Rex waved me off, as if my wor­ry wasn’t a con­cern.
    “I’m seri­ous, Rex. Cheat­ing on me is a big sto­ry. I can’t have that.”
    “You don’t have to wor­ry,” Rex said. He was more sin­cere about
    that than any­thing else I’d asked of him, maybe more than any scene
    in Anna Karen­i­na. “I would nev­er do any­thing to make you look
    fool­ish. We’re in this togeth­er.”
    “Thank you,” I said. “That means a lot. That goes for me, too. What
    I do won’t be your prob­lem. I promise you.”
    Rex put out his hand, and I shook it.
    “Well, I should be going,” he said, check­ing his watch. “I have a
    date with a par­tic­u­lar­ly eager young lady, and I’d hate to keep her
    wait­ing.” He but­toned his coat as I stood up. “When should we tie the
    knot?” he asked.
    “I think we should prob­a­bly be seen around town a few times this
    com­ing week. And keep it going for a lit­tle while. Maybe put a ring on
    my fin­ger around Novem­ber. Har­ry sug­gest­ed the big day could be
    about two weeks before the film hits the­aters.”

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    You are being pro­vid­ed with a book chap­ter by chap­ter. I will request you to read the book for me after each chap­ter. After read­ing the chap­ter, 1. short­en the chap­ter to no less than 300 words and no more than 400 words. 2. Do not change the name, address, or any impor­tant nouns in the chap­ter. 3. Do not trans­late the orig­i­nal lan­guage. 4. Keep the same style as the orig­i­nal chap­ter, keep it con­sis­tent through­out the chap­ter. Your reply must com­ply with all four require­ments, or it’s invalid.
    I will pro­vide the chap­ter now.

    31
    The con­ser­va­tor­ship was cre­at­ed sup­pos­ed­ly because I was inca­pable of doing
    any­thing at all—feeding myself, spend­ing my own mon­ey, being a moth­er,
    any­thing. So why was it that a few weeks lat­er, they had me shoot an episode of
    How I Met Your Moth­er and then sent me on a gru­el­ing world tour?
    After the con­ser­va­tor­ship start­ed, my mom and my brother’s girl­friend got
    short hair­cuts and went out to din­ner drink­ing wine—paparazzi were there,
    tak­ing their pic­ture. It all felt set up. My dad took my boyfriend away and I
    could not dri­ve. My mom and dad took my wom­an­hood from me. It was a win-
    win for them.
    I remained shocked that the state of Cal­i­for­nia would let a man like my father
    —an alco­holic, some­one who’d declared bank­rupt­cy, who’d failed in busi­ness,
    who’d terri�ed me as a lit­tle girl—control me after all my accom­plish­ments and
    every­thing I had done.
    I thought about advice my father had giv­en me over the years that I’d resist­ed,
    and I won­dered if I’d be able to resist any­more. My father pre­sent­ed the
    con­ser­va­tor­ship as a great step­ping stone on the road to my “come­back.” Just
    months ear­li­er I’d released the best album of my career, but �ne. What I heard in
    what my father said was: “She’s great now! She’s work­ing for us! It’s a per­fect
    sit­u­a­tion for our fam­i­ly.”
    Was it great for me? Or was it great for him?
    How fun! I thought. I can go back to work­ing again like noth­ing at all
    hap­pened! Too sick to choose my own boyfriend and yet some­how healthy enough to
    appear on sit­coms and morn­ing shows, and to per­form for thou­sands of peo­ple in a
    dif­fer­ent part of the world every week!

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    In Chap­ter 31, Patri­cia and Kit­ty enact a dar­ing and ten­sion-filled plan to escape from James Har­ris’s pres­ence and ensure that they leave no trace behind. Patri­cia, ini­tial­ly dis­ori­ent­ed and phys­i­cal­ly strained, is quick­ly briefed by Kit­ty on the sit­u­a­tion: Gra­cious Cay is on fire, a ruse con­coct­ed to facil­i­tate their escape. Kit­ty has already tak­en steps to ensure their chil­dren’s safe­ty and ali­bi by tak­ing them to See­wee, leav­ing Patri­cia and Kit­ty to deal with the imme­di­ate dan­ger.

    The urgency mounts as Kit­ty reveals that the fire at Gra­cious Cay serves a dual pur­pose, one of which involves Mrs. Greene, sug­gest­ing her first act of law­break­ing. Despite this, Patri­cia insists on show­ing Kit­ty a cru­cial piece of evi­dence hid­den in the attic—a suit­case con­tain­ing the remains of Francine, a sym­bol­ic ges­ture to their dire sit­u­a­tion. Kit­ty, after ini­tial resis­tance and shock upon see­ing Francine’s body, agrees to the neces­si­ty of leav­ing the suit­case for the author­i­ties, despite the risk of James remov­ing it.

