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    The Heaven & Earth Grocery Store: A Novel

    by testsuphomeAdmin
    The Heaven & Earth Grocery Store: A Novel by James McBride is a compelling story set in a small, racially segregated town in the 1940s. The novel centers around a mysterious murder at a local grocery store, revealing the lives of the diverse community members who are connected by the store's role as a gathering place. Through rich characters and vivid storytelling, McBride explores themes of race, community, secrets, and the impact of history on personal lives.

    In chap­ter 9, titled “The Robin and the Spar­row” from *The Heav­en & Earth Gro­cery Store*, the nar­ra­tive unfolds around Chona, who runs a gro­cery store beside Ber­nice Davis’s house. Ber­nice is a com­plex char­ac­ter, tied to numer­ous fam­i­lies in their pre­dom­i­nant­ly black com­mu­ni­ty on Chick­en Hill. Chona, who is mar­ried to Moshe, reflects on her rela­tion­ship with Ber­nice, which has grown dis­tant over the years despite their shared his­to­ry. Chona recalls Ber­nice’s famil­ial ties, beau­ty, and the fact that she is a moth­er of eight chil­dren, while also not­ing the rumors of Ber­nice’s con­nec­tions with the men she worked for, Irv and Marv Skrupske­lis.

    Chona’s past mem­o­ries reveal a close friend­ship with Ber­nice from child­hood marked by moments of joy, such as singing and sewing clothes togeth­er. How­ev­er, the friend­ship dwin­dled when Ber­nice, impact­ed by soci­etal prej­u­dices, began to retreat into her­self, lead­ing to an even­tu­al rift between them. As they grew old­er, stres­sors from their oppos­ing envi­ron­ments often left Chona pen­sive about the nature of their rela­tion­ship. Chona observes the world around her, absorb­ing the strug­gles of the Jew­ish com­mu­ni­ty, her own fam­i­ly’s dynam­ics, and espe­cial­ly Ber­nice’s dif­fi­cul­ties.

    Amid her con­tem­pla­tions, Chona finds her­self car­ing for Dodo, a deaf boy who has become a sig­nif­i­cant part of her life—a source of joy and reflec­tion on her desire for chil­dren. As Chona faces the pos­si­bil­i­ty of Dodo being tak­en away by the state, she reach­es out to Ber­nice for help, despite their long silence. Ber­nice imme­di­ate­ly offers her sup­port, sug­gest­ing Chona hide Dodo in her yard, high­light­ing the unspo­ken bond that still exists between the two women.

    The chap­ter elo­quent­ly cap­tures themes of friend­ship, com­mu­ni­ty ties, and the strug­gle against sys­temic issues, as under­ly­ing ten­sions from the past res­onate deeply with both women as Chona seeks Bernice’s assis­tance in her moment of des­per­a­tion. Ber­nice’s cold exte­ri­or belies an inner wis­dom that is called upon again, reflect­ing the com­plex­i­ties of their inter­twined lives.

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    Cover of The Heaven & Earth Grocery Store: A Novel
    Historical Fiction

    The Heaven & Earth Grocery Store: A Novel

    by testsuphomeAdmin
    The Heaven & Earth Grocery Store: A Novel by James McBride is a compelling story set in a small, racially segregated town in the 1940s. The novel centers around a mysterious murder at a local grocery store, revealing the lives of the diverse community members who are connected by the store's role as a gathering place. Through rich characters and vivid storytelling, McBride explores themes of race, community, secrets, and the impact of history on personal lives.

    You are being pro­vid­ed with a book chap­ter by chap­ter. I will request you to read the book for me after each chap­ter. After read­ing the chap­ter, 1. short­en the chap­ter to no less than 300 words and no more than 400 words. 2. Do not change the name, address, or any impor­tant nouns in the chap­ter. 3. Do not trans­late the orig­i­nal lan­guage. 4. Keep the same style as the orig­i­nal chap­ter, keep it con­sis­tent through­out the chap­ter. Your reply must com­ply with all four require­ments, or it’s invalid.
    I will pro­vide the chap­ter now.

    T
    9
    The Robin and the Spar­row
    he home next door to Chona’s Heav­en & Earth Gro­cery Store was
    occu­pied by the love­ly Ber­nice Davis, sis­ter of Fat­ty Davis. Like
    Fat­ty, Ber­nice was relat­ed to just about every black per­son on the Hill. She
    was sec­ond cousin to Earl “Shug” Davis, dri­ver for the vice pres­i­dent of
    Pottstown Bank; sec­ond cousin to Bob­by Davis, who once worked as an all-
    around handy­man for Buck Weaver, the great Pottstown base­ball play­er
    who played for the Chica­go White Sox; and also, by dint of a twist­ed,
    con­vo­lut­ed inter­mar­riage between her grand­fa­ther and his son’s
    step­daugh­ter, was great-aunt to Mrs. Traf­fi­na Davis, the wife of Rev­erend
    Sturgess, mean­ing Ber­nice was actu­al­ly twelve years younger than her
    great-niece. She also served as step­sis­ter to Rusty Davis, the handy­man who
    fixed every­thing; fourth cousin to Hol­lis Davis, the Hill’s only lock­smith;
    and pol­ished it off by being niece to Chu­lo Davis, the leg­endary jazz
    drum­mer who left Chick­en Hill to play with the famous Harlem Ham­fats in
    Chica­go before he was shot dead over a bowl of but­ter beans.
