Mother Night
Chapter 8_Auf Wiedersehen …
by testsuphomeAdminIn the chapter titled “AUF WIEDERSEHEN …,” the narrator reflects on their past actions during World War II, confessing to committing high treason and crimes against humanity. Despite these serious allegations, they managed to escape consequences by being an American agent throughout the war, unwittingly carrying coded messages out of Germany through their radio broadcasts. This coded communication was constructed through subtle cues like mannerisms, pauses, and emphasis, orchestrated by unseen handlers. The narrator’s lack of knowledge about the actual content of these transmissions suggests a role limited to providing affirmations or denials at key moments.
The narrator describes how this covert identity granted them a protective cover, leading to a lack of accountability for their actions. Freed due to technicalities surrounding their citizenship, they vanished from view, adopting a new life in New York City under an assumed name. Living in a rundown attic with a view of a hidden park, the narrator found relative anonymity. The rarity of their name in publications—mostly among listings of war criminals—reflects both the fear and intrigue surrounding their past.
Interaction with a local Jewish doctor, Abraham Epstein, and his mother brings an unsettling confrontation with the past. While the doctor seems eager to ignore historical horrors, his mother links their family’s suffering to the narrative of war, pointing out the infamous nature of the narrator’s name. The conversation touches on painful memories associated with Auschwitz, stirring disquiet.
The chapter closes with an awkward yet poignant exchange as the narrator engages in a short conversation about language with the doctor’s mother, who inquires if they speak German. Their exchange of “Auf wiedersehen” transitions the mood, at once a farewell and an echo of a history that haunts both the speaker and listeners. This critical moment underscores themes of memory, identity, and the enduring shadows of war, cementing the narrator’s complex relationship with their past and present.
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