You are being provided with a book chapter by chapter. I will request you to read the book for me after each chapter. After reading the chapter, 1. shorten the chapter to no less than 300 words and no more than 400 words. 2. Do not change the name, address, or any important nouns in the chapter. 3. Do not translate the original language. 4. Keep the same style as the original chapter, keep it consistent throughout the chapter. Your reply must comply with all four requirements, or it’s invalid.
I will provide the chapter now.
CHAPTER 25
“So what did he say?” Carter asked.
He stopped slapping undershirts and dress socks into his suitcase
on the end of their bed.
“Major said Blue has Saturday school for the next two months,”
Patricia said. “And he has to do twelve hours of volunteering at an
animal shelter before the end of the year.”
“That’s almost an hour a week between now and then,” Carter said.
“On top of Saturday school. Who’s going to take him to all that?”
His suitcase slipped off the end of the bed and clattered to the
floor. Cursing, Carter started to bend down, but Patricia got there
first, squatting awkwardly, knees popping. He was always frantic
before he left on one of his trips, and she needed him calm if he was
going to help with Blue. She picked up the suitcase and put it back on
the bed.
“Slick and I are going to carpool the boys,” Patricia said, refolding
his spilled undershirts.
Carter shook his head.
“I don’t want Blue around that Paley boy,” he said. “To be honest, I
don’t want you around Slick. She’s a loudmouth.”
“That’s just not practical,” Patricia said. “Neither of us has time to
drive them back and forth separately every Saturday.”
“You’re both housewives,” he said. “What else do you do all day?”
She felt her veins tighten, but didn’t say anything. She could find
the time if it was that important to him. She felt her veins relax.
What bothered her more were his comments about Slick.
She pressed the last refolded undershirt on top of the pile in
Carter’s suitcase.
“We need to talk to Blue,” she said.
Carter let out a soul-deep sigh.
“Let’s get this over with,” he said.
She knocked on Blue’s door. Carter stood behind her. No answer.
Patricia whisked her knuckles against it again, listening for any
sound that could be a “yeah” or an “uh-huh” or even the rare “what?”
and then Carter reached past her and rapped on the door sharply,
twisting the handle, pushing it open while still knocking.
“Blue?” he said, stepping past Patricia. “Your mother and I need to
talk to you.”
Blue jerked his head up from his desk like he’d been caught in the
middle of something. When he’d gone to camp last summer they’d
gotten him a blond wood Scandinavian bedroom unit that wrapped
around the walls, with cabinets built into the window seat, a desk
built into the bookshelves, and a bed built in beside the desk. Blue
had decorated it with horror movie ads cut out from the newspaper:
Make Them Die Slowly, I Eat Your Skin, I Drink Your Blood. The
ceiling fan made the ads pulse and flutter like pinned butterflies.
Books lay in piles on the floor, most of them about Nazis, but also
something called The Anarchist’s Cookbook on top of one stack, and
her copy of The Stranger Beside Me, which she’d been looking for.
On his bed lay a library copy of Nazi Human Experiments and
Their Outcomes and on the window seat were the mutilated remains
of his Star Wars action figures. She remembered buying those for
him years ago and their adventures through the house and in the car
had played in the background of her life for years. Now, he’d taken
his Boy Scout knife and whittled their faces into pink, multifaceted
lumps. He’d melted their hands with the hot glue gun. He’d scorched
their bodies with matches.
And it was her fault. He’d found her convulsing on the kitchen
floor. He’d dialed 911. He’d live with that memory for the rest of his
life. She told herself he was too old for action figures anyway. This
was just how teenage boys played.
“What do you want?” Blue asked, and his voice honked a little at
the end.
Patricia realized his voice was changing, and her heart gave a small
pinch.
“Well,” Carter said, looking around for a place to sit. He hadn’t
been in Blue’s room recently enough to know that was impossible.
He perched on the edge of the bed. “Can you tell me what happened
at school today?”
Blue huffed, throwing himself backward in his desk chair.
“God,” he said. “It wasn’t a big deal.”
“Blue,” Patricia said. “That is not true. You abused an animal.”
“Let him speak for himself,” Carter said.
“Oh, my God,” Blue said, rolling his eyes. “Is that what you’re
going to say? I’m an animal abuser. Lock me up! Look out, Ragtag.”
This last was directed at the dog, who was sleeping on a pile of
magazines beneath his bed.
“Let’s all calm down,” Carter said. “Blue, what do you think
happened?”
“It was just a dumb joke,” Blue said. “Tiger took some spray paint
and said it would be funny to put it on Rufus and then he wouldn’t
stop.”
“That is not what you told us in Major’s office,” Patricia said.
“Patty,” Carter warned, not taking his eyes off Blue.
She realized that she was pushing and stopped, hoping it wasn’t
too late. She had pushed before and it wound up with Blue having a
meltdown on a flight to Philadelphia, with Korey throwing the dish
rack and breaking a whole set of plates, with Carter massaging the
bridge of his nose, with her taking those pills. She pushed and things
always got worse. But it was already too late.
