You are being provided with a book chapter by chapter. I will request you to read the book for me after each chapter. After reading the chapter, 1. shorten the chapter to no less than 300 words and no more than 400 words. 2. Do not change the name, address, or any important nouns in the chapter. 3. Do not translate the original language. 4. Keep the same style as the original chapter, keep it consistent throughout the chapter. Your reply must comply with all four requirements, or it’s invalid.
I will provide the chapter now.
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Whirlwind.
It’s hard not to use that word to describe my relationship with Eddie, but every time it comes into
my head, I remember Bea, meeting Eddie on vacation.
She called it a whirlwind, too.
But maybe that’s just what being with Eddie is like. Maybe every woman who’s ever come into
his life gets swept up in the same way because once he’s decided he wants you, it’s the only way he
knows how to behave.
I give Eddie the second chance he wanted, but set it on my terms. No dates in Mountain Brook.
Neutral territory. He thinks it’s because I’m worried about the other people in Thornfield Estates
finding out. I don’t want them to know about us yet—and I don’t want to risk another fuckup like the
thing with Chris—but it’s not because I’m worried about my job. My dog-walking days are ticking
down so steadily I can practically hear the click.
No, I don’t want anyone to know yet because I like having this secret. The biggest piece of gossip
in the neighborhood, and it’s mine.
They’ll find out eventually, I know, but I’m determined that when they do, I’ll be so deeply
entrenched there won’t be shit they can do about it.
So as February slides into March, March into April, we go to fancy restaurants with menus I can
barely read. We walk through parks, our shoulders and hips touching. We go to movies, and sit in the
back, like teenagers. His hand is always on me, resting against my palm, tracing the line of my
collarbone, a warm weight on my lower back so that I can feel his touch even when we’re apart.
That’s the strangest part to me, really. Not the dates, not the idea that someone like Eddie
Rochester might want to spend time with me. It’s how much I want him, too.
I’m not used to that.
Wanting things? Sure. That’s been a constant in my life, my eyes catching the sparkle of something
expensive on a wrist, around a neck; pictures of dream houses taped to my bedroom wall instead of
whatever prepubescent boy girls my age were supposed to be interested in.
But I’ve been dodging men’s hands since I was twelve, so wishing a man would touch me is a
novel experience.
I think I like it.
The first time he kissed me, it was beside his car outside a restaurant. His mouth tasted like the
red wine we’d shared, and his hands holding my face hadn’t made me feel trapped, but … safe. And
beautiful.
I’d liked the clear disappointment in his eyes when I pulled back. Because, of course, I pulled
back. Timing is everything here, and I’m not about to fuck up something this big by being an easy
conquest for him.
So, any intimacy is limited to kisses for now and the occasional heated touches, his palms sliding
over my upper arms, my thighs, my fingers resting on the hard muscles of his stomach but not going
lower.
He hasn’t had to wait for anything in a long time, I think, so he can damn well wait for me.
But it isn’t just the kissing, the desire I feel for him that has my head spinning. It’s how much he
notices things. Notices me.
On our third date—sandwiches at a place in Vestavia—I pick a bottle of cream soda from the
cooler, and before I can stop myself, I’m telling him the story of a foster dad I had early on, when I
was ten. He was obsessed with cream soda, bought giant cases of it from Costco, but never let me or
the other kid in the house at that time, Jason, touch any of it—which, of course, meant that cream soda
was all I ever wanted to drink.
It surprised me, how easily the story poured out. It hadn’t been that exact story, of course. I’d left
out the foster care part, just saying “my dad,” but it was the most truthful I’d been about my past with
anyone in years.
And Eddie hadn’t pried or looked at me with pity. He’d just squeezed my hand, and when I went
to his house the next day, the fridge was stocked with the dark glass bottles.
Not the cheap shit Mr. Leonard bought, but the good stuff they only sell in fancy delis and high-end
grocery stores.
I’ve gone so long trying not to be seen that there’s something intoxicating about letting him really
see me.
John knows something is going on, his beady eyes are even more suspicious than usual as they
follow me around the apartment, but even that doesn’t bother me now. I like keeping this secret from
him, too, the smug smile I wear, the different hours I’m keeping.