    Ber­nice was also the proud moth­er of, at last count, eight chil­dren, all of
    whom looked more or less like Ber­nice in vary­ing degrees of skin col­or
    from light-skinned to dark.
    That was not a bad thing. Nor was it a good thing. Every­body knew
    Ber­nice had the kind of face that would make a man wire home for mon­ey.
    The ques­tion was, who was the man and where was the mon­ey?
    Chona, sup­port­ing her­self with a cane, moved to the kitchen sink that
    afford­ed a view of the small clap­board house where Ber­nice lived. She
    stared out her win­dow for a long time. The two homes had iden­ti­cal plots,
    shared a fence, and were twen­ty feet apart. Yet she hadn’t seen Ber­nice
    face-to-face in years. She got her infor­ma­tion about Ber­nice from Addie,
    one of the few on the Hill who talked to Ber­nice, whom Addie described as
    the “most dis­agree­able, mean-spir­it­ed, face-beat­ing, stran­gle-mad soul” on
    the Hill next to Irv and Marv Skrupskelis—for whom Ber­nice, iron­i­cal­ly,
    worked as a cook, which Chona thought seemed a right pair­ing, since if one
    had to choose the most evil, dispir­it­ing, quar­rel­some Jews on Chick­en Hill,
    those two were the cham­pi­ons. She’d heard rumors that Ber­nice had been
    “tip­ping” with Irv for decades, then the rumor flipped that it was Ber­nice
    and Marv, then back to Irv until Irv got mar­ried and end­ed the rumors, or
    half of them any­way. No one, not even Nate, ever dared raise the sub­ject of
    the father of Bernice’s chil­dren with Ber­nice. Even Fat­ty, who loved to talk
    to any­one, when asked about his sis­ter, said, “I don’t ask her no ques­tions. I
    like breath­ing.”
    Chona stared at the house and sighed. In the last four­teen years they had
    lived as neigh­bors, she and Ber­nice had not spo­ken more than five words to
    each oth­er.
    It hadn’t always been that way. When Chona was a lit­tle girl, her father
    and Bernice’s father, Shad, had been good friends. Chona’s father, Yakov,
    arrived from Bul­gar­ia in 1917, one of the first Jews in Pottstown. He came
    as a ped­dler like many Jews did, with a ruck­sack full of kitchen uten­sils,
    used tools, and home­made devices he’d man­aged to pro­cure from the
    Low­er East Side, where he land­ed after being released from Ellis Island
    with six cents, a tiny mezuzah his moth­er gave him, and a grape­fruit that
    was hand­ed to him by a kind Negro fruit ven­dor who saw him cry­ing on
    Delancey Street and felt sor­ry for him. Yakov had nev­er seen a grape­fruit
    before. The Negro had to show him how to peel it, and when he bit into it, it
    was so sour and tangy his eyes filled with even more tears and he real­ized
    he must give his life to spread­ing the Jew­ish Word lest he end up like this
    odd Amer­i­can, con­signed to dol­ing out fruit that caused weep­ing. He was a
    kind and gen­er­ous chap, a hard work­er; and after some months of work­ing
    in a pants fac­to­ry for $1.50 a week and study­ing the Torah at night, he had
    amassed a pile of junk, a bit of sav­ings, and a desire to spread the Word. He
    head­ed west.
    He arrived in Pottstown with a pile of good junk and lim­it­ed Eng­lish
    skills. He sold his junk cheap­ly but was quick­ly dri­ven out of busi­ness by
    the town’s hard­ware-store own­er, who fetched the local police to run him
    off Main Street and up into Chick­en Hill, where Reb, as he was called, got a
    job in a tan­nery with col­ored work­ers and then a sec­ond job work­ing with
    live­stock with more Negroes. Reb was a cheer­ful soul, a man of bound­less
    enthu­si­asm, who believed the Tal­mud empow­ered him with the gift of
    mak­ing every­one around him hap­py and com­fort­able, includ­ing Negroes,
    whom he saw as fel­low immi­grants who, like him, were forced by pover­ty
    and lack of resources to learn many skills and con­tin­u­al­ly adjust. After
    sav­ing enough mon­ey to send to Europe for his wife, Reb bought an old
    sewing machine, and at night, the two sewed ready-made coats, pants, and
    jack­ets, which he sold to his Negro cowork­ers at the tan­nery who want­ed
    nice, cheap cloth­ing for Sun­day church. On Sun­days he deliv­ered milk in
    the ear­ly morn­ing hours, sold fresh fruit and veg­eta­bles in the after­noon,
    and at night manned the tick­et booth of the local ice-skat­ing rink, for while
    the Pottstown fathers pro­hib­it­ed Jews from skat­ing in their won­der­ful ice-
    skat­ing park, they had no issues with the race that mur­dered their beloved
    Jesus Christ roast­ing won­der­ful, tasty, excel­lent, mar­velous chest­nuts that
    were so pop­u­lar they end­ed up on the table of near­ly every Protes­tant
    house­hold in town dur­ing the Christ­mas hol­i­days, cooked by none oth­er
    than Reb him­self, as he was an excel­lent cook. “That Jew,” one city
    coun­cil­man remarked, “is skilled.”