“Why are you always taking everyone’s side except mine?” Blue
said, throwing himself forward in his chair.
“Everyone needs to calm down—” Carter began.
“Rufus is a dog,” Blue said. “People die every day. People abort
little babies. Six million people died in the Holocaust. No one cares.
It’s just a dumb dog. They’ll wash it off.”
“Everyone needs to take a breath,” Carter said, palms out in the
calming gesture to Blue. “Next week you and I are going to sit down
and I’m going to give you a test called a Conners Scale. It’s just to
determine if paying attention is harder for you than it is for other
people.”
“So what?” Blue asked.
“If it is,” Carter explained, “then we give you something called
Ritalin. I’m sure a lot of your friends take it. It doesn’t change
anything about you, it’s just like eyeglasses for your brain.”
“I don’t want eyeglasses for my brain!” Blue screamed. “I’m not
taking a test!”
Ragtag lifted his head. Patricia wanted to stop this. Carter hadn’t
talked about this with her before. This was the kind of decision they
needed to make together.
“That’s why you’re the child and I’m the adult,” Carter said. “I
know what you need better than you do.”
“No, you don’t!” Blue screamed again.
“I think we should all take a few minutes,” Carter said. “We can
talk again after supper.”
He guided Patricia out of the room by one elbow. She looked back
at Blue, hunched over his desk, shoulders shaking, and she wanted to
go to him so badly she felt it in her blood, but Carter steered her into
the hall and closed the door behind them.
“He’s never—” Carter began.
“Why’s he screaming?” Korey asked, practically leaping out at
them from her bedroom door. “What’d he do?”
“This has nothing to do with you,” Carter said.
“I just thought you’d want the opinion of someone who actually
sees him sometimes,” Korey said.
“When we want your opinion we’ll ask for it,” Carter said.
“Fine!” Korey snapped, slamming her bedroom door. It smacked
sharply into its frame. From behind it came a muffled, “Whatever.”
Korey had been so easy for so many years, going to step aerobics
after school, staying out on Wednesday nights to watch Beverly Hills,
90210 with the same group of girls from her soccer team, going to
Princeton soccer camp in the summer. But this fall she’d started
spending more and more time in her room with the door closed.
She’d stopped going out and seeing her friends. Her moods ranged
from virtually comatose to explosive rage, and Patricia didn’t know
what set her off.
Carter told her he saw it all the time in his practice: it was her
junior year, the SATs were coming, she had to apply for colleges,
Patricia shouldn’t worry, Patricia didn’t understand, Patricia should
read some articles about college stress he’d give her if she felt
concerned.
Behind Korey’s door, the music got louder.
“I need to finish cleaning the kitchen,” Patricia said.
“I’m not going to take the blame for the way he’s acting,” Carter
said, following Patricia down the stairs. “He has zero self-control.
You’re supposed to be teaching him how to handle his emotions.”
He followed Patricia into the den. Her hands ached to hold a
vacuum cleaner, to have its roar blot out everyone’s voices, to make it
all go away. She didn’t want to think about Blue acting out because
she knew it was her fault. His behavior had changed from the minute
he found her on the kitchen floor. Carter followed her into the
kitchen. She could hear Korey’s music coming through the ceiling, all
muffled harmonicas and guitars.
“He’s never acted like this before,” Carter said.
“Maybe you’re just not around him enough,” Patricia said.
“If you knew things were this bad, why didn’t you say something
before?” he asked.
Patricia didn’t have an answer. She stood in the middle of the
kitchen and looked around. She’d been measuring it for the remodel
when school called for her to come see Major about Blue and Tiger
spray-painting that dog, and there was so much in the cabinets they
needed to throw out: the row of cookbooks she never used, the ice
cream maker still in its box. The air popper they couldn’t find the
plug for. She undid the rubber bands on the dog food cabinet handles
and looked inside. There was a shoebox of gas station road maps in
one corner. Did they really need all these?
“You can’t go around with your head in the sand, Patty,” Carter
said.
She’d have to go through the junk drawer. She pulled it open.
What were all these bits and pieces for? She wanted to dump them
all in the trash, but what if one of them was an important part of
something expensive?
“Are you even listening to me?” Carter asked. “What are you
doing?”
“I’m cleaning out the kitchen cabinets,” Patricia said.
“This is not the time,” Carter said. “We need to figure out what’s
going on with our son.”
“I’m leaving,” Blue said.
They turned. Blue stood in the doorway to the den with his
backpack on. It wasn’t his school backpack but the other one with the
broken strap that he kept in his closet.
“It’s after dark,” Carter said. “You’re not going anywhere.”
“How’re you going to stop me?” Blue asked.
“We’re having supper in an hour,” Patricia said.
“I can handle this, Patty,” Carter said. “Blue, go upstairs until your
mother calls you for supper.”
“Are you going to padlock my bedroom door?” Blue asked.
“Because if not, I’m leaving. I don’t want to be in this house anymore.
