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    The Bab Ballads

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    Haunt­ed begins with a reflec­tion not on the usu­al specters of grave­yards or shad­owed halls, but on the less vis­i­ble phan­toms that cling to memory—those born of social mis­steps and emo­tion­al bruis­es. The pro­tag­o­nist car­ries these bur­dens with a reluc­tant famil­iar­i­ty, haunt­ed by moments soci­ety deemed fail­ures. Black Mon­day looms, not for any ghost­ly threat but for the loom­ing return to school, that uni­ver­sal­ly dread­ed rit­u­al of rigid timeta­bles, recita­tions, and cold stares. Ear­ly love, once bright and naive, van­ish­es when the object of his affec­tion, still only sev­en­teen, is swept away by an elder­ly Colonel, leav­ing only the bit­ter­ness of lost poten­tial. These moments stack, not like tomb­stones but like unopened letters—each one filled with past dis­ap­point­ments, qui­et­ly demand­ing atten­tion.

    He grows old­er, but the ghosts age with him, matur­ing into deep­er regrets and missed oppor­tu­ni­ties. A youth­ful attempt at sophis­ti­ca­tion ends with a failed first smoke, its con­se­quences unfold­ing into a domes­tic squab­ble that echoes for years. A court­room blunder—mistaking a mag­is­trate for a bishop—brands him social­ly, a moment that clings like spilled ink on his rep­u­ta­tion. Even his pro­fes­sion­al endeav­ors betray him: man­u­scripts returned with curt rejec­tions, sav­ings swal­lowed by reck­less invest­ments, and dreams reduced to anec­dotes at din­ner par­ties. Every chap­ter of his life is marked by these intan­gi­ble haunt­ings, each more bit­ing because they come not from the beyond but from the liv­ing world around him.

    His tor­ment is not root­ed in fear of the dark or foot­steps in the hall, but in polite chuck­les that veil ridicule, or the silences that fol­low a failed joke. There is a par­tic­u­lar cru­el­ty in the kind of ghost that vis­its dur­ing daylight—at board meet­ings, fam­i­ly din­ners, or idle con­ver­sa­tion. These haunt­ings do not dis­ap­pear with sun­rise. Instead, they sit beside him, invis­i­ble yet heavy, remind­ing him of times he fal­tered in the pub­lic eye. This is a haunt­ing of soci­etal consequence—a life exam­ined not by spir­its but by social codes, unspo­ken rules, and the harsh light of expec­ta­tion.

    In such haunt­ings, there is lit­tle peace to be found. Even soli­tude offers no respite, for silence is filled with rec­ol­lec­tion. Yet, there’s a strange com­fort in their famil­iar­i­ty. He learns to nod at his ghosts like old acquain­tances, their edges dulled but nev­er gone. Time doesn’t exor­cise them; it sim­ply teach­es you how to car­ry them with less vis­i­ble pain. The world around him may not see the full weight, but it lives in the slump of his shoul­ders, the cau­tious way he enters a room, or the paus­es he takes before speak­ing.

    Where ghost sto­ries typ­i­cal­ly end with a cleansing—a rit­u­al, a farewell, a moment of peace—this man envi­sions his end­ing dif­fer­ent­ly. He imag­ines a tomb­stone that doesn’t list acco­lades or virtues, but instead acknowl­edges the bur­den he bore. “Haunt­ed in life by too much sur­face,” he’d have etched in stone, a nod to the irony that his ghosts were born not of depth, but of per­cep­tion. Society’s stan­dards, pol­ished and sharp, were what injured him most. In this inscrip­tion, he reclaims a sense of nar­ra­tive, turn­ing his qui­et suf­fer­ing into some­thing named, rec­og­nized, and final­ly, hon­ored.

    This sto­ry ulti­mate­ly reframes what it means to be haunt­ed. It strips the idea of its Goth­ic trap­pings and reassem­bles it in famil­iar form—awkward con­ver­sa­tions, unspo­ken judg­ments, per­son­al fail­ures wit­nessed by oth­ers. It sug­gests that the most per­sis­tent ghosts are not those that knock in the night, but those that echo with­in us, whis­pered by oth­ers, remem­bered by us, and car­ried every day. In cap­tur­ing this qui­et tor­ment with lyri­cal wit and keen obser­va­tion, the tale speaks to any­one who has ever winced at a mem­o­ry and wished, just for a moment, to for­get. Not all ghosts are dead, it reminds us. Some are alive and well, sit­ting patient­ly at the table of our lives, sip­ping tea, and remind­ing us of who we once were.

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