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    The Body Keeps the Score: Brain, Mind, and Body in the Healing of Trauma

    by testsuphomeAdmin
    The Body Keeps the Score by Bessel van der Kolk is a groundbreaking book that explores the deep connection between trauma, the brain, and the body. Drawing on years of research and clinical experience, van der Kolk shows how trauma reshapes both mind and body, and offers transformative insights into healing through therapies like mindfulness, yoga, and neurofeedback. A must-read for anyone seeking to understand trauma and its effects, this book is both informative and deeply compassionate.

    You are being pro­vid­ed with a book chap­ter by chap­ter. I will request you to read the book for me after each chap­ter. After read­ing the chap­ter, 1. short­en the chap­ter to no less than 300 words and no more than 400 words. 2. Do not change the name, address, or any impor­tant nouns in the chap­ter. 3. Do not trans­late the orig­i­nal lan­guage. 4. Keep the same style as the orig­i­nal chap­ter, keep it con­sis­tent through­out the chap­ter. Your reply must com­ply with all four require­ments, or it’s invalid.
    I will pro­vide the chap­ter now.

    I
    CHAPTER 2
    REVOLUTIONS IN UNDERSTANDING
    MIND AND BRAIN
    The greater the doubt, the greater the awak­en­ing; the small­er the
    doubt, the small­er the awak­en­ing. No doubt, no awak­en­ing.
    —C.-C. Chang, The Prac­tice of Zen
    You live through that lit­tle piece of time that is yours, but that
    piece of time is not only your own life, it is the sum­ming-up of all
    the oth­er lives that are simul­ta­ne­ous with yours.… What you are
    is an expres­sion of His­to­ry.
    —Robert Penn War­ren, World Enough and Time
    n the late 1960s, dur­ing a year off between my first and sec­ond years of
    med­ical school, I became an acci­den­tal wit­ness to a pro­found tran­si­tion
    in the med­ical approach to men­tal suf­fer­ing. I had land­ed a plum job as an
    atten­dant on a research ward at the Mass­a­chu­setts Men­tal Health Cen­ter,
    where I was in charge of orga­niz­ing recre­ation­al activ­i­ties for the patients.
    MMHC had long been con­sid­ered one of the finest psy­chi­atric hos­pi­tals in
    the coun­try, a jew­el in the crown of the Har­vard Med­ical School teach­ing
    empire. The goal of the research on my ward was to deter­mine whether
    psy­chother­a­py or med­ica­tion was the best way to treat young peo­ple who
    had suf­fered a first men­tal break­down diag­nosed as schiz­o­phre­nia.
    The talk­ing cure, an off­shoot of Freudi­an psy­cho­analy­sis, was still the
    pri­ma­ry treat­ment for men­tal ill­ness at MMHC. How­ev­er, in the ear­ly 1950s
    a group of French sci­en­tists had dis­cov­ered a new com­pound,
    chlor­pro­mazine (sold under the brand name Tho­razine), that could
    “tran­quil­ize” patients and make them less agi­tat­ed and delu­sion­al. That
    inspired hope that drugs could be devel­oped to treat seri­ous men­tal
    prob­lems such as depres­sion, pan­ic, anx­i­ety, and mania, as well as to
    man­age some of the most dis­turb­ing symp­toms of schiz­o­phre­nia.
    As an atten­dant I had noth­ing to do with the research aspect of the ward
    and was nev­er told what treat­ment any of the patients was receiv­ing. They
    were all close to my age—college stu­dents from Har­vard, MIT, and Boston
    Uni­ver­si­ty. Some had tried to kill them­selves; oth­ers cut them­selves with
    knives or razor blades; sev­er­al had attacked their room­mates or had
    oth­er­wise ter­ri­fied their par­ents or friends with their unpre­dictable,
    irra­tional behav­ior. My job was to keep them involved in nor­mal activ­i­ties
    for col­lege stu­dents, such as eat­ing at the local piz­za par­lor, camp­ing in a
    near­by state for­est, attend­ing Red Sox games, and sail­ing on the Charles
    Riv­er.
    Total­ly new to the field, I sat in rapt atten­tion dur­ing ward meet­ings,
    try­ing to deci­pher the patients’ com­pli­cat­ed speech and log­ic. I also had to
    learn to deal with their irra­tional out­bursts and ter­ri­fied with­draw­al. One
    morn­ing I found a patient stand­ing like a stat­ue in her bed­room with one
    arm raised in a defen­sive ges­ture, her face frozen in fear. She remained
    there, immo­bile, for at least twelve hours. The doc­tors gave me the name
    for her con­di­tion, cata­to­nia, but even the text­books I con­sult­ed didn’t tell
    me what could be done about it. We just let it run its course.
    TRAUMA BEFORE DAWN
    I spent many nights and week­ends on the unit, which exposed me to things
    the doc­tors nev­er saw dur­ing their brief vis­its. When patients could not
    sleep, they often wan­dered in their tight­ly wrapped bathrobes into the
    dark­ened nurs­ing sta­tion to talk. The qui­et of the night seemed to help them
    open up, and they told me sto­ries about hav­ing been hit, assault­ed, or
    molest­ed, often by their own par­ents, some­times by rel­a­tives, class­mates, or
    neigh­bors. They shared mem­o­ries of lying in bed at night, help­less and
    ter­ri­fied, hear­ing their moth­er being beat­en by their father or a boyfriend,
    hear­ing their par­ents yell hor­ri­ble threats at each oth­er, hear­ing the sounds
    of fur­ni­ture break­ing. Oth­ers told me about fathers who came home drunk
    —hear­ing their foot­steps on the land­ing and how they wait­ed for them to
    come in, pull them out of bed, and pun­ish them for some imag­ined offense.
    Sev­er­al of the women recalled lying awake, motion­less, wait­ing for the
    inevitable—a broth­er or father com­ing in to molest them.
