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    20
    When Sean Preston was very little, Kevin started working harder on his own
    music. He wanted to make his own name, which was something I encouraged.
    He was recording a lot, which was his passion. Sometimes I’d drop by a studio
    where he was working and it seemed like a clubhouse. I could smell the weed
    wafting out of the studio door before I even walked in. He and the other guys
    would all be getting high, and it felt like I was in the way. I wasn’t invited to their
    party.
    I couldn’t stand being around pot smoke. Even the smell of it nauseated me.
    And I had the baby and was pregnant, so it wasn’t like I could hang out all day.
    So mostly, I stayed home. It’s not as if that was such a hardship. I had a beautiful
    home—a dream home. We would hire an amazing chef—too expensive to use
    very often. But one time, eating something the chef cooked, I said, “Oh my God,
    this is the most delicious thing I’ve ever had and can you just live with us? I love
    you so much!” And I meant it—I loved him. I was so grateful for any additional
    help around the house.
    Maybe this is the way married couples are, I thought as Kevin and I grew more
    and more estranged. You take turns letting each other be a little selfish. This is his
    first taste of fame for himself. I should let him have it.
    I gave myself pep talks: He’s my husband. I’m supposed to respect him, accept
    him on a deeper level than I’d accept someone I was just dating. He’s the father of
    my kids. His demeanor is different now, but if it changed, it could change back.
    People say he’s going to break up with me while I have tiny children, like he did
    with the mother of his first two children when they were infants, but no way! How
    he was with his other family won’t be the way he is with me.
    In trying to make up all these excuses in my head, I was lying to myself—
    totally in denial this whole time that he was leaving me. I ew to New York to see
    him. He’d been so out of touch that I thought we needed to have some time
    together as a family. In the city, I checked into a nice hotel, excited to see my
    husband.
    But he wouldn’t see me. It seemed like he wanted to pretend I didn’t exist.
    His manager, who had been on my team for years, wouldn’t see me, either.
    He was on Kevin’s team now and it seemed they were done with me.
    “Damn, really?” I said.
    All I could think was that I wanted to get close enough to Kevin that I could
    ask him what was going on. I wanted to say, “When you left to come out here,
    we hugged. You kissed me. What’s going on? What happened?”
    I’d suspected something was up, that he was changing, especially once he
    started getting press and feeling himself. One time he came home late and told
    me he’d been at a party. “Justin Timberlake was there!” he said. “Lindsay Lohan
    was, too!”
    Do you think I care about your stupid party? I thought. Do you have any idea
    how many parties like that I’ve gone to? I’ve known some of those people longer than
    I’ve known you. Do you know how much I went through in my years with Justin?
    No—you know none of it. I didn’t say any of that, but I wanted to say it and a
    whole lot more.
    Kevin was just so enthralled with the fame and the power. Again and again in
    my life I’ve seen fame and money ruin people, and I saw it happen with Kevin in
    slow motion. In my experience, when most people—especially men—get that
    type of attention, it’s all over. They love it too much. And it’s not good for
    them.
    Some celebrities handle fame well. They have perspective. They have fun
    being admired but not too much fun. They know whose opinion to listen to
    and whose opinion to ignore. Getting awards and trophies is cool, and in the
    beginning—those rst two years when you become a celebrity—well, it’s a
    feeling you can’t explain. I think some people are great at fame.
    I’m not. My rst two or three years I was good at it, and it was ne, but my
    real self? In school I was a basketball player. I didn’t cheerlead, I didn’t wanna be
    out there. I played ball. That’s what I loved.
    But fame? That world isn’t real, my friends. It’s. Not. Real. You go along
    with it because of course it’s going to pay the family’s bills and everything. But
    for me, there was an essence of real life missing from it. I think that’s why I had
    my babies.
    So getting awards and all that fame stu ? I liked it a lot. But there’s nothing
    lasting in it for me. What I love is sweat on the oor during rehearsals, or just
    playing ball and making a shot. I like the work. I like the practicing. That has
    more authenticity and value than anything else.
