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CHAPTER
2
“I want to go.”
“No.”
I crossed my arms, tucking my tattooed hand under my right bicep, and
spread my feet slightly further apart on the dirt floor of the stables. “It’s
been three months. Nothing’s happened, and the village isn’t even five
miles—”
“No.” The midmorning sun streaming through the stable doors burnished
Tamlin’s golden hair as he finished buckling the bandolier of daggers across
his chest. His face—ruggedly handsome, exactly as I’d dreamed it during
those long months he’d worn a mask—was set, his lips a thin line.
Behind him, already atop his dapple-gray horse, along with three other
Fae lord-sentries, Lucien silently shook his head in warning, his metal eye
narrowing. Don’t push him, he seemed to say.
But as Tamlin strode toward where his black stallion had already been
saddled, I gritted my teeth and stormed after him. “The village needs all the
help it can get.”
“And we’re still hunting down Amarantha’s beasts,” he said, mounting
his horse in one fluid motion. Sometimes, I wondered if the horses were just
to maintain an appearance of civility—of normalcy. To pretend that he
couldn’t run faster than them, didn’t live with one foot in the forest. His
green eyes were like chips of ice as the stallion started into a walk. “I don’t
have the sentries to spare to escort you.”
I lunged for the bridle. “I don’t need an escort.” My grip tightened on the
leather as I tugged the horse to a stop, and the golden ring on my finger—
along with the square-cut emerald glittering atop it—flashed in the sun.
It had been two months since Tamlin had proposed—two months of
enduring presentations about flowers and clothes and seating arrangements
and food. I’d had a small reprieve a week ago, thanks to the Winter Solstice,
though I’d traded contemplating lace and silk for selecting evergreen
wreaths and garlands. But at least it had been a break.
Three days of feasting and drinking and exchanging small presents,
culminating in a long, rather odious ceremony atop the foothills on the
longest night to escort us from one year to another as the sun died and was
born anew. Or something like that. Celebrating a winter holiday in a place
that was permanently entrenched in spring hadn’t done much to improve
my general lack of festive cheer.
I hadn’t particularly listened to the explanations of its origins—and the
Fae themselves debated whether it had emerged from the Winter Court or
Day Court. Both now claimed it as their holiest holiday. All I really knew
was that I’d had to endure two ceremonies: one at sunset to begin that
endless night of presents and dancing and drinking in honor of the old sun’s
death; and one at the following dawn, bleary-eyed and feet aching, to
welcome the sun’s rebirth.
It was bad enough that I’d been required to stand before the gathered
courtiers and lesser faeries while Tamlin made his many toasts and salutes.
Mentioning that my birthday had also fallen on that longest night of the
year was a fact I’d conveniently forgotten to tell anyone. I’d received
enough presents, anyway—and would no doubt receive many, many more
on my wedding day. I had little use for so many things.
Now, only two weeks stood between me and the ceremony. If I didn’t get
out of the manor, if I didn’t have a day to do something other than spend
Tamlin’s money and be groveled to—
“Please. The recovery efforts are so slow. I could hunt for the villagers,
get them food—”
“It’s not safe,” Tamlin said, again nudging his stallion into a walk. The
horse’s coat shone like a dark mirror, even in the shade of the stables.
“Especially not for you.”
He’d said that every time we had this argument; every time I begged him
to let me go to the nearby village of High Fae to help rebuild what
Amarantha had burned years ago.
I followed him into the bright, cloudless day beyond the stables, the
grasses coating the nearby foothills undulating in the soft breeze. “People
want to come back, they want a place to live—”
“Those same people see you as a blessing—a marker of stability. If
something happened to you … ” He cut himself off as he halted his horse at
the edge of the dirt path that would take him toward the eastern woods,
Lucien now waiting a few yards down it. “There’s no point in rebuilding
anything if Amarantha’s creatures tear through the lands and destroy it
again.”
“The wards are up—”
“Some slipped in before the wards were repaired. Lucien hunted down
five naga yesterday.”
I whipped my head toward Lucien, who winced. He hadn’t told me that
at dinner last night. He’d lied when I’d asked him why he was limping. My
stomach turned over—not just at the lie, but … naga. Sometimes I dreamed
of their blood showering me as I killed them, of their leering serpentine
faces while they tried to fillet me in the woods.
