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    Chapter 29 shifts its focus to the preparations for a performance, with the protagonist at the center of a confusing and uncomfortable transformation. Norman, a robust man with large hands, begins by tilting the protagonist’s head, preparing to apply bootblack to his face. This substance, typically used for blackening leather, is now being used on the protagonist’s skin, a process explained to him by Cassidy, who advises Norman on how to properly apply the makeup. The protagonist, unsure of the entire process, questions the materials being used, asking if it will hurt or what exactly is expected of him during the performance. This confusion highlights the unsettling nature of the situation, where the protagonist finds himself being transformed into something he does not fully understand.

    Norman’s conversation with the protagonist shifts to an uncomfortable topic as he discusses his ability to identify fellow slaves based on subtle physical cues. This revelation unnerves the protagonist, who now feels even more alienated within this environment. Norman continues by explaining the absurdity of white people impersonating black people for entertainment, highlighting how even dances like the cakewalk, originally created by African Americans to mock white people, are appropriated by whites for amusement. The irony of the situation is not lost on Norman, and he shares a laugh with the protagonist, but the protagonist feels a deep discomfort knowing that the mockery of his race is a form of entertainment for the very people who continue to oppress him. This interaction serves as a stark reminder of the racial dynamics at play and the absurdity of the performative roles thrust upon him.

    As the discussion deepens, Norman becomes more personal, revealing his own motivations. He explains that he is working hard to save enough money to buy back his wife from slavery, a goal that drives much of his actions and perspective. The protagonist, still unsure of his place within the troupe, asks if the performers are aware of the real situation—that he is a black man among them, rather than a mere entertainer. Norman confirms that the performers are oblivious to his true identity, demonstrating their naivety and the disconnect between the oppressed and the oppressors. This interaction further highlights the protagonist’s isolation, caught between the reality of his existence and the performance he is forced to take part in.

    Norman continues his task, applying the makeup with methodical precision, as he comments on the protagonist’s appearance and attire. Emmett, the leader of the troupe, checks in on their progress, offering specific instructions to complete the look, including blackening the protagonist’s feet and applying a touch of white around his eyes. As the protagonist is transformed for the performance, he wrestles with his identity, struggling to navigate the tension between his true self and the image he must project. The chapter emphasizes the internal conflict he faces, caught between the role of a performer and the reality of being forced into this role as part of a larger racial and social dynamic. The protagonist is forced to hide his true identity to survive in a world that demands he conform to its expectations.

    The tension reaches a boiling point when Emmett directs the protagonist to sing a simple tune as part of the performance, emphasizing the need for authenticity in his portrayal of blackness while hiding his true self. This instruction strikes at the heart of the protagonist’s identity crisis, as he is forced to perform for an audience that views him as a mere caricature. Despite the external pressure to conform, the protagonist continues to reflect on his position in this troubling environment. His discomfort grows as he realizes that his survival depends on fitting into a role that diminishes who he truly is. The chapter concludes with the protagonist defaulting to what feels like a safer response, navigating the complexities of his identity while coming to terms with the limitations placed upon him in this unjust society.

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