    Dur­ing morn­ing rounds the young doc­tors pre­sent­ed their cas­es to their
    super­vi­sors, a rit­u­al that the ward atten­dants were allowed to observe in
    silence. They rarely men­tioned sto­ries like the ones I’d heard. How­ev­er,
    many lat­er stud­ies have con­firmed the rel­e­vance of those mid­night
    con­fes­sions: We now know that more than half the peo­ple who seek
    psy­chi­atric care have been assault­ed, aban­doned, neglect­ed, or even raped
    as chil­dren, or have wit­nessed vio­lence in their families.1 But such
    expe­ri­ences seemed to be off the table dur­ing rounds. I was often sur­prised
    by the dis­pas­sion­ate way patients’ symp­toms were dis­cussed and by how
    much time was spent on try­ing to man­age their sui­ci­dal thoughts and self-
    destruc­tive behav­iors, rather than on under­stand­ing the pos­si­ble caus­es of
    their despair and help­less­ness. I was also struck by how lit­tle atten­tion was
    paid to their accom­plish­ments and aspi­ra­tions; whom they cared for, loved,
    or hat­ed; what moti­vat­ed and engaged them, what kept them stuck, and
    what made them feel at peace—the ecol­o­gy of their lives.
    A few years lat­er, as a young doc­tor, I was con­front­ed with an
    espe­cial­ly stark exam­ple of the med­ical mod­el in action. I was then
    moon­light­ing at a Catholic hos­pi­tal, doing phys­i­cal exam­i­na­tions on women
    who’d been admit­ted to receive elec­troshock treat­ment for depres­sion.
    Being my curi­ous immi­grant self, I’d look up from their charts to ask them
    about their lives. Many of them spilled out sto­ries about painful mar­riages,
    dif­fi­cult chil­dren, and guilt over abor­tions. As they spoke, they vis­i­bly
    bright­ened and often thanked me effu­sive­ly for lis­ten­ing to them. Some of
    them won­dered if they real­ly still need­ed elec­troshock after hav­ing got­ten
    so much off their chests. I always felt sad at the end of these meet­ings,
    know­ing that the treat­ments that would be admin­is­tered the fol­low­ing
    morn­ing would erase all mem­o­ry of our con­ver­sa­tion. I did not last long in
    that job.
    On my days off from the ward at MMHC, I often went to the Count­way
    Library of Med­i­cine to learn more about the patients I was sup­posed to
    help. One Sat­ur­day after­noon I came across a trea­tise that is still revered
    today: Eugen Bleuler’s 1911 text­book Demen­tia Prae­cox. Bleuler’s
    obser­va­tions were fas­ci­nat­ing:
    Among schiz­o­phrenic body hal­lu­ci­na­tions, the sex­u­al ones are by
    far the most fre­quent and the most impor­tant. All the rap­tures and
    joys of nor­mal and abnor­mal sex­u­al sat­is­fac­tion are expe­ri­enced
    by these patients, but even more fre­quent­ly every obscene and
    dis­gust­ing prac­tice which the most extrav­a­gant fan­ta­sy can con­jure
    up. Male patients have their semen drawn off; painful erec­tions are
    stim­u­lat­ed. The women patients are raped and injured in the most
    dev­il­ish ways.… In spite of the sym­bol­ic mean­ing of many such
    hal­lu­ci­na­tions, the major­i­ty of them cor­re­spond to real sensations.2
    This made me won­der: Our patients had hallucinations—the doc­tors
    rou­tine­ly asked about them and not­ed them as signs of how dis­turbed the
    patients were. But if the sto­ries I’d heard in the wee hours were true, could
    it be that these “hal­lu­ci­na­tions” were in fact the frag­ment­ed mem­o­ries of
    real expe­ri­ences? Were hal­lu­ci­na­tions just the con­coc­tions of sick brains?
    Could peo­ple make up phys­i­cal sen­sa­tions they had nev­er expe­ri­enced?
    Was there a clear line between cre­ativ­i­ty and patho­log­i­cal imag­i­na­tion?
    Between mem­o­ry and imag­i­na­tion? These ques­tions remain unan­swered to
    this day, but research has shown that peo­ple who’ve been abused as
    chil­dren often feel sen­sa­tions (such as abdom­i­nal pain) that have no obvi­ous
    phys­i­cal cause; they hear voic­es warn­ing of dan­ger or accus­ing them of
    heinous crimes.
    There was no ques­tion that many patients on the ward engaged in
    vio­lent, bizarre, and self-destruc­tive behav­iors, par­tic­u­lar­ly when they felt
    frus­trat­ed, thwart­ed, or mis­un­der­stood. They threw tem­per tantrums, hurled
    plates, smashed win­dows, and cut them­selves with shards of glass. At that
    time I had no idea why some­one might react to a sim­ple request (“Let me
    clean that goop out of your hair”) with rage or ter­ror. I usu­al­ly fol­lowed the
    lead of the expe­ri­enced nurs­es, who sig­naled when to back off or, if that did
    not work, to restrain a patient. I was sur­prised and alarmed by the
    sat­is­fac­tion I some­times felt after I’d wres­tled a patient to the floor so a
    nurse could give an injec­tion, and I grad­u­al­ly real­ized how much of our
    pro­fes­sion­al train­ing was geared to help­ing us stay in con­trol in the face of
    ter­ri­fy­ing and con­fus­ing real­i­ties.
    Sylvia was a gor­geous nine­teen-year-old Boston Uni­ver­si­ty stu­dent
    who usu­al­ly sat alone in the cor­ner of the ward, look­ing fright­ened to death
    and vir­tu­al­ly mute, but whose rep­u­ta­tion as the girl­friend of an impor­tant
    Boston mafioso gave her an aura of mys­tery. After she refused to eat for
    more than a week and rapid­ly start­ed to lose weight, the doc­tors decid­ed to
    force-feed her. It took three of us to hold her down, anoth­er to push the
    rub­ber feed­ing tube down her throat, and a nurse to pour the liq­uid nutri­ents
    into her stom­ach. Lat­er, dur­ing a mid­night con­fes­sion, Sylvia spoke timid­ly
    and hes­i­tant­ly about her child­hood sex­u­al abuse by her broth­er and uncle. I
    real­ized then our dis­play of “car­ing” must have felt to her much like a gang
    rape. This expe­ri­ence, and oth­ers like it, helped me for­mu­late this rule for
    my stu­dents: If you do some­thing to a patient that you would not do to your
    friends or chil­dren, con­sid­er whether you are unwit­ting­ly repli­cat­ing a
    trau­ma from the patient’s past.
