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    Frivolous Cupid

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    Chap­ter I begins with Har­ry Sterling’s return to Nat­ter­ley, where he is no longer the gan­g­ly school­boy the towns­peo­ple once knew. He now moves with the qui­et con­fi­dence of youth on the cusp of adult­hood. A cig­a­rette rests between his lips—not smoked with brava­do, but with the casu­al­ness of some­one aware of the image he projects. At the lawn-ten­nis club, reac­tions to him vary. Young men nod in qui­et approval, while younger boys look on with admi­ra­tion laced with envy. The girls—older and younger—show a curi­ous def­er­ence, uncer­tain whether to treat him as peer or pos­si­bil­i­ty. Stand­ing apart from the crowd, Mrs. Mor­timer watch­es, star­tled by the grown pres­ence of some­one she remem­bered with uncombed hair and shoelaces for­ev­er undone. His trans­for­ma­tion amus­es her at first, but the amuse­ment is tinged with some­thing she doesn’t yet name. She sees a young man where once there was only a boy, and the change unset­tles her.

    At a glance, Harry’s approach to Mrs. Mor­timer might seem inno­cent, but his inten­tions are shad­ed with some­thing more delib­er­ate. Skip­ping a chance to part­ner with the Vic­arage girls, he choos­es her com­pa­ny instead, and with prac­ticed ease, begins to draw her into con­ver­sa­tion that feels more like flir­ta­tion than for­mal­i­ty. She tries to steer things toward the expected—his stud­ies, his plans—but Har­ry seems unin­ter­est­ed in small talk about the future. He watch­es her face as she speaks, laughs more soft­ly than is nec­es­sary, and some­times says noth­ing at all, as if enjoy­ing the silence between them. Mrs. Mor­timer main­tains her com­po­sure, remind­ing her­self that she is a mar­ried woman with a son not far from Harry’s age. Yet inside her, a dif­fer­ent aware­ness has begun to stir—of being noticed, of being seen beyond domes­tic roles and polite oblig­a­tions. It thrills her. It fright­ens her. And most of all, it chal­lenges the qui­et order of her world.

    As the sum­mer days roll on, the line between polite inter­ac­tion and pri­vate indul­gence begins to blur. Mrs. Mor­timer observes how Har­ry behaves around oth­ers, par­tic­u­lar­ly Maudie Sin­clair, the live­ly neigh­bor girl who once splashed through pud­dles with him and shared jam sand­wich­es in child­hood. There is still warmth there, but the inti­ma­cy has shift­ed. Maudie laughs loud­ly, but Harry’s smiles are reserved, as though meant for some­one else. Mean­while, Mrs. Mor­timer grows increas­ing­ly aware of Harry’s sub­tle atten­tions. He nev­er over­steps, but his glances linger, and when he speaks, his words seem tuned to her reac­tions. The com­plex­i­ty of her emotions—embarrassment, antic­i­pa­tion, shame, and a strange kind of joy—swirls just beneath the sur­face. She finds her­self think­ing of him when she should­n’t and scold­ing her­self for it after­ward. Yet the thoughts return unin­vit­ed, stronger each time, as if dar­ing her to acknowl­edge them.

    When the Mor­timers are invit­ed to dine with the Ster­lings, the evening unfolds with social grace and qui­et ten­sion. Con­ver­sa­tion flows freely around the table, yet beneath the chat­ter, Mrs. Mor­timer sens­es Har­ry watch­ing her. After dessert, as chairs scrape and guests pre­pare to depart, he is vol­un­teered to escort her home. The sug­ges­tion is made casu­al­ly, yet accept­ed with telling silence. Under the moon’s pale light, they take the longer path—not by neces­si­ty, but by qui­et agree­ment. The night air is cool, the road famil­iar, but the mood between them is dif­fer­ent. At one bend, where shad­ows fall thick­est, Har­ry offers his arm, say­ing it’s for safe­ty, though they both know bet­ter. She accepts, rest­ing her hand light­ly on his sleeve, and the ges­ture holds longer than it should. Nei­ther speaks. The silence is not awk­ward, but charged—too dense to name, too sub­tle to ignore.

    That evening walk becomes a turn­ing point. Not because of any explic­it act, but because of what it implies—what it awak­ens. In that brief time, Mrs. Mor­timer real­izes that some­thing dor­mant with­in her has stirred. She had not asked for admi­ra­tion. She had not sought atten­tion. But it had come, and it had tak­en root in the space between pro­pri­ety and pos­si­bil­i­ty. As they part at her door, Har­ry tips his hat, says good­night, and walks away with unhur­ried con­fi­dence. Inside, she stands by the win­dow longer than nec­es­sary, star­ing into the night and feel­ing the pulse of her own unrest. There has been no scan­dal, no betray­al. Only a shift—one that may be denied, delayed, or dismissed—but not eas­i­ly undone.

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