Tamlin said softly, “I can’t do what I need to if I’m worrying about
whether you’re safe.”
“Of course I’ll be safe.” As a High Fae, with my strength and speed, I’d
stand a good chance of getting away if something happened.
“Please—please just do this for me,” Tamlin said, stroking his stallion’s
thick neck as the beast nickered with impatience. The others had already
moved their horses into easy canters, the first of them nearly within the
shade of the woods. Tamlin jerked his chin toward the alabaster estate
looming behind me. “I’m sure there are things to help with around the
house. Or you could paint. Try out that new set I gave for you for Winter
Solstice.”
There was nothing but wedding planning waiting for me in the house,
since Alis refused to let me lift a finger to do anything. Not because of who
I was to Tamlin, what I was about to become to Tamlin, but … because of
what I’d done for her, for her boys, for Prythian. All the servants were the
same; some still cried with gratitude when they passed me in the halls. And
as for painting …
“Fine,” I breathed. I made myself look him in the eye, made myself
smile. “Be careful,” I said, and meant it. The thought of him going out
there, hunting the monsters that had once served Amarantha …
“I love you,” Tamlin said quietly.
I nodded, murmuring it back as he trotted to where Lucien still waited,
the emissary now frowning slightly. I didn’t watch them go.
I took my time retreating through the hedges of the gardens, the spring
birds chirping merrily, gravel crunching under my flimsy shoes.
I hated the bright dresses that had become my daily uniform, but didn’t
have the heart to tell Tamlin—not when he’d bought so many, not when he
looked so happy to see me wear them. Not when his words weren’t far from
the truth. The day I put on my pants and tunics, the day I strapped weapons
to myself like fine jewelry, it would send a message far and clear across the
lands. So I wore the gowns, and let Alis arrange my hair—if only so it
would buy these people a measure of peace and comfort.
At least Tamlin didn’t object to the dagger I kept at my side, hanging
from a jeweled belt. Lucien had gifted both to me—the dagger during the
months before Amarantha, the belt in the weeks after her downfall, when
I’d carried the dagger, along with many others, everywhere I went. You
might as well look good if you’re going to arm yourself to the teeth, he’d
said.
But even if stability reigned for a hundred years, I doubted I’d ever
awaken one morning and not put on the knife.
A hundred years.
I had that—I had centuries ahead of me. Centuries with Tamlin, centuries
in this beautiful, quiet place. Perhaps I’d sort myself out sometime along
the way. Perhaps not.
I paused before the stairs leading up into the rose-and-ivy-covered house,
and peeked toward the right—toward the formal rose garden and the
windows just beyond it.
I’d only set foot in that room—my old painting studio—once, when I’d
first returned.
And all those paintings, all the supplies, all that blank canvas waiting for
me to pour out stories and feelings and dreams … I’d hated it.
I’d walked out moments later and hadn’t returned since.
I’d stopped cataloging color and feeling and texture, stopped noticing it. I
could barely look at the paintings hanging inside the manor.
A sweet, female voice trilled my name from inside the open doors of the
manor, and the tightness in my shoulders eased a bit.
Ianthe. The High Priestess, as well as a High Fae noble and childhood
friend of Tamlin’s, who had taken it upon herself to help plan the wedding
festivities.
And who had taken it upon herself to worship me and Tamlin as if we
were newly minted gods, blessed and chosen by the Cauldron itself.
But I didn’t complain—not when Ianthe knew everyone in the court and
outside of it. She’d linger by my side at events and dinners, feeding me
details about those in attendance, and was the main reason why I’d survived
the merry whirlwind of Winter Solstice. She’d been the one presiding over
the various ceremonies, after all—and I’d been more than happy to let her
choose what manner of wreaths and garlands should adorn the manor and
grounds, what silverware complemented each meal.
Beyond that … while Tamlin was the one who paid for my everyday
clothes, it was Ianthe’s eye that selected them. She was the heart of her
people, ordained by the Hand of the Goddess to lead them from despair and
darkness.