But all of that—kissing Eddie, fucking with John—is nothing compared to how I feel now,
crouched in front of Bear’s crate as I put him back after his walk, listening to Mrs. Reed on her cell
phone.
“Eddie is dating someone.”
I allow myself a small smile. I’d been waiting for this, but it’s even more satisfying than I’d
imagined, the thrill rushing through me similar to how I feel when I swipe a ring or put a watch in my
pocket.
Actually, it might even be better.
“I know!” I hear Mrs. Reed exclaim from behind me. There’s a pause, and I wonder who’s on the
other end of the phone. Emily, maybe? They go back and forth between friends and enemies, but this
week, they’re on the friends’ side of things. All it will take is one snide comment about someone’s
yoga pants being too tight, or a passive-aggressive dig at the lack of kids, and then they’ll be feuding
again—but for now, they’re besties.
And talking about me.
Except they don’t know that it’s me, and that’s the fun part, the part I’ve been waiting weeks for
now.
I smile as I turn back to Mrs. Reed, handing over Bear’s leash.
She takes it, then says, “Girl, let me call you back,” into the phone. Definitely Emily, then. They
do that “girl” thing with each other constantly when they’re friends again.
Putting her phone back on the counter, she grins at me. “Jane,” she practically purrs, and I know
what’s coming. She’s done this before about Tripp Ingraham, squeezing me for any stray info, anything
I’ve picked up from being around him. It kills me that she thinks she’s subtle when she does it.
So when she asks, “Have you noticed anyone new around the Rochester house?” I give her the
same bland smile as always and shrug.
“I don’t think so.”
It’s a stupid answer, and I take pleasure in the way Mrs. Reed blinks at me, unsure what to do
with it, before moving past her with a wave of my fingers. “See you next week!” I call cheerfully.
There are Chanel sunglasses on a table by the door, plus a neatly folded stack of cash, but I don’t
even look at them.
Instead, the second I’m on the sidewalk, I pull out my phone to text Eddie.
If Eddie was surprised that I actually initiated a date—and that I suggested we “eat at home”—he
didn’t show it. He had texted me back within minutes, and when I’d shown up at his house at seven
that evening, he already had dinner on.
I didn’t ask if he’d actually cooked it himself or if he’d picked up something from the little
gourmet shop in the village that did that kind of thing, whole rows of half-assed fancy food you could
throw in the oven or in some gorgeous copper pot and pass off as your own.
It didn’t matter.
What mattered is that he could’ve just ordered takeout, but instead, he’d put some effort into the
night, effort that told me I was right to take the next step.
I wait until after dinner, until we’re back in the living room. He’s lit a few candles, lamps spilling
warm pools of golden light on the hardwood, and he pours me a glass of wine before getting a
whiskey for himself. I can taste it on his lips, smoky and expensive, when he kisses me.
I think of that first day we were in here, drinking coffee, dancing around each other. These new
versions of us—dressed nicer (I’m wearing my least faded skinny black jeans and an imitation silk
H&M top I found at Goodwill), alcohol instead of coffee, the dancing very different—seem layered
over that earlier Jane and Eddie.
Jane and Eddie. I like how it sounds, and I’m going to be Jane forever now, I decide. This is
where all the running, all the lying, was leading. It was all worth it because now I’m here with this
beautiful man in this beautiful house.
Just one last thing to do.
Turning away from him, I twist the wineglass in my hands. I can’t see out the giant glass doors,
only my own reflection, and Eddie’s, as he leans against the marble-topped island separating the
living room from the kitchen.
“This has been the loveliest night,” I say, making sure to put the right note of wistfulness in my
voice. “I’m really going to miss this place.”
It’s not hard to sound sad as I say it—even the idea of leaving makes my chest tighten. It’s another
strange feeling, another one I’m not used to. Wanting to stay somewhere. Is it just because I’m tired of
running, or is it something else? Why here? Why now?
I don’t know, but I know that this place, this house, this neighborhood, feels safe to me in a way
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