VERSE: GIVE ME THY HEART
byGive Me Thy Heart begins not in grand ritual but in the soft quiet that follows—a silence filled with questions, weight, and unseen grace. As the last of the congregation faded into the night, the dimmed church stood like a vessel of waiting. There, knelt in the shadows, a woman remained alone, wrapped not in robes but in reflection. Her lips moved in prayer, not rehearsed but real—pleas born from fatigue, effort, and aching honesty. She had given so much already: her time, her comfort, her joy in small things. Her life had been shaped by sacrifice. Yet, in the stillness, she felt an absence—a gentle, persistent question that whispered from the depths of something holier than she had known. In her silence, a truth began to surface: perhaps she had done many good things, but withheld the one thing that mattered most.
She had mistaken offerings for intimacy. Her mind had counted the good works, the long days spent helping others, the comforts abandoned, the rules kept. These, she thought, would be enough to prove her love. But something deeper stirred. An unseen voice rose—not with rebuke, but with longing. It did not ask for deeds. It did not want evidence. It wanted her—heart, soul, vulnerability, and trust. All her sacrifices had been noble, but without the surrender of her own heart, they were incomplete. The divine does not tally accomplishments like a ledger. It waits patiently for a love that gives without fear, without pretense. That moment, filled with stillness, broke her open in the gentlest way.
The realization didn’t come like thunder. It came like the slow rising of dawn—soft, but certain. She understood that what had felt missing in her devotion was not zeal, but connection. Love that truly surrenders doesn’t need to impress. It simply abides, trusts, and allows itself to be held. Her prayers shifted. No longer did she ask what she should do. She whispered instead, “Take my heart.” And in that offering, something shifted—not outside her, but within. She was no longer a servant following orders, but a soul returning home.
Peace came not as a gift earned, but as a natural result of finally letting go. Her questions, once sharp and endless, softened. The exhaustion of trying to be worthy dissolved. In giving what had been withheld—the very essence of who she was—she found a rest unlike any she had ever known. The chains of perfectionism, the weight of always having to do more, fell away. She did not stop caring or serving. But she no longer did it to prove her love. She did it because love had taken root. And in that, her faith began to breathe.
As she stepped out of the church and into the world, everything looked the same, but nothing felt the same. Her heart was no longer fragmented. It had been given, and in return, it had been healed. She walked not with pride, but with purpose. Her steps were quieter, but firmer. The light within her no longer flickered; it burned. Not with force, but with calm assurance. What she had once tried to earn, she now carried freely—grace, connection, and a love that asked not for perfection, but presence.
The lesson etched into her soul remained simple yet eternal: to hold back the heart is to miss the heart of God. It is not the doing that transforms us—it is the giving, the letting go, the holy risk of trusting fully. And in giving her heart, she received what no act alone could offer: a divine intimacy that cannot be earned, only embraced. This truth, once hidden behind layers of effort and fear, now pulsed with clarity. In surrendering what was most hers, she had not lost. She had finally found what had always been waiting—unconditional, unwavering, and wholly enough.