You are being provided with a book chapter by chapter. I will request you to read the book for me after each chapter. After reading the chapter, 1. shorten the chapter to no less than 300 words and no more than 400 words. 2. Do not change the name, address, or any important nouns in the chapter. 3. Do not translate the original language. 4. Keep the same style as the original chapter, keep it consistent throughout the chapter. Your reply must comply with all four requirements, or it’s invalid.
I will provide the chapter now.
10
I didn’t know sheets could actually smell soft, but Eddie’s do.
Every morning when I wake up in that big upholstered bed, I hold the sheets up to my nose and
inhale, wondering how I got this fucking lucky.
It’s been two weeks since I more or less moved in with Eddie, two weeks of soft linens and
sinking into the plush sofa in the living room in the afternoon, watching bad reality shows on the
massive television.
I’m never leaving this place.
I get out of the bed slowly, my toes curling against the plush rug awaiting my feet. The bedroom is
luxurious in all the right ways—dark wood, deep blues, the occasional splash of gray. Neutral.
Masculine.
This is one space where Eddie scrubbed out Bea’s style, I can tell. Before, I bet it was decked out
in the same swirling, bright shades as the rest of the house. Peacock blue, saffron yellow, brilliant
fuchsia. But here, there’s just Eddie.
And now, me.
Eddie is in the kitchen when I wander in, already dressed for work.
He smiles at me, a cup of coffee already steaming in his hand.
“Morning,” he says, handing it to me. The first morning I’d woken up here, Eddie had made me a
plain black cup of coffee, like I’d had the day we met. Sheepishly, I’d confessed that I actually didn’t
like black coffee that much, and now I have an expensive milk frother at my disposal, and all kinds of
pricey flavored syrups.
Today’s cup smells like cinnamon, and I inhale deeply over the mug before taking a sip. “I don’t
know how to tell you this, but I’m only sleeping with you for the coffee,” I say, and he winks at me.
“My ability to make a great cup of coffee really is my only redeeming value.”
“I think you have a few others,” I say, and he glances at me, eyebrows raised.
“Just a few?”
I hold my thumb and forefinger up, putting them close together, and he laughs, which warms me
almost as much as the coffee.
I like him. There’s no getting around that. This isn’t just about the house or the money, although
I’m fully into those things, trust me. But being with Eddie is … nice.
And he likes me. Not just the me I’ve invented, but the flashes of the real me I’ve let him see.
I want to show him more of the real me, I think. And it’s been a long time since I’ve felt that way.
Turning back to the sink, Eddie rinses out his own coffee cup and says, “So, what’s on your
agenda today?”
I’ve been waiting for this moment for the past two weeks, hoping he’d ask what I was doing all
day. Because I am still walking those damn dogs. I may stay in Eddie’s house, I may eat the food
Eddie buys, but I’m still on my own for everything else. Gas for my car, clothes, odds and ends. I still
technically have rent to pay.
“Dogs,” I reply shortly, and he looks up, frowning slightly.
“You’re still doing that?”
Some of the warmth I was feeling toward him fades a little. What did he think I was doing all
day? Just sitting around, waiting for him to come back?
I hide that irritation, though, standing up from the stool with a shrug. “I mean, yeah. I have to make
money.”
He pulls a face, wiping his hands on one of those Southern Manors towels that are all over the
kitchen. This one has a slice of watermelon printed on it, a perfect bite taken out of one side. “You’re
welcome to use my card to get whatever you need. And I can add you to my checking account today.
My personal one, not the Southern Manors account. Lot more fucking paperwork to that one, but we
can get that worked out eventually, too.”
I stand there as he turns away again, balling up the towel and tossing it into the laundry room just
off the kitchen.
Is it that easy for men like him? He’s handing me access to thousands and thousands of dollars like
it’s nothing, and I could just … take it. Take everything, if I wanted to.
Maybe that’s what it is—it would never occur to him that I would do something like that. That
anyone, especially any woman, could do that.
But since this is exactly what I wanted, I smile at him, shaking my head slightly. “That would …
that would be amazing, Eddie. Thank you.”
“What’s the point of having it if my girl can’t spend it, hmm?” He comes around the bar, putting an
arm around my waist and nuzzling my hair.
“Also,” he says before pulling away, “why don’t you go ahead a pick up your things from your old
place, bring them back here? Make it official.”
Pressing a hand against my chest, I give him my best faux-flirty look. “Edward Rochester, are you
asking me to move in with you?”
Another grin as he walks backward toward the door. “I think I am. You saying yes?”
