434 Results in the "Biography & Memoir" category


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      Chapter 41

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      by testsuphomeAdmin Chapter 41 brought a mix of strength and uncertainty. I had grown stronger over time, especially after connecting with women in AA who taught me a lot about navigating life with courage and honesty. I was feeling more empowered, though the nagging suspicion that my father might be plotting something lingered in the back of my mind. Despite this, I focused on staying positive and building on the inspiration I had gained. My birthday was a bright spot, with Hesam taking me to a special place, and I had…
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      Chapter 40

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      by testsuphomeAdmin Chapter 40 captures the dramatic and chaotic atmosphere of the 2018 event that was meant to showcase my return to Vegas. As the crowd gathered outside the new Park MGM hotel in Las Vegas, the energy was electric. Superfans dressed in matching outfits waved flags with the letter "B," showing their unwavering support for me. Dancers on stage wore T-shirts emblazoned with my name, and announcers livestreamed the event, getting their followers hyped up. The night was filled with flashing laser lights, booming…
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      by testsuphomeAdmin Chapter 4 explores the life and work of Virginia Randolph, an influential educator in 1890s Virginia. Standing at the back of a church, Virginia focused intently on the preacher's impassioned speech, calling for the improvement of African American education. Surrounded by parents eager to sign a petition for change, Virginia felt torn between her role as a teacher and her advocacy for better education. Her life was often seen as a balancing act, where she was viewed with suspicion by her peers yet…
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      Chapter 4: SNCC

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      by testsuphomeAdmin Chapter 4: SNCC delves into the formation and early activities of the Student Nonviolent Coordinating Committee (SNCC), focusing on the pivotal role the organization played during the civil rights movement, especially in Nashville. The chapter begins by highlighting the success of the Nashville sit-ins, which were instrumental in the desegregation of local businesses. These protests not only advanced the cause of civil rights but also forged deeper connections among the activists, including John Lewis and…
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      Chapter 4

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      by testsuphomeAdmin Chapter 4 delves deeply into the complex and painful realities of growing up with a father whose life was continually marred by alcoholism and financial instability. The narrator recalls vivid memories of their father’s erratic behavior, particularly during car rides, when he would mutter incoherently, leaving the family in a state of uncertainty and fear. These moments were more than just the effects of alcohol—they were indicative of a deeper internal struggle within the father, a man trapped in the…
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      Chapter 39

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      by testsuphomeAdmin Chapter 39 reflects a time when life felt controlled, but I still tried to hold on to some semblance of my old self. Before the conservatorship, I was spontaneous and free-spirited. My friend Cade would suggest a road trip, and I’d be packed and ready before he even finished telling me the destination. I had confidence in my choices, whether it was adjusting the sound at my shows or expressing frustration when things went wrong. I didn’t hold back—everyone knew how I felt, and I embraced that…
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      Chapter 38

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      by testsuphomeAdmin Chapter 38 marks a pivotal moment in my journey toward reclaiming my strength and sense of self. During my third year in Vegas, I felt a resurgence of something I hadn’t experienced in a long time—true strength. It was a sense of power that came from within, a recognition that I could no longer endure the constraints of the conservatorship. For so long, my parents had convinced me I was the problem, the “crazy” one, and that narrative worked in their favor. This constant undermining of my sense of…
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      Chapter 37

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      by testsuphomeAdmin Chapter 37 marks a shift in my journey as a performer, where I began to grapple with the restrictions placed on me and the way I expressed myself on stage. For so long, I had been told that my hair, my movement, and my performance were key to my appeal. The energy of a performance was supposed to be reflected in how I moved, how I danced, and how freely I let my hair fly. But during my Las Vegas residency, I found myself wearing tight wigs, dancing in a way that kept my hair still, and doing everything I…
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      Chapter 36

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      by testsuphomeAdmin Chapter 36 reflects a period of growth and reflection as I navigated the complexity of my career, personal life, and the ongoing control of the conservatorship. One of the things that gave me solace during my time in Vegas was teaching dance to children. Once a month, I would teach a group of forty kids, and in LA, I would teach every couple of months. The simplicity and joy of being around kids who were full of energy and had no judgment was healing. Their pure energy and eagerness to learn felt like a…
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      Chapter 35

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      by testsuphomeAdmin Chapter 35 captures a period in my life where the control of the conservatorship suffocated me, but I still tried to hold on to small moments of personal freedom. Living in Las Vegas and performing regularly was a bittersweet experience. Initially, I loved the dry heat of the city and the feeling of being part of the excitement and luck that Vegas represents. But that joy began to fade, as the reality of being controlled by my family and the conservatorship set in. The beginning of my residency in 2013 had…
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