    I actually envy the people who know how to make fame work for them,
    because I hide from it. I get very shy. For example, Jennifer Lopez, from the
    beginning, struck me as someone who was very good at being famous—at
    indulging people’s interest in her but knowing where to draw lines. She always
    handled herself well. She always carried herself with dignity.
    Kevin didn’t know how to do any of that. I’ll confess, I’m not great at it,
    either. I’m a nervous person. I run away from most kinds of attention as I’ve
    gotten older, maybe because I’ve been really hurt.
    At the time of that rough trip to New York, I should have known my
    marriage was over, but I still thought it might be salvageable. Later, Kevin moved
    on to another studio, this one in Las Vegas. And so I went there, hoping to talk
    to him.
    When I found him, he had his head shaved. He was getting ready to shoot the
    cover for his album. He was in the studio all the time. He really thought he was a
    rapper now. Bless his heart—because he did take it so seriously.
    And so I showed up in Vegas carrying Sean Preston, still pregnant with
    Jayden James, full of sympathy for Kevin’s situation. He was trying to make
    something happen for himself and everyone seemed to be doubting him. I knew
    what that was like. It is scary to put yourself out there like that. You do really
    have to believe in yourself even when the world makes you wonder if you have
    what it takes. But I also felt like he should have been checking in more and
    should have been spending time with me. Our little family was my heart. I’d had
    his babies inside of me for a very long time, and I’d sacri ced a lot. I had all but
    abandoned my career. I had done everything to make our life possible.

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    CHAPTER 20
    “But I said you could spend the night with Laurie,” Patricia told
    Korey.
    “Well, now I changed my mind,” Korey said.
    She stood in the doorway to Patricia’s bathroom while Patricia
    finished doing her makeup. Korey had come home from soccer camp
    and increased Patricia’s stress exponentially. It was hard enough to
    make sure Blue was always somewhere safe after dark, but Korey
    hung around the house aimlessly, watching TV for hours, and then
    she’d get a phone call and suddenly need to borrow the car to go see
    her friends in the middle of the night. Except for tonight, when
    Patricia actually wanted her out of the house.
    “I’m hosting book club,” Patricia said. “You haven’t seen Laurie
    since you got back from camp.”
    One of the reasons they were having it at her house was because
    she’d exerted gentle pressure on Carter to take Blue out for supper at
    Quincy’s Steak House and then to a movie (they decided on
    something called So I Married an Axe Murderer). Korey was
    supposed to be spending the night downtown.
    “She canceled,” Korey said. “Her parents are getting divorced and
    her dad wants to spend quality time. That skirt’s too tight.”
    “I haven’t decided what I’m wearing yet,” Patricia said, even
    though her skirt was definitely not too tight. “If you have to be home
    you need to stay in your room.”
    “What if I have to go to the bathroom?” Korey asked. “Can I leave
    my room then, Mother? Most parents would think it was great that
    their child wanted to spend more time with them.”
    “I’m only asking you to stay upstairs,” Patricia said.
    “What if I want to watch TV?” Korey asked.
    “Then go to Laurie Gibson’s.”
    Korey slouched off and Patricia changed her skirt because it felt
    tight, and then she finished her makeup and sprayed her hair. She
    wasn’t going to put out anything to eat, but she’d made coffee and
    put it in a thermal jug in case the police wanted some. What if they
    wanted decaf? She didn’t have any and worried that might affect
    their mood.
    She felt tense. Before this summer she had never interacted with
    the police, and now she felt like that was all she did. They made her
    nervous, but if she could get through tonight, James Harris would no
    longer be her problem. All she had to do was convince the police that
    he was a drug dealer, they’d start looking into his affairs, and all his
    secrets would come spilling out. And she wasn’t doing it alone; she
    had her book club.