I was in no position to doubt. She hadn’t led me astray yet—and I’d
learned to dread the days when she was busy at her own temple on the
grounds, overseeing pilgrims and her acolytes. Today, though—yes,
spending time with Ianthe was better than the alternative.
I bunched the gauzy skirts of my dawn-pink gown in a hand and
ascended the marble steps into the house.
Next time, I promised myself. Next time, I’d convince Tamlin to let me
go to the village.
“Oh, we can’t let her sit next to him. They’d rip each other to shreds, and
then we’d have blood ruining the table linens.” Beneath her pale, blue-gray
hood, Ianthe furrowed her brow, crinkling the tattoo of the various stages of
a moon’s cycle stamped across it. She scribbled out the name she’d dashed
onto one of the seating charts moments before.
The day had turned warm, the room a bit stuffy even with the breeze
through the open windows. And yet the heavy hooded robe remained on.
All the High Priestesses wore the billowing, artfully twisted and layered
robes—though they certainly were far from matronly. Ianthe’s slim waist
was on display with a fine belt of sky-blue, limpid stones, each perfectly
oval and held in shining silver. And atop her hood sat a matching circlet—a
delicate band of silver, with a large stone at its center. A panel of cloth had
been folded up beneath the circlet, a built-in swath meant to be pulled over
the brow and eyes when she needed to pray, beseech the Cauldron and
Mother, or just think.
Ianthe had shown me once what the panel looked like when down: only
her nose and full, sensuous mouth visible. The Voice of the Cauldron. I’d
found the image unsettling—that merely covering the upper part of her face
had somehow turned the bright, cunning female into an effigy, into
something Other. Mercifully, she kept it folded back most of the time.
Occasionally, she even took the hood off entirely to let the sun play in her
long, gently curling golden hair.
Ianthe’s silver rings gleamed atop her manicured fingers as she wrote
another name down. “It’s like a game,” she said, sighing through her pert
nose. “All these pieces, vying for power or dominance, willing to shed
blood, if need be. It must be a strange adjustment for you.”
Such elegance and wealth—yet the savagery remained. The High Fae
weren’t the tittering nobility of the mortal world. No, if they feuded, it
would end with someone being ripped to bloody ribbons. Literally.
Once, I’d trembled to share breathing space with them.
I flexed my fingers, stretching and contorting the tattoos etched into my
skin.
Now I could fight alongside them, against them. Not that I’d tried.
I was too watched—too monitored and judged. Why should the bride of
the High Lord learn to fight if peace had returned? That had been Ianthe’s
reasoning when I’d made the mistake of mentioning it at dinner. Tamlin, to
his credit, had seen both sides: I’d learn to protect myself … but the rumors
would spread.
“Humans aren’t much better,” I told her at last. And because Ianthe was
about the only one of my new companions who didn’t look particularly
stunned or frightened by me, I tried to make conversation and said, “My
sister Nesta would likely fit right in.”
Ianthe cocked her head, the sunlight setting the blue stone atop her hood
glimmering. “Will your mortal kin be joining us?”
“No.” I hadn’t thought to invite them—hadn’t wanted to expose them to
Prythian. Or to what I’d become.
She tapped a long, slender finger on the table. “But they live so close to
the wall, don’t they? If it was important for you to have them here, Tamlin
and I could ensure their safe journey.” In the hours we’d spent together, I’d
told her about the village, and the house my sisters now lived in, about
Isaac Hale and Tomas Mandray. I hadn’t been able to mention Clare Beddor
—or what had happened to her family.
“For all that she’d hold her own,” I said, fighting past the memory of that
human girl, and what had been done to her, “my sister Nesta detests your
kind.”
“Our kind,” Ianthe corrected quietly. “We’ve discussed this.”
I just nodded.
But she went on, “We are old, and cunning, and enjoy using words like
blades and claws. Every word from your mouth, every turn of phrase, will
be judged—and possibly used against you.” As if to soften the warning, she
added, “Be on your guard, Lady.”
Lady. A nonsense name. No one knew what to call me. I wasn’t born
High Fae.
I’d been Made—resurrected and given this new body by the seven High
Lords of Prythian. I wasn’t Tamlin’s mate, as far as I knew. There was no
mating bond between us—yet.
