• Cyrus and Ali Shams Cover
      by testsuphomeAdmin Cyrus and Ali Shams are central figures in a deeply moving narrative set in Indiana, USA. The story revolves around the father-son relationship between Cyrus and Ali, which is marked by emotional distance, personal challenges, and a profound understanding of each other. From his early childhood, Cyrus faces immense difficulties, especially when it comes to understanding his identity as an Iranian-American living in a foreign land. Growing up in the shadow of his father, Cyrus often struggles with questions…
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      by testsuphomeAdmin Rear Admiral William M. Fogarty, USN, begins the chapter with an official communication directed to the Commander in Chief of U.S. Central Command, marking the initiation of a formal investigation into a tragic incident involving the USS Vincennes (CG-49). This event occurred on July 3, 1988, when the U.S. Navy ship mistakenly shot down Iran Air Flight 655, a commercial airliner, killing all 290 passengers aboard. The downing of the civilian plane, an avoidable tragedy, sparked widespread controversy and…
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      Tuesday

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      by testsuphomeAdmin Tuesday arrived with an air of contemplation for Cyrus Shams, Zee Novak, and Sad James as they gathered at the Naples Café, a local hangout known for its easygoing vibe that catered to the counterculture community. The cozy atmosphere of the café, with its mismatched furniture and the hum of conversation in the background, set the stage for a deeply reflective evening. As the trio settled in, Cyrus shared his new creative project, a work centered on the theme of martyrdom that was influenced by both his…
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      by testsuphomeAdmin Roya and Arash Shirazi’s relationship in 1973 Tehran serves as a poignant depiction of the emotional and psychological toll that familial dynamics, shame, and societal expectations can have on a young child. Roya, at just ten years old, is confronted with the humiliation of bedwetting, an issue that she desperately tries to hide. Her attempts to manage this problem—by limiting her water intake and avoiding meals—fail, as the smell clings to her, and her brother Arash ridicules her for it. This…
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      by testsuphomeAdmin I am setting out on an ambitious and deeply personal literary journey, one that challenges me to write elegies for individuals I have never met. This endeavor feels audacious, as I am tasked with capturing the essence of lives I cannot truly know or experience firsthand. The project itself is marked by a certain level of humility and hubris, as I wrestle with the paradox of trying to honor people whose experiences and stories are unknown to me. Through this process, I confront the complexities of writing…
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      Zee Novak

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      by testsuphomeAdmin Zee Novak reflects on the early spring of 2014, when he and Cyrus Shams were sharing a modest apartment in Indiana, just a year removed from their graduation. During this time, their relationship was defined by casual dating, excessive drinking, and routine activities that, despite their chaotic nature, brought a sense of stability. However, Cyrus eventually decided to make a drastic change by embracing sobriety, marking the beginning of a shift in their shared experiences. One such shift involved their…
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      Friday

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      by testsuphomeAdmin Friday opens with a reflective Cyrus Shams engaged in an intimate conversation with Orkideh at the Brooklyn Museum. Orkideh, a terminally ill artist, shares her experience while exhibiting her artwork, as she faces the inevitability of death. Cyrus, who is deeply unsettled by thoughts of his own mortality, admits to a dark and distressing thought, hinting that he might "kill himself soon." However, he is immediately troubled by the phrase, as it sounds both mechanical and empty. He expresses a deep longing…
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      Friday

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      by testsuphomeAdmin Friday begins with Cyrus Shams, who, as he walks from the Brooklyn Museum to Prospect Park, reflects deeply on his life and recent conversation with Orkideh about martyrdom. Her words about the complex notion of martyrdom linger in his mind, causing him to question the core differences between the intense desires to live and to die. His reflection on life, its meaning, and the inevitability of death takes an unexpected turn as he finds symbolism in the simple, everyday acts of life, such as tying his…
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      Arash Shirazi

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      by testsuphomeAdmin Arash Shirazi finds himself confronting the harsh realities of war in February 1984, as he grapples with the inevitability of his conscription into the Iranian military. Caught in the turmoil of the ongoing revolution, he considers his role as a "zero soldier," someone without the power or means to avoid the draft. His life is shaped by the revolution’s shift from an idealistic struggle to one driven by zealotry and violence. Arash reflects on the inevitable fate of countless others like him, imagining…
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      Ali Shams

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      by testsuphomeAdmin Ali Shams reflects deeply on his daily life working at a chicken breeding farm in Fort Wayne, a place that functions less like a traditional farm and more like a high-efficiency laboratory. The farm is designed to produce chickens that grow as quickly and efficiently as possible, with the primary objective being to convert grains into protein. The unnatural environment is evident in the process, where chickens are bred to survive without immune systems and are kept in completely controlled settings, free…
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