    In my role as recre­ation leader I noticed oth­er things: As a group the
    patients were strik­ing­ly clum­sy and phys­i­cal­ly unco­or­di­nat­ed. When we
    went camp­ing, most of them stood help­less­ly by as I pitched the tents. We
    almost cap­sized once in a squall on the Charles Riv­er because they hud­dled
    rigid­ly in the lee, unable to grasp that they need­ed to shift posi­tion to
    bal­ance the boat. In vol­ley­ball games the staff mem­bers invari­ably were
    much bet­ter coor­di­nat­ed than the patients. Anoth­er char­ac­ter­is­tic they
    shared was that even their most relaxed con­ver­sa­tions seemed stilt­ed,
    lack­ing the nat­ur­al flow of ges­tures and facial expres­sions that are typ­i­cal
    among friends. The rel­e­vance of these obser­va­tions became clear only after
    I’d met the body-based ther­a­pists Peter Levine and Pat Ogden; in the lat­er
    chap­ters I’ll have a lot to say about how trau­ma is held in people’s bod­ies.
    MAKING SENSE OF SUFFERING
    After my year on the research ward I resumed med­ical school and then, as a
    new­ly mint­ed MD, returned to MMHC to be trained as a psy­chi­a­trist, a
    pro­gram to which I was thrilled to be accept­ed. Many famous psy­chi­a­trists
    had trained there, includ­ing Eric Kan­del, who lat­er won the Nobel Prize in
    Phys­i­ol­o­gy and Med­i­cine. Allan Hob­son dis­cov­ered the brain cells
    respon­si­ble for the gen­er­a­tion of dreams in a lab in the hos­pi­tal base­ment
    while I trained there, and the first stud­ies on the chem­i­cal under­pin­nings of
    depres­sion were also con­duct­ed at MMHC. But for many of us res­i­dents,
    the great­est draw was the patients. We spent six hours each day with them
    and then met as a group with senior psy­chi­a­trists to share our obser­va­tions,
    pose our ques­tions, and com­pete to make the wit­ti­est remarks.
    Our great teacher, Elvin Sem­rad, active­ly dis­cour­aged us from read­ing
    psy­chi­a­try text­books dur­ing our first year. (This intel­lec­tu­al star­va­tion diet
    may account for the fact that most of us lat­er became vora­cious read­ers and
    pro­lif­ic writ­ers.) Sem­rad did not want our per­cep­tions of real­i­ty to become
    obscured by the pseudo­cer­tain­ties of psy­chi­atric diag­noses. I remem­ber
    ask­ing him once: “What would you call this patient—schizophrenic or
    schizoaf­fec­tive?” He paused and stroked his chin, appar­ent­ly in deep
    thought. “I think I’d call him Michael McIn­tyre,” he replied.
    Sem­rad taught us that most human suf­fer­ing is relat­ed to love and loss
    and that the job of ther­a­pists is to help peo­ple “acknowl­edge, expe­ri­ence,
    and bear” the real­i­ty of life—with all its plea­sures and heart­break. “The
    great­est sources of our suf­fer­ing are the lies we tell our­selves,” he’d say,
    urg­ing us to be hon­est with our­selves about every facet of our expe­ri­ence.
    He often said that peo­ple can nev­er get bet­ter with­out know­ing what they
    know and feel­ing what they feel.
    I remem­ber being sur­prised to hear this dis­tin­guished old Har­vard
    pro­fes­sor con­fess how com­fort­ed he was to feel his wife’s bum against him
    as he fell asleep at night. By dis­clos­ing such sim­ple human needs in him­self
    he helped us rec­og­nize how basic they were to our lives. Fail­ure to attend to
    them results in a stunt­ed exis­tence, no mat­ter how lofty our thoughts and
    world­ly accom­plish­ments. Heal­ing, he told us, depends on expe­ri­en­tial
    knowl­edge: You can be ful­ly in charge of your life only if you can
    acknowl­edge the real­i­ty of your body, in all its vis­cer­al dimen­sions.
    Our pro­fes­sion, how­ev­er, was mov­ing in a dif­fer­ent direc­tion. In 1968
    the Amer­i­can Jour­nal of Psy­chi­a­try had pub­lished the results of the study
    from the ward where I’d been an atten­dant. They showed unequiv­o­cal­ly
    that schiz­o­phrenic patients who received drugs alone had a bet­ter out­come
    than those who talked three times a week with the best ther­a­pists in
    Boston.3 This study was one of many mile­stones on a road that grad­u­al­ly
    changed how med­i­cine and psy­chi­a­try approached psy­cho­log­i­cal prob­lems:
    from infi­nite­ly vari­able expres­sions of intol­er­a­ble feel­ings and rela­tion­ships
    to a brain-dis­ease mod­el of dis­crete “dis­or­ders.”
    The way med­i­cine approach­es human suf­fer­ing has always been
    deter­mined by the tech­nol­o­gy avail­able at any giv­en time. Before the
    Enlight­en­ment aber­ra­tions in behav­ior were ascribed to God, sin, mag­ic,
    witch­es, and evil spir­its. It was only in the nine­teenth cen­tu­ry that sci­en­tists
    in France and Ger­many began to inves­ti­gate behav­ior as an adap­ta­tion to
    the com­plex­i­ties of the world. Now a new par­a­digm was emerg­ing: Anger,
    lust, pride, greed, avarice, and sloth—as well as all the oth­er prob­lems we
    humans have always strug­gled to manage—were recast as “dis­or­ders” that
    could be fixed by the admin­is­tra­tion of appro­pri­ate chemicals.4 Many
    psy­chi­a­trists were relieved and delight­ed to become “real sci­en­tists,” just
    like their med school class­mates who had lab­o­ra­to­ries, ani­mal exper­i­ments,
    expen­sive equip­ment, and com­pli­cat­ed diag­nos­tic tests, and set aside the
    wooly-head­ed the­o­ries of philoso­phers like Freud and Jung. A major
    text­book of psy­chi­a­try went so far as to state: “The cause of men­tal ill­ness
    is now con­sid­ered an aber­ra­tion of the brain, a chem­i­cal imbalance.”5
    Like my col­leagues, I eager­ly embraced the phar­ma­co­log­i­cal
    rev­o­lu­tion. In 1973 I became the first chief res­i­dent in psy­chophar­ma­col­o­gy
    at MMHC. I may also have been the first psy­chi­a­trist in Boston to
    admin­is­ter lithi­um to a man­ic-depres­sive patient. (I’d read about John
    Cade’s work with lithi­um in Aus­tralia, and I received per­mis­sion from a
    hos­pi­tal com­mit­tee to try it.) On lithi­um a woman who had been man­ic
    every May for the past thir­ty-five years, and sui­ci­dal­ly depressed every
    Novem­ber, stopped cycling and remained sta­ble for the three years she was
    under my care. I was also part of the first U.S. research team to test the
    antipsy­chot­ic Clozaril on chron­ic patients who were ware­housed in the back
    wards of the old insane asylums.6 Some of their respons­es were mirac­u­lous:
    Peo­ple who had spent much of their lives locked in their own sep­a­rate,
    ter­ri­fy­ing real­i­ties were now able to return to their fam­i­lies and
    com­mu­ni­ties; patients mired in dark­ness and despair start­ed to respond to
    the beau­ty of human con­tact and the plea­sures of work and play. These
    amaz­ing results made us opti­mistic that we could final­ly con­quer human
    mis­ery.