Honestly … Honestly, Ianthe, with her bright gold hair, those teal eyes,
elegant features, and supple body, looked more like Tamlin’s mate. His
equal. A union with Tamlin—a High Lord and a High Priestess—would
send a clear message of strength to any possible threats to our lands. And
secure the power Ianthe was no doubt keen on building for herself.
Among the High Fae, the priestesses oversaw their ceremonies and
rituals, recorded their histories and legends, and advised their lords and
ladies in matters great and trivial. I hadn’t witnessed any magic from her,
but when I’d asked Lucien, he’d frowned and said their magic was drawn
from their ceremonies, and could be utterly lethal should they choose it. I’d
watched her on the Winter Solstice for any signs of it, marking the way
she’d positioned herself so that the rising sun filled her uplifted arms, but
there had been no ripple or thrum of power. From her, or the earth beneath
us.
I didn’t know what I’d really expected from Ianthe—one of the twelve
High Priestesses who together governed their sisters across every territory
in Prythian. Ancient, celibate, and quiet had been the extent of my
expectations, thanks to those whispered mortal legends, when Tamlin had
announced that an old friend was soon to occupy and renovate the
crumbling temple complex on our lands. But Ianthe had breezed into our
house the next morning and those expectations had immediately been
trampled. Especially the celibate part.
Priestesses could marry, bear children, and dally as they would. It would
dishonor the Cauldron’s gift of fertility to lock up their instincts, their
inherent female magic in bearing life, Ianthe had once told me.
So while the seven High Lords ruled Prythian from thrones, the twelve
High Priestesses reigned from the altars, their children as powerful and
respected as any lord’s offspring. And Ianthe, the youngest High Priestess
in three centuries, remained unmarried, childless, and keen to enjoy the
finest males the land has to offer.
I often wondered what it was like to be that free and so settled within
yourself.
When I didn’t respond to her gentle reprimand, she said, “Have you
given any thought to what color roses? White? Pink? Yellow? Red—”
“Not red.”
I hated that color. More than anything. Amarantha’s hair, all that blood,
the welts on Clare Beddor’s broken body, spiked to the walls of Under the
Mountain—
“Russet could be pretty, with all the green … But maybe that’s too
Autumn Court.” Again, that finger tapped on the table.
“Whatever color you want.” If I were being blunt with myself, I’d admit
that Ianthe had become a crutch. But she seemed willing to do it—caring
when I couldn’t bring myself to.
Yet Ianthe’s brows lifted slightly.
Despite being a High Priestess, she and her family had escaped the
horrors of Under the Mountain by running. Her father, one of Tamlin’s
strongest allies amongst the Spring Court and a captain in his forces, had
sensed trouble coming and packed off Ianthe, her mother, and two younger
sisters to Vallahan, one of the countless faerie territories across the ocean.
For fifty years, they’d lived in the foreign court, biding their time while
their people were butchered and enslaved.
She hadn’t once mentioned it. I knew better than to ask.
“Every element of this wedding sends a message to not only Prythian, but
the world beyond,” she said. I stifled a sigh. I knew—she’d told me this
before. “I know you are not fond of the dress—”
Understatement. I hated the monstrosity of tulle she’d selected. Tamlin
had, too—though he’d laughed himself hoarse when I showed him in the
privacy of my room. But he’d promised me that though the dress was
absurd, the priestess knew what she was doing. I’d wanted to push back
about it, hating that though he agreed with me, he had sided with her, but …
it took more energy than it was worth.
Ianthe went on, “But it makes the right statement. I’ve spent time
amongst enough courts to know how they operate. Trust me in this.”
“I do trust you,” I said, and waved a hand toward the papers before us.
“You know how to do these things. I don’t.”
Silver tinkled at Ianthe’s wrists, so like the bracelets the Children of the
Blessed wore on the other side of the wall. I sometimes wondered if those
foolish humans had stolen the idea from the High Priestesses of Prythian—
if it had been a priestess like Ianthe who had spread such nonsense among
humans.
