The Catcher in The Rye
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by testsuphomeAdminIn this chapter of “The Catcher in the Rye,” the protagonist reflects on his emotional turmoil following a visit from a prostitute named Sunny and her associate, Maurice. After Old Sunny leaves, he finds himself feeling deeply depressed and begins to converse aloud with his deceased brother, Allie, reminiscing about their childhood in Maine. He recalls an incident where he and a friend, Bobby Fallon, planned to ride their bikes to Lake Sedebego, and Allie wanted to join, but he was told he couldn’t because he was too young. This moment haunts him, illustrating his feelings of guilt and longing for connection with Allie.
As he attempts to pray, he admits to being somewhat of an atheist, expressing disdain for the Disciples in the Bible, whom he finds frustrating and unable to support Jesus during His life. During these reflections, he feels a sense of alienation from traditional religious beliefs, expressing a preference for the more chaotic and misunderstood characters in scripture.
Suddenly, his solitude is interrupted by a knock at the door, revealing Sunny and Maurice demanding money for her services. They initially claim that ten dollars is owed, despite Holden’s protests that he already paid five. The confrontation escalates as Maurice becomes aggressive, and Holden, still in his pajamas, feels particularly vulnerable. He attempts to assert himself but is quickly overpowered, leading Maurice to physically intimidate him when Sunny suggests taking his wallet.
Holden experiences a mix of fear and anger, eventually crying when they take the five dollars he originally thought was his. As Maurice’s actions intensify, he feels overmatched, resulting in a punch that leaves him on the floor, contemplating his mortality and imagining an elaborate revenge against Maurice for the humiliation. His thoughts shift to wanting to escape his pain through suicide, reflecting a desire for a dignified, unobtrusive death rather than being seen in a state of despair by others.
Throughout this turmoil, his emotional state is exacerbated by the events, leaving him deeply unsettled and questioning his existence while battling feelings of helplessness and hopelessness .
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