    Patricia wondered what they would have said if she told them that
    she thought James Harris was a vampire. Or something like that. She
    wasn’t sure of the exact terminology, but that would do until a better
    name came along. How else to explain that thing coming out of his
    face? How else to explain his aversion to going out in sunlight, his
    insistence on being invited inside, the fact that the marks on the
    children and on Mrs. Savage all looked like bites?
    When she’d tried to perform CPR on him he had looked sick and
    weak and at least ten years older. When she saw him the following
    week he’d positively glowed with health. What had happened in
    between? Francine had gone missing. Had he eaten her? Sucked her
    blood? He’d certainly done something.
    When she got rid of her prejudices and considered the facts,
    vampire was the theory that fit best. Fortunately, she’d never have to
    say it out loud to anyone because this was just about finished. She
    didn’t care how they ran him out of town, she just wanted him gone.
    She went downstairs and jumped when she saw Kitty waving at her
    through the window by the front door. Slick stood behind her.
    “I know we’re a half hour early,” Kitty said as Patricia let them in.
    “But I couldn’t sit around at home doing nothing.”
    Slick had dressed conservatively in a knee-length navy skirt and a
    white blouse with a blue batik vest over it. Kitty, on the other hand,
    had apparently lost her mind right before she got dressed. She wore a
    red blouse bedazzled with red rhinestones and a huge floral skirt.
    Looking at her made Patricia’s eyes hurt.
    Patricia put them in the den, then went to make sure Korey had
    her bedroom door closed, then checked the driveway, and walked
    back into the den just as Maryellen opened the front door.
    “Yoo-hoo? Am I too early?” Maryellen called.
    “We’re in the kitchen,” Patricia hollered.
    “Ed went to pick up the detectives,” Maryellen said, coming in and
    putting her purse on the den table. She took two business cards out
    of her day planner. “Detective Claude D. Cannon and Detective Gene
    Bussell. He says Gene is from Georgia but Claude is local and they’re
    both good. They’ll listen to us. He can’t promise how they’ll react, but
    they’ll listen.”
    They each examined the cards for lack of anything else to do.
    Grace walked into the den.
    “The door was open,” she said. “I hope you don’t mind?”
    “Do you want some coffee?” Patricia asked.
    “No, thank you,” Grace said. “Bennett is at a heart association
    dinner. He won’t be back until late.”
    “Horse is at the Yacht Club with Leland,” Kitty said. “Again.”
    As July had gotten hotter, Leland had convinced Horse to put what
    money he could scrape together into Gracious Cay. Then the Dow
    had surged and Carter had cashed out some AT&T shares Patricia’s
    father had given them as a wedding present and he’d put that money
    into Gracious Cay, too. The three men had all started going out for
    dinner together, or meeting for drinks at the back bar of the Yacht
    Club. Patricia didn’t know where Carter found the time, but male
    bonding seemed to be the in thing these days.
    “Patricia,” Grace said, pulling a sheet of paper from her purse. “I
    wrote all your talking points down in an outline just in case you
    needed to jog your thoughts.”
    Patricia looked at the handwritten list, numbered and lettered in
    Grace’s careful calligraphy.
    “Thank you,” she said.
    “Do you want to go over it again?” Grace asked.
    “How many times are we going to hear this?” Kitty asked.
    “Until we have it right,” Grace said. “This is the most serious thing
    we’ve ever done in our lives.”
    “I can’t keep hearing about those children,” Kitty moaned. “It’s
    horrible.”
    “Let me see it,” Maryellen said, reaching toward Patricia.
    Patricia handed her the paper and Maryellen scanned it.
    “Lord help us,” she said. “They’re going to think we’re a bunch of
    crazies.”
    They sat around Patricia’s kitchen table. The living room had fresh
    cut flowers in it, the furniture was new, and the lights were just right.
    They didn’t want to go onstage until it was time. No one had much to
    say. Patricia went over her list in her head.
    “It’s eight o’clock,” Grace said. “Should we move to the living
    room?”
    People pushed back their chairs, but Patricia felt like she needed to
    say something, give some kind of pep talk, before they committed
    themselves to this.