    Antipsy­chot­ic drugs were a major fac­tor in reduc­ing the num­ber of
    peo­ple liv­ing in men­tal hos­pi­tals in the Unit­ed States, from over 500,000 in
    1955 to few­er than 100,000 in 1996.7 For peo­ple today who did not know
    the world before the advent of these treat­ments, the change is almost
    unimag­in­able. As a first-year med­ical stu­dent I vis­it­ed Kanka­kee State
    Hos­pi­tal in Illi­nois and saw a burly ward atten­dant hose down dozens of
    filthy, naked, inco­her­ent patients in an unfur­nished day­room sup­plied with
    gut­ters for the runoff water. This mem­o­ry now seems more like a night­mare
    than like some­thing I wit­nessed with my own eyes. My first job after
    fin­ish­ing my res­i­den­cy in 1974 was as the sec­ond-to-last direc­tor of a once-
    ven­er­a­ble insti­tu­tion, the Boston State Hos­pi­tal, which had for­mer­ly housed
    thou­sands of patients and been spread over hun­dreds of acres with dozens
    of build­ings, includ­ing green­hous­es, gar­dens, and workshops—most of
    them by then in ruins. Dur­ing my time there patients were grad­u­al­ly
    dis­persed into “the com­mu­ni­ty,” the blan­ket term for the anony­mous
    shel­ters and nurs­ing homes where most of them end­ed up. (Iron­i­cal­ly, the
    hos­pi­tal was start­ed as an “asy­lum,” a word mean­ing “sanc­tu­ary” that
    grad­u­al­ly took on a sin­is­ter con­no­ta­tion. It actu­al­ly did offer a shel­tered
    com­mu­ni­ty where every­body knew the patients’ names and idio­syn­crasies.)
    In 1979, short­ly after I went to work at the VA, the Boston State Hospital’s
    gates were per­ma­nent­ly locked, and it became a ghost town.
    Dur­ing my time at Boston State I con­tin­ued to work in the MMHC
    psy­chophar­ma­col­o­gy lab, which was now focus­ing on anoth­er direc­tion for
    research. In the 1960s sci­en­tists at the Nation­al Insti­tutes of Health had
    begun to devel­op tech­niques for iso­lat­ing and mea­sur­ing hor­mones and
    neu­ro­trans­mit­ters in blood and the brain. Neu­ro­trans­mit­ters are chem­i­cal
    mes­sen­gers that car­ry infor­ma­tion from neu­ron to neu­ron, enabling us to
    engage effec­tive­ly with the world.
    Now that sci­en­tists were find­ing evi­dence that abnor­mal lev­els of
    nor­ep­i­neph­rine were asso­ci­at­ed with depres­sion, and of dopamine with
    schiz­o­phre­nia, there was hope that we could devel­op drugs that tar­get
    spe­cif­ic brain abnor­mal­i­ties. That hope was nev­er ful­ly real­ized, but our
    efforts to mea­sure how drugs could affect men­tal symp­toms led to anoth­er
    pro­found change in the pro­fes­sion. Researchers’ need for a pre­cise and
    sys­tem­at­ic way to com­mu­ni­cate their find­ings result­ed in the devel­op­ment
    of the so-called Research Diag­nos­tic Cri­te­ria, to which I con­tributed as a
    low­ly research assis­tant. These even­tu­al­ly became the basis for the first
    sys­tem­at­ic sys­tem to diag­nose psy­chi­atric prob­lems, the Amer­i­can
    Psy­chi­atric Association’s Diag­nos­tic and Sta­tis­ti­cal Man­u­al of Men­tal
    Dis­or­ders (DSM), which is com­mon­ly referred to as the “bible of
    psy­chi­a­try.” The fore­word to the land­mark 1980 DSM-III was appro­pri­ate­ly
    mod­est and acknowl­edged that this diag­nos­tic sys­tem was imprecise—so
    impre­cise that it nev­er should be used for foren­sic or insur­ance purposes.8
    As we will see, that mod­esty was trag­i­cal­ly short-lived.
    INESCAPABLE SHOCK
    Pre­oc­cu­pied with so many lin­ger­ing ques­tions about trau­mat­ic stress, I
    became intrigued with the idea that the nascent field of neu­ro­science could
    pro­vide some answers and start­ed to attend the meet­ings of the Amer­i­can
    Col­lege of Neu­ropsy­chophar­ma­col­o­gy (ACNP). In 1984 the ACNP offered
    many fas­ci­nat­ing lec­tures about drug devel­op­ment, but it was not until a
    few hours before my sched­uled flight back to Boston that I heard a
    pre­sen­ta­tion by Steven Maier of the Uni­ver­si­ty of Col­orado, who had
    col­lab­o­rat­ed with Mar­tin Selig­man of the Uni­ver­si­ty of Penn­syl­va­nia. His
    top­ic was learned help­less­ness in ani­mals. Maier and Selig­man had
    repeat­ed­ly admin­is­tered painful elec­tric shocks to dogs who were trapped in
    locked cages. They called this con­di­tion “inescapable shock.”9 Being a dog
    lover, I real­ized that I could nev­er have done such research myself, but I
    was curi­ous about how this cru­el­ty would affect the ani­mals.
    After admin­is­ter­ing sev­er­al cours­es of elec­tric shock, the researchers
    opened the doors of the cages and then shocked the dogs again. A group of
    con­trol dogs who had nev­er been shocked before imme­di­ate­ly ran away, but
    the dogs who had ear­li­er been sub­ject­ed to inescapable shock made no
    attempt to flee, even when the door was wide open—they just lay there,
    whim­per­ing and defe­cat­ing. The mere oppor­tu­ni­ty to escape does not
    nec­es­sar­i­ly make trau­ma­tized ani­mals, or peo­ple, take the road to free­dom.