    Reb par­layed his skills into six hun­dred dol­lars, half of which he used to
    buy an old ice­house on Chick­en Hill where he planned to build a gro­cery
    store with an apart­ment above it to house his fam­i­ly, and the oth­er half to
    buy an old dis­tillery atop a knob two blocks away for a shul he planned to
    call Aha­vat Achim to ser­vice the town’s Jew­ish pop­u­la­tion, which he
    prayed would come. In four years, they did. The Jew­ish pop­u­la­tion grew
    from two to ten to sev­en­teen fam­i­lies, stop­ping at that num­ber when the
    town’s fathers decid­ed through intim­i­da­tion, clever laws, and out­right
    thiev­ery that sev­en­teen Jew­ish fam­i­lies were enough. Even though
    Con­gress was begin­ning to pass immi­gra­tion quo­tas into law, the sev­en­teen
    Jew­ish fam­i­lies, Ger­man, Pol­ish, and one Lithuan­ian, decid­ed to stay. The
    groups did not get along. The Ger­mans and Poles despised one anoth­er, and
    all feared the head of the sole Lithuan­ian fam­i­ly, Nor­man Skrupske­lis, a
    thick, bar­rel-chest­ed man of dan­ger­ous silences who rarely ven­tured out­side
    his home, a mod­est brick house that sat between a pig pen on one side and a
    ram­shackle house on the oth­er. The rumor was that Norman’s wife kept him
    in a cage and let him out only for Yom Kip­pur, the day of atone­ment, at
    which time he would emerge, walk to Reb’s ice­house-turned-tem­po­rary-
    shul, pray for a few min­utes, then dis­ap­pear back into his base­ment, where
    he expert­ly craft­ed won­der­ful styl­ish shoes that his wife sold to a local shoe
    mer­chant for a fat fee. Nor­man Skrupskelis’s shoes were extra­or­di­nary
    works of art, as com­fort­able as they were styl­ish. In lat­er years, his sons Irv
    and Marv inher­it­ed his expert shoe­mak­ing abil­i­ty and opened a store,
    though both had inher­it­ed his per­son­al­i­ty. Only Irv was tem­per­ate enough to
    man­age sales in the store itself—so long as you didn’t bring the
    mer­chan­dise back. Skrup Shoes, as they were called, were non­re­turn­able.

    REB FLOHR’S FIRST job was to build his house. He liked to joke that the birth
    of the shul had as much to do with the birth of his house as it had to do with
    G‑d’s will, but the truth was, the actu­al con­struc­tion of Reb’s house
    required skills that he did not pos­sess at the time. Mus­cle. Mea­sure­ments.
    Bricks. Wood. And men. Men who could lift and haul things up the steep
    slopes of the Hill, mud­dy and unman­age­able after every sum­mer rain, cold
    and unfor­giv­ing after every snow­storm. He had no one to help him after he
    saved his six hun­dred dol­lars with plans to build his house and a shul, so
    Reb hired four Negroes and a fel­low cowork­er from the tan­nery named
    Shad Davis, who owned a fat thou­sand-pound mule named Thun­der. Shad
    lived in an old shack next door to the ice­house where Reb planned to build
    his store, and Reb noticed that the col­ored man had done a nice job
    trans­form­ing his old shack. Shad was a mild, neat­ly attired Negro who,
    unlike oth­er Negroes on the Hill, avoid­ed cov­er­alls and farm­ers’ cloth­ing,
    pre­fer­ring a gentleman’s jack­et, a tat­tered hom­burg, and leather shoes no
    mat­ter what the job. How he man­aged to keep his bat­tered coat and hat
    clean was, Reb thought, a tiny mir­a­cle, but then again, the soft-spo­ken Shad
    turned out to be the great­est stone­ma­son Reb had ever seen. Shad could
    look at a plot of land and smell the cracks in the earth beneath it. He could
    hold a small boul­der in his hand, bal­ance it, mea­sure its weight as he held it,
    and decide where the stone would sit, how much mor­tar it would need, and
    in what posi­tion it must lie in order to sup­port hun­dreds of pounds of brick
    and mor­tar above it. He and his crew of Negroes built Reb’s three-sto­ry
    house, com­plete with the Heav­en & Earth Gro­cery Store on the first floor,
    in five weeks.