    “I want everyone to know,” Patricia said, and they all stopped to
    listen. “Once the police get here there is no turning back. I hope
    everyone’s prepared for that?”
    “I just want to go back to talking about books,” Kitty said. “I want
    this all to be over with.”
    “Whatever he’s done,” Grace said, “I don’t think James Harris is
    going to want to call any more attention to himself after tonight.
    Once the police start asking him questions, I’m sure he’ll leave the
    Old Village quietly.”
    “Let’s hope you’re right,” Slick said.
    “I just wish there were another way,” Kitty said, shoulders
    slumping.
    “We all do,” Patricia said. “But there isn’t.”
    “The police will be discreet,” Maryellen said. “And this will all be
    over very quickly.”
    “Will y’all join me in a moment of prayer?” Slick asked.
    They bowed their heads and joined hands, even Maryellen.
    “Heavenly Father,” Slick said. “Give us strength in our mission,
    and make us righteous in your cause. In thy name we pray, amen.”
    Single file, they walked through the dining room and into the
    living room, where they arranged themselves and Patricia realized
    her error.
    “We need water,” she said. “I forgot to put out ice water.”
    “I’ll get it,” Grace said, and disappeared into the kitchen.
    She brought the water back at five after eight. Everyone adjusted
    and readjusted their skirts, their collars, their necklaces and
    earrings. Slick took her three rings off, then put them back on, then
    took them off again, and put them back on one more time. It was
    8:10, then 8:15.
    “Where are they?” Maryellen muttered to herself.
    Grace checked the inside of her wrist.
    “Ed doesn’t have a car phone, does he?” Patricia asked. “Because
    we could call if he does and see where he is.”
    “Let’s just sit tight,” Maryellen suggested.
    At 8:30 they heard a car pull up in the driveway, then another.
    “That’s Ed and the detectives,” Maryellen said.
    Everyone came awake, sat up straighter, touched her hair to make
    sure it was in place. Patricia walked to the window.
    “Is it them?” Kitty asked.

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    20
    JUNE
    “We should go to the lake this weekend.”
    I’m sitting at the kitchen counter, paging through another bridal magazine when Eddie speaks, his
    tone casual as he pours himself a cup of coffee.
    It’s been a week since Detective Laurent showed up and while neither of us have mentioned her
    visit, it’s still been there between us, a third presence in the room all the time.
    And now Eddie wants to go to the lake? The same place where Blanche and his wife died? Oh
    wait, were murdered?
    “Like, the house there?” I ask inanely, and he smirks slightly.
    “That was the idea, yeah. Might be nice to get out of town for a little bit, you know? And you’ve
    never seen the house.”
    I’m temporarily stunned into silence. Finally, I say, “Are you sure that’s a smart idea?”
    Eddie fixes me with his eyes. He’s still smiling, his posture loose and relaxed, and it’s somehow
    worse than if he were angry. “Why wouldn’t it be?”
    It feels like a dare. It is a dare. He wants me to say it out loud, to ask about the police
    investigation. Does he wonder if I read into Detective Laurent’s visit, if I suspect him at all? Because,
    if I’m being honest with myself, I don’t know what to think anymore. But I also think that in a twisted
    way, going to the lake could give me some clarity.
    “Okay,” I say. “We’ll go to the lake.”
    We leave on Friday afternoon, Eddie wrapping up work early. The drive to Smith Lake is about an
    hour from the house in Mountain Brook, and it’s pretty, taking us away from the suburbs and into the
    more rural parts of Alabama, hills rolling gently, the sky a blazing blue.
    We stop in a town called Jasper to eat lunch, Eddie as at ease in a little barbecue joint with
    plastic tables and a roll of paper towels for napkins as he is at the fancy French place back in the
    village.
    Watching him with his sloppy sandwich, managing to get not one drop of sauce on his pristine
    white shirt, I laugh, shaking my head.