“Maybe,” I tell him, and that grin widens as he turns back around.
“I’ll leave the card by the door!” he calls out, and I hear the soft slap of plastic on marble before
the door opens and closes, leaving me alone in the house.
My house.
I make myself another cup of coffee, and carry it back upstairs to the massive en suite, my favorite
part of the house so far.
Like nearly everything else here, the bathroom is oversized, but not overwhelming. Bea’s stamp is
here, too, of course. Had Eddie designed this room, I think it would probably be sleeker, more
modern. Glass and steel and subway tile. Instead, it’s marble and copper with a tile floor with a
mosaic of—shocker—a magnolia in the center.
I scuff my bare toe against one of the dark green leaves before making my way to the tub.
We had a bathtub in the apartment, but I’d have to be high to actually take a bath in it. Not only is
it cramped and stained with black mold in the corners, but the thought of my naked body sitting where
John takes a shower? Too horrible to contemplate. No, I’ve always taken the world’s fastest showers,
cringing every time the shower curtain touches me.
I fucking deserve this bathtub.
Sitting on the edge, I lean forward and turn on the hot tap, coffee cup still in one hand as I test the
water with the fingers of the other.
I’ll get to take a bath in here every day now, forever. This is how I’ll spend my mornings. No
more drive from Center Point.
No more dog-walking.
And once I’m done with today’s soak, I’ll get dressed and drive over to that dingy little apartment
before putting it behind me and never looking back.
I take what Eddie calls “the sensible car,” a Mercedes SUV, and make my way from the shady
enclaves of Mountain Brook to the strip malls and ugly apartment complexes of my old home.
It feels strange, parking such a nice car in the space where I used to park my beat-up Hyundai, and
stranger still to walk up the concrete steps in my new leather sandals, the clack of my heels loud
enough to make me flinch.
Number 234 looks even dingier somehow, and I dig my keys out of my purse.
But when I put the key in, I realize the door is unlocked, and I frown as I step inside. John’s a
moron, but he’s not the type to be this careless.
And then I realize it’s me who’s the careless one because I should’ve called the church before I
came here this morning, should’ve made sure John had actually gone into work and wouldn’t be doing
what he is currently doing—namely, sitting on the couch with my afghan draped over him, watching
boring morning television.
“She returns,” he says around a mouthful of cereal. He could eat cereal for every meal, I think,
always the cheap, sugary shit they make for kids. Never brand names, so things like “Fruity Ohs” and
“Sugar Flakes.” Whatever he’s shoveling into his mouth now has turned the milk a muddy gray, and I
don’t even bother to hide my disgust as I ask, “Shouldn’t you be at the church?”
John shrugs, his eyes still on the TV. “Day off.”
Great.
He turns to say more then, and his eyes go a little wide when he sees me. “What are you
wearing?”
I want to make some kind of joke about saving those lines for his internet girlfriends, but that
would prolong this interaction and that’s the last thing I need, so I just wave him off and make for my
room.
The door is open even though I distinctly remember closing it, and I press my lips together,
irritated. But my bed is still made up, and when I open a drawer, all my underwear appears to be
accounted for, so that’s a relief, at least.
Reaching under the bed, I pull out my battered duffel bag, and have already unzipped it before I
stop and look around.
It’s not like I didn’t know my room was deeply sad. No matter what I did, it always looked
grubby and just a little institutional, almost like a cell.
But now, after two weeks living in Eddie’s house?
There is not a single thing I want to take with me.
I want to leave all of this—the dullness, the cheap fabrics, the frayed edges—behind.
More than that, really.
I want to set it all on fucking fire.
When I walk out of the bedroom, I’m not carrying anything. Not the duffel, which I’d shoved back
under the bed. Not my underwear, which John was now welcome to be as pervy as he liked with. Not
even the little trinkets and treasures I’d taken from all the houses in Thornfield Estates.
John turned off the TV, and he now faces me on the couch, my afghan still on his upraised knees.
He’s smirking at me, probably because he’s expecting me to ask for the blanket, and he’s ready to say
something that just skirts the line, something that’s supposed to make me wonder if he’s being gross or
not (he is).
He can keep that blanket, too.
“I’m moving out,” I say without preamble, shoving my hands in my back pockets. “I should be all
paid up on rent, so—”
“You can’t just leave.”
Anger sparks inside my chest, but, right on the heels of it, there’s something else.
Joy.
I am never going to look at this asshole’s face again. I’m never going to sleep in this depressing
apartment or take a sad shower under trickling, lukewarm water. I’m never going to dig money out of
my pocket to hand over to John Rivers ever again.