You just want to give me a bunch of pills and make me a zombie.”
Carter sighed and stepped forward to better explain things. “No
one’s making you a zombie,” he said. “We’re—”
“You can’t stop me from doing anything,” Blue snarled.
“If you step out that door I’ll call the police and report you as a
runaway,” Carter said. “They’ll bring you home in handcuffs and
you’ll have a criminal record. Is that what you want?”
Blue glowered at them.
“You suck!” Blue screamed, and stormed out of the den.
They heard him run up the stairs and slam his bedroom door.
Korey turned her music up louder.
“I did not realize things had gotten this bad,” Carter said. “I’m
going to change my flight and come back a day early. Obviously, this
has to be dealt with.”
He continued talking as Patricia began organizing the old
cookbooks. He was explaining the Ritalin options to her—time
release, dosages, coatings—when Blue came back into the den
holding his hands behind his back.
“If I leave the house you’re calling the police?” he asked.
“I don’t want to do that, Blue,” Carter said. “But you’ll be leaving
me with no choice.”
“Good luck calling the police without any phone cords,” Blue said.
He pulled his hands out and for a moment Patricia thought he held
spaghetti noodles, and then she realized he was holding the cords to
their telephones. Before the sight had fully registered, he ran out of
the den and she and Carter trotted after him, getting to the front hall
just as the door slammed. By the time they were on the porch, Blue
had vanished into the twilight murk.
“I’ll get the flashlight,” Patricia said, turning to go back inside.
“No,” Carter said. “He’ll come home the minute he’s cold and
hungry.”
“What if he gets to Coleman Boulevard and someone offers him a
ride?” Patricia asked.
“Patty,” Carter said. “I admire your imagination, but that’s not
going to happen. Blue is going to wander around the Old Village and
sneak back home in an hour. He didn’t even take a jacket.”
“But—” she began.
“I do this for a living, remember?” he said. “I’m going to run to
Kmart and pick up some new phone cords. He’ll be back before I
am.”
—
He wasn’t. After supper, Patricia kept clearing out the kitchen
cabinets, watching the numbers on the microwave clock crawl from
6:45, to 7:30, to a minute after eight.
“Carter,” she said. “I really think we need to do something.”
“Discipline takes discipline,” he said.
She pulled the garbage cans around to the front porch and
dropped the air popper and the old ice cream maker into them, and
unhooked everything from the saltwater fish tank and put it in the
laundry room sink to dry. Finally, the microwave clock read 10:00.
I won’t say anything until 10:15, Patricia promised herself,
stuffing old cookbooks into plastic Harris Teeter bags.
“Carter,” she said, at 10:11. “I’m going to get in the car and drive
around.”
He sighed, and put down the paper.
“Patty—” he began, and the phone rang.
Carter got there before Patricia.
“Yes?” he said, and she saw his shoulders relax. “Thank God. Of
course…uh-huh, uh-huh…if you don’t mind…of course…”
He showed no sign of hanging up, or even telling her what was
happening, so Patricia ran to the living room and picked up the
extension.
“Korey, get off the phone,” Carter said.
“It’s me,” Patricia said. “Hello?”
“Hello, Patricia,” a smooth, low voice said.
“James,” she said.
“I don’t want you to worry,” James Harris told them. “Blue’s with
me. He came by a couple of hours ago and we’ve been talking. I told
him he could chill here but he had to tell his mom and dad where he
was. I know you guys must be tearing your hair out.”
“That’s…very kind of you,” Patricia said. “I’ll be right there.”
“I’m not sure that’s a good idea,” James Harris said. “I don’t want
to meddle in your home life, but he’s asked to spend the night. I have
a guest bedroom.”
James Harris and Carter had drinks at the back bar of the Yacht
Club once a week. They went dove hunting with Horse. They’d taken
Blue and Korey night shrimping at Seewee Farms. He’d even had
supper with them five or six times when Carter was out of town, and
every time she saw him, Patricia didn’t think about what she’d seen.
She made herself remote, and cool, but pleasant. The children
adored him, and he had given Blue a computer game called
Command something for Christmas, and Carter talked to him about
his career, and he had opinions about music that Korey actually
tolerated, so Patricia tried. But she still didn’t want Blue in James
Harris’s house alone overnight.
“We don’t want to impose,” Patricia said, her voice high and hard
in her chest.
“Maybe it’s for the best,” Carter said. “We could use the time to let
the air clear.”
“It’s no worry,” James Harris said. “I’m happy to have the
company. Hold on a minute.”
There was a pause, a thump in her ear, and then Patricia heard her
son breathing.
“Blue?” she asked. “Are you all right?”
“Mom,” Blue said. She heard him swallow hard. “I’m sorry.”
Tears spiked Patricia’s eyes. She wanted him in her arms. Now.
“We’re just glad you’re okay,” she said.
“I’m sorry I yelled at you and I’m sorry for what I did to Rufus,”
Blue said, swallowing, breathing hard. “And, Dad, if you want me to
take the test, James says I should.”
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