    After the sev­en­teen fam­i­lies arrived and decid­ed to build the shul, Reb
    sug­gest­ed that Shad be put in charge of direct­ing the build­ing of their first-
    ever tem­ple. But the con­gre­ga­tion, led by the Ger­mans who always
    clam­bered for respectabil­i­ty among the town’s white Chris­t­ian natives,
    howled their dis­ap­proval. They insist­ed that a young, new­ly arrived
    archi­tect be engaged for the design and build, since he was edu­cat­ed at one
    of America’s great uni­ver­si­ties. Reb reluc­tant­ly agreed. After col­lect­ing
    $1,700, which rep­re­sent­ed the entire­ty of the congregation’s build­ing fund,
    the archi­tect, a seri­ous young man with a han­dle­bar mus­tache, clad in fan­cy
    knee-high rub­ber boots, a hand­some bowler, and a sheep­skin coat, marched
    to the top of the mud­dy slopes of Chick­en Hill and stood atop the appoint­ed
    knob of land. He cast an arro­gant gaze about the mud­dy slopes below, the
    churn­ing yards filled with chick­ens, pigs, and goats, the open sewage
    ditch­es, the Negroes wan­der­ing about, then tromped back down the hill to
    town, where­upon he dis­ap­peared into his office, drew a few sketch­es,
    passed them on to a local con­struc­tion crew along with three hun­dred
    dol­lars, pock­et­ed the remain­ing bal­ance of his fee, and depart­ed Pottstown
    for points unknown. He was nev­er seen again.
    The con­struc­tion crew start­ed the project. and when the mon­ey ran out a
    month lat­er, they quit. Three months lat­er, the half-built struc­ture col­lapsed.
    Now, with their beloved shul a pile of rubble—some of which was
    mar­ble, hav­ing come from a stone quar­ry in Car­rara, Italy, and bought at a
    ridicu­lous price by Nor­man Skrupske­lis, since it was to be used for the
    women’s mik­vah to be named in hon­or of his late moth­er, Yvette Hurl­butt
    Neze­fky Skrupske­lis, whom no one had ever seen since she died in Europe
    in a town whose name was so com­plex that the Ger­mans called it Thumb-
    in-Your-Nose—the con­gre­ga­tion faced its first real cri­sis. Their build­ing
    fund was deplet­ed. To raise anoth­er $1,700 among the sev­en­teen fam­i­lies,
    who were shop­keep­ers, rail­road work­ers, and labor­ers, was impos­si­ble.
    Even worse, Nor­man Skrupske­lis had con­tributed near­ly a third of the
    ini­tial build­ing fund in addi­tion to con­tribut­ing the won­der­ful Torah scroll,
    which he’d tak­en great pains to bring from Europe.
    The thought of an angry Nor­man Skrupske­lis hav­ing six hun­dred of his
    pre­cious dol­lars wast­ed in a bun­gled con­struc­tion project was more
    fright­en­ing than the idea of G‑d rain­ing his fury down on Moses and not
    allow­ing him to enter the land of Israel. “If I had a choice between being
    Moses or myself right now,” the head of the chevry con­fessed to Reb Flohr,
    “I’d choose Moses.” The con­gre­ga­tion scram­bled, call­ing friends and
    rel­a­tives in Read­ing, Philadel­phia, Bal­ti­more, and even Ver­mont, remind­ing
    their lunds­men of the won­der­ful part of the kad­dish prayer that reads “Let
    His great name be blessed for ever and ever and to all eter­ni­ty,” and also
    point­ing out that a crazy Lithuan­ian among them had sunk six hun­dred
    smack­ers into a deal that had melt­ed away and was a cyclops who would
    clob­ber all with­in range if he should find out. With their help, the shul
    hasti­ly plucked anoth­er $350 from its ass and offered it to Reb, say­ing,
    “You’re the boss. Get mov­ing.”
    It was then that Reb sum­moned Shad. The slim col­ored man climbed to
    the top of the knoll, lead­ing Thun­der and a wag­on full of stone. He stood
    amid the splin­tered wood, shat­tered walls, and crushed stone, and peered
    silent­ly about, remov­ing his bowler hat to block the blar­ing sun­light and
    rais­ing his hand over his face. Final­ly, he point­ed to a cor­ner of the
    splin­tered ruin. “The north is this way here. Your stone has got to come to
    the edge. All the way to the end. Run that stone along the edge, short­en it
    by ten feet on the south side this way, bring it far­ther along west by about
    six feet, and you’ll have your wall and it’ll hold. Then your win­dows will
    still face the east where the sun comes up, and you’ll have your build­ing.”
    Reb, with the congregation’s relief mon­ey in his pock­et, agreed, cut a
    qui­et deal with Shad for the entire $350, and when the cor­ner­stone of
    Aha­vat Achim was laid again a month lat­er, it was laid by Shad Davis.
    It was an odd friend­ship, for Shad, as far as Reb could deter­mine, was
    nei­ther deeply reli­gious nor over­ly friend­ly to any­one, includ­ing his own
    peo­ple. And while he built won­der­ful homes of sol­id brick and stone for
    oth­ers, he bare­ly main­tained his ram­shackle house that stood next to Reb’s
    Heav­en & Earth Gro­cery Store. The home was built of nei­ther brick nor
    stone. It was most­ly wood and met­al. It housed Shad, a wife named Lulu,
    who rarely spoke to any­one, and two silent, respect­ful chil­dren. Their two
    yards adjoined, the parcels match­ing exact­ly, stretch­ing for near­ly an acre
    all the way back to Man­atawny Creek, but the sim­i­lar­i­ties end­ed there.