“And yet I am leaving. Wild.”
John’s eyes narrow. “You owe me two weeks’ notice,” he says, and now I laugh, tipping my head
back.
“You’re not my landlord, John,” I say. “You’re just some sad little boy who thought I’d sleep with
you if you let me stay here. And you overcharged me for rent.”
There’s a dull flush creeping up his neck, his lower lip sticking out just the tiniest bit, and once
again, I am so relieved that this is it, the last time I’ll ever have to talk to him.
But soon, people like John Rivers won’t even exist to me. He barely exists right now.
“I never wanted to sleep with you,” he mutters, his tone still sulky. “You’re not even hot.”
That would’ve stung once upon a time. Even coming from someone like John. I’ve always been
aware of how completely plain I am, small, nondescript. And I’ve definitely felt it when I look at
pictures of Bea, her dark, glossy hair swinging around that pretty face with its high cheekbones and
wide eyes. That body that was somehow lush and trim at the same time, in contrast with my own
straight-up-and-down, almost boyish body.
But Eddie wanted me. Small, plain, boring me.
It made me feel beautiful, for once. And powerful.
So I look at John and smirk. “Keep telling yourself that,” I say, then I turn and walk out.
I’m not sure hearing a door close behind me has ever been this satisfying, and as I walk back to
the car, I actually welcome the slap of my heels, love how loud they are.
Fuck. You, I think with every step. Fuck. You. Fuck. You.
I’m grinning when I reach the Mercedes, and I grab my keys, pressing the little button to unlock
the doors. It takes me a moment to realize that there’s a familiar red car parked just across the parking
lot, and my first thought is that it’s weird anyone here has that nice of a car.
It’s not until Eddie is stepping out of the driver’s side and walking toward me that my brain fully
absorbs that it’s his car, that he’s … here. In Center Point. In my shitty apartment complex.
Seeing him is so jarring that my instinct is to run away, to jump in my car (his car, my asshole
brain reminds me), and get the hell out of here.
“Hey, beautiful,” he says as he approaches, keys dangling from his fingers.
“You followed me?” I blurt out, glad I’m wearing sunglasses so that he can’t see my full
expression. I’m rattled, not just because it seems weirdly out of character for Eddie to follow me, but
because he’s here. He’s seen this place now, this ugly little hole I tried to hide from him. Doesn’t
matter that I’m leaving it all behind. The fact that he knows it existed at all makes me feel close to
tears.
Sighing, Eddie shoves his hands in his back pockets. The wind ruffles his hair, and he looks so out
of place standing in this parking lot, in this life.
That sense of vertigo gets stronger.
“I know,” Eddie says. “It’s crazy and I shouldn’t have done it.”
Then he gives me a sheepish grin. He’s not wearing his sunglasses, and he squints slightly in the
bright light.
“But you make me crazy, what can I say?”
Even though the sun is beating down on us, I feel a chill wash over me.
Eddie is romantic, for sure. Passionate, definitely. But this … doesn’t feel like him.
You’ve known him for about five minutes, so maybe you don’t actually know him, I remind
myself.
There’s only one way to play this. I smile in return, rolling my eyes as I do. “That is so cheesy,” I
say, but I make sure to look pleased, tugging my lower lip between my teeth to really sell it.
It must work, because his shoulders droop slightly with relief, and then he steps forward, sliding
his arms around my waist.
Pressing my forehead against his chest, I breathe him in. You’re being stupid, I tell myself. I’m so
used to men lying to me, manipulating me, that now I see it where it doesn’t exist. Maybe Eddie is the
type to go a little over the top when he’s into someone. There could be all sorts of stuff about him that
I haven’t worked out yet.
“Are you the boyfriend?”
We both turn to see John standing there on the stairs in his T‑shirt and loose sweats. He’s barefoot,
his hair greasy and sticking up in spikes, and observing them near each other, it’s hard to believe he
and Eddie are from the same species.
“So it seems,” Eddie replies, his voice easy, but I can feel him stiffen slightly, his muscles tense.
“Cool,” John mutters, his eyes darting between the two of us, clearly trying to make sense of
what’s happening here.
Eddie is still smiling at him, still friendly and relaxed, but there’s something radiating off him,
something dark and intense, and when I glance down, I see that his hand is curled into a fist at his
side.
John doesn’t notice, though, walking down the steps to stand right in front of us. This close, I can
smell his sweat, smell the sugary scent of whatever cereal he was eating.
“Jane owes me two weeks’ notice before she moves out,” he says, and Eddie’s eyebrows go up.
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