“It’s an important moment for me as well,” Ianthe said carefully,
adjusting the circlet atop her hood. Teal eyes met mine. “You and I are so
alike—young, untested amongst these … wolves. I am grateful to you, and
to Tamlin, to allow me to preside over the ceremony, to be invited to work
with this court, be a part of this court. The other High Priestesses do not
particularly care for me, nor I for them, but … ” She shook her head, the
hood swaying with her. “Together,” she murmured, “the three of us make a
formidable unit. Four, if you count Lucien.” She snorted. “Not that he
particularly wants anything to do with me.”
A leading statement.
She often found ways to bring him up, to corner him at events, to touch
his elbow or shoulder. He ignored it all. Last week, I’d finally asked him if
she’d set her sights on him, and Lucien had merely given me a look,
snarling softly, before stalking off. I took that as a yes.
But a match with Lucien would be nearly as beneficial as one with
Tamlin: the right hand of a High Lord and another High Lord’s son … Any
offspring would be powerful, coveted.
“You know it’s … hard for him, where females are involved,” I said
neutrally.
“He has been with many females since the death of his lover.”
“Perhaps it’s different with you—perhaps it’d mean something he’s not
ready for.” I shrugged, searching for the right words. “Perhaps he stays
away because of it.”
She considered, and I prayed she bought my half lie. Ianthe was
ambitious, clever, beautiful, and bold—but I did not think Lucien forgave
her, or would ever forgive her, for fleeing during Amarantha’s reign.
Sometimes I honestly wondered if my friend might rip her throat out for it.
Ianthe nodded at last. “Are you at least excited for the wedding?”
I fiddled with my emerald ring. “It’ll be the happiest day of my life.”
The day Tamlin had asked me to marry him, I’d certainly felt that way.
I’d wept with joy as I told him yes, yes, a thousand times yes, and made
love to him in the field of wildflowers where he’d brought me for the
occasion.
Ianthe nodded. “The union is Cauldron-blessed. Your survival of the
horrors Under the Mountain only proves it.”
I caught her glance then—toward my left hand, the tattoos.
It was an effort not to tuck my hand beneath the table.
The tattoo on her brow was of midnight-blue ink—but somehow still fit,
still accented the feminine dresses, the bright silver jewelry. Unlike the
elegant brutality of mine.
“We could get you gloves,” she offered casually.
And that would send another message—perhaps to the person I so
desperately hoped had forgotten I existed.
“I’ll consider it,” I said with a bland smile.
It was all I could do to keep from bolting before the hour was up and
Ianthe floated to her own personal prayer room—a gift from Tamlin upon
her return—to offer midday thanks to the Cauldron for our land’s liberation,
my triumph, and Tamlin’s ensured dominance over this land.
I sometimes debated asking her to pray for me as well.
To pray that I’d one day learn to love the dresses, and the parties, and my
role as a blushing, pretty bride.
I was already in bed when Tamlin entered my room, silent as a stag through
a wood. I lifted my head, going for the dagger I kept on the nightstand, but
relaxed at the broad shoulders, at the hallway candlelight gilding his tan
skin and veiling his face in shadow.
“You’re awake?” he murmured. I could hear the frown in his voice. He’d
been in his study since dinner, sorting through the pile of paperwork Lucien
had dumped on his desk.
“I couldn’t sleep,” I said, watching his muscles shift as he moved to the
bathing room to wash up. I’d been trying to sleep for an hour now—but
each time I closed my eyes, my body locked up, the walls of the room
pushed in. I’d gone so far as to throw open the windows, but … It was
going to be a long night.
I lay back on the pillows, listening to the steady, efficient sounds of him
preparing for bed. He kept his own quarters, deeming it vital for me to have
my own space.
But he slept in here every night. I’d yet to visit his bed, though I
wondered if our wedding night would change that. I prayed I wouldn’t
thrash awake and vomit on the sheets when I didn’t recognize where I was,
when I didn’t know if the darkness was permanent.
Maybe that was why he hadn’t pushed the issue yet.
He emerged from the bathing room, slinging off his tunic and shirt, and I
propped myself on my elbows to watch as he paused at the edge of the bed.
My attention went right to the strong, clever fingers that unfastened his
pants.