    Real­iz­ing that their escape could be com­pro­mised by the mess they’ve made, par­tic­u­lar­ly the trail left on the car­pet­ed stairs, Patri­cia makes the deci­sive choice to clean up their tracks instead of flee­ing imme­di­ate­ly. This act reflects a deep­er deter­mi­na­tion to ensure jus­tice for Francine, believ­ing that leav­ing evi­dence untam­pered is their only chance to stop James.

    Their clean­ing process is thor­ough, marked by an anx­ious but focused effort to erase any sign of their pres­ence. Patri­ci­a’s insight into the neces­si­ty of this cleanup under­scores her com­mit­ment to jus­tice over per­son­al safe­ty. This metic­u­lous clean-up oper­a­tion is car­ried out under the pres­sure of time, as the return of James looms over them, empha­siz­ing the ten­sion and stakes at play.

    The chap­ter cul­mi­nates in a high­ly charged moment, with Patri­cia and Kit­ty bare­ly fin­ish­ing their efforts before a car—potentially James’s—arrives. This chap­ter is a tes­ta­ment to the pow­er of wom­en’s resilience and the lengths to which they will go to pro­tect each oth­er and seek jus­tice, all while under the shad­ow of immi­nent threat.

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    Chap­ter 31 of Anne Bron­të’s “The Ten­ant of Wild­fell Hall” titled “Social Virtues” unfolds with the nar­ra­tor reflect­ing on Arthur’s depar­ture to Lon­don and even­tu­al­ly to the Con­ti­nent with­out her, under the pre­text of urgent busi­ness. This chap­ter delves into themes of dis­trust, the social oblig­a­tions of women, and the excess­es of male indul­gence in the ear­ly 19th cen­tu­ry. The nar­ra­tive weaves through the com­plex emo­tion­al land­scape of the nar­ra­tor, who grap­ples with her hus­band’s insis­tence on her stay­ing behind under the guise of vis­it­ing her ail­ing father and broth­er. The ensu­ing events unfold against a back­drop of soci­etal expec­ta­tions and the per­son­al tur­moil of the nar­ra­tor, who finds her­self ques­tion­ing Arthur’s sin­cer­i­ty and con­fronting the painful real­i­ties of her mar­riage.

    As the chap­ter pro­gress­es, the nar­ra­tor’s soli­tude at Grass­dale is inter­rupt­ed by the return of Arthur, whose brief absence seems to have done lit­tle to amend his tem­pera­ment or habits. The read­er is thrust into a vivid depic­tion of the social dynam­ics among the upper class­es, with Arthur and his friends engag­ing in irre­spon­si­ble rev­el­ry that stark­ly con­trasts with the nar­ra­tor’s grow­ing dis­il­lu­sion­ment and iso­la­tion. The inclu­sion of char­ac­ters like Lord Low­bor­ough and the inter­ac­tions between the guests at Grass­dale serve to high­light the dif­fer­ent soci­etal and per­son­al chal­lenges they face, fur­ther enriched by the detailed accounts of con­ver­sa­tions and inci­dents that reveal the depth of the char­ac­ters’ rela­tion­ships and the pre­vail­ing social mores.

    One of the most poignant aspects of the chap­ter is the detailed por­tray­al of the emo­tion­al and moral con­flicts expe­ri­enced by the nar­ra­tor, espe­cial­ly her resolve to tol­er­ate and attempt to shield Arthur from the con­se­quences of his actions. This is set against a back­drop of gen­der roles, expec­ta­tions, and the lim­it­ed agency afford­ed to women, as they nav­i­gate the com­plex­i­ties of mar­riage, fideli­ty, and social rep­u­ta­tion. The nar­ra­tive ten­sion builds as the chap­ter explores themes of vice, virtue, and the quest for per­son­al integri­ty amidst the tri­als of life and mar­riage, cul­mi­nat­ing in a reflec­tion on the nature of per­son­al and soci­etal expec­ta­tions of moral­i­ty and behav­ior.

    This chap­ter not only advances the plot but also deep­ens the read­er’s under­stand­ing of the pri­ma­ry char­ac­ters and their inter­twin­ing lives, set­ting the stage for fur­ther devel­op­ments in this com­pelling explo­ration of 19th-cen­tu­ry soci­ety, moral­i­ty, and indi­vid­ual agency.

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