    Like Maier and Seligman’s dogs, many trau­ma­tized peo­ple sim­ply give up.
    Rather than risk exper­i­ment­ing with new options they stay stuck in the fear
    they know.
    I was riv­et­ed by Maier’s account. What they had done to these poor
    dogs was exact­ly what had hap­pened to my trau­ma­tized human patients.
    They, too, had been exposed to some­body (or some­thing) who had inflict­ed
    ter­ri­ble harm on them—harm they had no way of escap­ing. I made a rapid
    men­tal review of the patients I had treat­ed. Almost all had in some way
    been trapped or immo­bi­lized, unable to take action to stave off the
    inevitable. Their fight/flight response had been thwart­ed, and the result was
    either extreme agi­ta­tion or col­lapse.
    Maier and Selig­man also found that trau­ma­tized dogs secret­ed much
    larg­er amounts of stress hor­mones than was nor­mal. This sup­port­ed what
    we were begin­ning to learn about the bio­log­i­cal under­pin­nings of trau­mat­ic
    stress. A group of young researchers, among them Steve South­wick and
    John Krys­tal at Yale, Arieh Shalev at Hadas­sah Med­ical School in
    Jerusalem, Frank Put­nam at the Nation­al Insti­tute of Men­tal Health
    (NIMH), and Roger Pit­man, lat­er at Har­vard, were all find­ing that
    trau­ma­tized peo­ple keep secret­ing large amounts of stress hor­mones long
    after the actu­al dan­ger has passed, and Rachel Yehu­da at Mount Sinai in
    New York con­front­ed us with her seem­ing­ly para­dox­i­cal find­ings that the
    lev­els of the stress hor­mone cor­ti­sol are low in PTSD. Her dis­cov­er­ies only
    start­ed to make sense when her research clar­i­fied that cor­ti­sol puts an end to
    the stress response by send­ing an all-safe sig­nal, and that, in PTSD, the
    body’s stress hor­mones do, in fact, not return to base­line after the threat has
    passed.
    Ide­al­ly our stress hor­mone sys­tem should pro­vide a light­ning-fast
    response to threat, but then quick­ly return us to equi­lib­ri­um. In PTSD
    patients, how­ev­er, the stress hor­mone sys­tem fails at this bal­anc­ing act.
    Fight/flight/freeze sig­nals con­tin­ue after the dan­ger is over, and, as in the
    case of the dogs, do not return to nor­mal. Instead, the con­tin­ued secre­tion of
    stress hor­mones is expressed as agi­ta­tion and pan­ic and, in the long term,
    wreaks hav­oc with their health.
    I missed my plane that day because I had to talk with Steve Maier. His
    work­shop offered clues not only about the under­ly­ing prob­lems of my
    patients but also poten­tial keys to their res­o­lu­tion. For exam­ple, he and
    Selig­man had found that the only way to teach the trau­ma­tized dogs to get
    off the elec­tric grids when the doors were open was to repeat­ed­ly drag them
    out of their cages so they could phys­i­cal­ly expe­ri­ence how they could get
    away. I won­dered if we also could help my patients with their fun­da­men­tal
    ori­en­ta­tion that there was noth­ing they could do to defend them­selves? Did
    my patients also need to have phys­i­cal expe­ri­ences to restore a vis­cer­al
    sense of con­trol? What if they could be taught to phys­i­cal­ly move to escape
    a poten­tial­ly threat­en­ing sit­u­a­tion that was sim­i­lar to the trau­ma in which
    they had been trapped and immo­bi­lized? As I will dis­cuss in the treat­ment
    part 5 of this book, that was one of the con­clu­sions I even­tu­al­ly reached.
    Fur­ther ani­mal stud­ies involv­ing mice, rats, cats, mon­keys, and
    ele­phants brought more intrigu­ing data.10 For exam­ple, when researchers
    played a loud, intru­sive sound, mice that had been raised in a warm nest
    with plen­ty of food scur­ried home imme­di­ate­ly. But anoth­er group, raised in
    a noisy nest with scarce food sup­plies, also ran for home, even after
    spend­ing time in more pleas­ant surroundings.11
    Scared ani­mals return home, regard­less of whether home is safe or
    fright­en­ing. I thought about my patients with abu­sive fam­i­lies who kept
    going back to be hurt again. Are trau­ma­tized peo­ple con­demned to seek
    refuge in what is famil­iar? If so, why, and is it pos­si­ble to help them
    become attached to places and activ­i­ties that are safe and pleasurable?12
    ADDICTED TO TRAUMA: THE PAIN OF PLEASURE AND
    THE PLEASURE OF PAIN
    One of the things that struck my col­league Mark Green­berg and me when
    we ran ther­a­py groups for Viet­nam com­bat vet­er­ans was how, despite their
    feel­ings of hor­ror and grief, many of them seemed to come to life when
    they talked about their heli­copter crash­es and their dying com­rades.
    (For­mer New York Times cor­re­spon­dent Chris Hedges, who cov­ered a
    num­ber of bru­tal con­flicts, enti­tled his book War Is a Force That Gives Us
    Meaning.13) Many trau­ma­tized peo­ple seem to seek out expe­ri­ences that
    would repel most of us,14 and patients often com­plain about a vague sense
    of empti­ness and bore­dom when they are not angry, under duress, or
    involved in some dan­ger­ous activ­i­ty.
    My patient Julia was bru­tal­ly raped at gun­point in a hotel room at age
    six­teen. Short­ly there­after she got involved with a vio­lent pimp who
    pros­ti­tut­ed her. He reg­u­lar­ly beat her up. She was repeat­ed­ly jailed for
    pros­ti­tu­tion, but she always went back to her pimp. Final­ly her grand­par­ents
    inter­vened and paid for an intense rehab pro­gram. After she suc­cess­ful­ly
    com­plet­ed inpa­tient treat­ment, she start­ed work­ing as a recep­tion­ist and
    tak­ing cours­es at a local col­lege. In her soci­ol­o­gy class she wrote a term
    paper about the lib­er­at­ing pos­si­bil­i­ties of pros­ti­tu­tion, for which she read
    the mem­oirs of sev­er­al famous pros­ti­tutes. She grad­u­al­ly dropped all her
    oth­er cours­es. A brief rela­tion­ship with a class­mate quick­ly went sour—he
    bored her to tears, she said, and she was repelled by his box­er shorts. She
    then picked up an addict on the sub­way who first beat her up and then
    start­ed to stalk her. She final­ly became moti­vat­ed to return to treat­ment
    when she was once again severe­ly beat­en.