    “You fit in anywhere,” I tell him, and he looks up, eyebrows raised.
    “Is that a compliment?” he asks, and I’d meant it as one, definitely. But not for the first time, I
    wonder about Eddie’s past. He rarely talks about it, like he just sprang into the world, fully formed
    when he met Bea.
    “No, if I wanted to compliment you, I’d tell you how hot you look with barbecue sauce on the
    corner of your mouth.”
    He smiles and winks. “You think I’m hot, huh?”
    Shrugging, I poke at the lemon in my sweet tea with my straw. “Most days you’re just passable,
    but right now, yes.”
    That makes him laugh, and he tosses a balled-up napkin at me. “This is why I love you, Jane,” he
    says. “You won’t let my head get too big.” Even though it’s dumb as hell, I almost want to tell him my
    real name then. Just to hear him say it.
    Instead, I finish up my lunch, and we head back to the car, the drive short now.
    We make our way down winding roads, dim under the canopy of leaves, the lake sparkling in the
    distance. There are lots of houses, but the farther we drive, the more spread out they become until
    finally, there’s just the woods, the lake, and as Eddie rounds a corner, the house.
    It’s not as grand as the one in Thornfield Estates, and it was clearly built to look like a rustic lake
    house, the kind of place where you bring kids fishing, but it’s still sprawling, and I feel the coziness
    of lunch start to ebb away.
    It’s so quiet here. So isolated.
    And it’s the last place Bea was ever alive.
    As Eddie gets our bags from the trunk, I think he might be feeling something similar because he’s
    quiet except to call out, “The code for the door is the same one at the house.”
    6-12-85. Bea’s birthday.
    I enter it into the keypad on the front door, and step inside.
    More similarities to Eddie’s house—our house. It’s clearly been expensively decorated, but it’s
    designed to look lived-in, too. There’s darker wood here, darker furniture, the whole place a lot more
    masculine, a lot less … Bea.
    As I stand beside the heavy front door, my surprise must register on my face because as Eddie
    steps past me with our stuff, he asks, “What?”
    “It’s just…”
    This house looks so much more like him. Even though Bea died here, her ghost doesn’t feel nearly
    as present.
    “This is a very man-cavey place,” I finally say, and one corner of his mouth kicks up as he tosses
    his leather bag onto a couch done in green-and-blue tartan.
    “This place was Bea’s wedding present to me,” he says. “So, she let me decorate.” Another
    smile, wry this time. “Which means I said yes to everything she picked out.”
    So, Bea’s stamp is still here—it’s just her version of what she thought Eddie would like. Should
    like.
    I move into the living room, seeing it through Bea’s eyes, imagining how she saw Eddie. Even
    though this is on a lake, not the ocean, there’s a whole coastal theme happening. Paintings of
    schooners, decorations made with heavy rope, even an old Chelsea Clock on the wall.
    “I worked on sailboats when I was younger, up north. Charter boats in Bar Harbor, that kind of
    thing,” he says, nodding at the seascape over the fireplace. “I guess Bea wanted to remind me of it.”
    “Because you liked it or because you hated it?”
    The question is out before I realize what a stupid thing it is to ask, how much it reveals.
    His head jerks back slightly, like the question was an actual physical blow, and he narrows his
    eyes. “What does that mean?” he asks, and I feel my face go hot as I shrug, nudging the edge of an area
    rug with my toe.
    “You’ve just never mentioned that to me before, so I thought … maybe you were trying to forget
    it? Your past. Maybe this reminder of it might not have actually been a nice thing to do.”
    “You think Bea was that kind of bitch?” he asks, and god, I have royally fucked this up.
    “Of course not,” I say, but to my surprise, he just laughs, shaking his head.
    “I can’t blame you for it. I imagine you saw some real cunty stuff when you worked in the
    neighborhood.”
    It’s a relief, both that he doesn’t think my question was that weird, and also that he gets me. I may
    not always be honest with Eddie, but he still sees these parts of me sometimes, and I like it.
