Chapter 22: Without a Song opens with Moshe facing the painful task of closing the grocery store he once shared with his late wife, Chona. As he sifts through their belongings in the basement, he is flooded with memories, particularly when he comes across a small barrel that holds significant emotional weight. This barrel, once filled with gifts that Chona lovingly prepared for local children, becomes a symbol of her ability to create joy from the simplest things. The scene is bittersweet as Moshe is surrounded by his friends, Nate and Addie, who quietly support him, each dealing with their own sorrow and guilt over Chona’s death. The presence of his friends offers him comfort, though the emptiness left by Chona’s absence is undeniable. Their shared grief highlights the profound impact she had on all their lives, and the emptiness now left behind in the wake of her passing.

As Moshe continues to reflect on his late wife, his mind drifts to the troubling events surrounding her death, especially the conflicting accounts that have muddled the truth of what happened that day. He struggles to make sense of the situation, grappling with the loss of a woman who was not only his wife but also a vibrant force of nature—full of courage and a passion for life. In contrast, Moshe feels inadequate, burdened by feelings of sorrow and guilt. While he sees himself as nothing more than a business owner, Chona’s spirit was ever-present, driven by a relentless desire to make the world a better place. Their relationship was one of balance, with Moshe often the steady, grounded counterpart to Chona’s energetic and optimistic vision. The weight of her absence leaves him questioning his own role in life, amplifying his sense of grief and self-doubt.

Their conversation soon turns to the fate of Dodo, the boy they had taken in, and the lingering prejudices that continue to shape their community’s attitudes. Despite his grief, Moshe expresses a desire to help Nate and Addie visit Dodo, recognizing the bond they share. His willingness to assist them reflects his continued connection to the community and his desire to ensure that the ties that bind them remain strong, even in the face of adversity. This sense of responsibility is an important part of Moshe’s character, demonstrating that even amidst his own sorrow, he still feels the pull of duty and care for those around him. The mention of Dodo’s situation adds another layer of complexity to the narrative, as it underscores the ongoing challenges they face within their racially divided community.

The narrative takes a shift with the arrival of Moshe’s cousin, Isaac, and their friend Malachi, who brings an unexpected sense of joy. Their reunion provides a welcome distraction from the sorrow that Moshe has been enduring, offering him moments of respite and comfort. The conversation that follows is one of deep reflection, touching on the importance of community support, particularly during difficult times. Isaac’s words emphasize the value of standing by one another, no matter the circumstances, a sentiment that resonates with Moshe as he continues to process his emotions. The reunion also acts as a reminder of the connections that continue to exist, even in the darkest moments, and the ways in which family and friendship can provide solace when everything else seems lost.

However, the conversation soon turns to uncomfortable topics, particularly the racial injustices faced by Nate and other Black members of their community. Isaac’s intention to thank Nate and Addie for their support is met with tension, as both refuse to accept any form of compensation for their kindness. This refusal to accept money highlights the moral complexities that they face—navigating the delicate balance between societal expectations, personal integrity, and the love they share for one another. It also reflects the deeper struggles of the time, where acts of kindness and solidarity are often overshadowed by the racial and social divides that persist. Their interactions reveal the emotional weight carried by those who are marginalized, offering insight into the difficulties they face as they try to navigate a world that often does not acknowledge their worth.

This chapter, rich with emotional depth and introspection, delves into the complex themes of grief, community, and societal injustice. Through Moshe’s journey, the reader is offered a glimpse into the personal and communal struggles that shape their lives. His emotional journey is marked by sorrow, but also by an unwavering commitment to his community, as he continues to navigate the challenges of loss and the complications of racial tension in a divided world. The chapter beautifully captures the delicate balance of personal struggles and societal pressures, exploring how the two are intertwined and often influence one another. By the end of the chapter, Moshe’s journey underscores the importance of connection, empathy, and the ongoing battle for justice in a world where inequality still runs deep.