Monday
by testsuphomeAdminMonday marks a deeply emotional day for Cyrus Shams, as he grapples with the profound aftermath of his mother Orkideh’s death. The moment arrives when he discovers an obituary for Orkideh, an Iranian American visual artist, in the New York Times, while walking in Prospect Park. The obituary details her final days, where she chose to publicly engage with the theme of death, leaving a legacy of confronting mortality at the Brooklyn Museum. This discovery, prompted by a message from his friend Sad James, forces Cyrus to confront his grief as he learns more about his mother’s final artistic endeavors, which reflect her ongoing struggle with identity, mortality, and creative expression.
Cyrus is drawn into his mother’s poignant words, which evoke both pride and sorrow. Orkideh’s decision to wrestle with death openly, making it a central part of her art, challenges Cyrus to reflect on his own emotions. He experiences a complicated blend of anger and pride as he contemplates the difficult path she carved as an Iranian artist in America, battling societal rejection while leaving an indelible mark on the world. Her words ignite a storm of emotions within him as he processes not just her legacy, but his personal relationship with her, which was fraught with its own struggles. Despite his conflicted feelings, Cyrus comes to understand that his mother’s life was an act of defiance against both her culture and the looming shadow of her mortality, shaping her own narrative in the process.
Later, while sitting on a park bench, Cyrus finds himself yearning for peace, wishing for an end to the emotional storm within him. This moment of solitude and vulnerability is interrupted by a call from his friend Zee Novak, who offers condolences and shares concern for him. Their conversation marks a pivotal point in the narrative, as Cyrus begins to reflect on their friendship, realizing how much he regrets the emotional distance he has created with Zee. This exchange allows Cyrus to open up, expressing his grief and beginning the process of healing through Zee’s understanding. In turn, their conversation brings Cyrus a sense of release, as he recognizes the comfort and loyalty that can only come from deep, true friendships, especially during difficult times.
As the day progresses, Cyrus and Zee meet in person, and their shared time together further deepens their connection. Their dialogue spans many themes, from grief to the absurdity of life, helping them both to process the complex emotions that life’s struggles bring. Cyrus starts to find solace in Zee’s companionship, feeling the weight of his loss lift, even if just slightly. Their conversation reflects a natural, flowing exchange of thoughts on virtue, depravity, and the inherent messiness of life, which cannot be neatly categorized or resolved. Through the surreal and unexpected beauty of the world around them, including wild horses and a shifting atmosphere, Cyrus feels himself becoming more attuned to what lies ahead. The profound nature of their bond offers him a glimpse of peace amidst the turmoil of mourning.
In the quiet after their shared words, Cyrus experiences a moment of connection that brings him a sense of warmth and hope, transcending the heavy loss he continues to feel. This moment serves as a turning point in the chapter, as the vulnerability he feels transforms into something deeper, more accepting of both the pain and the possibility of healing. Cyrus’s prayer, both a literal and figurative request for strength, reverberates through him as he begins to reconcile with his grief and his mother’s death. The chapter ends on a hopeful note, reflecting the significance of human connections, art, and how those bonds can help one navigate the transient nature of life. In the midst of this aching loss, there is an understanding that love and friendship offer the possibility of hope, even as the realities of life’s impermanence remain ever-present.
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