    Reb’s yard bore sup­plies, bar­rels, a cow, and sev­er­al chick­ens for kosher
    pur­pos­es. Shad’s yard remained bare, save for his mule, Thun­der, and a few
    veg­eta­bles his wife grew. The men rarely talked out­side of work, for Reb
    had learned that in Amer­i­ca, what a man does to live often has noth­ing to
    do with how he lives. Besides, Shad’s genius for build­ing the shul attract­ed
    plen­ty of busi­ness from the town’s Jew­ish res­i­dents, who applied Shad to
    the job of fix­ing up the ram­shackle hous­es they pur­chased clos­er to town
    with brick, stone, and mor­tar as soon as they could afford to move off the
    Hill.
    Reb believed the genius builder was like­ly a drinker or gam­bler until he
    learned from his wife, who chat­ted with Shad’s wife, that Shad Davis had
    no long-term plans to stay on Chick­en Hill. He was sav­ing every pen­ny to
    move to Philadel­phia, to edu­cate his young chil­dren there, then send them
    to Lin­coln Uni­ver­si­ty, a Negro col­lege in Oxford, Pa., or per­haps even to
    Ober­lin Col­lege in Ohio, the first white uni­ver­si­ty in Amer­i­ca to open its
    doors to the Negro. Reb respect­ed those aspi­ra­tions. They lined up with
    Reb’s belief that in Amer­i­ca, any­thing was pos­si­ble, and that Shad, a man
    of full­ness, pur­pose, and tal­ent, whose word was his bond, deserved the best
    of what the nation had to offer.
    Alas, none of his dreams would come to pass.

    SOON AFTER HE built the shul, Shad fell ill and died, dev­as­tat­ing Shad’s
    fam­i­ly. Reb assumed that Shad’s sav­ings would cov­er his fam­i­ly, at least for
    a lit­tle while, since Shad rarely spent mon­ey to fix his ram­shackle home.
    But accord­ing to his wife, Shad was sus­pi­cious of banks and had placed his
    faith in a finan­cial advi­sor who turned out to be as shady and fleet-foot­ed as
    the shul’s first archi­tect. The man van­ished right after Shad died, leav­ing
    the care­ful builder’s fam­i­ly broke.
    It was only because of the two men’s friend­ship that Shad’s fam­i­ly
    sur­vived, for Reb grew accus­tomed to look­ing the oth­er way as his wife
    slipped bread, milk, and but­ter from his store over to Shad’s wid­ow. And
    when the strange­ly odd Marv Skrupske­lis, son of Nor­man Skrupske­lis,
    appeared over at the Davis res­i­dence to do odd jobs for Shad’s wid­ow, and
    occa­sion­al­ly trail­ing Shad’s daugh­ter, Ber­nice, about the yard, Reb chose
    not to spec­u­late, for chil­dren were chil­dren.
    As it was, the fam­i­lies would have like­ly drift­ed apart alto­geth­er were it
    not for Chona, who, despite hav­ing con­tract­ed polio at age four, was an
    active child and a hand­ful. Get­ting her to school was a chal­lenge from the
    first, because Chona at age six refused to ride in any vehi­cle, wag­on, or
    wheel­chair, or in the bed of the ancient truck Reb had pur­chased for his
    gro­cery busi­ness. She pre­ferred to walk to school like the oth­er chil­dren of
    Chick­en Hill, and since Pottstown’s schools were inte­grat­ed with whites
    and a scat­ter­ing of Negroes, Shad’s two chil­dren, Ber­nice and Fat­ty, would
    find them­selves append­ed by the cute six-year-old Jew­ish girl in a dark skirt
    with curly hair that framed her oval face, limp­ing along behind them as they
    descend­ed the Hill toward the town’s brick school­house.
    At age nine, Fat­ty couldn’t be both­ered with anoth­er girl pat­ter­ing along
    behind him. He couldn’t stand his sis­ter as it was. But Ber­nice was dying
    for a lit­tle sis­ter. The two girls start­ed first grade togeth­er despite the fact
    that Ber­nice was a year old­er. On their first walk to school, Chona
    announced that Ber­nice was too tall to be in first grade. Ber­nice took the
    insult in silence, but the two cement­ed their friend­ship that after­noon when
    the teacher sat behind the piano and played “Pol­ly Par­rot Ate the Car­rot,” a
    pop­u­lar children’s dit­ty. She called each stu­dent to the front of the class and
    played the song, demand­ing that each child sing. If the child sang, she
    labeled them a robin. If they didn’t, they were a spar­row.
    Chona became a robin eas­i­ly, hop­ping to the front of the class and
    singing in a clear, strong voice. But Ber­nice, the only black face in the
    class, when sum­moned, refused to sing.
    “You’re a spar­row,” the teacher announced. “Sit.”
    Chona watched, stunned, as Ber­nice moved back to her seat. They were
    neigh­bors. They over­heard each other’s lives: the argu­ments, the chairs
    scrap­ing across the kitchen floor, the creak­ing porch steps, the slam­ming
    doors. The one con­stant Chona loved was the sound of Bernice’s voice. At
    home, Ber­nice sang like a bird. She had a gor­geous, soar­ing, beau­ti­ful
    sopra­no, a sor­row­ful sound full of sad­ness and long­ing. Ber­nice sang
    every­where, in the yard as she weed­ed her mother’s gar­den, on the porch as
    she swept, dur­ing the after­noons as she picked through the veg­eta­bles at the
    Heav­en & Earth Gro­cery Store for her moth­er, her voice so clear and
    angel­ic that when Chona walked by the Sec­ond Bap­tist church on Sun­days
    with her moth­er, they would pause just to hear Bernice’s voice soar­ing out
    above the rest, stronger and more beau­ti­ful than ever.