    It makes me think that even though I’ve been playing a certain role, he might have picked me—the
    real me—anyway.
    “It was still a dumb thing to say,” I tell him now, sliding closer to him. Over his shoulder is a
    glass door leading out to a screened-in porch; beyond that is a sloping green lawn, a narrow pier, and
    the dark water of the lake. This time of the afternoon, the sun sends little sparks of gold dancing
    across its surface.
    It’s hard to believe that this pretty, sparkly water took Bea’s life. And Blanche’s. And it’s even
    harder to believe Eddie would want to be anywhere near it again. How can we sit out there tonight
    and drink wine and not think about it?
    But Eddie just gives my ass a pat, propelling me slightly in the direction of the hallway off the
    living room. “Go ahead and get settled, and I’ll unpack the groceries.”
    The master bedroom is nowhere near as big as the one back at Thornfield, but it’s pretty and, like
    the rest of the house, cozy and comfortable. There’s a quilt on the bed in swirling shades of blue, and
    a big armchair near the window with a good view of the lake.
    I settle into the chair now, watching the water.
    After twenty minutes, I still haven’t seen a single person out there.
    No boats, no Jet Skis, no swimmers. The only sound is the lapping of the water against the dock
    and the wind in the trees.
    When I come out of the bedroom, Eddie is pouring us both a glass of wine.
    “It’s really quiet out here,” I say, and he nods, looking out the back door toward the water.
    “That’s why we picked it.”
    And then he releases a long deep breath and says, “It made me crazy. After Bea.”
    I look up, startled. I hadn’t expected him to voluntarily mention her after my fuckup earlier.
    “The quiet,” he goes on. “Thinking about that night and how quiet it would’ve been, how dark.”
    He keeps his eyes trained on the water. “It’s deep out there, you know. The deepest lake in
    Alabama.”
    I hadn’t known that, and I don’t say anything. I’m not even sure if he’s talking to me, to be honest.
    It’s almost like he’s talking to himself, staring out at the lake.
    “They flooded a forest to make it,” he goes on. “So there are trees under the water. Tall ones,
    sixty feet high in some places. A whole fucking forest under the water. That’s why they thought they
    never found her. They thought she was somewhere in the trees.”
    The image seeps into my mind. Bea, her skin white, her body tangled in the branches of an
    underwater forest, and it’s so awful I actually shake my head a little. I’d wondered why it had been so
    hard to find the bodies, and now that I knew, I wish I didn’t.

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    In Chapter 20, titled “Jungle Island Again,” the narrative returns to the stranded party on Jungle Island, led by Tarzan, struggling for survival. Tarzan emphasizes the construction of a vessel to return to the mainland, a daunting task that causes discord and laziness among the crew, raising Tarzan’s concern for Jane’s safety with the increasingly unreliable Kincaid’s crew. Conversely, on the island’s north coast, the mutineers of the schooner Cowrie, under Gust, Momulla, and Kai Shang, plot greedily over their stolen pearls, unaware of their ship being the potential salvation for Tarzan’s group.

    Gust harbors plans to abandon his cohorts with the Cowrie, manipulating fears of being pursued by a man-of-war seen days earlier to stall departure. This lie, coupled with his claim about the warship’s supposed wireless eavesdropping, buys time, reflecting his cunning yet cowardly nature.

    Unexpectedly, Momulla encounters Schneider and Schmidt from the Kincaid, who conspire to leave the island, taking Jane as a means to ensure their payment. Their plan aligns with Momulla’s group’s needs, leading to a proposed alliance to capture Jane and use the Cowrie for their escape, potentially leaving Gust obsolete.

    The chapter shifts towards action as Gust, overhearing Kai Shang and Momulla’s murderous intent towards him due to his navigational skills, flees into the daunting jungle, prioritizing survival over his fear of its unknown dangers. This departure marks a significant turning point, emphasizing the prevailing disloyalty and desperation among the stranded parties on the island.

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