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    Paranormal Fiction

    If These Wings Could Fly

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    If These Wings Could Fly by Kyrie McCauley follows Leighton, a teenage girl living in a troubled home in a small town. Struggling with family secrets and an abusive father, she finds solace in the local bird sanctuary. As she learns to navigate her own path, Leighton discovers the power of friendship, hope, and personal strength.

    Chap­ter 32 begins with Leighton abrupt­ly wak­ing up to the sound of a door slam­ming against the wall, fol­lowed by the harsh voice of a man in her home. Her dream of light­ning split­ting the tree in their front yard is shat­tered by this sud­den, jar­ring dis­rup­tion, drag­ging her from a peace­ful slum­ber into the chaos that defines her real­i­ty. The man’s voice, harsh and com­mand­ing, insists that the house­hold chores need to be cor­rect­ed imme­di­ate­ly, dis­rupt­ing her younger sis­ters, Juniper and Camp­bell, and cre­at­ing a tense atmos­phere. Leighton’s pro­tec­tive instincts kick in as she pleads with him to spare the girls, but his response is one of anger and frus­tra­tion, reveal­ing a deeply ingrained pat­tern of emo­tion­al vio­lence that has become all too famil­iar. Leighton, unable to escape the ten­sion in the room, silent­ly seethes with rage, feel­ing help­less as her moth­er stands by, mouthing apolo­get­i­cal­ly, but unable to inter­vene. The chap­ter imme­di­ate­ly sets the stage for the over­whelm­ing sense of pow­er­less­ness and fear that Leighton has come to accept as part of her every­day life.

    In an attempt to gain some con­trol over the sit­u­a­tion, Leighton push­es past the man and takes Juniper into the liv­ing room, where they sit qui­et­ly, anx­ious­ly wait­ing for the next round of orders. The bright lights that flood the house feel stark and unfor­giv­ing, ampli­fy­ing the already oppres­sive atmos­phere of fear and uncer­tain­ty. When the man returns, his actions grow more errat­ic and aggres­sive as he toss­es their fold­ed tow­els onto the floor, demand­ing that the girls show him the cor­rect way to fold them. The under­ly­ing ten­sion is pal­pa­ble as Leighton’s heart sinks, know­ing that no mat­ter how hard they try, it will nev­er be enough. Juniper, who is clear­ly upset by the con­stant fail­ure to meet his harsh expec­ta­tions, becomes vis­i­bly dis­tressed, her qui­et sobs fill­ing the room. Leighton tries to keep her com­po­sure, but the man’s anger soon shifts to her, and he calls her vile names before throw­ing a vase against the wall, as though to punc­tu­ate his cru­el words. This erup­tion of aggres­sion shocks Leighton, but she res­olute­ly holds back her tears, deter­mined to main­tain her com­po­sure, even as every word and action from the man chips away at her emo­tion­al sta­bil­i­ty. As she metic­u­lous­ly folds the tow­els, try­ing to prove that she is capa­ble, Leighton sup­press­es the emo­tion­al tur­moil threat­en­ing to over­whelm her, try­ing to meet his impos­si­ble stan­dards, all while bat­tling the intense inter­nal con­flict that comes with liv­ing in such a tox­ic envi­ron­ment.

    After the oth­ers retreat upstairs, Leighton is left behind to clean up the shards of glass from the bro­ken vase, her mind swirling with thoughts of the chaos that dom­i­nates her home. She method­i­cal­ly turns off the lights in the house, each click of the switch ampli­fy­ing the silence that fol­lows the explo­sion of emo­tions. As she glances into the bath­room mir­ror, the emp­ty shelves once filled with tow­els serve as a strik­ing visu­al reminder of the empti­ness in her life. The absence of the tow­els sym­bol­izes the absence of peace and secu­ri­ty in her world, rein­forc­ing her feel­ings of insta­bil­i­ty. Exhaust­ed and emo­tion­al­ly drained, Leighton decides to study for an impor­tant cal­cu­lus exam, try­ing to find an escape in her stud­ies, but her focus slips as the weight of her home life drifts back into her thoughts. The para­dox of her sit­u­a­tion becomes clear­er as she wres­tles with the desire to escape from her trou­bled home life, yet fears what would hap­pen to her younger sis­ters if she were to leave. The chap­ter con­cludes with Leighton star­ing into the ear­ly light of the morn­ing, over­whelmed with a sense of dread about the unchange­able world around her. Her inter­nal strug­gle becomes a pow­er­ful sym­bol of the ten­sion between the yearn­ing for free­dom and the crush­ing sense of respon­si­bil­i­ty she feels toward her sis­ters. The emo­tions of help­less­ness, exhaus­tion, and fear cre­ate a vivid por­tray­al of the com­plex­i­ty of her world, leav­ing read­ers to reflect on the impact of a dif­fi­cult home life on a person’s sense of iden­ti­ty and their abil­i­ty to hope for a bet­ter future.

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