    When Ber­nice sat down, Chona piped up, “Bernie’s not a spar­row. She’s
    a robin.”
    The com­ment drew chor­tles from the class and a trip to the principal’s
    office for both of them for speak­ing out of turn. That after­noon, as the two
    slow­ly made their walk home, Chona tried to raise the mat­ter again.
    “You’re not a spar­row, Ber­nice. You’re a robin.” But Ber­nice was sullen
    and silent.
    Chona real­ized, for the first time, that Ber­nice was like the twins at shul,
    Irv and Mar­vin. Their father, Mr. Nor­man, who had made her spe­cial boot
    so care­ful­ly, was the same way. They were bot­tled up inside. There was
    some­thing that was closed. She real­ized, look­ing at Ber­nice, that some­thing
    inside her had turned off in some kind of way, like a water fix­ture closed
    tight­ly or a lamp that refused to light. But at age six, Chona couldn’t
    express what it was. Instead, she grasped Bernice’s hand and said, “I like
    flow­ers bet­ter than birds.” She received a small smile in return.
    Over time, the space between them less­ened. Chona showed Ber­nice
    how to play pinochle, which she learned from watch­ing her father play with
    the oth­er Jew­ish men in the back of the store, how to cro­chet with her left
    hand or her right, and how to nego­ti­ate a flight of stairs quick­ly by slid­ing
    down the ban­is­ter, her feet not touch­ing the steps. Ber­nice taught Chona
    how to make thick wool quilts that kept the cold out and how to grow
    pars­ley and greens and all man­ner of veg­eta­bles in her back­yard. The two
    girls grew close.
    Their rela­tion­ship last­ed all the way through high school as they
    shad­owed each oth­er, for nei­ther joined any club or sport. They had to work
    at home. When both were assigned to make a dress for home eco­nom­ics,
    Chona dust­ed off her father’s old sewing machine in the base­ment, a
    left­over from his days when he first arrived in Pottstown, and taught
    Ber­nice how to do French stitch­ing, doing the first stitch on one side,
    turn­ing it over, and doing the stitch­ing again on the oth­er. They worked on
    Chona’s dress first, then Bernice’s. “I’ll do the first row on the machine,”
    Chona announced, “you do the sec­ond.”
    They worked on each other’s dress­es and were delight­ed by the results.
    On the day of the exam, they brought them to school and proud­ly placed
    them on a table piled with dress­es made by the oth­er stu­dents. Chona had
    made a pur­ple dress with aza­leas; Ber­nice, a black dress with yel­low
    daisies.
    Their teacher, a gray-haired, pinch-faced soul who always wore black,
    held up each dress, exam­in­ing each one and remark­ing about the
    hand­i­work.
    When she reached Chona’s dress, she was sat­is­fied. But when she picked
    up Bernice’s dress, which was clear­ly the most beau­ti­ful dress of the bunch,
    she sum­moned Ber­nice to the front of the class.
    Ber­nice com­plied, her eyes blink­ing in embar­rass­ment. The tall, lean girl
    glid­ed to the front of the class­room and stood before the teacher at her desk.
    The teacher held up Bernice’s dress and said, “This is not the stitch I told
    you to use,” and ripped at the back stitch­ing, tear­ing it apart.
    As they walked home after school, Chona said, “I’ll teach you anoth­er
    stitch. I have a bet­ter one.” But Ber­nice said noth­ing. She glared at Chona
    in a way that Chona had nev­er seen before.
    “You made me do the wrong stitch,” she said.
    Before Chona could remind her that she had also used French stitch­ing
    and that she didn’t know why the teacher did not point that out, since both
    dress­es were stitched iden­ti­cal­ly, Ber­nice did some­thing that she had nev­er
    done in all the years they had known each oth­er.
    She picked up her pace and sim­ply walked faster, leav­ing Chona behind.
    The next day, when Chona emerged from her house to join the brood of
    black schoolkids troop­ing down the Hill to school, Ber­nice wasn’t there.
    Ber­nice did not return to school that day. Or the next. Or ever. She stayed
    inside, rarely appear­ing.