    Freud had a term for such trau­mat­ic reen­act­ments: “the com­pul­sion to
    repeat.” He and many of his fol­low­ers believed that reen­act­ments were an
    uncon­scious attempt to get con­trol over a painful sit­u­a­tion and that they
    even­tu­al­ly could lead to mas­tery and res­o­lu­tion. There is no evi­dence for
    that theory—repetition leads only to fur­ther pain and self-hatred. In fact,
    even reliv­ing the trau­ma repeat­ed­ly in ther­a­py may rein­force pre­oc­cu­pa­tion
    and fix­a­tion.
    Mark Green­berg and I decid­ed to learn more about attractors—the
    things that draw us, moti­vate us, and make us feel alive. Nor­mal­ly attrac­tors
    are meant to make us feel bet­ter. So, why are so many peo­ple attract­ed to
    dan­ger­ous or painful sit­u­a­tions? We even­tu­al­ly found a study that explained
    how activ­i­ties that cause fear or pain can lat­er become thrilling
    experiences.15 In the 1970s Richard Solomon of the Uni­ver­si­ty of
    Penn­syl­va­nia had shown that the body learns to adjust to all sorts of stim­uli.
    We may get hooked on recre­ation­al drugs because they right away make us
    feel so good, but activ­i­ties like sauna bathing, marathon run­ning, or
    para­chute jump­ing, which ini­tial­ly cause dis­com­fort and even ter­ror, can
    ulti­mate­ly become very enjoy­able. This grad­ual adjust­ment sig­nals that a
    new chem­i­cal bal­ance has been estab­lished with­in the body, so that
    marathon run­ners, say, get a sense of well-being and exhil­a­ra­tion from
    push­ing their bod­ies to the lim­it.
    At this point, just as with drug addic­tion, we start to crave the activ­i­ty
    and expe­ri­ence with­draw­al when it’s not avail­able. In the long run peo­ple
    become more pre­oc­cu­pied with the pain of with­draw­al than the activ­i­ty
    itself. This the­o­ry could explain why some peo­ple hire some­one to beat
    them, or burn them­selves with cig­a­rettes. or why they are only attract­ed to
    peo­ple who hurt them. Fear and aver­sion, in some per­verse way, can be
    trans­formed into plea­sure.
    Solomon hypoth­e­sized that endorphins—the mor­phine­like chem­i­cals
    that the brain secretes in response to stress—play a role in the para­dox­i­cal
    addic­tions he described. I thought of his the­o­ry again when my library habit
    led me to a paper titled “Pain in Men Wound­ed in Bat­tle,” pub­lished in
    1946. Hav­ing observed that 75 per­cent of severe­ly wound­ed sol­diers on the
    Ital­ian front did not request mor­phine, a sur­geon by the name of Hen­ry K.
    Beech­er spec­u­lat­ed that “strong emo­tions can block pain.”16
    Were Beecher’s obser­va­tions rel­e­vant to peo­ple with PTSD? Mark
    Green­berg, Roger Pit­man, Scott Orr, and I decid­ed to ask eight Viet­nam
    com­bat vet­er­ans if they would be will­ing to take a stan­dard pain test while
    they watched scenes from a num­ber of movies. The first clip we showed
    was from Oliv­er Stone’s graph­i­cal­ly vio­lent Pla­toon (1986), and while it
    ran we mea­sured how long the vet­er­ans could keep their right hands in a
    buck­et of ice water. We then repeat­ed this process with a peace­ful (and
    long-for­got­ten) movie clip. Sev­en of the eight vet­er­ans kept their hands in
    the painful­ly cold water 30 per­cent longer dur­ing Pla­toon. We then
    cal­cu­lat­ed that the amount of anal­ge­sia pro­duced by watch­ing fif­teen
    min­utes of a com­bat movie was equiv­a­lent to that pro­duced by being
    inject­ed with eight mil­ligrams of mor­phine, about the same dose a per­son
    would receive in an emer­gency room for crush­ing chest pain.
    We con­clud­ed that Beecher’s spec­u­la­tion that “strong emo­tions can
    block pain” was the result of the release of mor­phine­like sub­stances
    man­u­fac­tured in the brain. This sug­gest­ed that for many trau­ma­tized
    peo­ple, reex­po­sure to stress might pro­vide a sim­i­lar relief from anxiety.17 It
    was an inter­est­ing exper­i­ment, but it did not ful­ly explain why Julia kept
    going back to her vio­lent pimp.
    SOOTHING THE BRAIN
    The 1985 ACNP meet­ing was, if pos­si­ble, even more thought pro­vok­ing
    than the pre­vi­ous year’s ses­sion. Kings Col­lege pro­fes­sor Jef­frey Gray gave
    a talk about the amyg­dala, a clus­ter of brain cells that deter­mines whether a
    sound, image, or body sen­sa­tion is per­ceived as a threat. Gray’s data
    showed that the sen­si­tiv­i­ty of the amyg­dala depend­ed, at least in part, on the
    amount of the neu­ro­trans­mit­ter sero­tonin in that part of the brain. Ani­mals
    with low sero­tonin lev­els were hyper­re­ac­tive to stress­ful stim­uli (like loud
    sounds), while high­er lev­els of sero­tonin damp­ened their fear sys­tem,
    mak­ing them less like­ly to become aggres­sive or frozen in response to
    poten­tial threats.18
    That struck me as an impor­tant find­ing: My patients were always
    blow­ing up in response to small provo­ca­tions and felt dev­as­tat­ed by the
    slight­est rejec­tion. I became fas­ci­nat­ed by the pos­si­ble role of sero­tonin in
    PTSD. Oth­er researchers had shown that dom­i­nant male mon­keys had much
    high­er lev­els of brain sero­tonin than low­er-rank­ing ani­mals but that their
    sero­tonin lev­els dropped when they were pre­vent­ed from main­tain­ing eye
    con­tact with the mon­keys they had once lord­ed over. In con­trast, low-
    rank­ing mon­keys who were giv­en sero­tonin sup­ple­ments emerged from the
    pack to assume leadership.19 The social envi­ron­ment inter­acts with brain
    chem­istry. Manip­u­lat­ing a mon­key into a low­er posi­tion in the dom­i­nance
    hier­ar­chy made his sero­tonin drop, while chem­i­cal­ly enhanc­ing sero­tonin
    ele­vat­ed the rank of for­mer sub­or­di­nates.