Tamlin let out a low snarl of approval, and I bit my bottom lip as he
removed his pants, along with his undergarments, revealing the proud, thick
length of him. My mouth went dry, and I dragged my gaze up his muscled
torso, over the panes of his chest, and then—
“Come here,” he growled, so roughly the words were barely discernable.
I pushed back the blankets, revealing my already naked body, and he
hissed.
His features turned ravenous while I crawled across the bed and rose up
on my knees. I took his face in my hands, the golden skin framed on either
side by fingers of ivory and of swirling black, and kissed him.
He held my gaze through the kiss, even as I pushed myself closer, biting
back a small noise when he brushed against my stomach.
His callused hands grazed my hips, my waist, then held me there as he
lowered his head, seizing the kiss. A brush of his tongue against the seam of
my lips had me opening fully for him, and he swept in, claiming me,
branding me.
I moaned then, tilting my head back to give him better access. His hands
clamped on my waist, then moved—one going to cup my rear, the other
sliding between us.
This—this moment, when it was him and me and nothing between our
bodies …
His tongue scraped the roof of my mouth as he dragged a finger down the
center of me, and I gasped, my back arching. “Feyre,” he said against my
lips, my name like a prayer more devout than any Ianthe had offered up to
the Cauldron on that dark solstice morning.
His tongue swept my mouth again, in time to the finger that he slipped
inside of me. My hips undulated, demanding more, craving the fullness of
him, and his growl reverberated in my chest as he added another finger.
I moved on him. Lightning lashed through my veins, and my focus
narrowed to his fingers, his mouth, his body on mine. His palm pushed
against the bundle of nerves at the apex of my thighs, and I groaned his
name as I shattered.
My head thrown back, I gulped down night-cool air, and then I was being
lowered to the bed, gently, delicately, lovingly.
He stretched out above me, his head lowering to my breast, and all it took
was one press of his teeth against my nipple before I was clawing at his
back, before I hooked my legs around him and he settled between them.
This—I needed this.
He paused, arms trembling as he held himself over me.
“Please,” I gasped out.
He just brushed his lips against my jaw, my neck, my mouth.
“Tamlin,” I begged. He palmed my breast, his thumb flicking over my
nipple. I cried out, and he buried himself in me with a mighty stroke.
For a moment, I was nothing, no one.
Then we were fused, two hearts beating as one, and I promised myself it
always would be that way as he pulled out a few inches, the muscles of his
back flexing beneath my hands, and then slammed back into me. Again and
again.
I broke and broke against him as he moved, as he murmured my name
and told me he loved me. And when that lightning once more filled my
veins, my head, when I gasped out his name, his own release found him. I
gripped him through each shuddering wave, savoring the weight of him, the
feel of his skin, his strength.
For a while, only the rasp of our breathing filled the room.
I frowned as he withdrew at last—but he didn’t go far. He stretched out
on his side, head propped on a fist, and traced idle circles on my stomach,
along my breasts.
“I’m sorry about earlier,” he murmured.
“It’s fine,” I breathed. “I understand.”
Not a lie, but not quite true.
His fingers grazed lower, circling my belly button. “You are—you’re
everything to me,” he said thickly. “I need … I need you to be all right. To
know they can’t get to you—can’t hurt you anymore.”
“I know.” Those fingers drifted lower. I swallowed hard and said again,
“I know.” I brushed his hair back from his face. “But what about you? Who
gets to keep you safe?”
His mouth tightened. With his powers returned, he didn’t need anyone to
protect him, shield him. I could almost see invisible hackles raising—not at
me, but at the thought of what he’d been mere months ago: prone to
Amarantha’s whims, his power barely a trickle compared to the cascade
now coursing through him. He took a steadying breath, and leaned to kiss
my heart, right between my breasts. It was answer enough.
“Soon,” he murmured, and those fingers traveled back to my waist. I
almost groaned. “Soon you’ll be my wife, and it’ll be fine. We’ll leave all
this behind us.”
I arched my back, urging his hand lower, and he chuckled roughly. I
didn’t quite hear myself speak as I focused on the fingers that obeyed my
silent command. “What will everyone call me, then?” He grazed my belly
button as he leaned down, sucking the tip of my breast into his mouth.
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