    For Chona, the day Ber­nice Davis closed off the world was the
    begin­ning of her own adult­hood, for the real­iza­tion that lay before her had
    begun to clamp down on her and she could see Chick­en Hill and the town
    for what they real­ly were. She began to have opin­ions about what lay ahead,
    and to see the lim­i­ta­tions of her own life, too. Her moth­er want­ed her to
    mar­ry a young Ortho­dox Jew from Read­ing she’d found. He was nice
    enough, a short, dour Pole who was in line to inher­it his father’s shoe store
    and was gen­tle in man­ner and seemed open to new ideas. But he had a habit
    of suck­ing his teeth that she found off-putting, and after hav­ing din­ner with
    him once, decid­ed he was hor­ri­ble and avoid­ed meet­ing him again. She saw
    the bro­ken mar­riages of the town’s Jew­ish community—the mis­er­able
    house­wives, the frus­trat­ed hus­bands; she not­ed the ragged dis­putes among
    the tiny Jew­ish pop­u­lace dom­i­nat­ed by the Ger­man-born Jews who strained
    their necks to peek over the shoul­ders of their Chris­t­ian coun­ter­parts,
    hold­ing their noses in their social ser­vice agen­cies and snob­by
    orga­ni­za­tions, look­ing down their noses at their Yid­dish-speak­ing lunds­men
    from the Euro­pean provinces, send­ing mon­ey, sec­ond­hand clothes,
    sec­ond­hand advice—in Eng­lish, no Yid­dish allowed. Send­ing every­thing
    but love. She had dreamed of leav­ing Chick­en Hill after grad­u­at­ing from
    high school and even had a few ten­ta­tive plans in that direc­tion, but when
    Moshe wan­dered into her father’s base­ment and walked love into her life,
    he changed every­thing. Here was a man who want­ed her to be full, who
    nev­er blocked the entrance to the doors of knowl­edge and growth and
    pas­sion and life’s reck­on­ing, who brought her books and records and music.
    When she mar­ried him, she for­got about Ber­nice and the Davis­es who lived
    next door, for life took over. Her moth­er died two years after she mar­ried;
    her father depart­ed for Read­ing and a big­ger shul; and the chal­lenges of
    prop­ping up her mild hus­band so that he might not fol­low the rest of the
    Jews in town into obscu­ri­ty took over, fol­lowed by her own ill­ness, which
    swal­lowed the whole world. She had her own life and no chil­dren to show
    for it. Oth­er than a hasty nod to Ber­nice, whose increas­ing brood of love­ly
    chil­dren passed through her store and were qui­et, beau­ti­ful shad­ows like
    their moth­er, and an occa­sion­al laugh with Bernice’s broth­er, Fat­ty, who
    nev­er changed, Chona had no room to see to Bernice’s life. How Ber­nice
    pro­cured her chil­dren, with whom, why she had so many, or the man­ner in
    which she led her life, Chona nev­er inquired. Her own life was full, yet she
    felt incom­plete. She had no chil­dren. Ber­nice, on the oth­er hand, had plen­ty.
    Ber­nice was rich with chil­dren, yet she had blamed Chona for her French-
    stitched dress any­way, which was not true. The whole busi­ness was too
    com­pli­cat­ed and too old, like the over­grown roots of an ancient tree.
    But now she had a prob­lem.
    Chona had her own child now. He wasn’t hers, but he was the clos­est
    thing to one. For the past four months, the deaf boy, Dodo, had been a
    dream. It didn’t mat­ter what the oth­er con­gre­gants in the shul called him
    when she wasn’t around. He’d come as a mat­ter of con­science but now was
    a mat­ter of love. He was smart. Sen­si­tive. He saw things oth­er peo­ple
    didn’t. Even with­out his hear­ing, he under­stood every­thing. He was sharp.
    Bright. And nec­es­sary. For years she’d prayed for chil­dren, and when none
    came, she had accept­ed it as part of life. She’d spend hours read­ing about
    pol­i­tics and social­ism and change in places like New York, the wild world
    of Emma Gold­man and pro­gres­sive Jews, anar­chists, trou­ble­mak­ers, union
    builders, and paci­fists who shoved aside the con­straints placed upon them
    to demand the same full­ness of Amer­i­can life that oth­ers received—Jews
    who tried, in their own way, to bring light to the world. Isn’t that what
    Judaism should do, bring light and reflec­tion between cul­tures? All that
    high-hand­ed talk of Judaism had seemed increas­ing­ly use­less and dis­tant as
    she grew old­er until it fold­ed neat­ly into the sun­shine real­i­ty that had
    arrived in the form of Dodo. The boy brought his own kind of light. She set
    him up in the back room of the store where she had fre­quent­ly lain dur­ing
    her ill­ness­es, and he brought light into the dark room in a way that
    van­quished pain from her mem­o­ry. The silent, morose child who’d first
    arrived brought life anew. He was a spark, a whiz. He was there in the
    morn­ing when she awoke. He wan­dered into her bed­room to say good
    night. He was twelve and learn­ing his all-boy things out of sight of oth­ers;
    he drew pic­tures, played with bal­loons, and read com­ic books in his room.
    He fished in the creek at night. He cleaned the store after-hours. He was
    remark­ably aware for some­one who had no hear­ing. He read lips expert­ly.