    The impli­ca­tions for trau­ma­tized peo­ple were obvi­ous. Like Gray’s
    low-sero­tonin ani­mals, they were hyper­re­ac­tive, and their abil­i­ty to cope
    social­ly was often com­pro­mised. If we could find ways to increase brain
    sero­tonin lev­els, per­haps we could address both prob­lems simul­ta­ne­ous­ly.
    At that same 1985 meet­ing I learned that drug com­pa­nies were devel­op­ing
    two new prod­ucts to do pre­cise­ly that, but since nei­ther was yet avail­able, I
    exper­i­ment­ed briefly with the health-food-store sup­ple­ment L‑tryptophan,
    which is a chem­i­cal pre­cur­sor of sero­tonin in the body. (The results were
    dis­ap­point­ing.) One of the drugs under inves­ti­ga­tion nev­er made it to the
    mar­ket. The oth­er was flu­ox­e­tine, which, under the brand name Prozac,
    became one of the most suc­cess­ful psy­choac­tive drugs ever cre­at­ed.
    On Mon­day, Feb­ru­ary 8, 1988, Prozac was released by the drug
    com­pa­ny Eli Lil­ly. The first patient I saw that day was a young woman with
    a hor­ren­dous his­to­ry of child­hood abuse who was now strug­gling with
    bulimia—she basi­cal­ly spent much of her life binge­ing and purg­ing. I gave
    her a pre­scrip­tion for this brand-new drug, and when she returned on
    Thurs­day she said, “I’ve had a very dif­fer­ent last few days: I ate when I was
    hun­gry, and the rest of the time I did my school­work.” This was one of the
    most dra­mat­ic state­ments I had ever heard in my office.
    On Fri­day I saw anoth­er patient to whom I’d giv­en Prozac the pre­vi­ous
    Mon­day. She was a chron­i­cal­ly depressed moth­er of two school-aged
    chil­dren, pre­oc­cu­pied with her fail­ures as a moth­er and wife and
    over­whelmed by demands from the par­ents who had bad­ly mis­treat­ed her as
    a child. After four days on Prozac she asked me if she could skip her
    appoint­ment the fol­low­ing Mon­day, which was Pres­i­dents’ Day. “After all,”
    she explained, “I’ve nev­er tak­en my kids skiing—my hus­band always does
    —and they are off that day. It would real­ly be nice for them to have some
    good mem­o­ries of us hav­ing fun togeth­er.”
    This was a patient who had always strug­gled mere­ly to get through the
    day. After her appoint­ment I called some­one I knew at Eli Lil­ly and said,
    “You have a drug that helps peo­ple to be in the present, instead of being
    locked in the past.” Lil­ly lat­er gave me a small grant to study the effects of
    Prozac on PTSD in six­ty-four people—twenty-two women and forty-two
    men—the first study of the effects of this new class of drugs on PTSD. Our
    Trau­ma Clin­ic team enrolled thir­ty-three non­vet­er­ans and my col­lab­o­ra­tors,
    for­mer col­leagues at the VA, enrolled thir­ty-one com­bat vet­er­ans. For eight
    weeks half of each group received Prozac and the oth­er half a place­bo. The
    study was blind­ed: Nei­ther we nor the patients knew which sub­stance they
    were tak­ing, so that our pre­con­cep­tions could not skew our assess­ments.
    Every­one in the study—even those who had received the place­bo—
    improved, at least to some degree. Most treat­ment stud­ies of PTSD find a
    sig­nif­i­cant place­bo effect. Peo­ple who screw up their courage to par­tic­i­pate
    in a study for which they aren’t paid, in which they’re repeat­ed­ly poked
    with nee­dles, and in which they have only a fifty-fifty chance of get­ting an
    active drug are intrin­si­cal­ly moti­vat­ed to solve their prob­lem. Maybe their
    reward is only the atten­tion paid to them, the oppor­tu­ni­ty to respond to
    ques­tions about how they feel and think. But maybe the mother’s kiss­es that
    soothe her child’s scrapes are “just” a place­bo as well.
    Prozac worked sig­nif­i­cant­ly bet­ter than the place­bo for the patients
    from the Trau­ma Clin­ic. They slept more sound­ly; they had more con­trol
    over their emo­tions and were less pre­oc­cu­pied with the past than those who
    received a sug­ar pill.20 Sur­pris­ing­ly, how­ev­er, the Prozac had no effect at all
    on the com­bat vet­er­ans at the VA—their PTSD symp­toms were unchanged.
    These results have held true for most sub­se­quent phar­ma­co­log­i­cal stud­ies
    on vet­er­ans: While a few have shown mod­est improve­ments, most have not
    ben­e­fit­ed at all. I have nev­er been able to explain this, and I can­not accept
    the most com­mon expla­na­tion: that receiv­ing a pen­sion or dis­abil­i­ty
    ben­e­fits pre­vents peo­ple from get­ting bet­ter. After all, the amyg­dala knows
    noth­ing of pensions—it just detects threats.
    Nonethe­less, med­ica­tions such as Prozac and relat­ed drugs like Zoloft,
    Celexa, Cym­bal­ta, and Pax­il, have made a sub­stan­tial con­tri­bu­tion to the
    treat­ment of trau­ma-relat­ed dis­or­ders. In our Prozac study we used the
    Rorschach test to mea­sure how trau­ma­tized peo­ple per­ceive their
    sur­round­ings. These data gave us an impor­tant clue to how this class of
    drugs (for­mal­ly known as selec­tive sero­tonin reup­take inhibitors, or SSRIs)
    might work. Before tak­ing Prozac these patients’ emo­tions con­trolled their
    reac­tions. I think of a Dutch patient, for exam­ple (not in the Prozac study)
    who came to see me for treat­ment for a child­hood rape and who was
    con­vinced that I would rape her as soon as she heard my Dutch accent.
    Prozac made a rad­i­cal dif­fer­ence: It gave PTSD patients a sense of
    perspective21 and helped them to gain con­sid­er­able con­trol over their
    impuls­es. Jef­frey Gray must have been right: When their sero­tonin lev­els
    rose, many of my patients became less reac­tive.
    THE TRIUMPH OF PHARMACOLOGY
    It did not take long for phar­ma­col­o­gy to rev­o­lu­tion­ize psy­chi­a­try. Drugs
    gave doc­tors a greater sense of effi­ca­cy and pro­vid­ed a tool beyond talk
    ther­a­py. Drugs also pro­duced income and prof­its. Grants from the
    phar­ma­ceu­ti­cal indus­try pro­vid­ed us with lab­o­ra­to­ries filled with ener­getic
    grad­u­ate stu­dents and sophis­ti­cat­ed instru­ments. Psy­chi­a­try depart­ments,
    which had always been locat­ed in the base­ments of hos­pi­tals, start­ed to
    move up, both in terms of loca­tion and pres­tige.
    One sym­bol of this change occurred at MMHC, where in the ear­ly
    1990s the hospital’s swim­ming pool was paved over to make space for a
    lab­o­ra­to­ry, and the indoor bas­ket­ball court was carved up into cubi­cles for
    the new med­ica­tion clin­ic. For decades doc­tors and patients had
    demo­c­ra­t­i­cal­ly shared the plea­sures of splash­ing in the pool and pass­ing
    balls down the court. I’d spent hours in the gym with patients back when I
    was a ward atten­dant. It was the one place where we all could restore a
    sense of phys­i­cal well-being, an island in the midst of the mis­ery we faced
    every day. Now it had become a place for patients to “get fixed.”
    The drug rev­o­lu­tion that start­ed out with so much promise may in the
    end have done as much harm as good. The the­o­ry that men­tal ill­ness is
    caused pri­mar­i­ly by chem­i­cal imbal­ances in the brain that can be cor­rect­ed
    by spe­cif­ic drugs has become broad­ly accept­ed, by the media and the pub­lic
    as well as by the med­ical profession.22 In many places drugs have dis­placed
    ther­a­py and enabled patients to sup­press their prob­lems with­out address­ing
    the under­ly­ing issues. Anti­de­pres­sants can make all the dif­fer­ence in the
    world in help­ing with day-to-day func­tion­ing, and if it comes to a choice
    between tak­ing a sleep­ing pill and drink­ing your­self into a stu­por every
    night to get a few hours of sleep, there is no ques­tion which is prefer­able.
    For peo­ple who are exhaust­ed from try­ing to make it on their own through
    yoga class­es, work­out rou­tines, or sim­ply tough­ing it out, med­ica­tions often
    can bring life-sav­ing relief. The SSRIs can be very help­ful in mak­ing
    trau­ma­tized peo­ple less enslaved by their emo­tions, but they should only be
    con­sid­ered adjuncts in their over­all treatment.23
    After con­duct­ing numer­ous stud­ies of med­ica­tions for PTSD, I have
    come to real­ize that psy­chi­atric med­ica­tions have a seri­ous down­side, as
    they may deflect atten­tion from deal­ing with the under­ly­ing issues. The
    brain-dis­ease mod­el takes con­trol over people’s fate out of their own hands
    and puts doc­tors and insur­ance com­pa­nies in charge of fix­ing their
    prob­lems.
    Over the past three decades psy­chi­atric med­ica­tions have become a
    main­stay in our cul­ture, with dubi­ous con­se­quences. Con­sid­er the case of
    anti­de­pres­sants. If they were indeed as effec­tive as we have been led to
    believe, depres­sion should by now have become a minor issue in our
    soci­ety. Instead, even as anti­de­pres­sant use con­tin­ues to increase, it has not
    made a dent in hos­pi­tal admis­sions for depres­sion. The num­ber of peo­ple
    treat­ed for depres­sion has tripled over the past two decades, and one in ten
    Amer­i­cans now take antidepressants.24
    The new gen­er­a­tion of antipsy­chotics, such as Abil­i­fy, Risperdal,
    Zyprexa, and Sero­quel, are the top-sell­ing drugs in the Unit­ed States. In
    2012 the pub­lic spent $1,526,228,000 on Abil­i­fy, more than on any oth­er
    med­ica­tion. Num­ber three was Cym­bal­ta, an anti­de­pres­sant that sold well
    over a bil­lion dol­lars’ worth of pills,25 even though it has nev­er been shown
    to be supe­ri­or to old­er anti­de­pres­sants like Prozac, for which much cheap­er
    gener­ics are avail­able. Med­ic­aid, the gov­ern­ment health pro­gram for the
    poor, spends more on antipsy­chotics than on any oth­er class of drugs.26 In
    2008, the most recent year for which com­plete data are avail­able, it fund­ed
    $3.6 bil­lion for antipsy­chot­ic med­ica­tions, up from $1.65 bil­lion in 1999.
    The num­ber of peo­ple under the age of twen­ty receiv­ing Med­ic­aid-fund­ed
    pre­scrip­tions for antipsy­chot­ic drugs tripled between 1999 and 2008. On
    Novem­ber 4, 2013, John­son & John­son agreed to pay more than $2.2
    bil­lion in crim­i­nal and civ­il fines to set­tle accu­sa­tions that it had improp­er­ly
    pro­mot­ed the antipsy­chot­ic drug Risperdal to old­er adults, chil­dren, and
    peo­ple with devel­op­men­tal disabilities.27 But nobody is hold­ing the doc­tors
    who pre­scribed them account­able.
    Half a mil­lion chil­dren in the Unit­ed States cur­rent­ly take antipsy­chot­ic
    drugs. Chil­dren from low-income fam­i­lies are four times as like­ly as
    pri­vate­ly insured chil­dren to receive antipsy­chot­ic med­i­cines. These
    med­ica­tions often are used to make abused and neglect­ed chil­dren more
    tractable. In 2008 19,045 chil­dren age five and under were pre­scribed
    antipsy­chotics through Medicaid.28 One study, based on Med­ic­aid data in
    thir­teen states, found that 12.4 per­cent of chil­dren in fos­ter care received
    antipsy­chotics, com­pared with 1.4 per­cent of Med­ic­aid-eli­gi­ble chil­dren in
    general.29 These med­ica­tions make chil­dren more man­age­able and less
    aggres­sive, but they also inter­fere with moti­va­tion, play, and curios­i­ty,
    which are indis­pens­able for matur­ing into a well-func­tion­ing and
    con­tribut­ing mem­ber of soci­ety. Chil­dren who take them are also at risk of
    becom­ing mor­bid­ly obese and devel­op­ing dia­betes. Mean­while, drug

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