    He col­lect­ed bot­tle caps and mar­bles, loved jel­ly apples and roast­ed
    chest­nuts, and found Chona’s father’s accor­dion and played it ter­ri­bly in the
    base­ment. He lit­tered her kitchen with peach pits. On Sab­baths, he was
    there in the morn­ing when she awoke, hav­ing doused the lights the evening
    before and lit the stove the next morn­ing. He couldn’t sit still. As she and
    Moshe read qui­et­ly upstairs, the noise of bang­ing and clat­ter­ing emerged
    from the room behind the store where he slept that was equipped with a
    sink and wood stove. On oth­er nights, Chona would wan­der down, turn on
    the light, and find the room a junk­yard of joy, com­plete with mops used as
    broom­sticks, old com­ic books, chalk, rocks, arrow­heads, and wires. From
    the over­head fan, he hung fly­ing con­trap­tions that dan­gled on wires and
    spun in cir­cles. In four months, he had become a liv­ing embod­i­ment of
    l’chaim, a toast to life. A boy. A boy liv­ing a life. Some­thing she’d want­ed
    and prayed for ever since she was a girl. Who cared that he was Negro. He
    was hers!
    And he respond­ed. She had no idea how easy it would be. She nev­er had
    to tell him to do any­thing twice. Brush teeth. Comb hair. Wash face. Hang
    laun­dry. Stack shelves. He loved choco­late. She had to force her­self not to
    give him too much. Each day he would sweep and clean and work with
    such force and focus that she’d have to slow him down, and then, at the end
    of the week, he’d appear at the back of the store after clos­ing and hold forth
    his hand con­tain­ing a mar­ble, indi­cat­ing that he’d like to use that to pay for
    his piece of choco­late. It was a game she played with sev­er­al neigh­bor­hood
    chil­dren. They would come into the store hun­gry, eye­ing a can of pea soup,
    and ask, “How much does that cost?” at which point Chona would say,
    “How much do you have?”
    “I only have a red mar­ble.”
    “Do you have any green mar­bles?”
    “I might have one at home.”
    “Okay. Take the soup and go home and bring me the green mar­ble
    tomor­row, and I’ll decide if that’s the one I want.”
    The next day the child would bring in a red mar­ble. And she would say,
    “No, that’s not the one. I don’t like the col­or. I want a blue mar­ble.” So the
    child would dis­ap­pear and return the next day with a blue mar­ble. Then a
    green one. Until the week passed and the mar­ble was for­got­ten and the kid
    would come in the next week ask­ing for a cer­tain veg­etable or a box of
    crack­ers and pay with the wrong col­or mar­ble, and the game would begin
    again.
    Back and forth it went, some­times for weeks. There were sev­er­al mar­ble
    kids, and Dodo became one of them, join­ing her Mar­ble Choir. She nev­er
    gave in, nev­er gave him too much choco­late. But she gave him enough. A
    red mar­ble for a piece of choco­late here. A blue mar­ble for a piece of
    choco­late there. The mar­bles she accu­mu­lat­ed from the neigh­bor­hood kids
    she kept in a jar. The pile of mar­bles in the jar would dimin­ish mys­te­ri­ous­ly,
    and a week lat­er, the same mar­ble would appear in a child’s hand. She nev­er
    mind­ed. She under­stood. She loved Dodo’s gen­eros­i­ty. He was a sim­ple
    child of love, easy to sat­is­fy, easy to give.
    She knew, even from the begin­ning, that the dream was not meant to last.
    She had not meant to love him so much. It was only shel­ter they were
    pro­vid­ing, a respite for the ever-loy­al Nate and Addie and Addie’s late
    sis­ter, Thel­ma, who at times had helped nurse Chona dur­ing her many sick
    peri­ods. But now, four months into keep­ing Dodo safe, the man from the
    state had dis­cov­ered the boy’s where­abouts. She knew the man faint­ly—
    Carl Boy­d­kins. They were close in age. They’d attend­ed the local high
    school at the same time. She recalled he’d been an ath­lete of some kind—
    foot­ball maybe. And that he, like most of her class­mates, was not
    par­tic­u­lar­ly fond of Jews. He was from one of the farm­ing fam­i­lies that lost
    out by not sell­ing when the big steel com­pa­nies bought sev­er­al thou­sand
    acres near the Man­atawny. It had not worked out for those fam­i­lies that
    stayed.
    So when Carl Boy­d­kins came into the store ask­ing ques­tions, she’d tried
    to be pleas­ant. But he was in no mood for it. He made a few remarks about
    break­ing the law and har­bor­ing fugi­tives. She was thank­ful that Moshe had
    not been there when the man appeared, because Moshe would’ve turned
    Dodo over instant­ly. Moshe was afraid of the author­i­ties. But Moshe didn’t
    know. Not yet. He would, though. The news about the two men that the
    state, first Carl Boy­d­kins and now the Negro man, had sent to the store to
    find Dodo would pass quick­ly from Addie to Nate, and from Nate, it would
    pass to Moshe.
    That’s why she need­ed Ber­nice. Ber­nice had all those children—eight at
    last count. They looked like the col­ors of the rain­bow, from light to dark,
    tall to short. How she got them, and who their fathers were, was not
    Chona’s busi­ness. But none of Bernice’s kids looked alike—they were all
    Negro-look­ing, and that was good enough.
    Chona turned away from the win­dow, cane in hand, and walked slow­ly
    to the front door of the store. Addie was behind the counter. Dodo was
    stand­ing on a milk crate, stack­ing box­es of crack­ers onto shelves. She
    raised her walk­ing stick in the air at him to get his atten­tion. When he
    looked over, she said, “Come with me.”

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